Sweet Trap
By: MrPrinceLoveCook / proudOtaku
CHAPTER THIRTY SIX. Lucky Woman
A very honest woman but something given to lie
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He betrayed his goddess, the woman he loved and the woman of his life. Until now, he could not really believe of what just happened that he actually betrayed her by cheating on her.
That was called fate, his own fate, no matter what he did he could not really change it, could not even turn back the time to fix it. He created it, this painful fate, so he must go on to the flow and accept it. Yes, he was willing to follow this fate as long as his goddess was still with him, staying near beside him.
He did not really care what would happen to his life now but with his goddess presence that she was around, he would definitely face this suck life just only for her sake. He would live just for her, he would try to face this suffering just for her and he was willing to die just for her. He would do anything only for her, alone. That's how much he loved her, more than his own life.
Getting up this early morning required a lot of effort and energy. 'Another torment, huh?' Sanji uttered, stating it deep within his thought.
Torment?
Well yeah, living a life while practicing his betrayal was absolutely a big torment. He could not try to ignore it, to forget it or to pretend that it did not exist at all when it did really exist.
How he really wished that there was no tomorrow, no sun would come up in the sky, no brightness, no light but only the darkness of the night, and the darkness would stay forever, forever with his goddess.
No tomorrow meant no betrayal, no pain and no problem.
The day he took his betrayal everything suddenly changed. His image about this big world turned into hell, that everything could make him suffer, kept on torturing him and slowly killing him until he could not take the pain then cry into painful agony. Actually, it was his guilt that always haunt him down, never left him and kept on dragging him into the deepest part of hell until he could no longer face his Goddess.
Excessive guilt was always with him, feeling it deep within him because it was his own companion, and no matter what he did, no matter what happened his guilt would always stay beside him, engulfing him whole.
Even his image about himself changed, he did not know anymore about himself. All he knew was that the man stood in front of him, his own reflection on the mirror, was a stranger, a damn pretender, he did not know him at all, he cursed and really hated him.
DAMN!
His situation was worst than anything, worse than treating like a coward by his own brothers, worse than treating like nothing by his own father, worse than being stranded in a small island without food and water to eat and drink, worse than treating like an eggplant by his mentor, worse than kicking and screaming by his fellow cooks, worse than losing with his rival marimo, worse than living in okama island together with those badass okamas while wearing girly dress running around together with them, worse than any scars and bruises, worse than betraying by numerous women, and hundred percent worse than the pit of deepest hell.
Worst among the worst!
He could no longer feel the happiness, and he could not seem to express himself, smiling felt stiff and awkward. It was like his smiling muscles were all frozen. He was having trouble making simple decisions because he was damn scared if his decision would lead to this kind of hateful situation again. He easily forgot things, actually he tended to forget everything just to make his mind and heart calmed, trying his best to forget the night of his betrayal, thinking only how lucky he was for having the perfect woman, his goddess.
He was very difficult to concentrate, though he tried hard to concentrate on a certain thing or event but still he could not force himself to concentrate because concentration reminded him about his betrayal.
Obliviously, he was anxious to think that something bad would going to happen, not to mention that something behind him kept on pulling him into darkness, a darkness like eternity of suffering that everything seemed hopeless. His anxious was caused by the fear of losing the woman he loved, his goddess, his own life. Thinking of losing her was always tormented him, tormenting him until he could no longer think rationally, no sleep, no eat, nothing at all.
His perception about this world was always cloudy, though it was actually not. It seemed like there was a glass wall between him and the rest of the world, a very thick glass between him and his beautiful goddess that separated them, that nothing could break it. He badly wanted to break that glass just to be with her forever, but if he broke that class, he would definitely lose her, the woman he loved so much.
Every day felt as if he was drowning and suffocating. He tried to fight this monster feeling but it easily defeated him, always there beside him to haunt him again and again.
Incessantly and uncontrollably into his mind came the memory of the night of his betrayal like a torrent of negativity pain. It was so damn painful that he thought he was going to lose his mind. It felt like he was going to fall apart and disintegrate into nothing.
Every single day it was always the same thing over and over again seemed like he was actually living in hell. When he gone to bed at night he could not sleep steadily because he started to think on how bad the next day would going to be. Carrying on a normal conversation was a struggle because he felt like he was moving and thinking in a very slow motion.
He did not feel hopeful or happy about anything in his life. He did not want to go on with his betrayal. He did not want to betray his goddess anymore, but he did not want her to leave him either. He did not know what to do.
"Really? For sure?" Sandersonia cried, Hancock's giant younger sister. She was so happy, while excitedly tugging Roxanne on her sleeve.
"Yeah, he insisted so I don't really have a choice but to give him my yes." Roxanne replied. She was so proud as she said it, curling her expensive hair on her hand.
"Wooohh, you are so lucky Roxanne. I am really hoping that I have my rich boyfriend too! I am so damn jealous of you." Sandersonia whined, swinging her giant body, imagining that she had a boyfriend too.
"I prefer a strong boyfriend than a rich one with his bunch of bunch of abs," Marigold mentioned.
If you want to ask because you know, I kind of forgot to mention that it was already been a week since our lovecook officially practiced his betrayal, betraying his goddess behind her back.
(º ﾛ º๑) Yeah, one week of enduring the pain of his betrayal.
We are now in the chapters of betrayal… so I am really hoping that you guys are still with me, a stupid and forgetful pervert for taking few weeks almost one month update. Please pardon me for my stupidity, because I am just busy.
Oh yeah, I am planning to welcome more characters so watch out.
'Rich boyfriend, I wonder who is that pity man? Well, who cares?' Nami thought. She just overheard them when she was about to get her coffee in the kitchen.
"Hey Nami, come here, join with us!" Marigold offered, gesturing Nami to join with them.
"Yes, join with our interesting conversation, you know girls bonding!" Sandersonia added.
It was kind of disrespectful if Nami declined the friendly offer of these two giant sisters, so why not, after all she was not really that busy, when all she did was to rewrite her navigation book. Well, she did not really care if the bitch Roxanne was also there, participating. She would just pretend that she did not see her at all, that she was an invisible.
"Sure, I love too." Nami said, seating herself on the couch where Marigold and the pregnant Hancock sat, across from Roxanne and Sandersonia.
Our Pirate Empress Hancock was enduring her aching and bouncing stomach, she was now six months pregnant. Three months to go!
"Are you really sure that you are going to participate?" Roxanne simpered.
'Nami, that bitch is an invisible, you cannot see her because she is an invisible, you are only doing this not for her but for the snake sisters kindness.' Nami thought. "So our topic is all about?" She easily managed to pretend that she did not hear Roxanne at all, kept on ignoring her with all her might.
"Girl's foremost and usual topic, it is all about the opposite sex!" Sandersonia cried.
"Oh!" Nami simply said.
"I am totally and definitely contented having my dear Luffy. He light up my world, saving me from the darkness. He will always be my king, remember my Luffy, only mine, not yours!" Hancock warned, giving her death glare to our navigator, with her madly bulging eyes.
'Here we are again. I am tired of it.' Nami sighed long. She was absolutely tired explaining to Hancock that she was not interested in her stupid fiance, and of course she already had her knight in the shining armor, so there was no reason of stealing Luffy from her. "Luffy is not yours!"
"What?" Hancock frantically screamed. She quickly stood up to confront Nami, pointing her index finger on her, and locking her hateful glare to her. "How dare you to say that, are you telling me that he is yours?"
"No, absolutely no! What I mean is that, he is not yours, neither I because he owned himself, he has his own way of life. He is a human like us, and human cannot be own or possess by someone as their belonging." Nami explained briefly.
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"You are absolutely right Nami-san!" Sandersonia agreed.
"Well as expected from the genius navigator, who easily led her crew all the way to One Piece." Marigold added.
"We belong to ourselves, we should not let others from possessing or controlling us, that's what I think." Nami said, nodding by herself because she found her words worth to say.
'You should tell it to your boyfriend because he let me use and control him, it is because of you.' Roxanne thought.
"Who cares and whatever, no matter what you try to say, my dear Luffy is only mine, mine alone, don't you dare try to steal him!" Hancock warned.
'Oh come on!' Nami grunted. She felt so annoyed on how stubborn Hancock was. "Luffy is just my nakama, our captain, so would you please stop accusing me? Frankly speaking, even you try to offer your damn fiance, who give a damn shit, because I already have my knight in the shining armor, my Sanji."
"Oh, are you really sure?" Roxanne said, flashing a surprisingly look on her face. As a matter of fact, she was trying not to laugh.
'This bitch, I really hate her.' Nami thought, giving her very confident smirked. "Hundred percent sure!"
"Shining armor, huh? That's so funny!" Roxanne mocked.
"Nami, do you know that our Roxanne here was invited by her rich boyfriend to spend their one week vacation in the famous and beautiful beach resort, the White Sand Beach. I am so super-duper jealous, I want to go too with my boyfriend though I don't have one" Sandersonia said.
"But I think All Blue is much more beautiful than any place, right?" Marigold added.
"Yes, I agree but White Sand Beach is different, because it was created for only one purpose and that is to be a place for every couple!" Sandersonia cheered.
"Exactly, the White Sand Beach was known as the paradise place for every couple. It is a dream place for every lover, and me as a woman who really loves by her boyfriend, was invited by him to spend our day together. As a matter of fact, he even fell down in knee just to beg for me to be with him, tears kept on falling on his eyes, so I don't really have a choice but to say yes. He really loves me, are you jealous, Nami?" Roxanne asked, flicking her long fake eyelashes on her.
'What did she say? White Sand Beach! Oh my god, really? White sand beach is the place I am dreaming just to spend my entire day with my Sanji-kun. Oh~ I badly want to go too with Sanji-kun. Yeah, I am jealous, really jealous!' Nami thought, crying beneath her head. "Well, not really, as long as Sanji-kun is with me I am absolutely contented and happy."
Roxanne chuckled nonchalantly, "Well, you are so weird!"
"Nami, you are so charming, a really good lover because you are putting your boyfriend first before your need. Wow, I love that personality of yours." Marigold pointed out.
"Well, because I am a woman in love." Nami said.
"Yeah, love, I want to be love by someone too." Sandersonia said.
"Sanji-san is a lucky man for having a girlfriend like you." Marigold said.
"Just call me a lucky woman too because I have a boyfriend like him. He really loves me too, he is a real gentleman, handsome, and faithful." Nami said.
Then suddenly, Roxanne cracked a loud continuous laughter. She was laughing so hard, kept on banging the table for too much laughter.
Sandersonia, Marigold, Nami and Hancock, their eyes simultaneously moved to look at Roxanne, who was still laughing so loud, tears began forming on her eyes caused by too much laughter.
"Oi, Roxanne why are you laughing?" Marigold asked. She was kind of confused.
"Bitch, what's funny?" Nami huffed. She was absolutely humiliated by her exaggerate laughter, when there was no funny at all.
"Faithful? Did you really say faithful? Where that word come from?" Roxanne said, saying it between her loud laughter.
"Oi, stop laughing Roxanne!" Marigold said, stopping Roxanne again from laughing.
"I am absolutely confident that my boyfriend is the most faithful man alive, and I can prove it to you, bitch." Nami chided.
"You will prove it, really without hurting yourself? That is the most interesting challenge I ever heard in my entire life, then I will be waiting, just prove it to me." Roxanne simpered.
'What is this bitch thinking? Who did she think she is? Duh, whatever. She is just insecure because Sanji chose me over her.' Nami thought. "Yes, I will definitely prove it to you."
"Nami please don't be offended but if you didn't meet Sanji-san, and of course he is not your boyfriend, who do you think the best guy suit for your taste?" Sandersonia asked.
"Oh, I wonder." Roxanne smirked so wickedly.
"Oh, what an interesting question." Marigold said, placing her jaw above her hand, staring directly to our navigator.
"Remember, Luffy is mine, ouch… my stomach!" Hancock cried.
OH MY GOD!
This was so sudden, she never expected them to ask her that way, asking her the best man suited for her when she only thought about was her boyfriend, Sanji Vinsmoke. He was perfectly suited for her and her state, no other man.
Best guy suited for her taste?
Actually, she could not stop from wondering, who might be?
What about, funny and adventure seeker like Luffy?
Oh no, Hancock definitely going to kill her.
Liar and boastful like Usopp?
Like hell, she did not want to end up protecting him than him protecting her. You know, he was still a scaredy cat, though he already claimed his title as the bravest warrior of the sea.
Cool and swords addict like Zoro?
She would end up being poor for buying booze for him, and repairing his swords after fighting some badass swordsmen.
Weird fashion and cyborg like Franky?
No, not Franky please because she really hated the way he dressed, so absolutely no!
Pervert, no manner and skeleton like Brook?
He was a skeleton you know! So impossible!
Hey, her nakama was exception, as a matter of fact, they were not in the list of her high standard taste.
How about like Trafalgar Law?
Well, she would think about that first, but might be, as accordingly to her. [What's that mean? A hint?]
"Well, to be honest I didn't really think about that… hmmmff, I guess Sanji-kun is the one for me." Nami said, smiling sweetly.
"Hey, be honest, Sanji-san is not here anyway so please tell us… or how about your past relationships, don't tell me you don't have either?" Marigold insisted.
凸(皿)凸 bullseye!
Sanji was her first boyfriend, so absolutely she did not have any relationships before. Oh no, what should she do?
Should she tell them about her real situation, that she finally removed her virginity when her Sanji-kun became her boyfriend, and she thanked him with all her heart for that wonderful experience?
But honestly, it was absolutely embarrassed, shameful and funny because she was like a young teenager who was still dreaming for her prince to get her virginity. Not to mention, her rival Roxanne was here too, listening very well, stalking her just to get some information about her, to use them for her advantage. It was also a minus points for our navigator image.
Imagine, the cat burglar Nami, the one who drew the whole world map was a title holder for NO BOYFRIEND SINCE BIRTH, but because of Black Leg she finally let go her precious title. Funny right?
Hey, you are smart right? Then just think… think and think.
Oh, wait… the puzzle of her life was not yet completed, there was something missing, still remember she was a thief before, seducing rich men was her specialist… so…
So
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Yes, why didn't she try to find the best solution for this crucial situation in her past life as a thief? Something about her crushes? Good idea, right?
"I think, I have one in mind, something about my past experience about crushes. I love to share it, you guys want to hear it?" Nami said. She was a little bit shy, blushing because this was the first time that she would tell them about her crush.
"I wanna know, please tell it!" Sandersonia cried.
"Sound interesting!" Marigold said.
"Not bad." Roxanne said, by hearing her rival story she might find out about her weakness. She would definitely use it, if in case she started mocking her.
Hancock kept her mouth shut, rubbing her big belly to ease the pain away.
"When I was in my teenage life that I am still you know thief not yet a member of Mugiwara crew, I met this handsome man in fact he was so damn rich, he even called himself as a prince, soon to be a pirate prince. I think, we had the same feelings to each other, mutual understanding, and so we started going out, sneaking just to see each other, dance like there was no tomorrow, watching the stars together… but our communication suddenly destroyed when he found out that I am a thief. Well, he was just my crush not really love, but I really enjoyed his company." Nami stated.
"Oh how cute, teenage crush! I want to have my teenage crush too." Sandersonia awed.
"What was his name?" Marigold asked, her face inched away from Nami.
"The weird thing is that I didn't even know his name because I forgot to ask him." Nami replied.
"Wooh… but still… it is a cute story!" Sandersonia said.
"Thank goodness, it is not my dear Luffy!" Hancock breathed in too much relief.
"What if you see him again, what will you do?" Marigold asked.
"I am just gonna wave my hand on him and then ignore him that's all. Well, I don't really care about him anymore because he is just my crush, after all I already have my dream man, Sanji-kun." Nami stated.
"Oh, I guess you are right." Marigold said.
"That's right, past will always be a past." Sandersonia added.
"You are absolutely useless Nami, that's why I really don't like you. A rich man like him is what a woman needed the most, you must not let him go." Roxanne spitefully said.
"Who said I like you, damn bitch! I do really hate you!" Nami snarled.
"Say what, we are just the same, we are only created for one purpose and that is to get rich guy attention then steal their money, just admit it… don't pretend that your innocent when you are not." Roxanne said.
"We are not the same, I had already changed over the past years… I don't even care about money anymore because money ruins everything. All I ever wanted is to create a happy family with my boyfriend, the man I love." Nami confessed.
"Same here, living a life with my dear Luffy." Hancock added.
Nami and Hancock immediately looked at each other, they were shocked and embarrassed. Well, this was the very first time that they agreed in a particular topic.
"Whatever, you both are simple minded, money is everything!" Roxanne said.
"Honestly, I feel pity about your boyfriend because he has a greedy girlfriend like you because you only after his money not his love, the truth you don't have feelings for him, do you?" Nami confronted.
"You are right but at the same time wrong, because I am not after his money but also his body, and who cares by the way about love if he has no feelings for me anymore." Roxanne blunted.
"What? What do you mean?" Nami asked. She was so confused of what Roxanne had said. Who was she referring to?
"I thought you are genius but you are completely stupid." Roxanne smirked.
"Who is your boyfriend?" Nami asked. She did not know what hit her to ask Roxanne about her boyfriend because she was so confused. She just felt a spang of pain, not really aware of why.
"Talk to my middle finger!" Roxanne said, showing her middle finger to Nami.
"Hey come on, you two stop fighting," Marigold said, stopping them.
"Ladies, let's talk more things about White Sand Beach," Sandersonia interrupted, trying to change the heated tension between Nami and Roxanne.
"I am so super excited going to White Sand Beach together with my boyfriend, spending the day and night together, clinging our naked bodies while looking at the beautiful beach. I want to have sex with him all day and night long. I am so addicted to his perfect body. What a very good idea!" Roxanne imagined.
'Who cares, as long as your boyfriend is not my Sanji-kun.' Nami thought.
"White Sand Beach, oh dear I will force my dear Luffy... but ouch… my baby just kicks me." Hancock cried.
"I told you to rest but you are so stubborn sister-sama." Sandersonia said, accompanying Hancock.
"Hey, let me help too." Nami said, standing from the couch to accompany Hancock too.
"Pregnant is a pain in the ass, you know… that's why I really hate having those disgusting babies. They are definitely suck, eaw!" Roxanne disgustingly said.
"What did you say, do you want me to punish you again?" Hancock huffed, pointing her index finger toward Roxanne.
"Punish? Oh come on, give me a break!" Roxanne annoyed, standing from her chair, then she left right away with her little murmur that only herself could hear.
"Hey come back here, you bitch! I am not done with you… ouch my stomach!" Hancock cried.
"Wait here sister-sama, I am gonna get your medicine!" Sandersonia said, standing up to get Hancock medicines.
"I will call doctor Chopper for you!" Marigold said, storming to seek for the tiny doctor.
"That bitch, I will going to punish her… ouch, why my baby always kicking me!" Hancock said, leaning backward while putting her hands around her big round belly.
Nami just stood beside her, her chocolate eyes locked on Hancock's big belly, looking at her with full interest and amusement. As a matter of fact, she was absolutely gawking.
"Hey, what are you looking at? Don't do anything bad… I warn you!" Hancock warned, pointing her index finger towards Nami, readily to use her devil fruit power.
'This bitch!' Nami thought. "Can I ask you?"
"What? Just make sure it is not hateful," Hancock said, glaring at her.
"What is the feeling of being pregnant? Is it painful or not?" Nami said, with all the sparkling in her eyes while looking at Hancock's belly.
"Huh?"
"You know, I always saw you complaining, so I am kind of little bit curious."
"Being pregnant is so tiring but being a future mother is somewhat blissful because I have my dear Luffy as a father."
"Really?" Nami smirked, immediately placing her hands unto Hancock's belly to feel the baby in her own bare hands but she made sure that her hands were soft, gentle and tender.
"Hey what are you doing?" Hancock cried, but when she felt Nami's soft and caring hands on her belly, she suddenly chose to shut her mouth, did not say anything at all other than looking at her.
"A baby, I want to have my baby too, a boy? But girl is cute too."
"Wait… are you pregnant?"
"Who knows." Nami laughed, giving Hancock her warmth smile.
Emotion was an intense feeling towards someone or something. The scary feelings she felt over the past months finally arrived to eat her whole.
What should she suppose to do, just to get away from the whirlpool of pains?
Please someone help her, she could no longer think of the best solution for this scary feelings. So scary that all she did was to hide from the bathroom and cry, pouring all the tears from her eyes. She did not know why she felt that way, like someone kept on stabbing her in her back.
Scary... o(╥﹏╥)o
It was so freaking scary that she forced herself to change her night routine. Verily, every single night her alarm clock emotions woke her up just to make sure her boyfriend still beside her, then she automatically calmed herself when she realized that he was sleeping soundly beside her with his exhale and inhale breathing.
'Thank God!'
What was happened?
Yeah, she admitted in hundred percent that she was totally an overacting and overprotective girlfriend, worse than possessive one but you could not blame her when the fact that her beloved boyfriend had changed too.
Yes, he was acting so strange, like he felt so scared and awkward all the time, not to mention he changed his behavior toward Roxanne, his former lover.
Nami thought that he was absolutely hiding something from her but all he did was to keep it his top secret, even putting all his attention and effort just to make it into a big secret, not letting anyone to find out even her, as his girlfriend. It was almost like he was testing her love, to see if she would leave and abandon him like everyone else in his life.
LIKE HELL, she would going to leave him. She loved him and that was the only reason she decided to stay beside him for the longest haul like an infinity sign in math, there was no ending.
This situation was a normal misunderstood for every couple out there, but as for her and her boyfriend situation, they would solve it pronto without hurting each other feelings, that was our navigator believed.
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Honestly, Sanji actually cried when she was so close to breaking it off with him… or let say, she was teasing him at that time. She loved him and he loved her... no one could change it... no one even that bitch Roxanne.
Smooth arms wrapped around our lovecook waist, pulling his entire front toward her, sticking their almost naked bodies tighter and closer.
"What do you want this time?" Sanji said annoyingly, trying all his might to look away from his companion.
"I just want to see you my handsome so-called rich boyfriend," Roxanne said seductively, seating on Sanji's table while caging him between her long legs.
"I am not your boyfriend, and see I am so busy…"
"Oh yeah, I see it, and I don't care!"
"If you want something then say it already."
"Do you want to know our girls topic this morning? Oh I am sure that you will going to like it because it is all about your beautiful goddess."
"Will you please just go home."
"It is all about your beautiful goddess past love story about a prince."
"Do you mean about her crush towards some shitty pirate prince? Well, I'd already know it. I know everything about my goddess, no secrets between us."
"Oh really, no secret? Oh my that's so funny, but I am really impress because your girlfriend said the same too. She said that she really trusts you, she even said that you are the most faithful man alive, but it looks like she was completely wrong because you are the most unfaithful man alive."
"Go home!"
"No, I want you, so I will stay."
Sanji knew what he was doing right now was absolutely wrong, disgusting, dreadful, hateful, and sinful. He felt so damn horrible, so terribly devastating. He did not want to do this anymore, betraying his goddess behind her back, but he must do it. As a matter of fact, every time he was doing this the image of her awful and hatred expression on her face always appeared on his mind. But again, he must do it.
"Do whatever you want but please don't be too obvious, everyone knows that I have already a girlfriend and I don't want my goddess to find out about this disgusting affair. I don't want to hurt her, or worst to lose her."
"Well, the real reason why I am here is because of this!" Roxanne said, giving him a poster. She then pulled him closer toward her, planting a kiss on him, on his lips, jaw, cheeks, and neck. She was starting to devour him.
"What is this?" Sanji said, taking the poster and looking at it with less interest. In addition, he completely ignored his companion, who was still greedily kissing and licking him.
Actually, Sanji was not really wearing his shirt, his upper body was nude, while his companion Roxanne was wearing nothing, as in completely naked.
"It is all about the paradise place White Sand Beach!" Roxanne breathed, cupping Sanji's face to capture his mouth again, exploring it with her tongue. She then pulled away her mouth on him, with only string of saliva connected them saying, "Our vacation place!"
"Wha… what?"
"Our vacation place!"
"What do you mean by that? What vacation place?"
"Don't act so stupid when you already know what I mean."
"That can't be!"
"It can be!"
"No absolutely no! If you want to go then go by yourself!" Sanji argued, pushing Roxanne away from him, then quickly slid back his shirt. "I am definitely not going with you. You already know that by being far away from my goddess can kill me right? She is my life, my own breath and I don't want to stay away from her."
"BE MYSELF? ARE YOU STUPID!"
"Yes, I am stupid! I am absolutely stupid, when I am so addicted to her, so possessive that it causes me to act this way towards her. I can no longer leave without her."
"And you know what I am capable off?"
"Please… anything… just not this one, it will surely kill me if I am being far away from her." Sanji begged. Yes, he was definitely begging.
"I don't care or are you telling me it is better to tell Nami what was happening between us?"
"Don't you dare!"
"I wonder what will happen to her if she finally found out about us, that her faithful boyfriend was cheating on her behind her back. Surely, she will be devastatingly hurt, curse you, hate you and leave you!"
"SHUT UP!"
"Do what I say so that everything will be fine!" Roxanne stated, her hands placed on his strong chest, moving them seductively to slide his shirt out from his body, undressing him again. "Your beloved goddess will be yours forever, if only you will completely fulfill my desire, understand?"
"I will go with you in that hell place, but don't you even tell her anything about us, about this shitty affair or else I might kill you."
"Oh I am scared, so scary!" Roxanne mocked, pretending that she was scared. "But I know you can't do that remember you are a gentleman, you swore not to kick woman, how much more to kill? Killing someone who can make you wild."
"How long we will stay in vacation?" Sanji asked, his hands curled into tight fists, chanting so many curse.
Yes, he was a gentleman so it was so impossible for him to kill this woman, this woman who kept on rubbing his erection with her hands. Damn, it was not really good because it was absolutely fucking bad. He badly wanted to feel Nami not this woman.
"One week, in fact the other day is our departure so be ready. Oh yeah, I nearly forgot, we might arrive there in almost week, All Blue is a mystical place, you know. So overall, we will stay together, only the two of us alone together in just two weeks, without your goddess." Roxanne said.
'Damn!' Sanji cursed.
"May I eat you now?" Roxanne asked, pushing Sanji to seat him on the chair, then she started lowering her head to meet his erection, using her wet mouth to swallow it.
TWO WEEKS without his goddess was worse than billion of pain, worse than peeling his own skin. He really hated it, this fucking situation, damn fuck!
Why god punished him this much, he could not take and bear it. It was too hard, too much, too hurt, too fucking shit. He actually not believe in god but he was just looking for someone to blame.
He only believed in his goddess, because she was his own god. He wanted her. He loved her.
God was absolutely jealous of him because a goddess like Nami chose Sanji over him that was why he punished him.
PARDON, for those who think that our Sanji is somewhat become OOC… but please go on to the flow… though myself I don't really like what's happening.
The darkness thoroughly engulfed the night with the company of numerous sounds created by some little creatures. The continuous breeze of winds blew the entire island, and it was so loud enough to hear.
"What are you reading?" Sanji asked, poking his head above his girlfriend shoulder, passing his eyes on the book with disinterest. Well, he was currently lying on the fluffy bed together with Nami.
"Navigation." Nami simply replied, without looking at him.
"But you already finished your world map, right? So why bother?" Sanji asked, placing his hand on her flat abdomen, started caressing it gently.
"Well, I can't help myself but to miss being a navigator, to draw map while looking at the vast ocean, sipping my hot coffee and wondering what would happen behind our adventure…"
"I do really miss your punch, kick and scream too!"
"Hey… you are ruining my imagination!" Nami snarled, moving her hand to give him a pinch on his hand.
Sanji chuckled, pulling his goddess toward him much closer, his body and hers perfectly fit together, "Well at least we already accomplished things need to be accomplished. Our shitty captain became the pirates king, the lazy marimo achieved his title the greatest swordsman, Chopper succeeded his foster father Hiluluk, beautiful Robin-chan found the Rio poneglyph, the bastard Brook met up with the big whale Laboon, well Franky already fulfilled his dream, but actually until now I can't really believe that Usopp became the bravest warrior of the sea though until now he is still the stupid scaredy cat long nose…"
"True!" Nami agreed, chuckling for the realization. "I finally drew the world map and you found All Blue."
Sanji wrapped his arms around her, kissing her nape, moving to her cheek down to her neck, "But I didn't yet accomplish all of my dream, there's something missing, something so important, more important than finding All Blue."
"What? Really?" Nami cried. She was so shocked, breaking for his gentle embrace just to look at him in his eyes.
"Really," Sanji said, smiling so warmly, loving the way she reacted. Damn, he really loved this woman.
"What is it? Why I didn't know about it? Why didn't you tell it to me?"
Question after another question.
She did really care for him, that was why he could not get enough loving her. She was the only one for him. He did not want to let her go, even betraying her.
"Do you want to know it?" Sanji asked, chuckling on how much he loved to tease her.
"Of course, you moron, why you keep on hiding something so important from me!" Nami huffed, pinching and pinching him on every part of his body.
Sanji moved his hands to grab her ring finger, tracing it gently and slowly, "My ultimate dream is to put my ring into your finger, for you to accept me as your husband, to create a happy and beautiful family together, to start making our own children, thousand of children. Yes, to be my wife and your husband is the only missing part in my dream!"
Tint red started flushing on Nami's cheeks, blushing too much. "Baka! My heart is not ready for that declaration!" She lifted her hand to punch him, punching him with all her heart content.
"I am serious, I will work hard to get your yes. Well, your ring is still in my locker, waiting for your dainty finger."
'If you really want to marry me then please propose already… I wanted to be your wife too, why you taking it too long when I am keep on waiting for you to knee down and ask for my hand. Sanji-kun, I want to marry you!' Nami thought. "Well, work hard!"
"As long as you are with me, staying near beside me I am the happiest man alive, so please, please don't leave me." Sanji begged. 'Even someday you will find out my sin for betraying your trust, for cheating on you. Please, I am begging you, don't leave me!"
'Is he begging, why?' Nami thought. "Whatever!"
"Nami-san, I love you!"
"Sanji-kun, I know it, in fact my answer will always be the same."
"Then say it. I want to hear it from you, from your beautiful voice."
Nami sighed, "I love you too!"
Sanji closed his eyes tightly, loving the overwhelming feeling behind her words. "Again."
"I love you."
"Again."
"I love you."
"Again."
"I love you."
"Again."
Nami pinched him again on his hand, "You are just making fun of me!"
"No, I love to hear you saying you love me." Sanji said. 'I want to keep on hearing it because it is my own therapy.'
I LOVE YOU.
They spent this cold night together, cuddling much closer and tighter, talking nonsense just to make sure both of them were still awake, not yet fall into deep sleep.
"Sanji-kun, already sleep?"
"Not yet, my hand is still inside your shirt."
"You know what Sanji-kun, I really feel so bad to Roxanne new boyfriend or should I say rich boyfriend."
Sanji suddenly coughed out of the blue, coughing incessantly when he never really thought that this sweet conversation would lead to Roxanne, his goddess was actually talking about her hateful rival.
Damn, he really hated this kind of topic about Roxanne, as much as possible he wanted to put her name out of their conversation. This night was perfect, so blissful but when she suddenly mentioned Roxanne, this night turned into amiss.
"Hey are you okay? Wait here I get you a water." Nami said worriedly, standing up to get him a water but Sanji immediately stopped her, grabbing her wrist gently.
"It's okay… I am fine, so please stay… don't worry." Sanji said, trying his might to stay cool and relax, pretending that he did not care about Roxanne, that he was not her rich boyfriend, that he was a faithful boyfriend to his goddess though it would never ever be happened.
"Are you sure? But you suddenly turned pale?" Nami asked, staring at him lovingly.
"Yeah… but… by the way, why do you feel that way to Roxanne boy… boyfriend?" Sanji stuttered, making sure his voice sounded normal not really nervous or scare. His sweat slowly dropping down on his forehead. 'Crap, I need to remain calm!'
"Obviously, she just using her boyfriend money… no not only his money but also his body."
"Body? Did she say that?" Sanji's asked confused, 'Am I so sexy? Well, even myself I really love my body, so no wonder."
Oi, lovecook it was not time for admiring your body.
"Yeah, she was so damn proud… what a whore woman, I really hate her."
"Same here."
"I wonder who is that pity man? I want to know him to tell him everything about his girlfriend."
Sanji could not stop from gulping, gulped again and again… 'Fuck shitty hell… please Nami-san, no… because I already know about her intention, and she is not my girlfriend!" Damn, he was shaking terribly like a bamboo tree when a strong wind passed it by.
WHOOOSSHH!
"Hey, Sanji-kun, do you know a rich man living here in All Blue aside from you?"
KA-BOOOM!
"Ah… ah…" Sanji only said, rich man? 'Damn, rich man… who's rich man… fuck! I need to get a rich man… rich man where are you?' His brain tried to rewind brutally looking for a rich man customer name, client name, or whatsoever name, who could replace his name as Roxanne rich boyfriend for the meantime.
DON~
"Any idea?" Nami asked, staring at him with her cute confused look on her beautiful face.
'How can I think if she was looking at me like that? so cute~ so adorable~ so beautiful~ so addictive… ah~ Nami-san!' Sanji awed, changing his expression into pervert goofy by looking at his goddess.
"Hey, I know that look!"
"You are so cute my Nami-swaaannn!" Sanji cried, springing to pin her down.
"Wa… wait up!" Nami halted, extending her right hand to stop him, blocking his way.
"Again?"
"Hey, Sanji-kun, do you ever hear the place White Sand Beach?" Nami asked. Sweet smile was playing on her lips, well she really liked to go there with him, spending her time with him in that place that was why she suddenly mentioned it, hoping that he would invite her.
WHITE SAND BEACH, it sounded so familiar… where did our lovecook hear that place.
To the customers?
To his nakama?
To his employees?
To his clients?
To All Blue residents?
To Roxanne?
Roxanne!
Oh yeah, to his betrayal partner, his secret affair, oh… so, he already forgotten, huh? Well, spending time with Roxanne was unforgivable, so forgettable, waste of time, devastating and disgusting. Honestly, who cared about something like that, something Roxanne had made. He sounded ungentlemanly but you could not blame him, if he hated his situation because he only wanted his goddess, her alone was his only happiness.
"I think that place is suck… an unforgivable place… I really hate that place!"
"Please be serious!" Nami said, pinching him hardly again but this time it was on his nipple.
By feeling his goddess touch, he could not control but to chuckle nonchalantly, she really could easily make him happy. His Nami-san was such a cute girlfriend, he loved her, everything about her.
"Nami-san, there's something I want to tell you." Sanji said. Suddenly, the expression of his face turned into sorrowful, grieving, anguished, dreadful. He really hated this, and he felt like there was something inside him that kept on eating his internal organs brutally when he was about to tell her his trip, journey to another place, to White Sand Beach together with Roxanne.
"What is it?"
"Well, actually… I really hate to tell you this but… this is for the sake of All Blue restaurant, so I must do… I mean say it."
Restaurant? Oh gosh, this might be the beginning of our lovecook lie just to fulfill Roxanne desire.
Author, I hate this… really… please just change it!
╥﹏╥ I am sorry but I can't… I also hate it… but it's already happening.
"Please say it, I am listening."
"Nami-san, this afternoon… I was invited in a conference that focus more about some famous restaurants and All Blue restaurant is not exception… so as the owner, I must participate, if I don't, they might take action against us… not only against me but also All Blue island…"
"Then, you must participate that's not even a serious matter as according to your expression, right? Don't worry I will cheer you up!" Nami smiled, caressing our lovecook bangs, and tracing his curly eyebrow.
Sanji grabbed hold of her hand, to kiss it lovingly. "But the problem is, it will be held distance away from this place… and the conference itself will stay about one week… and then… I need to travel there for almost one week before I successfully arrive."
Nami's expression quickly changed into sorrowful, the expression our lovecook hated so much to see from her beautiful face because by seeing her like that, it really tore his heart, it was so damn hurt, so really hurt, devastatingly hurt.
"That's mean two weeks?"
"Nami-san, please don't be sad… I don't want to see my goddess like that… it's really killing me. If you want then… I will not go… in fact, I really hate to go too… thinking we are not gonna see each other it makes me feel like I am slowly dying." Sanji said, holding her tightly. 'I'll talk to Roxanne… if begging is the only way to change her mind then I'll do it.'
"Sanji-kun, I know it's hard for us… but we need to do it for your restaurant sake… All Blue restaurant is one of your dream, and I don't want to destroy your dream… even it definitely hurt… I'll just try my best to be fine… really fine… cause I know your always be by my side even though we are far away from each other… I'll wait for you… here in your dream place."
"Nami-san… I am so… sorry!" Sanji said, kept lowering his head, tormenting by his guilt and shame.
"Sorry for what?"
'Sorry for being such a suck stupid pathetic unfaithful boyfriend… you don't deserve to be betrayed… but I really want you… I don't want to lose you.'
Nami slowly cupped Sanji's face to lift his gaze, staring at his eyes directly. "Just please don't worry while you are not around I'll take your responsibility to your restaurant so that your restaurant will be fine… and I'll try my best too to be strong, stronger enough to fight loneliness and sadness for missing you so badly."
Sanji embraced her, drowning her with very tight embrace not letting her go. He was so lucky shitty man to have an understanding girlfriend like her.
"Thank you… I am so lucky to have you in my life." Sanji thanked, planting a sweet kiss on her forehead, kept on hugging her even tighter.
"I am so lucky too!"
Sanji cried, yes he was actually crying, tears kept on falling down on his cheeks. He could not control his overflowing emotions. This was hard, too hard, painful, hateful, disgusting, unforgivable, unforgettable, suck a man like him.
How could he still betray a wonderful girlfriend like her? He betrayed his goddess trust and now lying to her?
Yes, he was now crying like a young kid because guilt engulfed him, poking his heart and mind until he could not take it anymore.
Nami was really astounded, so shocked and confused though she did not know the reason behind his tears, she just hugged him, hugging him tightly to comfort and understand him. "It's okay, it's okay… I am here." She soothed, rubbing his head to show her sympathize, that made him cry even louder.
Damn… he was such a sinful bastard. He deserved to be hated and burned in the deepest part of hell.
TO BE CONTINUED
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