It's been an amazing few days for Dean, Lisa and Matt. Even thought lisa had already celebrated Christmas with matt she decided to do another so dean could have his own Christmas with matt.

Dean got matt some cool toys most of which were action figures of him and the guys.

Lisa gave dean what she got him and he was so excited he took the picture and hung it up in the living room later that day.

Dean game lisa and amazing Diamond locket inside the locket was a picture of Dean and Matt the with the inscription.

My World

My Life

My Love

My Heart

Belongs to you

I love you

It was the best gift she ever got.

A few days later lisa was in dean's room helping him pack.

"I wish you didn't have to leave."

"Yeah I know me to. I hate leaving you and Matty especially now. We just started getting back into a good place."

"I know."

Dean zipped up his suitcase and sat down next to me.
"Promise me you'll call me every night before and after your matches."

"I promise baby."

"And your gonna have your laptop so you can skype with Matty."

"Yes baby I have my laptop. I have my phone I'll have all the stuff I need to see matt."

"Oh and I almost forgot." Lisa got up and went into her room when she came back she handed him a book.

"What's this."

"It's a photo album I figured if there was a time when you couldn't get on your laptop or near a phone you could open this up and see me and matt and always have us there."

"I love it baby thank you." Dean said leaning in giving lisa hug and kiss.

"Yo dean come on the bus is here." Seth said

Lisa pulled away from dean.

"I guess the bus is here." I said.

"Yeah why don't you get matt and head outside I'll meet you out there." Dean said kissing lisa's forehead.

Lisa went and got matt and headed outside.

"Hey there's my buddy. Give me a hug." Roman said grabbing matt from lisa.

"Roman are you sure your ok to go back out on the road."

"I'm fine honey the doc said the road would be good for me and besides I'm sure the guys will keep me active. Hey you gonna miss me big guy." Roman said tickling matt's tummy.

"No no no no." matty said shaking his head.

"Awe buddy we have to. But I promise ill call you every chance I get ok. I love you buddy."

Matty hugged roman.

"Hey little man what about me."

Matty just giggled when Seth grabbed him.

Roman looked at lisa.

"You ok honey."

"Yeah I guess. Roman will you promise me something."

"Anything honey."

"Will you keep an eye on dean for me make sure he stay's out of trouble."

"You don't even have to ask."

"da."

Lisa turned and heard matt she saw him walk toward him.

"Hey there buddy. Now you've got a very big job to do ok. You to take care of mommy while daddy is gone. Can you do that for me."

Matty started to cry.

"Don't worry buddy I'll be back before you know it." Dean said kissing matt's forehead.

Matty just smiled. Dean handed matt to Seth then walked over to lisa. He took her in his arms and held her.

"I'm gonna miss you."

"I'll miss you more. This last weeks has been amazing. Thank you for giving me another chance."

"I love you Dean."

"I love you to baby." Dean said pulling lisa close to him and tightening his arms around her that's when she felt the tears begin to fall.

When dean pulled away he wiped the tears from lisa's eyes.

"I love you lisa. Never ever forget that."

"I'll never forget that I love you Dean."

They shared one last kiss before he left for a month.

They broker the kiss and stared into each other's eyes.

"Dean hey man I'm sorry but we have to go." Seth said handing Matty back to lisa.

Seth and roman gave lisa a kiss and hug along with matt.

Dean gave matt a kiss on the forehead and moved over to lisa and gave her a long loving kiss.

Lisa watched dean get on the bus. She was about to head back into the house when she heard her name being called.

"Lisa wait."

"Dean what's wrong."

"I forgot to give you this."

He handed her a envelope.

"What is it."

"it's a letter. Read it after you put Matty to sleep tonight ok." Dean said giving her another kiss then he ran back to the bus.

Lisa watched the bus pull out of the drive and down the street.

Later that night after matt was fed, bathed and put to bed she went into her room and opened up the letter from dean and read it.

My dearest Lisa,

Things have been really crazy lately haven't they. But I feel like we've found each other again. The day you left was the worst day of my life. I'm so sorry for everything I put you through.

You and Matt are my life now. I wanna tell you in this letter how much you and matt mean to mean. I'm not really good at this but I'm gonna try my best. So here goes.

The day you told me about matt I didn't know how to react. I never thought a guy like me would have a kid. But you taught me that being a parent isn't as hard I thought it would be. I wish I could have been there when Matty was born.

I guess I should tell you what happened when roman came over and gave that pretty black eye you saw me sporting. He told me that if I didn't stop living in the past I was going to lose the best thing that has ever happened to me. And he was right when you left I watched my future walk out the door.

I was so scared that you were never coming back but when I saw you standing in the living room looking so gorgeous I thought I was dreaming and thank god I wasn't. When we went to see matt in his room and you showed me he was walking I felt like crumbling to the ground and crying.

Because I was so stubborn I almost missed seeing my son grow up. I didn't want my little boy to grow up like I did with no father in his life. I thank god everyday for you giving me another chance to be the man you know I can be.

And I'm making you a promise. I will never ever run to the past I will never run away from you or matt ever again. I made that mistake once I won't do it again.

I hope this time apart will make our love grow stronger and stronger. I can't wait till I come home take you in my arms and make you mine again.

The locket I gave you means more then just a gift it's my way of saying that you have my whole heart. Yes I miss Pam but I have a future with you and matt and I don't wanna lose that again. You both mean the world to me.

You and matt are my future now and forever.

Give my little guy a kiss for me tell him that daddy loves him so very much.

I wish I was there to give you a kiss goodnight. But what I want you to do is when you finish reading this is go into my room get into my bed close your eyes and think of me.

I love you lisa with my whole heart and soul.

Yours forever.

Dean.

She put the letter back in the envelope and did what dean asked she went into his room got into his bed closed her eyes and it was in that moment she could feel dean's arms around her.

She smiled.

"I love you dean." she whispered and then drifted off to a peaceful sleep.

She couldn't wait for dean to come home. This was gonna be the longest month of her life.