THIS IS A MEAN CLIFFY
I started walking away from Jake and I felt confident. I wish there was some way to get Eli to approach me one more time, just to see his face…I wish you could hear me apologize. I need to learn to forgive and forget, and Jake taught me this. I have felt lonely ever since Eli has been out of my life. But, he hasn't even called me once since the hospital. I guess that means he doesn't want me back…
ELI'S PROSPECTIVE
I have gone nearly three weeks without Clare. It is driving me completely insane! I dream of her, think of her, and cry about her. Clare completes me, I just need the other half of the heart. Adam was right, but the letter told me not to go to her. She doesn't want me in her life, but Clare not in my life is tearing me apart. I called Adam, "Hey dude, want to come over and hang out?" Adam sighed and said, "Bro, you really need a hobby. This is the fifth time this week!" I said, "I was just asking you to chill…" Adam said, "You say that every time you call me! Get Clare back already. This is insane! You are crazy in love with her. Every day in class, I know when you space out the only thing you are thinking about is Clare! You aren't thinking about anything but her! So, I don't see the problem. So what she hasn't called you. This isn't the Stone Age go to her house and knock on the door and bash through the mother who keeps saying oh Clare isn't home! Because, Eli I know she is home! Go!" I have never heard Adam lash out on me like that. I looked down at the phone and he hung up on me. He hung up on me? He never does that…wow. I need Clare, right here, right now. But how? How am I going to get her to change her mind about my aggressive ways…I need to make her see me as she wants to see me…
ADAM'S PROSPECTIVE
Ok, it was official Eli has gone completely insane! Eli is obviously going crazy and having Clare problems. I mean, seriously the girl wants to be with you she just wants her to apologize first. But, since he isn't making a move I need to take matters into my own hands…
ELI'S PROSPECTIVE
One month and two days has gone by without Clare and I am slowly driving myself insane! I don't know why I can't just walk up to her door and kiss her and apologize a thousand times! Whenever I walk by Clare's house my feet get heavy and my legs feel like brick. I just freeze up and decide to walk away. I had many chances to just bang on the door and demand to see Clare no matter what her mother told me. I knew she was sad, I knew it. I don't know about her, but all I have been thinking about is Clare. Adam was right, all I could think of was her. Clare, so innocent, and bright eyed. She was the only opening and the only way out of darkness. Clare was the other half of my heart, but without her I am incomplete…I love you Clare. Please, come back to me…Please Clare show me a way back to you…
I walked up to her house and banged on the door. The mother answered the door, before she could reject me I opened the door and barged up the steps. I walked into Clare's house. "Listen Clare, I can't take this anymore! I have no more patients! I am lost without you! I can't think right, without you. I can't sleep without you next to me. I can't feel anything, I have no emotions. I feel like a monster, I want you to be with me. I love you Clare, I can't let you go. I know I made a mistake! But, I am asking you to please forgive me…Take me back." I went down on one knee and held out the ring. She stood up and one word left her mouth, "Pathetic…" I said, "Who are you? You aren't my Clare. You would never do this to me…" She looked at me and said, "News flash Eli, I am not yours anymore. I have changed." I stood up and said, "Maybe I was right, you are just another girl." She said, "Another girl? That's what I am to you…Just another hook up…" I made her cry again…Why did I do this? Why can't I think before I speak…
Before you guys jump to conclusions read the preview:
"Clare, that's the point! You are me! You took half of me when you left me that day one month ago. I love you Clare, and I want to know if you love me back? Because, I can't stand not being with you…it hurts too much…"
Will Clare take Eli back?
Find Out in the next chapter!
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