Trust ~ Chapter 34

I still couldn't believe that some one like Edward would be interested in some one like me…but here was this amazing, gorgeous, funny, sexy, kind, caring man…who wanted me in his life! I was truly blessed.

We spent our day together messing around, eating lunch, feeding each other ice cream, kissing, and wandering in town, but best of all…alone!

I loved my family to bits but realised this time alone with Edward was just what I needed.

I was slightly nervous about bumping into Jacob but hoped it was unlikely he would be in town midweek.

9 days until my birthday and I would be free off my parents, I knew Jacob was going to be a bit more complicated but I had a feeling with Edward at my side it was going to be ok. This was going to be ok…

If I kept telling myself that, maybe I would begin to believe it…*sigh*

"You ok there pretty girl?" I looked at my beautiful man looking down at me. I was tucked under his arm. He was wrapped around me and I was holding on tight.

"I am better than ok, I was just thinking how amazing you are and how lucky I am to have you in my life."

"I am the lucky one, trust me…you are my everything!"

*Sigh* "I love you Edward!"

"I love you too, now do I have to take you home yet or are you all mine for the rest of the day?"

"ALL yours, but I do want to go somewhere we can talk about our choices in contraception."

"We are so grown up!" He laughed.

"I guess we are. I took the leaflets the doctor gave me."

"Romantic…" he laughed.

"More than me telling you I am pregnant and you are the daddy!"

I laughed at him watching his face go a funny colour! That took the smile off his face!

"Right, we can go to the coffee shop or we could go to the office at my shop, we might not get any peace there, James or Mike might keep interrupting us."

"No the coffee shop it is, I think this is a conversation between you and me, not you, me, James and Mike!"

"The coffee shop it is then! Follow me my pretty girl!"

We found the most private seats in the coffee shop and discussed our options. I was still settled on the implant. Edward felt a bit squeamish about it but loved the ideas of no condoms.

"I will make an appointment for the Friday."

"Why Friday? I mean I am happy enough to wait, I do want to do more with you, don't feel we have to do anything if you are not ready…" he gave my hand a wee squeeze.

I blushed, considering the conversation we had just had I was mortified with the admission I was about to make. "Erm..I am …well…my period is due to start tomorrow or Friday…and it's best to get it at the start of your …well cycle…" I hid my face in the crook of his arm.

I could feel him shaking…I looked up. He was trying not to laugh. "What? Why are you laughing?"

"I didn't think you would be ok about us talking so frankly about sex and contraceptives and relationships then blush at the mention of periods! I lived with Alice and Rose. Do you think I have always managed to avoid them during their periods? If you are due on in the next few days, I am just grateful that you don't seem to want to kill me like they do in the lead up to their cycles! PMS…they go nuts!" he shook his head, still laughing.

He stroked my hair and leaned down to kiss my temple.

"You silly, pretty, sweet girl! I love you."

I laughed. "Well I also need to go to the shop to buy supplies, for the next few days. Do you think we could do that today? Or I can do it tomorrow when I am out with Rose & Alice?"

"You don't scare me Bella Masen, I can buy you what you need, tampax, pads, I know all about it! You try saying no to either of the girls when they are screaming at you to go buy them pearl, super plus tampax…you get past it all very quickly!"

I hugged him and we both giggled. "Just when you thought you had one less premenstrual woman in the house I arrived!"

"Well you can't be as bad as those two and Rose is strangely much calmer now she is pregnant…"

"I get a bit weepy, and cramps but not sure you will notice a difference after all the crying I have done near you these last few days Edward."

"Whatever pretty girl, I love you, hormones and all!"

I called the woman's clinic and made an appointment for Edward and me to go in on Friday. We wandered around the shopping mall and stopped off to collect supplies for ourselves, stuff for me, including some painkillers and a hot water bottle.

"I guess we should get some condoms just in case Edward?"

"Oh, ok…I guess that's a smart idea." He kissed me slowly on the lips. "You won't be able to resist me too much longer pretty girl!" He winked at me and laughed.

"What size do you need?"

I tired to look serious. "Small? Average? Do you know how big you are?" I peeked at him from under my hair, he was blushing this time but trying not to laugh.

I continued tormenting him back. "Is there a size guide on the boxes?"

"I have no idea Bella I have never bought them before. But you have seen my penis before… do you think I am average?" He was trying to out play me here.

"I don't really have anything to compare it too Edward…"

"Oh well…not sure what we should do here Bells…"

He was wining here…wait a moment, I needed back up!

"Is this one of those occasions where I ask my big brothers for advice?"

"WHAT!" he spluttered!

I took out my cell phone and pressed speed dial for Emmett…looked Edward in the eye and smiled at him.

"What are you doing Bella? You are not asking Em-"

I held my finger up to silence him…

"BELLYBUTTON!" I heard Emmett shout into my ear.

"You OK baby girl?"

"Hello big brother bear…I am fine, I am with Edward and I have got a quick question for you. It's about getting things in the right size…so they fit properly…and I need to ask you…"

I was jumping around trying to stop Edward from grabbing the phone from me.

"Hang up! Bella…hang up now, don't ask him…please!"

"Well Belly…what you buying that needs sizing?"

"Bella, do not tell him…he will say small!"

"Belly? What is Edward on about?"

"Emmie… I need to make sure that I get the right size, too small with cut the circulation off and too big they will fall off…"

"BELLA!" Edward was now chasing me in the shop.

I managed to escape him but squealed when he grabbed me and tickled.

"Emmie…I need to know…I am trying to get Edwards advice on size, but I am not sure if you are bigger than him…I think you would be, you being so big and all…but I need to ask you, what size socks you & Jasper wear? I want to buy you socks."

"Socks? Bella are you drunk? Did he take you and get you drunk?"

"Nooooooo! I just seen cute socks I thought you would like!" I had tears running down my face now.

Edward had dropped to his knees in the shop.

"Oh ok Belly, I will ask Jasper what size he is and text you back."

"Thanks Emmie bear. I love you."

"Love you too Belly bear, oh and when you come home, with my socks… we will have a chat and you can tell me what you have done to Edward and what you are really taking about!"

"OK Emmie." I laughed into the phone.

"Ciao Bella!" He laughed at his new expression and hung up.

I looked at Edward who was smirking at me, his eyebrow raised…

"You think you are so clever Isabella!"

"No Edward, I know I am! Your face was so funny!"

"You are in serious trouble missy!"

"What can I do to make it up to you?" I fluttered my eyelids and gave him my best smile.

"Oh you are good, I will give you that!"

"You know you love me…"

"You know I do!" He leaned in and kissed me.

We laughed as we bought some more bits and pieces including socks to the sizes that Emmett had texted me with. I picked up some goodies for everyone else.

We got to the checkout and Edward paid since I had emptied my account till I turned 18. He called me his kept woman. I called him my sugar daddy.

We were like an old married couple, shopping and chatting away together.

I had never been happier.

We walked back to the car. Edward said he needed to nip into one more shop and asked me to wait by the car for him since he wanted to surprise me. I sat on a bench next to the car parking and enjoyed the feel of the sunshine on my face.

My happiness was soon to end…in front of me stood Jacob!