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Jakes POV:

As days went by, Kayla started to improve slowly, she was on the mend, but it was going to a long road to recovery. She was visited daily by everyone; she was still kept in an induced coma until Carlisle felt her body can cope on it's own. The guys tried to make me feel better, try and brighten the place with flowers, cards and gifts, but I just kept to myself. I blamed myself for her being in this position and I can never forgive myself for it.

Kayla had been in her coma for about 2 weeks when she able to start breathing on her own and was taken off the ventilator, slowly they brought her out of her induced coma. I was with her day in and day out, Embry, Quil and Leah looked after the business while I was at the hospital. Nana would visit during the day, giving me the silent treatment, when she came I went home and showered, I felt I had to earn Nana's trust back but I would need to take care of Kayla first and then work on earning Nana's trust back. I would then come back to the hospital in no time. After visiting hours when everyone left, I would stay; I refused to leave her side. Carlisle gave permission for me to stay, I was so exhausted that I fell asleep with my head on the bed, my arms under my head with one hand holding Kayla's hand while sitting in the chair.

I dreamt of Kayla, she was dressed in white and walking down the aisle towards me. She smiled the most beautiful smile ever as I watched her make her way towards me. When she reached me we looked into each other's eyes. We were getting married, and she looked beautiful. Then the scene jumped and we were sitting in the hospital and there was a baby in her arms, our baby. She looked up at me and stroked me hair smiling it felt so real, when I heard this voice calling my name. "Jake, Jake wake up" it was a husky voice; I forced myself to wake up.

I lifted my head slightly to look up and there was Kayla, awake and stroking my hair looking at me. A lot of her swelling had gone down at this point, but she still looked beautiful. "Kayla" I replied with tears down my eyes, I sobbed like a child I was so happy to see her eyes open.

I sat up wiping my eyes, "Kayla, you're awake" I said trying to kiss her lips as it was still a bit swollen, she smiled as I kissed her. "Jake" she said. "Kayla, I am so sorry, so so sorry, I shouldn't have…." I was trying to say. "Jake, what do you mean sorry, what happened, where am I?" she asked. "Kayla, don't you remember what happened?" I asked. "No, why am I here, what happened Jake, was I in a car accident?" she asked sounding confused and looked very frightened. "You were taken, you were hurt and you lost…" I tried to say, but when I saw her scared face I decided not to say anything further. "Lost what Jacob, taken where, please tell me, Jake, you're scaring me" she pleaded in a whisper, I looked at her, I opened and the closed my mouth not sure what to say when Carlisle walked in.

"Kayla, welcome back, you are progressing well" he said as he picked up her chart and marked on her medical notes, we both looked at him. "Carlisle, why am I here, Jacob is not saying anything" she said looking at me. "You don't remember anything that happened that night?" he asked. "What was the last thing you remember?" he asked. "Well Jake and I went out for supper and I felt sick that evening and now I wake up here" she said looking at us worried. "Jake, this is common in these types of trauma, she has had a mental block that has blocked out that memory" Carlisle said to me. "But she doesn't remember…." I gulped.

"Kayla will you excuse us just for a moment?" Carlisle asked, showing me to follow him. Carlisle opened the door and we walked out as I closed the door behind me. "Carlisle, will she ever remember what I did to her?" I asked. "Jake it's hard to say the extend or how long the amnesia will be, it could be a few days, weeks, months or she may never regain that memory" he said. "What do I do, I need her to know the truth" I said. "Yes I agree with you that she learns the truth, but I also think that the truth might hurt her further" he said.

Nana walked towards us, looking very scared finding us talking outside of the room. "What's wrong, where's Kayla?" she asked quickly coming up to my side. "Mrs Hawkes….." Carlisle began to explain about Kayla's memory loss. "I think it might be best that we don't tell her the truth especially if it might hurt her further" Nana said. "I feel she needs to know" I said, after some debating between Nana and I, Carlisle felt it would be up to Kayla if she wanted to know. We all entered Kayla's room again; she was looking around the room at the balloons, cards and flowers. "Baby!" Nana cried and wrapped her in her arms gently. "Nana, what is going on, they won't tell me anything" Kayla cried. "Please Carlisle, she has been through enough" Nana pleaded. "I want her to know what I did to her" I said sternly, I did want anyone to tell her what happened, or what I caused; I wanted her to know the truth. "No Jacob, I forbid you" Nana said. "I want to know what happened" Kayla stated very firmly.

We all sat down and we each began to tell her what we knew. I started it by telling her about the night we went out for dinner and we went to work as per normal, the following morning she got up feeling very sick. "You told me you were pregnant and I didn't handle it very well, " I said. Nana interrupted then, she saw how difficult it was for me to tell her, she then continued to tell her of her coming over there and spending the morning at her place telling her that she found out she was pregnant. From there onwards no one else knew what happened up until the time they got to the cemetery. Carlisle told her about Alaine, Alex's brother who tried to avenge his brother's death.

"I found you all battered and bleeding after Alaine hurt you; you were left for dead, Carlisle brought you to the hospital. Baby he tried very hard to save, to save the baby, but….." I broke down, my body shook as I cried, I had to get up and walk to the window to try and calm myself down.

"What happened to the baby?" Kayla asked. "You lost the baby honey" Nana said. Kayla looked over at me as I made my way back to her, taking her hand. "I am so sorry baby, please forgive me" I said, "Jake no, it's not your fault" Kayla said squeezing my hand. Carlisle excused himself and left the three of us alone as we spoke. Kayla showed no sadness of what had happened to her; it was either the shock did not settle in or she just did not register what she had gone through.

Before I knew it, people were popping in and out to visit; they had all been advised of Kayla's memory loss of that day.

Kayla's POV:

I was not sure how to be, how I could let something affect me that I didn't even remember. Jake and I had each other and we had our futures to build up now. I was feeling stronger everyday and Jake was helping me immensely, I could see it still bothered him as to what had happened to me, but I couldn't understand as to why he felt responsible.

More than a month had gone by when I was finally at home. Jake didn't spend as much time at work anymore as he was trying to help me recover, but when he did need to be at work Nana would come over and help me. "Kayla" called Jake one evening, while we were relaxing at home. My bandages were off and it wouldn't be long my casts would be off too. "Yes" I responded eating my ice cream.

"You know I love you…would you still want to marry me after everything that had happened? He said. "Jake please don't start this again, you had nothing to do with what happened to me, of course I would marry you" I said. "I am very guilty for what happened to you, remember what I told you?" he reminded her. "Jake how can I be angry about something I have not memory about, please baby, don't do this to us?" I pleaded. "What do you think about us getting married this summer?" he asked then changing the subject.

"I thought you only wanted to get married next year?" I asked. "I decided I don't want to wait any longer to be married to you, and when will we ever be ready, if we don't just do it?" he smiled. "I want to marry you as soon as you are ready" he added. "Jake, don't you…" I said as he cut into my answer with one of his electrifying kisses. "Are you saying no to me Miss Hawkes?" he asked in between kisses, I just laughed. "Okay, we can get married this summer" I answered back laughing and continued to kiss Jake.

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