Hello Mr. Todd

It's nice here in France! I'm in Paris at the moment
how is it between you and Lucy?
I think it's good that the two of you are together
but even though I hope you're happy with her
I don't even think it!
I hope you don't miss me to much!
I just bloody miss you too much
if I come back to London we can meet sometime
I hope you want to see me ever again
I just hope I didn't hurt you that much
I'd still have some feelings for you
I am really sorry about the pain that I've cost you
I just miss you as my husband
I hope you feel it the same!
words don't mean so much
but I use them to tell you that I still love you
you are always in my mind
I try to forget you but I can't
it was just so weird for me to see you with Lucy
the voice of patience is just yelling about that I have to wait to meet anyone else
I just hate this!
I didn't want to leave
now it feels like a shot of a gun!
And I know I am a fool
but I am your fool!
You got everything of you
and you threw it away!
I just wanted to hang up a noose for myself but I didn't!
I just want to get back to you
I hope to hear something of you soon!
I am staying in Hotel Latitude
at room 313 it's on the Davinci street number 12
I hope you don't do any stupid things

With Love,
Nellie Lovett