A/n: I just want to say you're all terrible influences. I was supposed to be spending my day doing homework! Not writing this. So better enjoy. Now I gotta go write a speech on cannibals...
I never know what what's going to break your hearts but I do know that this smut is a lot worse fear-wise, so fair warning.
Sam dried his tears on Gabriel's hair and he tenderly kissed the angel's ear. He whispered soothing sounds and gently began to stroke Gabriel's side. The angel whimpered softly in fear, Sam would need to start hurting him soon.
"You're so beautiful and perfect, Gabe. I need you to know that first." He slowly trailed his hand down Gabriel's side, massaging first flank then hip, "I-I love you so much. You d-deserve so much more than this, Sweetheart."
"S-sammy…" Gabriel whispered warningly, he couldn't handle praise right now.
"You are, Gabe." Sam released him and pulled away. Gabriel whimpered and moved to get on his knees but was stopped. He was made to sit down normally as Sam got between his legs.
"S-sam, w-what're you doing. I-I can't be taken like this…" Gabriel squirmed nervously, hand fisting in the comforter as the sheet on his lap was removed.
"I know, Sweetheart, but I can't get hard thinking about hurting you." Sam gently spread Gabriel's legs, hand going to rub Gabriel's stomach gently, "I need to focus on something else first."
Unable to see Sam's intent, Gabriel was feeling very confused. Though, he did understand. Without the Daisy Chain manipulating his mind, Sam was always soft because he couldn't get off on Gabriel's pain.
Gabriel was about to ask what Sam was doing but his thought process was suddenly completely cut off. He let out a startled and pleasured yelp as his erection was engulfed by the wet heat of Sam's mouth. Breath caught in his throat as he gasped at the pleasurable feeling of Sam slowly sucking. Gabriel couldn't remember the last time this had been done for him by an actual person, but he was also finding it hard to keep his scattering thoughts together long enough to actually think about it.
Sam hadn't done this in like a decade and had never been very good at it. He had always been clumsy and unskilled, constantly being told about his horrid technique by his partner. Yet now, more than ten years later, it felt like it was coming naturally to him. Though, maybe it had to do with partners. Back then had just been quick trysts in college and later when he hid from Dean. But this was different, Gabriel was different, he was so much more than those other guys ever would be.
Sam smiled softly, gently sucking as he watched his lover. The ex-angel's back was arched as he gasped desperately for breath against the pleasure. Blue feathers were fluffed up beautifully, wings quivering as Gabriel mewled in helpless pleasure. The sight was beyond beautiful because Gabriel was in a state of sexual bliss yet there was no sign of fear. Sam's theory that there was no negative connection to receiving oral sex had proved correct and he couldn't be happier.
Gabriel completely lacked the ability for proper verbal responses. He was left mewling and whimpering in bliss as Sam's curious tongue teased and investigated him. The angel groaned desperately, good hand going to gently grip Sam's soft hair. He yelped and clenched a fist in the soft strands as Sam took him all the way back. A loud whine escaped his throat as the feeling had heated pressure starting to quickly pool in his lower abdomen.
Sam's plan had worked like a charm. The mix of Gabriel's taste along with the sound had gotten Sam hard. The hunter's erection was the hardest it had been in a while and was starting to ache from being trapped in his jeans. Sam forced himself to focusing on pleasuring Gabriel so that thoughts of what was going to happen next wouldn't make him soft again.
"S-sam, p-please, I-!" Gabriel was barely able to gasp out the words as his hips bucked. He whimpered in need, the pressure unbearable. He was trying to warn Sam, he had hated getting no warning before being forced to choke down his trainer's release.
Though, it would seem that Sam didn't feel like stopping because he only sucked harder, licking at the angel's slit while humming. The hunter's fingers trailed lovingly along Gabriel's inner thigh that didn't have the long cut. As he sucked, Sam's free hand slipped between Gabriel's legs, gently massaging his lover's perineum. Gabriel let out a startled cry and arched up, coming heavily down Sam's throat.
Sam happily swallowed down what he was given, making sure none of it made it onto Gabriel's skin. He drew the angel's climax out as long as he could, he needed Gabriel to be dazed for as long as he could manage. Even once the angel was spent, Sam sucked him off until he got a whine of discomfort.
Luckily, orgasms seemed to hit Gabriel long and hard. Sam released him from his mouth and quickly lowered the dazed angel to the bed. Sam rubbed the angel's belly lovingly before pulling away and quickly beginning to strip. Gabriel was still out of it when Sam returned to the bed.
He piled up a few pillows before lifting up his blissed-out angel. He was gentle as he moved his lover to lay belly down atop of the pile of pillows. Sam felt like crying, stomach turning, because Gabriel had told him last night that one of his triggers was sex on his stomach. Sam still despised Lucifer but the pure hate that was boiling in Sam now was nothing like the youngest Winchester used to feel.
Sam blinked back his tears as he crawled up behind Gabriel. The angel was still out of it as Sam slowly slid into his loose, slick heat. Sam absentmindedly wondered why Gabriel was still slick from last night but decided to simply thank God for it since he wasn't allowed to prep the damaged angel. He had to gulp in calming breaths as he waited for Gabriel's body to get used to him, but it was hard not to move because his lover just felt so perfect inside.
"S-sam?" The panic was already creeping in on Gabriel's voice as he desperately called out for his anchor. Sam hung his head sorrowfully but refused to answer verbally, he was not going to allow Gabriel to associate his voice to this horrific event. Instead, he leaned down and kissed between the angel's primary wings. His hand moved and began to stroke the angel's flank, a non-verbal sign of comfort that Sam had unconsciously been training into his lover since the angel had arrived.
Gabriel clung to the touch as his lifeline as he began to shiver and squirm as panic and anxiety crawled under his skin. Fear and darkness was already starting to encroach back on his shattered mind. Tears started pool in his eyes as Sam's signature touch disappeared and suddenly all Gabriel's fractured thoughts could focus on was that a large male was inside of him. He began to struggle and whimper desperately as a large hand gripped his hair hard and shoved his head down so that he was submissively bowed for the dominant male resting inside of him.
His damaged wings fluttered helplessly as he heard his alpha grab something off a pillow. Gabriel pawed at the comforter and whined helplessly under the larger male. He was roughly held down by his hair as something sharp was pressed to his lower back. He sobbed and whimpered, unable to remember what was going to happen next. His cries of agony as the sharp point dug into his skin completely stopped him from hearing the spirit-broken sob that escaped Sam.
Behind him, Sam was crying softly while putting the knife to the side. He felt nauseous as he refused to comfort his lover. Gabriel was in a dark place right now, babbling about his trainers, and Sam knew it was better that he stayed there for now rather than be reminded that it was Sam causing him all this pain.
Sam had to focus on Gabriel's squirming heat in order to keep himself hard, causing his love pain was killing his arousal. Sam continued to hold his panicking lover down and began to move in him. He made sure to angle each thrust to hit Gabriel's prostate while his free hand massaged the angel's oil glands. He needed Gabriel to get hard again so he'd climax for the second part of the ritual.
He hated himself as he clicked his tongue and Gabriel's cock obediently swelled to obey his command. No one should have this type of power over their lover, love was supposed to be a mutually shared reign over each other's heart. Gabriel was sobbing and begging him to pull out and no matter how much Sam wanted to, he refused; he just kept thrusting hard into his pet. He had officially lost the right to call Gabriel his lover now.
Sam had to take steadying breaths to keep himself calm as he grabbed the condom he had prepared earlier. He distracted his pet with rough thrusts as he gentle slipped the condom onto his angel. He may be doing all this to him but he wasn't going to let it be worse by letting Gabriel make a mess of himself.
That personal requirement filled, Sam went back to coaxing Gabriel into coming. He tried not to think about how uncomfortable it would be to come again so soon after the last time. There was a lot of things that Sam was forcing himself not to think about, like the fact that his own orgasm was building and begging to be released.
Gabriel was a whimpering mess as his body was used. He hid his face in the sheets as he sobbed, the movement in him was gentler than his trainer usually used and kept hitting the sweet spot within him. Each thrust was making his body want to orgasm but Gabriel didn't want to. Climaxing was always so humiliating and painful but Gabriel just couldn't help it!
His trainer gave one last thrust against his prostate and Gabriel's wings seized up painfully, he cried out as he hit his climax. The cry turned to a scream of agony as a horrific pain stabbed through one of his secondary wings. The agony was mind-numbing, completely over-riding any pleasure that may have come with orgasm. He was drowning in the sea of pain and darkness, not even noticing when Sam sank his teeth over the bitemark that already marred Gabriel's skin; replacing the claim on the angel.
Gabriel was in so much pain, so out of it that he didn't even notice Sam's own climax. He was trapped in a maelstrom of darkness, fear, and agony, completely ignorant of Sam cleaning them up. He did not even notice when he was moved onto his side and his wing was bandaged.
"G-gabriel?!" The word, his name he reminded himself, was the only thing to finally break through the fog. The voice was frantic and worried, like the name had been called for some time before Gabriel had heard it.
"S-sam?" He feels groggy as he barely drawls out the word. Oh Father, his wing just hurt so much! But why?
"Y-yes! It's me, Sweetheart! I'm here. It's okay now, you're safe." Gabriel flinched and whimpered in fear as large arms surrounded him. It wasn't until he was cradled against Sam chest did he start to settle. His cheeks were being kissed desperately while his hair was stroked. What had happened? Why was Sam so upset?
"W-why happened?" He mewled tiredly as his throat was nuzzled.
"I-it doesn't m-matter, Gabe. A-all that matters is that you're with me and that i-it's over." Sam was crying and kissing his forehead. Why?
"M-my wing hurts, S-sammy…"
"I know, Gabe, but it's gonna be okay. I-it just has to h-heal like the others, that's all." Sam was stroking his feathers now and kissing him tenderly. Why was Sam so upset?
"Gabriel, Sweetheart, are you tired?" A thumb tenderly brushed his pierced nipple and Gabriel mewled softly, there was pain but it blossomed in his head as pleasure because Sam liked the piercing, "D-do you want t-to take a nap with me?"
Gabriel nodded tiredly as he collapsed against the larger male in exhaustion. He was so tired, so sore, and he felt slick inside but something felt oddly right about the liquid heat that was trapped inside of him.
Sam gently moved them to the other side of the bed, away from the blood and cum on the sheets. Sam felt sick as he laid Gabriel down and hesitantly laid beside him. He sniffled, he didn't deserve this as he pulled the sleepy angel close. He covered them both with a blanket and soothed Gabriel until he fell asleep. Sam wanted to leave but his tiny angel was clinging desperately to him in slumber. So, instead, Sam simply lay there and sobbed as he allowed Gabriel to take comfort in his warmth.
~*~Chapter End~*~