A/N Okay, woah. I ACTUALLY HAD TIME TO WRITE! PRAISE THE POWERS THAT BE! Alright, but seriously, midterms are on, and by all means, I should be studying for my next paper. Of course, I decided that updating was more important than memorizing Logic rules so... yeah. Whoops. Anyway, you guys remember that phase I had a couple of months back where every other update was under the influence of painkillers? Yeah, that's back. I fell down a flight of stairs yesterday, and now I'm bruised and sore all over, and I can't even take the good drugs 'cause I can't afford to be sleepy during exams and I just- ugh. So much pain. Anyhoo. This chapter's weird as heck. Blame it on shitty painkillers. Enjoy. :) ~Sammy
Every rise and fall is a siren call
I'm not entirely sure where the past couple of hours of my memory went.
Lucifer said I must've blacked out. I've never been so grateful for something in my life, because I know for sure that they must have been a painful couple of hours.
Of course, nothing is as painful as being here, in front of him; wondering just when the hell I thought it was okay to be happy with my life, because really, didn't I already know how much offence Fate took in my contentment?
Lucifer squeezed my hand.
I simply watched the heart monitor beep away.
A/N So yeah. There's that. Confused again? I hope so. ;) Anyway, leave me a review, they mean more to me than you know, and just knowing that there are people out there who enjoy this story makes me feel so much better about updating regularly and clogging people's inboxes. You guys are awesome. :) ~Sammy
