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Chapter 36: Summer Fling?
Me and Blaine were at the coffee shop with Rachel and Finn who apparently were together again. I'm sort of happy for them but at the same time, I'm thinking about the future for the two, will history repeat itself?
My phone starts ringing and I sigh. I look at the screen name and press the reject button. I'm so sick of this. I think Blaine could tell how annoyed I was so he puts his hand on my back to calm me.
"That's the fifth call you've gotten in the past hour! Is it the same person? They're being really rude by calling you while we're trying to have a conversation." Rachel says looking angry.
"It's the same person who just wont leave me alone!" I say raising my voice a little louder. My phone starts to ring for a sixth time and before I had time to pick it up, Rachel swipes it away and answers it.
"Who is this! Why don't you get the hint that Kaitlin doesn't want to talk to you! She, along with her friends are trying to enjoy our time!" I put my hand on my face.
After a few seconds I see Rachel calm down and smile a little. "Sorry, Noah. I didn't mean to go off on you, some creep just keep calling Kaitlin. Would you like to talk to her?" She says now fully smile.
It's been two days since Puck confessed being in love with me and then that big kiss. I haven't talked to him since, every time I leave the house I make sure he isn't there.
She ushers for me to take the phone and I take it quickly and cover the microphone in my phone. "He's the one that keeps calling, I don't want to talk to him." I say and Rachel along with Finn give me this weird look.
Rachel takes the phone back. "I'm sorry, Noah. Kaitlin seems to be a little occupied at the moment, I'm sure she'll call you later. Oh, but why I have you on here, remember there is a mandatory glee rehearsal next Saturday." She ends the call and hands me back the phone.
"Thanks." I say quietly looking down at the table. "Kaitlin, why does Puck keep calling?" I look up at Finn and he had a serious face on.
"Because two days ago he told me he was in love with me." I see Rachel's eyes go wide and Finn looked confused as ever, I wanted to slap Blaine on the shoulder for smirking though.
"Did he say in love or love?" Blaine asks curiously. "In love. And then we sort of kissed." I say feeling a little guilty now about it.
"Wait, Noah Puckerman? Noah Puckerman said he was in love with you?" Rachel asks not believing it at all. I just nod. "I've sort of been ignoring him." I say.
"Why? Isn't it what you wanted?" Finn asks still with that serious attitude. "Yeah, but I didn't expect him to say what he did. The worst part is I want to say it back, I really do. It's just, it's just I'm scared." I say ready to break down at any minute. I don't know why I was telling all three of them here.
"What are you scared of?" Blaine asks rubbing my back. "I'm scared that if I tell him the same thing that eventually he'll still end up cheating on me." I see Rachel frown.
"Kaitlin, to be honest, I really do think you've changed Puck over the past few months. I really don't think he'd do that to you." Finn says and I just nod.
"I think the best way to explain how you feel is to sing about it. You can sing it at the glee rehearsal we're having on Saturday at my place." Rachel says smiling. Maybe that's not such a bad idea.
I spent all day this fine beautiful Friday afternoon with Quinn. We went to the pool, went shopping and then ended with a nice lunch. I love having no school and spending my summer days with my friends. The best part was this was just the first week.
I walk into the house about to head to my room when Joe stops me on the stairs. "Puck has stopped by the house three times today. Four times yesterday and the day before. Why do I have to keep telling him he can't come in? He's my friend too and I don't want him mad at me." Joe sounded a little sad.
I try to walk by him but he just got in my way again. "I want to know what's going on? Why are you ignoring him?" Joe seemed to be getting angrier.
"It's not any of your business." I really didn't want to tell Joe or Nick or Kevin what was going on. "Fine, then the next time he stops by I'm letting him in." I sigh. Dammit!
"We kissed on the last day of school! I don't know what I want to happen next so I've been ignoring him." I say and Joe gives me this confused look. I wasn't about to tell him what Puck said to me.
"Well, I don't really know what to tell you then. I kind of thought you guys want to be together though, didn't you say he broke up with his girlfriend because of you? Obviously the kid wants ya and from what I remember, you want the same thing." I sigh and walk past him.
"It's not that easy." I shut my door behind me and fall in my bed. One things for sure, I've been thinking about him constantly, I can still feel his lips on mine.
I knock on Rachel's door and after a few seconds the door swings open with Rachel herself looking mighty angry. "As usual, you're last to show and you're late!" She grabs my arm and pulls me into her basement where I see everyone sitting down in chairs that were arrange in front of the stage.
"Kaitlin's here so we can finally start!" Rachel says and everyone looks at me smiling except for one. What do you know, the only seat open was next to him.
I walk over and take my seat while Rachel goes on stage and starts talking about song selections. I could see from the corner of my eye that he was staring.
"Why are you ignoring me?" He whispers in my ear making me close my eyes and take in his voice. I turn to him and look into those eyes. I remember suddenly what he said to me last week.
"You know it's a lot to take in, Puck." I say whispering back. He looked sort of angry. "Then why did you kiss me?"
"It was the spur of the moment, I guess. I don't know, okay? I don't know what I should do." I say and he just looks to be getting angrier.
"Was everything that has been going on between us these past couple weeks, months, just been a game to you? Was your real goal behind all this to just lead me on?" I couldn't look at him anymore. I was frowning big time because I just didn't know what to do, or say.
"Kaitlin, do you have a song suggestion for our song selections?" Rachel winks at me and I just sigh. If I couldn't tell him then I think this song could help me.
I get up and get on her stage. I look into his eyes. "This song says a lot about stuff I can't say." I give the band, which Rachel thought would come in handy, the sheet music.
Tear up the photographs
But yesterday won't let go
Every day, every day, every minute
Here comes the emptiness
Just can't leave lonely alone
Every day, every day, hey hey
This second-chancin's really getting me down
You give and taking everything I dreamed about
It's time you let me know, let me know just let go
He looked so confused right now but I was putting all my emotion in this one song because I want him to some what understand what I can't say.
All I ever wanted, all I ever wanted
Was a simple way to get over you
All I ever wanted, all I ever wanted
Was an in-between to escape this desperate scene
Where every lie reveals the truth
Baby cause I all ever wanted
All I ever wanted was you
I'd rather walk alone
Don't wanna chase you around
Every day, every day, every minute
I'd fall a thousand times
Before I let you drag me down
Every day, every day, hey hey
Your new beginning was a perfect ending
But I keep feeling
we've already been here before
It's time you let me know, let me know just let go
Most of the rest of the club were all looking between me and Puck, Puck's face wasn't showing any emotion and I couldn't read his eyes either.
All I ever wanted, all I ever wanted
Was a simple way to get over you
All I ever wanted, all I ever wanted
Was an in-between to escape this desperate scene
Where every lie reveals the truth
Baby cause I all ever wanted
All I ever wanted was you
Tell me with so many out there
Why I always turn to you
Your goodbyes tear me down every time
And it's so easy to see that the blame is on me
All I ever wanted, all I ever wanted
Was a simple way to get over you
All I ever wanted, all I ever wanted
Was an in-between to escape this desperate scene
To be honest, seeing his face, never changing, I just wanted to jump off stage and slap him, is he taking any of this in.
All I ever wanted, all I ever wanted
Was a simple way to get over you
All I ever wanted, all I ever wanted
Was an in-between to escape this desperate scene
Where every lie reveals the truth
Baby cause I all ever wanted
All I ever wanted was you
Some of the glee clubbers clap, including Rachel but I think everyone else was just watching Puck, seeing what he would do next, I wanted to know too.
He gets up and his blank face turns into a sad one, it's not something any of us usually see coming from him. "So what was that suppose to mean? You telling me in front of everyone that you don't want to be with me?" Did he not get what I was trying to say.
"Noah, that's not what Kaitlin was going for at all." Rachel says trying to put a hand on his shoulder but he moves away. "So does everyone know about what happened last week? Am I just some sort of joke to you?" Puck sounded so hurt right now and I wanted to just punch him in the face. How did I become the bad guy in this?
I couldn't hold the words back anymore, I had to set things straight. Puck starts to walk away heading for the stairs but I run over in front of him and make him stop.
"I didn't tell them all about last week. Puck, you're not a joke to me, at all." I say with a serious face. "Well I don't understand what you're trying to tell me. I'm going to ask again, why have you been ignoring me?"
"Because I'm in love with you too!" I say loudly and I hear some gasps coming from behind us. I can't believe I admitted that. He looked shocked.
"You know I've wanted you back for the past couple of months, but after that kiss last week, I just don't want to be vulnerable again." I wasn't going to cry, especially with a room full of people, eventhough it felt like it was just the two of us right now.
"What do you mean vulnerable?" He asks in a quiet voice. "My boyfriend cheated on me with three girls. I don't want to go through that again, I don't think I could make get through that again." He puts his hand to my cheek.
"I told you, that was the worst mistake I've ever made, I wouldn't do that to you again." He looked so sincere. "How am I suppose to trust you again, Puck?" I ask letting one tear go.
"You just need to take a chance on me, let me show you you can. Please." His eyes said it all, he truly loves me. I just nod letting a few more tears go and he gives me this small smile before his lips come crashing down on mine.
We hear clapping and go a part real quick to see our glee clubbers all smiling. I could see tears in Kurt's eyes too. I look back at Puck and we slowly lean in for another sweet kiss. It didn't hurt anymore, it was pure happiness again.
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