ASHLEY'S P.O.V
"ASHLEY?"
I really need to get my house key back off Johnny.
"ASHLEY?"
I'm hoping if I ignore him he'll go away.
"Ashley what are you doing?"
"What does it look like i'm doing?"
I take another sip of my drink.
"You're not meant to be drinking"
"I have a problem with drugs Johnny i'm allowed to fucking drink"
"Yer but I thought you wanted to steer clear of alcohol for a while?"
"I changed my mind"
He sits down next to me.
"I was at the loft when Spencer came home"
"I don't want to talk about it Johnny"
"Come on Ashley please i'm worried about you"
"Do you want a drink?"
I start pouring another drink for myself.
"Sure"
I reach over and grab another glass.
"Are you drinking scotch straight?"
"Johnny there's probably some coke in the fridge if you don't want it straight"
"That's not why I was asking"
"Johnny I don't really need a lecture right now"
I slide him his drink.
"Do you want to talk about what happened?"
"What's there to talk about Johnny Spencer called things off"
I take another sip of my drink.
"She doesn't think she can be part of my life"
"She's just freaking out"
"She told me she wanted to go back to living seperate lives"
"Spencer cares about you Ash and when she's had some time to think about it she'll come back"
I hope he's right.
"What are we going to do about Ray-J?"
"Have you spoken to her?"
"She tried calling a couple of times today but I didn't pick up"
"Do you want to keep working with her?"
"Yer but I can't"
It's not fair on Spencer.
"Do you want to start looking for a new producer then?"
"No"
I really hate Aiden for this.
"Johnny this is going to effect Ray-J as well"
"I know but we need to focus on you and Spencer"
"What do you want to do?"
"We need to call a press conference and explain everything that's been happening"
"When?"
"We can talk about that tomorrow"
"Johnny when?"
"It needs to be pretty soon or they'll start guessing and write stuff that isn't true"
"Make it tomorrow"
"Ash I think we should wait a couple of days"
"I don't want to wait a couple of days"
"We're going to need to prepare"
"I don't want to prepare"
I take another sip.
"Okay well i'll make it tomorrow then"
"Johnny i'm just going to tell them everything I want a fresh start"
Spencer's probably right we can't fix this.
But i'm going to try.
"I really don't get why that Aiden guy would do this?"
"He wanted to hurt Spencer"
"That's a pretty harsh way to get back at someone"
"Johnny i'm just going to go to bed"
I'm in a horrible mood and talking about Aiden is only going to make me worse.
"Okay well I'll see you in the morning"
I'm not even tired I just want this day to be over.
"Yer"
"Night Ash"
I really need to figure out how i'm going to fix this and I need to do it quick.