Almost Christmas! I'm so excited haha! I'm having サンタクロース (Santakurōsu, Santa Claus in Japanese) because I've asked my mum to buy me a whole pile of Japanese stuff. I'm a Japanese freak lolz! I can speak, write and translate some Japanese, still learning.

I gasped in horror at the sigh I behold. Blood trickled from wall to floor or was all over the floor. On the floor, things scattered all around. From clean unused boxers, to a packet of scattered shaving razors.

"Gus!" I gasped, not knowing what else to say.

It was too dark to see anything but, as soon as I said 'Gus', a dark figure slowly rose from behind the bed.

My heart started to beat faster as this was a horror film.

The dark figure's head jerked up with a snap, making me cringe backwards. He began to take one step at a time, towards the light.

"Hello, TJ," He laughed like a mental person.

"Gus?" I questioned, shaking, stepping back out of the room.

He began to laugh harder. When the figure reached the light, I saw it.

Gus. He was unhealthy and white looking. He looked thin, bones sticking out from under his skin. But what really made me take a mini heart attack, was the slits in his wrists, face, hands, legs and through his clothes, non-doubt his chest, was covered and drenched in blood.

"Oh my dear lord!" I found hard to breathe.

Gus began to laugh. "Come TJ, come stay with me." He laughed again.

His eerie and frightening laugh seemed to haunt me. Gus' laughed echoed through my mind like a nightmare I just can't get rid of.

"Gus, you need help, okay man? I'm here for you, okay? So just, put down the razor, and come into the light.

Gus stood, still smiling that fearful smile, still holding that razor, clutching is so hard. His grin widened as well as his eyes. He began to walk towards me.
"Gus?" I questioned, panicking.

Gus grinned now running.

"STOP!" I screamed, grabbing the door handle and trying to shut it.

His arms came out and jammed the door.
"Hey, hey TJ! Wanna see something!" Gus laughed.

I screamed in fear as the sweat lashed off my forehead. I tried to close the door.

Gus raised his arm and slit my hand with the razor, making a clean thick cut.

I kicked the door before running for it.

"Help!" I screamed as Gus came laughing insanely behind me.

"What! What is it!" Shouted his mother coming into view. She gasped at the sight of her son. "Gus?"

Gus smiled. Before laughing. He collapsed on the ground, pulling his head down with his arms.
I stopped running and face him.
Gus began to cry, dropping the razor. He breathed uneasy as he screamed in pain.

I walked over slowly for him, pitying what I saw. I placed a comforting hand on his shoulder, showing, I'm here, I'll help you.

Without warning, he grabbed hold of the razor and slashed it at me. I ducked but a sharp age slit the side of my check.

Gus got up and sprinted for his room.

I then ran out of the house, without a moments thinking.

I flicked some blood off.

The blood stained the pure white snow.

Gus' POV

Slamming the door shut, I ran to my little corner in the dark were I continued to slit myself. I flinched at every pain and cried from the pain that I couldn't lose. My world began to tumble and fal apart, sucking into a black hole, dragging me along with it.
'Why me! Why me, why me, Why Me, WHY ME!'

I got up and kicked the drawers, coping everything on it, and knocking some of the drawers. I screamed at them before I started kicking on the bed.

"Why me?" I mumbled before weeping silently to myself.

With my nails, I began to shred at me scalp, trying to lose my hair, trying to rip my brain out, trying to end my life.

I saw a flicker of light shining in my eyes. With my hand I tried to cover my eyes to see where it led to. I saw a mirror and with no thinking needed, I got up and punched the mirror over and over again.

My knuckles bled and hurt but I still screamed over and over again. The mirror had cracked, chipped and was turned into shards. I stopped punching when I saw my reflection in the last shard lift. I collapsed to my knees and cried myself to sleep.

And with the closing chapter...

we sleep once more!