She looked at jen and asked her the all important question
"Jen are we ok"
Tilly looked at jen but still there was no emotion jen just looked down and shook her head then she looked back up at tilly
"I'm sorry" tilly walked closer to jen and started to cry
"No..no..no jen don't do this why why are you doing this is it because of my mum don't worry she's gone we will get you better and we will never ever see her" tilly said crying
Jen lifted her hand and stroked tillys face and she shook her head
"This has got nothing to do with your mum tilly I'm sorry I am doing this but after today I don't want you to come back here to see me I want you to forget about me" jen said wipping her tears away quickly hoping tilly didn't see them but she did
Tilly on the side of the bed and held jens hand but jen just looked down
"Jen I don't know what your doing but its not working you trying to convince me you never want to see me again Its not what you want that's why you carnt look at me" just then jen swolled the lump forming in her throat she looked up and into tillys eyes
"Yes I can I don't want to see you again tilly I'm sorry I'm getting out of here and moving somewere away from here no one will know where I am so please just leave" jen said then she pulled her hand out of tillys
Tilly stood up and began crying again
"Please jen I love please please don't do this not now we can make it work we can be together you will get better then we will move and everything will be fine" tilly broke down in tears jen smiled
"Come on come here" jen said tilly walked up to jen and sat down on the bed
Jen wipped tillys tears away and hugged her
"I'm so sorry tilly I never wanted to do this I will never ever forget you make sure you look after yourself" jen said before letting go of tilly
Tilly stood up
"I love you too" tilly whispered before beging to cry again and she began to walk out of the room
When she got to the door she took one look back and ran out of the room
Just then jen broke into tears and got her phone out and dialed a number and rang it and the person on the line answered it
"I've done it"