Chapter 33B: Idiot
by lightpathetic
ZERO AWOKE to a darkened room and the sight of Kaname looking back at him intently. Without thinking, he leaned forward to kiss Kaname on the lips as he did every time he woke up this way. He had gotten used to Kaname's habit of watching him sleep; after all he did the same thing sometimes. It was just that Kaname was much more worthwhile to look at in Zero's estimation. So it took a long time before he'd stop showing irritation every time he opened his eyes to see a brown pair looking right back at him. This time though Kaname turned away making Zero miss his mouth.
"Hello." Zero said tentatively as he reached up to stretch. Kaname didn't answer. He just continued to stare and Zero wondered if he was still angry. He just settled again and waited, reaching out to stroke Kaname's hair, but Kaname pulled away rolling onto his back.
"Are you still angry with me?" Zero asked, removing his hand.
"…No."
"So what is the matter?"
Kaname stayed silent again. Zero rolled onto Kaname's chest, reaching again to kiss him, but Kaname tensed. Zero frowned.
"You don't want me to touch you?"
Kaname looked away, his face colouring in irritation.
"I can't get it out of my mind."
"What?"
"You and… him…"
"Kaname, you can't be serious. Of all the people to get upset…"
"I'm sorry. It is just me, alright? I keep picturing you with him. The way you are in bed. The way you let go… I wonder if you are the same with him. If he has touched everywhere I touch…"
"Kaname don't do this. I don't do that after you are with Sara or those other women. I cherish each time as ours alone. I don't bring anyone else into our bed or I would go crazy…"
"Do you do that thing with your hips when you are with him? I couldn't stand it…"
"Kaname. I am not doing this with you. Are you saying you won't touch me anymore?"
Kaname looked away towards the wall, his face contorted in misery. He couldn't get it out his mind. Someone else's hand on Zero's body. Someone else making Zero crazy. Pleasuring him. It was one of the things he loved to do. That made him feel alive. Special. Yet someone else was doing it. Kaname wanted to punch something. Wanted to punch him…
"I think I will go…" Kaname said finally.
"Wait. I am not finished."
"What?"
Zero held onto Kaname and he stilled, settling back onto the bed. He looked as Zero quizzically. Zero sat up and quickly threw his leg over Kaname's hip, sitting astraddle him right over his…
"What are you doing?" Kaname looked alarmed.
"Nothing. Nothing at all. Don't worry. You don't have to touch me. In fact I don't want you to."
Zero held Kaname's eyes. He saw when they instantly dilated at the challenge. Zero knew this would happen. If there was one thing he was sure of it was his irresistibility to Kaname. Not many people could claim this. He was sure most people would say that their spouses found them attractive with certainty but Zero knew for a fact that Kaname couldn't resist him. He didn't know if it was a factor of the bond or not but Zero was amazed that after all these years, as other people barely registered his existence simply because of how old he looked, Kaname still saw him as that sexy teenager he met at the academy. His head would still rise from whatever he was doing to look at him appreciatively as he entered a room, and… when Zero showed or touched his body Kaname paid attention. Kaname always paid attention.
"Zero that's… not going… to work." Kaname said hating himself as his body started to betray him. His breathing rate was already speeding up even before Zero began to unbutton his shirt. Zero sat unsmiling, his grey eyes cold, as he watched Kaname follow his hands as he slowly undid each button on the ruined dress-shirt he was still wearing. Zero was pissed. For many, many years he has had to endure Kaname's extra-relationship activities. Years! Now the shoe was on the other foot for once in almost two hundred years, Kaname was behaving like a spoilt child. Kaname didn't want to be touched? He would show him…
Kaname shifted uncomfortably as he began to grow inside his pants. Where Zero was sitting...
"Anything wrong?" Zero enquired, feigning ignorance, "You seem agitated."
"I am not. You are heavy, that's all. Could… could you move lower?"
"No. I like it here." Zero said removing his shirt and tossing it to the floor. He deliberately flexed his pectoral muscles, drawing attention to his nipples. Kaname again shifted impatiently and looked away. He knew he could get up, that he could easily stop this but… he couldn't make himself move. Zero's body always held this fascination for him that he had long stopped fighting. But he was too stubborn to give in to Zero's deliberate play on this vulnerability. He would show Zero that he wasn't as weak as he thought…
Kaname's eyes darted up to Zero's face as he heard it. A low, soft moan. Zero was touching himself.
"No!! That's not fair..."
"Kaname. No-one is making you stay."
"Zero, stop that! I have a right to feel bad that you are cheating on me! You know how I felt about anyone else touching you. You can't force me to…"
"Kaname I am not forcing you to do anything. I am merely enjoying the feel of my skin. It is so tender where I am healing, especially," Zero made a long slow movement of his right hand down his torso to his hip and then down to his inner thigh, noticing as Kaname swallowed audibly as he passed his groin narrowly, "down here where the bone broke. You did a good job…"
Zero broke off as Kaname reached for his head and tried to pull him towards his mouth. But Zero smacked his hands away. He was the one in charge.
"Now you want to kiss. Don't touch me."
"Zero. Don't do this to me…"
"I am not in the mood. You didn't want to when I was ready. And you know what your blood does to me…"
"God, Zero. Kiss me. Please…"
"No. You stay where you are. I will please myself."
Zero reached for his belt buckle. He slid the strap slowly through the buckle all the while watching Kaname's face. He was gratified as Kaname fixated on this simple movement. Again he reached out to touch Zero but Zero smacked his hand away. Zero reached to unzip his pants. Kaname whimpered and rocked. His hips rose to rub against Zero's trying to ease the discomfort; trying to connect in some way. Zero lifted his hips away, stifling a chuckle as Kaname tossed in frustration, running his fingers through his hair. Zero reached into his pants and rubbed himself, all the time watching Kaname's rapt attention. Kaname was doing very well. By now Zero would be flat on his back. Zero supposed Kaname needed a little more encouragement.
Zero threw his head back as he rubbed himself, letting out a long, low groan, knowing what his responses did to Kaname's insides. But he didn't stop there. He began to rotate his hips slowly but firmly onto Kaname's stiffness, feeling it jerk almost painfully inside his pants.
"God! Kaname I'm going to co…"
"I'm sorry! Zero please…"
Zero stifled the triumphant smirk just under the surface and opened his grey eyes.
"Go on."
"I'm sorry… I was being an ass."
"An idiot." Zero prompted, leaning forward until he was inches from Kaname's lips. Kaname's face contorted in pain as Zero again pulled away as he tried to grab him.
"An… idiot, a moron. An E-class nitwit…"
"Thank you."
"Kiss me." Kaname ordered softly. Zero's breath on his face was murder…
Zero leaned in closer, as if to kiss, brushing his lips lightly against Kaname's trembling ones then... sat up.
"No. I want a shower. Excuse me."
Zero got up and began to walk towards the bathroom. He didn't get too far however. The floor itself seemed to revolt as the room heaved alarmingly, throwing Zero onto his side on the floor. Damn Kaname and his tantrums…
"Kaname! You bastard…!" Zero began. A nearby shelf threatened to topple on him. Zero covered his head, but suddenly Kaname was over him and it hit him harmlessly on the back, before it was "tossed" to one side.
"What the hell are you doing…?!"
"Letting off steam. Did I hear you correctly? Were you going to leave me like this and take… a shower?!" Kaname spat the word as if someone had suggested he drink from a corpse lying in the street.
"Kaname..." Zero was near inarticulate with fury, "You probably scared the entire household!! You inconsiderate jerk!!"
"I don't care! It was either that or fling you through the window. Only the thought of having to retrieve you and fix you again stopped me! You were going to take a shower...?!"
"Yes!! The same one I would suggest to you! A long cold one. You deserved this! I shouldn't touch you ever again, you moron...!!"
Kaname cut off Zero's insults with a well aimed kiss. Parting Zero's teeth with his tongue, he proceeded to seek out Zero's taste and heat hungrily, his control threatening to slip at the contact. A low whine issued from his throat as he tore his lips away, his breaths stirring Zero's hair. God, Kaname thought as he crushed his arousal against Zero's warm body in sheer frustration, he couldn't handle when Zero teased him like that...!
"You don't... have to... touch me, Zero. Just... lie still…"
Zero tried to pull away but Kaname wasn't having it. "Holding" Zero he pulled off the rather worst for wear suit pants he was still wearing and dove for what had been taunting him all evening…
Zero arched and cried out as he disappeared completely into Kaname's mouth. Kaname shuddered at Zero violent reaction but held on, thrilling his tongue firmly against him then going on to suck him rhythmically, slowly..
Zero hands and feet scraped the ground desperately. He could have handled roughness. But this sweet, slow torture… Zero moaned and sunk his fingers into Kaname's hair and pulled, pushed, pleaded… all to no avail. Kaname avoided Zero's eyes as he focused on his task, his revenge, yet it wasn't entirely one sided. He could feel himself getting closer to the brink as well. Zero's pleasure always floored him. Add that to what had just occurred on the bed...
"Kaname! Kaname…" Zero groaned, lifting his hips as he closed in on his own limits, unconsciously undulating them in the exact sexy way Kaname found completely devastating. Kaname curled and stiffened as his own body released, relishing each deep throb of pleasure as much as the taste of his lover in his mouth. He didn't relent however, still having the presence of mind to spread Zero's leg and run his hand along the inner thigh, raising the other hand to pinch Zero right nipple while groaning heavily, knowing…
"AAAAAHHH!! NNGGGG!! SHHIIITTTT!!" Zero yelled, grabbing his own hair and pulling, hard. The sensation was almost unbearable; his climax seeming to threaten his very sanity.
ZERO awoke again alone. He looked at his watch and realized it was close to midnight. He sat up and stretched languidly, enjoying the feel of his thoroughly satiated body. Kaname did "punish" him over and over for a long while, finally giving in to his wife's "call" only a few hours ago. He could always tell when Sara was "calling": Kaname's heart rate rose and he became more and more distracted. Zero had dozed off again after he had left, but now he rose, starving. He was dying for a huge meal.
Zero walked into the kitchen, heading straight for the fridge. Reaching for the handle his eyes caught a note taped to the door in Kaname's hand writing. Zero tore it off with a smile in anticipation of some ridiculously corny token but instead… he saw an address. No name, just an address.
Zero was about to replace it thinking it was just one of Kaname's contacts, when it hit him. Kaname never left business addresses around for him to see, taped to the fridge in his apartment and it wasn't there before…
Zero stepped back, groping for one of the chairs at the bar counter, and sat. Kaname…
"You are an idiot Kaname. A beautiful, crazy… kind idiot. I don't deserve you." Zero said aloud, crushing the note in his hand, "Thank you."
Zero rose again and walked briskly towards his bedroom and the shower. He could grab something to eat on the way.
to be continued
Lightpathetic wrote this but these are not my characters. They belong to "Vampire Knight".
