This is who I am, the real me. There is no turning back, I cant ever repent. I am sorry

Masahiro entered school for the first time since he had went away four months ago. The school pretty much looked the same, with its stupid off white walls and the smell of fresh paint. Ah yes this was the smell of a new school year.

" nothing's changed, this school is the same and people seldom change either, this year should be fun" thought Masahiro as he walked down the halls and up to his regular spot; out on the roof. His uniform shirt and tie blew in the wind. He looked down on the people who started walking into the school.

" feh, another year, another 12 months of torture," Masahiro lit a cigarette and took a long drag on the smoke stick.

" I just need to figure out away to keep those damn girls away from me… I care about each of them but its better for them to just forget me. I cant be a normal kid, I cant be dependable. I go away for four months and this is what happens. How am I supposed to deal with that?" asked Masahiro, he decided that he was going to take a nap on the roof just like old times.

" Any minute someone is going to come bursting in, looking for me, but for now I am going to sleep" said Masahiro lazily as he closed his eyes softly. Just then the principal came through the door to the roof. He had an expression on his fat little face that said he had bad news to report to Masahiro. Masahiro looked up and yawned a little bit before asking,

" What's going on? it must have been bad enough make your fat ass move like that your sweating," said Masahiro sarcastically as the principal looked him in the eye and said as he caught his breath,

" your mother…. Sh-she's…. in the hospital, it was an accident…" at this Masahiro froze, His cigarette fell to the floor. Even though he and his mother weren't talking at the moment she was still his mother. He got up and ran out of the school pushing anyone who got in the way.

" damn it you had better be alive you old bitch" he ran full speed to the hospital. When he got there he was sweating and out of breath.

A nurse with a clip board walked out to see the teen who was close to collapsing due do stress.

" wh-where is my mother!! Masahiro Reiko?" screamed Masahiro, the nurse smiled.

" she had gotten into a car accident, but she is alright. She's in room 4A" Said the nurse as she watched Masahiro run into her room.

" Mom, I heard that you were in an accident are you o-" he was about to ask his mother if she was ok but when he looked inside of the room he saw a familiar face, one he didn't like. It was Miyouko's Crush/boy friend or what ever the hell he was to her, it was Nozomi and he had a big scar under his eye, where Miyouko had hit him the other day.

" Nozomi, what the hell are you doing here, and how do you know my mother?" asked Masahiro through his teeth. Nozomi turned around and faced Masahiro, he looked shocked.

" I didn't expect to see you here, I thought you didn't talk to your son Reiko." said Nozomi to Masahiro's mother, Masahiro was fuming.

" tell me why the hell…. Why the hell are you here, aren't you involved with Miyouko? You know she's here too right ?" asked Masahiro who was clenching his fists so hard that blood spurted out of his palms.

" I know that she's here, I went to see her too, I just had to see an old college friend before I stopped into work" Lied Nozomi.

" alright then, tell me this. Why Is Miyouko in the hospital, she collapsed in the middle of the street the other day. Luckily she didn't get hurt but she had a high fever. So tell me Nozomi, do you know what happened to her." Nozomi looked away and said

" who knows, that girl has too many problems for me to deal with, why don't you go up to her room and ask her your self." hearing this got Masahiro angry.

" the fuck do you mean, " ask her your self" aren't cha her boyfriend you should know about these types of thing. What kind of man are you?" asked Masahiro, Nozomi scoffed at Masahiro and said

" don't ask me those kind of things when your no better than me, where were you when she was stressed out and feeling pain. that's why she's with me ill always be there for her while your just going to drift in and out of her life." Nozomi gave Masahiro an icy look and said in a forceful tone of voice.

" I can do what ever I want with her, she's mine and I can mold that girl into what ever I want her to be!" at this Masahiro started to run at Nozomi but his mother stopped him with her voice,

" Masahiro! Stop, get out of here, ill talk to you about this later" Said Reiko in a firm voice, Masahiro walked out of the room but before leaving he had some words for Nozomi

I swear to god, Nozomi I swear on my life that if you hurt Miyouko there wont be any second chances, I stopped because we were in a hospital, but if you hurt her If you make her cry….

Masahiro turned to glare at Nozomi as the next set of words came out of his mouth

I WONT HOLD BACK, ILL FUCKING KILL YOU!!