A/N: Hello again everyone! It's time for another update! As usual, before we get started, I'd like to give a huge thank you/shout-out to winterschild11, ms simmons, TheeeAhni, annabellex2, Guest, and child who is cool for reviewing last chapter! :)

Not much to say about this chapter, but please read the Author's Note at the end for an update on upcoming stories!

I hope you all enjoy the new chapter!

Warning: Hot, yet sweet Kames action! ;)

Chapter Thirty Four

Lying down in bed, Kendall rolls on his side and says, "I don't want to pressure you, but Thanksgiving is in a couple weeks. I just was wondering where your head is at with it all."

I stare at him for a second before folding my hands behind my head and letting out a sigh.

"I don't know." I say honestly. A part of me is still surprised he hasn't wavered on me.

"What are you so worried about?" He asks gently.

Everything. Meeting his family, their reaction to me, their reaction to us, taking out relationship further.

"I just don't know what to expect." I respond.

"Jay, you have nothing to worry about. I swear. Whatever you're thinking, it's only in your head."

I get so much from Kendall, and I know it isn't fair. He gives and I take. I think about how much I want Jo to push herself, but in a way, I'm holding back just like she is. Scared of the unknown. I know I need to trust that Kendall has my back, but more than that, I need to show him that I have his. That I am in this. Because I am.

"If the answer is no, that's fine. Just say the word, and I won't bring it up again."

"I'll go." I say as I roll on my side to face him.

"Are you sure?" He asks hesitantly.

"I'm sure. And I'm sorry. I don't want to hold back with you anymore. It isn't fair."

"It's not about being fair. I love you, James. I'm not going anywhere, so I'll give you whatever you need." He says softly, looking deep into my eyes.

"I've been taking too much though." I tell him as I wrap my arm around his waist.

He brushes his lips over mine before kissing me. As he trails his lips down my neck, he breathes on my skin, "I don't care how much you take."

I grab his hair as I guide him back up to my mouth. He slides his tongue along my lower lip and nips it. His chest is hot against my skin, and I cling to him, pulling him flush against me. We tangle our legs, and I just can't seem to get close enough to him. I want him. All of him. And I want to give him back everything I've taken.

I shift on top of him and take my time as I graze my mouth across his chest, flicking my tongue over his nipple, and kissing my way down his stomach. Hooking my fingers around the waistband of his boxers, I slide them down and toss them on the floor. I look down at him, and everything is near perfection for me.

Settling myself between his legs, I trail my tongue up the length of him before sucking him into my mouth. His hands are twisted in my hair, gripping tightly as he guides me at his own pace, and I let him take control.

I know that he has gone out of his comfort zone with me to give me what I want, and I want to be able to do the same for him.

When Kendall's breathing grows heavy, I drag my mouth off of him and grip him in my hand as I shift to his side. He kisses me slowly, dipping his tongue in my mouth. We move lazily together, not wanting to rush while I continue to stroke him in my hand.

I'm so turned on and hard right now, and I have to resist the urge to bury myself deep inside of him, because for once, I want to give him the satisfaction he's been denying himself. For me.

"You can have me." I hesitantly whisper over him lips.

Never have I been the bottom, but I know that it isn't really Kendall's thing either. He's let me take control all the times we've had sex in the past, but I'm done being selfish with him.

"Are you sure?" He asks as he shifts back slightly to look in my eyes.

I nod my head, and he begins to question, "You've never…?"

"No."

"Jay-"

"Don't." I cut him off. "I love you. I really freaking love you. And I-"

He doesn't let me finish when he covers my mouth with his. He moves on top of me and breaks our kiss only long enough for him to remove my shorts and sling them aside. He lies between my legs and returns his lips to mine as I band my arms around him, pulling his weight on top of me.

I'm nervous about doing this, but there isn't anyone else I would do this for, and I know it. I trust Kendall, and I love him. That's enough.

He leans over and opens the drawer to my nightstand. I watch him as he moves slowly and takes his times getting me ready for him. Reaching down, he braces himself over me with one arm.

"Just relax, okay?" He breaths out as he slowly pushes himself inside of me. My breathing begins to stagger at the unfamiliar and uncomfortable feeling. My body instinctively tenses up around him, and he repeats. "Relax, babe."

And when I do, he continues to ease himself the rest of the way in. We lie there for a while, kissing slowly, as he lets me get used to him and not feel so tense.

"You okay?"

"Yeah." I say as I nod my head, and when I do, he begins to move. I hold him close to me as his body lies on top of mine, and the closeness alone overwhelms me. Having him inside me is intense. There is no give and take right now. It's just the two of us.

We take out time and never move too fast. Eventually the uncomfortable feeling passes and my body heats up with the pleasure that begins to overtake me.

"Oh, God." I moan out, closing my eyes as he pushes himself inside of me.

"You feel so good." He breathes, dropping his head into the crook of my neck.

His words burn through me, and I reach down and start stroking myself, needing more of this feeling that's shooting through me. I stare into Kendall's green eyes as he looks into mine. Neither of us speaks through our labored breathes. I take my free hand and wrap it behind his neck, and he drops his damp forehead to mine.

I lift my chin and kiss him as I feel myself getting close. I know he's with me when he grows harder, swelling inside of me, and the pressure building is more intense that I have ever felt before. I can't hold back when I start to come. Euphoria rips through me, and I can't even keep my eyes open as I roll my head back into the pillow. My abs constrict as the pulses of pleasure take me over.

I hear Kendall groan as he begins to lose himself, grinding himself into me. The longer he moves inside of me, the more he prolongs me release, and like a greedy bastard, I don't want him to stop. And he doesn't, knowing what he's doing to me.

When he collapses on top of me, I wrap my arms around him. I can feel the thudding of his heart though his chest, and I know I am with exactly who I should be. No doubts. No questions. He's freed me in a way, I didn't think was possible. I didn't know I could open myself up this way to another guy and so exposed.

But he doesn't judge. He has only ever given me the benefit of the doubt, letting me stumble at my own pace. And even though I am scared shitless about meeting his family, I want to because there isn't anyone else I want to be with.

He's it.

Done! Before I say anything, I gotta ask... How sweet is Kames?!

Anyway, not much happened this chapter, but I still think it was a pretty important chapter for our favorite couple!

Next chapter will have more of Jo and Dak, and will probably be one of the longest chapters in this story.

I'd really love to hear your thoughts on this chapter! I was a little nervous since most of this chapter was just smut and I'm nor really great at it, but I think it turned out pretty good! :)

Upcoming Stories Update: So, I've been telling you that I've been working on new stories, and I'm about ready to start posting them! I'm waiting to post the Marvel-inspired story I've been talking about as well as the sequels to Worlds Collide and Opposites Attract only becuase I want to take my time with those and make sure that they come out great! I've also been wanting to try out other pairings so I also have a Jagan story planned. I'm hoping to get these stories into gear once the New Year starts, although one of these may be started before then since this story is coming to a close.

I DO have a new story coming this weekend though! It's a supernatural story that I've kinda been working on since last year so I think it's time for it to be posted! It's going to be kind of a mystery so I'm not going to tell what the guys are, but I'm really excited about it. It's going to be a little crazy! ;)

Again, I hope you all enjoyed the chapter and I would love to hear your feedback! I'm hoping to have the next chapter posted by Saturday, so until then!

-EpicallyObsessed