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Short chapter today! I almost forgot about this chapter, but it was vital to me because it made me cry, remembering how far this story has gotten, and I just want to take the moment to thank you guys because I truly do love you all 3

In this chapter...Carlos' BDAY! 1 year after the first chapter...still crying :D

Enjoy :)

Chapter 34: Logan's POV

My eyes fluttered open slowly. I looked over at my sleeping husband and smiled…he was so beautiful. I could hear things going on downstairs…Kendall and James. I leaned over and gave him a kiss on the forehead. I smiled, he didn't even stir.

I got out of bed (with much difficulty) and went to brush my teeth. When that was done, I walked into the nursery, and picked up Ethan, who was sleeping. He laid his head on my shoulder and went back to sleep.

I was about to go down the stairs, but Jett was coming up and saw me, so he helped me down the stairs.

"You really thought we would let you go down the stairs by yourself…holding a baby?" he asked once we were downstairs.

"I didn't want to wake Carlos up," I said.

"Maybe you should sleep down here for the rest of your pregnancy," he said.

"Maybe I should," I thought about it.

I shrugged and walked into the kitchen to find Kendall and James cooking breakfast.

"Morning bubs," I smiled.

"Hey Logan," they said.

"Logie, can you make pancakes?" James batted his eyelashes.

"Sure," I laughed.

"Mom, Katie, Camille, Lucy, and Jo are on their way," Kendall said.

"Awesomeness," I pulled out pancake mix.

By the way, today is Carlos' birthday…again. I can't believe it's been a year since all of this happened. He's 23 now and still sexy. A year ago, I didn't even realize I had feelings for him, and now we have a child and I'm heavily pregnant.

I thought about the past year in my head as I passed Ethan to Jett then mixed up the pancake mix and added chocolate chips. I started making them and before I knew it there was an array of food before me. There was pancakes, bacon, eggs, potatoes, and sausage with apple and orange juice.

Sometime in the middle of food making, everyone showed up. Everyone gawked over Ethan and how cute he was, especially Camille.

"OMG I'm taking Ethan home, he's so cute," Camille smiled.

"Carlos and I wouldn't like that very much," I laughed, even though I was serious. But she was only joking…that's just Camille.

"Yeah Camille, you can't take my nephew," Katie said.

"Now pass him to his grandmother," Mama Knight chuckled.

I laughed at my crazy family. It was another 10 minutes before Carlos finally came downstairs groggily.

"Logie, you know you can't go downstairs al-" he opened his eyes and saw all of us around the table.

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY!" We all yelled.

He smiled brightly and I stood up to give him a hug. He gave me a kiss and rubbed my belly lovingly.

"I love you," he said.

"I love you more," I smiled.

We joined the table and he began to excitedly dig in. Everyone smiled at him because he was like an adorable kid at moments like these…only I've seen his sexy moments. The rest of us began eating and we were just having a casual breakfast like a family. I started fidgeting because my daughter kept kicking.

"Logan, you okay?" Jo asked.

"She keeps kicking," I said.

"What are you going to name her?" Lucy asked.

"I don't know yet, that's really up to Kendall and James," I said.

"You should name her Trevor," Trevor said.

"…a girl named Trevor?" Kendall asked.

"Trevina?" he smiled.

"No babe, doesn't work," Jett laughed.

He pouted and went back to eating. It was nice…this year's breakfast was last year's dinner…yup that made sense. This year Carlos made everyone promise not to get him anything, which was weird, but of course I got him something anyway and so did Kendall, James, and Jett.

We finished breakfast and everyone left except for Jett, Trev, Kendall and James. That's when we decided to give gifts. Trevor and Jett got Carlos a year supply of Brad's corndogs (Brad was another one of Trevor's crazy relatives…cool guy). Kendall and James made him a portrait to hang on his wall. It was a huge portrait covered with a montage of pictures of the four of us or just me and him, or Kendall and him, or James and him…you get the drift right? It was really awesome and they went upstairs to hang it in our room.

When they came back downstairs, I handed him my present, which was the new iPhone 5.

"This doesn't even come out till after your birthday," he gawked.

"I'm apart of Big Time Rush…I have connections," I smiled at him.

He kissed me deeply. I loved the feeling of his soft lips against mine.

"I love it," he smiled.

"Look at the engraving on the back," I told him.

He looked and read it.

"From your loving husband, Logie Bear," he read.

He looked up and smiled at me.

"Thank you Logan for blowing us out of the water," James said.

"I loved all of your gifts to me, even though I said not to get any," he smiled. "I love you guys."

He pulled us into a group hug and then went to go set up his new phone service.

We've just been relaxing all day, that's all Carlos wanted to do. He got calls from tons of our friends, including Gustavo and Kelly and even Dak called to wish him happy birthday. Carlos couldn't be mad at that of course and even said that Dak gained brownie points with him…I smiled at that.

He had just put Ethan down and now we were cuddling on the couch. I turned to him.

"I've been thinking…it's been a year since all of this started," I smiled at him.

"I know," he looked surprised. "This all feels like it happened in just a month or two. I mean in one year exactly, we became a couple, I got pregnant, we broke up, Dak happened, you got pregnant, Jett and Erika happened, we went to court, we got married, we moved to this house, Ethan was born, Ethan got epilepsy, You made amends with Dak, Trevor is in the middle of proposing, and now we're sitting here a year later, waiting for our second child to be born."

"Yeah, a lot of ups and downs, but it was worth it, really taught me a lesson about life," I said.

"I'm just happy that all of this happened with you," he smiled.

I smiled before kissing him.

"I love you so much Carlos," I said.

"I know, and I love you more," he smiled.

"Alright, let's go to bed now," I snuggled into his chest.

He smiled and we cuddled in bed, falling into a peaceful sleep together.

So, I will tell you now...next chapter is a time-skip and Logan is overdue, so you know what that means right? ^_^ just the beginning of the part I've been anticipating most...I mean Carlos' was huge for me, but Logan's...I can't give anything away...

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