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Deprivation Chapter 34

EPOV

Well I'm here and according to the bartender it is a really quiet night with very few members in. That is not a good start for me. I'm hoping she will come tonight but seeing as she has already run out on me twice I'm not holding out much hope. In fact if she doesn't show tonight I'll try once more then I'm going to probably stop coming here. As much as I love the idea of the club, it's really not the sort of life I want for myself. Yes I'm into casual sex at the moment, and no I'm not going to settle down with any of the women I've had in the alleys and carparks all over this city, but now I know she is out there , well I want more. Maybe I even want what Emmett and Jasper have, I'm not sure and I will probably have to try and see if I can make it work, but I 'm ready to at least try, I think.

The bartender pours me a large Grey Goose and passes it over the bar, "You're the second person that looks like they've really needed this tonight" he says as he adds plenty of ice for me.

I'm impatient now I'm here, so I throw back the drink and slam the glass down on the bar.

"Wish me luck" I say as I move purposely through the bar and into the club. I make straight for the suite and within ten minutes I'm naked, showered and ready to go in.

I opened the inner door and stood just inside for a moment, I needed to just take stock because once I stepped into the room if she wasn't there I wasn't sure what I was going to do. I opened the main door and hesitated for a second ,it because it was definitely quiet in here, in fact I wasn't sure if anyone was actually in, but then I took a huge breath and the scent almost knocked me over. All I could smell was strawberry and coconut and her. The realisation she was here made me gasp, it was a strange sound, a cross between a sigh of relief a girly squeal of excitement and a rumble of arousal.

I couldn't wait to get to her, so I grabbed the rope and made my way around the room. As I moved it was increasingly obvious we were the only two in there at the moment so I decided to break all the rules. I wasn't sure if or when I would get chance again so I wasn't going to waste this opportunity

"You're here, after running out on me twice I wasn't sure you would come back again" I said, it wasn't much of an introduction but I wasn't sure just how long we would have and I didn't want to waste the opportunity with niceties about the weather, whatever the fuck its was doing.

She stayed quiet, well I wasn't having that she had to talk to me so I tried another tact, I just needed to get her talking to me.

"Well aren't you going to talk to me? We're in here alone no one will know, I promise to be quiet if someone comes in" I tried to keep my voice light but I could hear the nerves and the indecision in it.

As soon as she started to speak my heart rate accelerated. I knew I'd heard her briefly before in here but her voice had an almost melodic tone, it was very sensual and went straight to my core and I was beginning to wonder if my brain was playing tricks on me.

"I didn't run out the first time that was just me trying to make a dignified exit before my clumsiness took hold. The second time I will admit to, at the time I was so traumatised by what happened I just had to leave."

Now this confused me what on earth was she talking about? What had happened last time that could have caused her to feel like that? I tried to run through our last encounter but all I really remembered was the euphoric high as she came all over my face.

"I don't understand, what happened to make you feel like that"? I asked. I really wanted to hold her but I was keeping a small distance at the moment because I didn't want to crowd her or give her a reason to panic and bolt.

"Well I had no idea what was happening when you did what you did, I didn't realise women could do that. If I'm honest I thought I had peed on you"

I was completely knocked sideways. I'd been silently congratulating myself on making her come like some erupting volcano and all the time she was thinking she had given me a golden shower. I wanted to laugh and I could feel it bubbling in my chest, just as I was about to let it out I felt a shift in the air around us. I could feel heat, a real source of hot air and I knew instantly she was blushing. I needed to control this or she was going to get embarrassed or upset or both and that would lead to her running out again.

"I can feel the heat from your blush sitting here but please don't be embarrassed; it's refreshing that you are honest enough to admit that to me."

Her response just proved to me how new this was to her, if she didn't know that women could come like that, she had obviously had a very limited sexual past or maybe none at all. The thought suddenly struck me that she could be a virgin, just because I didn't feel a hymen didn't mean anything did it?

Her technique had been good when she 'd blown me though so I'm guessing she had some experience. Shit this was confusing, it's time to take a breath and step back.

"Erm thank you, I think, I'm not really sure how to respond to that."

Another indicator she wasn't very experienced. This made my dick sit upright, while everything screamed innocence and inexperience we were in a sex club and not for the first time; two very confusing situations that just didn't sit together.

"You don't need to say anything, let's just go on from here. Do you want to introduce yourself or do you want this to remain anonymous?" I couldn't believe I'd just said that, I'd decided not to rush things so I wouldn't frighten her off. Then again if she wanted more this was her perfect opportunity to tell me, we could talk in the bar now without doing anymore. Shit I sound like a love sick puppy, what was I doing just letting this woman run the show?

Once again she shocked the shit out of me with an answer I wasn't expecting

"Do you mind if for the moment we stay how we are? I call you' my mystery man' in my head and I'm not quite ready to give that up"

Mystery man hmmm…. I could live with that for now but she was not getting away from me tonight without me having her number.

"That's fine for now, so long as you promise me we will revisit this soon, I'm not going to run the risk of you disappearing on me" I was deadly serious this wasn't going to happen again.

She let out a nervous giggle, it was sweet and made me smile, again I was sure she was young and inexperienced, everything about her just screamed it.

It was killing me sitting so close to her and not touching her so after asking her permission just like my Momma taught me, I took her hand in mine again. The tingles started instantly, the goose bumps followed and then the hairs on my arms and the back of my neck stood up. It was a familiar feeling that I was starting to crave and I didn't want to give up. All that I could have coped with, what I wasn't expecting was for my dick to literally weep at her touch. The precum was bubbling out of the top of my slit and I could feel a gentle but consistent throb I'd never experienced before. It was as though my dick was trying to feel skin itself, it was almost reaching for her independent of me.

I kissed her each of her fingers and then her knuckles; I wanted to keep my lips on her skin as long as possible and by doing this I was able to place little kisses everywhere.

Just as I was about to do a real corny move and start to kiss up her arm, she took hold on my face between her hands. I loved that she actually made a move on me, her hands caressed both of my cheeks and I felt myself moving my head against her touch. Now I know what cats feel like when they purr and rub against your legs. I just about managed to stop the purring sound, I sounded like such a freak in my own head, I needed to get a grip.

As her thumb brushed backwards and forwards across my bottom lip I heard her whisper "kiss me please".

This was something I didn't do. I never really had to do much foreplay, I had most of my conquests turned on before we got to whatever convenient spot I could find to fuck, so it was usually a quick fumble with my fingers to make sure they were lubricated enough to take me and the condom, maybe a few nips on the back of the neck, shoulders, somewhere safe where they couldn't try and capture my lips and then wham bam, in out and as soon as I was done, out and zipped up. This was different though, I instinctively knew that once I kissed her that would be it, she would have to be mine. I had a vision of my hands tangled up in long mahogany hair as I devoured a pair of lips and it made me think. Perhaps she was here with someone, maybe she had a different kink and her partner was somewhere else in the building, I mean look at that prick Garrett and his girl Izzy. Shit this could be Izzy, the thought of that brought an image of Bella into my mind, no I wasn't going there, If this was Izzy and she was going to be mine, she would have to leave Garrett alone and that would make it easier for Bella to get to know him.

"Are you sure? Because once I do, you're mine, I don't kiss just anyone, I find kissing to be far more intimate than most other sex acts."

She obviously didn't think for long because I felt her pucker up and place a kiss full on my lips, I was just sinking into the feeling when she started to pull back. Hell no, not happening, if she was going to do this she had to be all in.

"No I warned you, there is no going back now"

I took hold of her face and told her she was blushing, I could feel the heat hands were on her face and it was unmistakeable, that or she was really turned on. I'm sure I heard her ask me to kiss her or something so I leaned in and started to gently warm her lips up.

What she did next took me to a totally new place, who knew I had such sensitive nipples? I'd never really had anyone take any interest in them so when she raked a nail over it I let out a growl that could have quite easily frightened her. I didn't give her time to worry about it though and In the end, I just totally took over and dominated the kiss, exploring every inch of her mouth. I couldn't stop, I just didn't have the strength to pull away and it was only when I needed to take in oxygen that I gave her a few seconds to do the same.

We kissed and kissed, my poor dick was knocking against my stomach trying to remind me he needed some attention and I think my balls had actually retreated into my stomach. I was so close to blowing that I had to get inside her. I tried to tell her what effect she was having on me and what I needed but I 'm not even sure what I said even made sense. In the end I decided direct action was needed so I just picked her up and moved us so she was sat facing me and straddling my lap. I could smell her arousal and that mixed with her natural scent pushed me over the edge. I couldn't take this any longer, all my good intentions went out of the imaginary window, I needed her now but I was good and asked first

"I really fucking want you, if you don't want impaling on my dick now say so because I won't be able to stop if I kiss you again"

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So they have finally talked, well in a fashion….. what do you think, should she run or kiss him ?