Kim was sat reading a magazine in the hotel room mike had took John out for a drink to calm him down and lily was in the shower
I sat down in front of her "So an innocent women get's her name dragged through the mud all because of you" I asked her
She closed her magazine and looked at me "She was a scum bag already, this wont make much difference"
"You heard what mickie said, you had already won, you didnt need to lie about something like this" I spoke "it was uncalled for"
"Talks cheap"
"Yeah well you'd know" I mumbled looking away from her, I couldn't bare to look at her
"Sue, she was sniffing around him like a mongrel dog there's no guarantee he wouldn't of cheated with her again"
"Well if he puts it about so much why do you want him" I snapped at her
"Because he's mine, and I love him more than anything else this way he'll never go back with her, I don't think you understand, if I lost john"
"What?" I urged when she suddenly stopped talking
"He's my life, it wouldn't be worth living without him" she suddenly had a soft side
"What do you mean by that?" I asked
"I've lost my baby sue, if I lost John as well" she shook her head looking away, why do I feel sorry for this women after the lies she's come out with.
"You've still got your family"
"That's not enough" she snapped at me, she does a lot of that
"People start again"
"Your not listening, if I loose John I loose everything, just don't ever tell him the truth ok"
"how you feeling?" zack asked me as I sat on the couch in his room, with a cup of coffee, eve was hear but she had barely spoken to me since I told her the rumours going around.
"how would you feel if you've been accused of pushing a pregnant women down the stairs" I looked at him, he seemed genuinely upset for me
"We don't believe that happened, we don't think anyone else will believe it either" he looked up at me
"there going to hear her juicy version then my boring one and I don't need to guess which one they'll believe" I sighed sipping my drink
"not if they have any sense"
"yanno it doesn't matter if I do the right thing or the wrong thing because it all fucks up in the end, I am just programmed for disaster" ive not exactly had a good track record with men, they all seem to end and they all seem to end because of something ive done or something to do with me.
"that's not true" eve spoke looking at me
"Why does she hate me so much" I asked softly, not to anyone in particular,
"you will get over this"
"dream on zack" I rested my head back and stared into space, this will be hanging over me for years. She had officially ruined my life to make hers the fairytale she wanted.