So I was trying to fall asleep, but I can't so I figured I would write a chapter for this and for wicked love. I love that story so much but it doesn't get any feed back, and it's like hurtful cause I want people to see my idea. Oh god this chapter is gonna be a tornado. Now remember everyone, if you go on youtube and watch my videos, I'll will send you a present. Just kidding, but I will update chapters like all the time and numerous ones. xsweetcravingsx
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Melanie's point of view.
We ate that night and I rested my body against his. I needed to feel his heart beat under my cheek, I needed to hear my favorite melody, his breathing. He looked asleep, but my thoughts kept me up. How could we go from hating each other this this? We were so rude to each other. The memory of when he told me he could never love me surface, but I slid it back into the crevice of my heart. I looked up to see my sleeping Jared, the way his face relaxed. We're so young and we have forever together. As much as I loved this honey moon, I wanted to go home. I wanted us to actually be in our house together, would it bring back bad memories? I thought of the first time I slept beside him because of the storm and the next day I yelled because we were cuddling. Now look at us, connected as one. He was my prince. The man that I needed to make myself feel good. I took my hand, as the moons glow radiated through the window and on to his bare chest, and gently touched his face. I stoked from his cheek down to his bare chest, I was shocked when I felt his hand lightly grab mine. He turned to face me, his eyes soft like a field of wheat. His face was very kind looking, it looked loving and relaxing.
"Mel,baby, go to sleep." He said as he kissed my hand. It pained me to know that we cared about each other this much already, can you love someone so much that it hurts.
"I can't, I can't sleep. I can't stop thinking of life with you." I said as I touched his face one again. I could see his warm eyes open once again, but they had a fire in them. His body radiated heat as he pulled my closer to him. My body was in ecstasy,my mind was filled with bliss. Just touching him drove me crazy, and the desire that burned in his eyes made my heart flutter.
"Stop thinking, you have all your life to live it. Just me and you,baby,just me and you." He said as he kissed the top of my head. What had changed his mind about loving me? Did we really start to grow on each other this much that our hearts and souls belonged together. I knew this was it for me, thank god I didn't spend all the time in the world looking for him.
I drifted off to sleep from the sound of his breathing. I counted each breath before my eyes closed, this was relaxing. He never let go of his grip on me, and I honestly didn't care. It was relaxing, honestly it's the only way I can fall asleep.
I woke up in a cold sweat, Jared's hand held me in tightly. I quickly and carefully removed them from my body, trying not to wake up. I ran to the bathroom as my late night made itself present. At least I made it here in time. I couldn't help but feel my bones ache, I was tired today. Maybe, we didn't cook the food long enough. I shook the thought as I rinsed my mouth out and one again climbed into bed and clung to my love. Maybe I was coming down with the flu, that would be the only logical reason.
With Ian and Wanda
"Wanda you forgive me?" He said as his dim eyes lit up.
"I guess. But that doesn't mean we are together." I said as I grabbed my drink and took a sip, my throat had grown dry. I wasn't sure why I felt like this, but I felt no remorse for not wanting to be with him at the moment. The wound was still fresh, and now the salt was stinging my thoughts.
"I thought we would be fine." He groaned, clearly upset that I didn't come running back to him on my hand and knees.
"No. I forgave you but that doesn't mean I want to be with you right now. It means I need time and we can be friends. You can either wait or you can leave, I really don't care about what the choice is. I need time to myself, and need to learn to respect that." I sternly told him as his face grew into a frown. I may look young and tiny, but my heart was an anchor. If someone messed with it, it was stubborn and wouldn't move. Thank god my head causally agreed with my heart,there was no inner war, only inner agreement. I couldn't help but be relived over the fact that I could finally call my own shots, and it was my turn to decide where this would go. I wasn't a naive little girl who ran around letting everyone hurt her.
We finished dinner and I made my way back to my apartment. I wasn't lonely, I was happy. I changed into sweat pants when my boss called me.
"Wanda,dear?" She echoed in my phone. I'm not sure why she had to call me.
"Yea, how can I help you?" I asked her nicely, she really was a great boss.
"Have you thought about the job offer? I need an answer." She said. My thoughts all boomed in my head. Do I really want to move to California, away from Melanie and everyone for a job? Although this would hardly be passed up and I would be making more there than I ever would here.
"Could I have a couple more days." I pleaded. I could have easily rejected it, but it needed to be thought over. There were pros and cons, but right now some out weighed the others. The only person keeping me and here was Melanie, and now was married. My boss happily agreed and I hung up my phone. I rested my head as I began to think about my future.
With Melanie and Jared.
I woke up once again, and moved his hand. I hated waking up in a cold sweat, it was a disaster. I hate throwing up, sadly when I ran this time I heard him run after me. I began to throw up as he grabbed my hair for me and patted my back. I'm not sure why I kept getting sick. When I was done I flushed and rinsed my mouth out.
"Mel,are you okay?" He asked me. His face obviously showed concern. Sadly I didn't even know what was wrong with me.
"I hope, I just don't feel we'll, and I've been wanting to go back home." I cried as I pulled myself Into his body. He began to rub my back. Maybe I was just home sick and missed everyone.

Now I know, everyone's going to be like are you going to make her pregnant. And all of that, but the trick is, you guys don't know what I'm doing. :)
So this chapter had a lot more feelings like my old ones used to, I figured they were better this way.
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