Fifty Shades Forever Changed
Chapter 36
Authors note:
I'm so sorry! I didn't have time to update this third chapter yesterday…
Ana's POV
"NOW!" He yells at me
"Nothing is…"
"Don't you dare lie to Anastasia!"
Shit! I'm Anastasia now….what do I tell him? If I show him the pictures and the letter he is gonna get hurt…or any of the Greys for that matter.
"I'm waiting…"
"I…I can't tell you…"
"What do you mean you can't tell me?!"
I start walking to my desk trying to avoid all the mess on the floor…and look for the manuscripts I came for…everything is destroyed…I found one of the manuscripts and the mouse of my computer moved when I take it out of the mess that is on my desk...and when it does, the screen comes to live…there is a message there…
I haven't forget about you bitch…this is only the beginning…and don't even bother to check your security videos, you are not gonna find anything…and don't try to find my fingertips in any surface of your office…I used gloves…you see…I'm really good at what I do and when I get my mind into something, there is nothing that can stop me.
Soon you will pay for what you did to me…
I start shaking…Christian starts getting closer to me…
"What?"
"Nothing…" I tried to eliminate the message but Christian is faster than me, he takes my wrist and looks at my computer…
Christian reads the message and we stay in silence for what feels like hours…Christian turns to me without letting go of my wrist…all I can see are his gray eyes full of anger…I'm actually scared of him…
"Care to explain what the hell is this?!" He points at my computer
I don't say anything
"Answer me!" His grip on my wrist gets tighter
"Owww…Christian….let go of me" I tried to release my wrist but I can't…is starting to hurt…
"Anastasia…fucking answer me!"
"I can't tell you!...is for your own safety…please Christian…let go of me…you are hurting me…" Tears prick my eyes
"My safety? Are you fucking crazy?!"
My wrist is starting to hurt more…shit…
"Let me go!" I push him but he doesn't even flinch
"We are going…NOW! and you better explain this to me when we get home…or I swear to God Anastasia that I'm gonna spank the living shit out of you!" He drags me across the office and when we get into the car he lets go of my wrist…
He takes his phone and calls Welch…I think he hasn't even notice that he was hurting me…When I looked into his eyes…he was so distant…this wasn't my Christian…this was Christian the Dom…wanting to have control about everything….to have control over me… We stay in silence all the way to the big house…and I really don't know what I'm gonna tell him…I look down at my wrist which I'm still holding…I take my hand away and notice that my wrist is getting purple and kind of black…shit!
I hold back my tears until we get into the house, once we get there I get out of the car and run to the front door…when I get inside I run to the kitchen…
Christian is right behind me yelling at me
"Where the fuck do you think you are going?"
I ignore him and open the fridge and take some ice…he walks into the kitchen while I'm putting some ice on my wrist…
"Start talking now…"
I ignore him…I'm fucking piss off right now...he has broken my fucking wrist! And he doesn't even notice!
I walk pass him and run upstairs, I get into our bedroom and slam the door shut, then I get into the bathroom and do the same.
Moments later I hear Christian knocking on the door and yelling
"Open the door Anastasia!"
"No!"
"Open this fucking door or I'm gonna kick it down!"
"Go to hell!"
I changed into my pjs and look for something that can cover my wrist until I get to the hospital tomorrow…
I sit on the floor and start sobbing…the way Christian treated me…the message that I found on my computer…my broking wrist…
Then I feel a kick on my bump…
"I'm sorry Teddy…I'm so sorry if I'm hurting you…I know I need to calm down but I made your daddy very angry and I don't know how to handle it…maybe if I tell him what's going on…he will get easy on me…"
I don't know how long I've been in the bathroom…I get up been careful not to put pressure on my wrist…and walk into the bedroom…Christian is nowhere to be seen…
I go to the kitchen and that's when I hear him yelling at someone in his study…I grab some pain killers that I know, won't hurt the baby and take a couple…
Moments later Christian comes into the kitchen…I take a deep breath and wait for him to start yelling at me again…
"Are you gonna talk or not?"
"Yes…"
He looks shocked that I'm not gonna keep putting up a fight…a go to the living room and sit on one of the big comfy sofas. Christian sits in the sofa in front of me…
"I got an envelope a few days ago…there were pictures of you and me going to different places…and there was also a letter…"
I told him to bring my purse and when he did I gave him the letter…He didn't say anything for a couple of minutes…
"Are you happy?...can I go now?"
"Why didn't you tell me?"
"You just read the letter Christian….that's why I didn't tell you…"
"You know I can protect you…all of you…fuck…I would hire the entire fucking army to protect you! Why did you keep this from me?! You know how I feel when you keep things from me! Are you fucking stupid?! You can get hurt! And is not only you! What about Teddy?! Don't you care about him?!"
"Stupid?! How dare you?! Of course I care about him! That's why I kept my mouth shut! To protect him and you! So I'm sorry for being soooo STUPID! For not acting like I don't give a shit about my family!" I stand up and walk to the stairs…
"We are not done…"
"Yes we are…we are fucking done!"
He gets closer to me…and that's when I feel like someone just stabbed me on my side…
"Owww….shit!" I grab my bump….Teddy…
"Are you ok?" Christian reaches his hand and before he can touch my bump I slap his hand away…
"Don't touch me!"
"You are my wife…I can touch if I want to!"
"I don't fucking think so! And if you keep acting like this you better start calling me Anastasia Steele! Cause I swear Christian…I will leave and if I do I'm not coming back!"
He stays in shock and I go upstairs and shut the door close.
I hold back my tears and grab my phone from my bedside table…
"Hello?" Shit she is sleeping
"I'm so sorry Grace…I didn't mean to wake you…I'm sorry…" Before I hung up she responded
"No…Ana…it's ok….what's wrong? Are you ok?"
"I was wandering if you could help me… think I broke my wrist…"
"You broke your wrist? How? What happened?"
"I…I was just…trying to lift something a little heavy and it landed on my wrist…it looks…really bad…"
"You shouldn't be lifting anything heavy Ana…ok…tomorrow at 8am…is my office ok?"
"Actually…would it be too much to ask….if…you can pick me up from here?"
"Mmmm…sure…is no problem….Ana are you sure everything is ok? Where is Christian?"
"He…he is working…"
"Ok…I will pick you up at 8…tomorrow…I will call you when I'm there…"
"Thank you so much Grace…"
"Don't worry about it darling…and put some ice on your wrist ok?"
"Ok…thank you…bye"
"Bye darling"
After I hang up, I lie down on my side of the bed and try taking deep breaths…I need to calm down…this is not good for little blip…
Soon I fall asleep…