Code Geass: The Realm of God
Chapter 34: Never run into a battle alone
Writer: Asheron Karuma
Don't own
Yes I admit I should've updated more this week, but next week I have a test week so I have a LOT of work to do for my project and I have to study hard as well...
Because of that I am already telling you that the next update will come somewhere mid next week...
Sorry for adding this one so late...
Thank you for your patience and support.
Long flashback scene this time.
last part is rated M ofcourse
-The fate of destruction is also the joy of rebirth-
When my body was filled with you
A small star descended
Into my arms
Where is it?
I'm searching for the truth
In the deep night
Wandering about the solitary universe
Hoping that I will come across you...
Chapter 34A: Never run into a battle alone
Every week he passed the same pathway.
Through the woods, across the fields to narrow dirt road that led to the small village where he could buy them food and water for the two of them.
Lelouch vi Britannia didn't mind, because he knew it was something he had to do in order to survive...
With a small basket in his hands he walked over the dirt road, not meeting anyone's eyes because they knew who he was, they knew his heritage and he knew that they didn't like him...
War was about to break out, who wouldn't hate those who came from the opposing country?
Most importantly, who wouldn't hate the son of the person responsible for this war?
He sighed as he passed to the small store, leaving 15 minutes later and noticing the same group of people outside every week, they watched him and they frowned but he remained silent and content every time he passed by...
He was beaten up before, it wasn't anything he wasn't used to, Suzaku found him once... he was embarrassed... but there was nothing he could do... but Suzaku wasn't looking at him as he would expect him to do, instead he was amazed that Lelouch, Prince of the Britannia royal family, was buying food with discount cards and that had calmed him down a little...
Sometimes Suzaku would come with him, help him carry his things and to have a conversation...
Though most conversations were about childish things... Lelouch had to remind himself that Suzaku was still a child like he was, even if his interests lay on a much higher level...
"You know... next time you go to town... I'll come along... so wait for me okay?"
But Suzaku couldn't always join him, because he still had practise with Tödö-sensei...
A great man if Lelouch had to say the least... he had talked to him several times before and it was Tödö who helped him if he had a need to talk about something...
Tödö was very wise, even if he was a women lover... he envied him a little because of his attitude, to be calm in every situation... that was surely a magnificent gift
"I'll be back in about an hour, Suzaku will probably come by after practise"
He felt bad for leaving his sister behind, he watched her reassuring smile as he closed the door behind him. However he was glad that she was waiting for him, after all she was all he had left in this world and he would do anything he could to make her smile...
He couldn't take her with him, it was impossible for him to pass through the rough areas with her fragile wheelchair... and carrying was out of the question... Lelouch wasn't as strong as Suzaku, that he had to admit with a sting of jealousy...
He wasn't as scared as he was before when he left her behind to do such things...
When he first left her she had somehow destroyed everything she could get in her reach, the fear of being alone drove her to the edge whenever he wasn't there... but that changed when Suzaku started to come around and Lelouch realised that in order to protect his younger sister he would have to allow her to make new friends, Suzaku was that person... the only one he could entrust her with...
He made his way through the woods, through the fields and on to the dirt road...
Lately the town seemed more deserted... people were summoned to the army, to fight for their country... the buildings looked old and uncared for... he could see the depression in the villagers eyes, he couldn't blame them, taxes were higher and prices rose to unaffordable peaks...
Even he hardly had money to buy things with... they had to go easy on everything... he was just glad that they were allowed to eat at the Kururugi house every once in a while...
Even Tödö had helped him once...
"172938..."
He looked at the woman behind the counter with a surprised look...
The prices had gone up again... he looked down at the money in his hands with a sad expression...
He didn't have enough... not even for 2 loaves of bread and a bag of rice...
How much more were the prices going to rise?
"I think I'll leave one bread behind... I don't have enough..."
He said in a quiet tone...
Lelouch hated talking to people, especially when it came to saying whatever was on his mind...
The woman looked at him as he placed the money on the old wooden counter, 139892... not hardly enough to afford the 3 items he needed...
But even still she smiled and gave him the paper bag, he looked at her with surprise once more and then smiled for her kindness
"How can I let a young boy starve to death... take it"
He bowed to her and thanked her for her kindness before leaving the store, that had made his day in some way and it left a smile on his face as he started his way back home...
"What are you smiling about?"
He heard someone say behind him, those punks again...
The guys who waited for him every week and watched as he bought his supplies...
He ignored them, not wanting to worry Nunnally nor lose his groceries...
So he kept on walking until one crossed his path, he was forced to stop and he looked at the man before feeling a foot against his back, he grunted in pain as he fell forward on the ground, the foot held him there and he looked up at the man who stood before him...
"I was talking to you! Why does a Prince think he doesn't have to hear what someone else is saying?!"
This was bad...
Lelouch knew this for sure and gripped the bag underneath him, he was going to get beat up again and this time Suzaku wasn't going to save him...
The people around him did nothing either... the cowards...
But the biggest coward, the biggest coward of them all was himself... he couldn't do anything...
He was too weak and too afraid to do anything...
"I'd say he needs a lesson in etiquette..."
Said another and he was forced to his feet, he was dragged along from behind and gasped as the paper bag in his hand fell on the ground, his food... without it they had nothing...
He tried to fight out of the grip but was punched across the face, he fell down on the ground again and the men around him laughed as he tried to reach out to it...
However a foot stomped down on the bag of rice, spilling its content over the dirt road...
Lelouch gasped as the foot rose up from the bag... he could almost cry...
"You won't need that..."
He looked at the man with hate and disgust, the other wasn't pleased and kicked him causing Lelouch to fall back on the street on his back... blood dripped from his lip but his expression didn't change...
"I hate your kind... you think you can just come here and steal this country... we know what you did to the others..."
This was their stupid reason for attacking him, these people knew nothing...
The lowest kind...
It was true that the Britannian army was ruthless, but that didn't mean that he was a wrongdoer as well... he was only here because he was banished... because his mother was murdered and he didn't have the courage to speak to his father...
He was hulled on his feet again and dragged along the streets...
His eyes widened in fear as he realised that they were taking him... they weren't going to beat him up...
But if they weren't then what would they do to him?!
His mind was filled with the possibilities and almost all of them pointed to one exit, death.
He didn't want to die... he couldn't die... who would take care of Nunnally? Who would cure her broken heart?!
He tried to kick and scream, causing one of his shoes to slip of his feet but when a silver knife was placed against his throat did he go silent...
The knife left behind a small cut, causing a red line to appear in his white skin...
This was very bad...
When Suzaku ran up to the wooden shed he realised that something was wrong, he could hear it when he stopped at the front door.
When he was smiling and running with anticipation at first did his mood soon change to worry and fear as he opened the door as quickly as he could...
"Onii-sama?"
She asked as he looked inside... a gasp it was... like a relieved expression.
"Nunnally...?"
He asked as he looked at the girl in the wheelchair, still unmoved from her first position...
He looked around... Lelouch wasn't anywhere near her...
Did they fight? That couldn't be right... Lelouch would never fight with his younger sister...
"Suzaku?"
Her expression changed then, from what seemed to be relief to sadness, he put a hand on her shoulder before asking her...
"What happened? Where is Lelouch... did he leave you?"
He hated asking this, but it had to be done...
"Onii-sama went to get some groceries, but he has been gone for a long while!"
She gasped at him as tears made their way down her cheeks...
"He left me..."
She gasped as she raised her hands to hold her head with...
Suzaku looked at her strangely and whipped her tears away...
Lelouch was gone for shopping, like every week... but he didn't come back?
He thought for a moment but could only come up with the worst possible situation and his hands clenched around the young girl's shoulders...
"Suzaku?"
"I'm going to look for him... I'll bring him back for sure!"
He told her with a reassuring tone before running off through the door, leaving her behind once more...
He had told Lelouch that he would come along to buy food, it was to protect him mostly...
But that idiot ignored his request... this time things had turned to the worst...
Worst of all was that it was already late in the afternoon... he hoped that he wasn't too late...
'Lelouch...'
He ignored his teacher and continued running...
Eventually he arrived in the town, out of breath but not out of adrenaline...
He walked through the streets towards the small store that Lelouch always went to, looking around at everything that seemed out of order but stepped into something...
Something that was small and hard... he looked down and stared at the spilled rice coming from a paper bag... his eyes widened and he looked forward again, fear grasping the idea of Lelouch being hurt again...
He noticed that the punks that would watch whoever came into town were gone...
Trash he called them... They could do so much more than just sitting around all day...
They didn't work, they didn't have respect for anyone... they only stole from people weaker than themselves...
He followed down the road and noticed something lying on the road, a shoe...
He bend down and picked it up, he recognised it... it belonged to Lelouch...
Lelouch was kidnapped, possibly even dead, it made his heart beat even faster than it already was... but he shook his head and continued onward...
Lelouch couldn't be dead... he didn't die that easily...
"Who are you..."
Said a cold voice from behind him...
He coughed as he tried to sit up, every inch of his body hurting because of the beatings he received... blood dripped from his mouth as he let out short gasps, he tried to breathe but found himself nearly unable to do so...
He looked at the four men before him, the bastards... if only he was stronger then he would show them... he would kill them for humiliating him like this...
"Still not going to answer?"
They tried to get answers from him, to try and locate the place where he lived...
They tried to get to her, his younger sister... those sick bastards...
It was when he heard another voice that he looked up... he knew this voice...
'Suzaku...'
He said nothing but when the other was being dragged inside the room and thrown onto the floor did he look at him in his eyes...
Suzaku stared at him with wide eyes as a gasp escaped his lips...
"Lelouch!"
He yelled as he tried to get up to go to him but he was being kept in place with a knee against his back...
"You seem to be very good friends... always talking and walking in and out... you traitor... Britannians burn our land and you befriend yourself with them"
"You're no worse than them!"
Suzaku spat at them but gasped for breath as his face was being pushed further into the mud...
"You!"
The man holding him raised his arm, hoping to hit him with the metal pipe, but as it rose up in the air Lelouch cried out...
"Wait!"
The man stopped and looked at him with an annoyed expression...
"He has nothing to do with this! Leave him out of this!"
Another walked up to him again and kneeled in front of him...
"Ara, I thought you knew each other... you always looked like such good friends..."
He pressed his eyes shut, not wanting to see Suzaku's expression as he yelled
"I only walk with him once in a while... I hardly even know him!"
The man laughed as he turned to the one holding Suzaku down, he nodded and said...
"There you have it... and as for you..."
He eyed Suzaku...
"You better enjoy seeing this... this is what happens to traitors..."
Suzaku's eyes widened as Lelouch was picked up from the floor and thrown against the wall, he watched as Lelouch gasped in pain, seeing the blood escape from his lips...
When the other pulled a knife from his pocket did he gasp...
He had to do something... anything...
He clenched his fists as he tried to move, but the knee held him in place...
He had to do something...
He opened his mouth to yell or scream... he wasn't sure which of the two would come out but he wasn't given the chance because someone else said something behind him...
"What do you think you're doing?! Trash!"
The men gasped and Suzaku looked behind him, his teacher was there...
Together with two other people he didn't know... an elderly man and a woman...
"Tödö-sensei!"
He yelled out and stared at the man standing there, calm like the eye of a storm...
What happened next was more or less a fast sequence, the punks were beat up and lost...
Eventually they ran away and never again showed their faces in the small village... Suzaku looked at the scene with pride, he felt proud to see his teacher like that and it made him feel honoured that he was his student... but when he saw his friend that image was shattered...
Lelouch was raised from the ground by his teacher, who looked at him with an unreadable expression... Lelouch had fainted but that didn't make the situation less severe, he was covered with bruises and cuts... Suzaku ran up to him but before he could do anything eh received a kick from his teacher in the stomach...
He fell down on his knees and looked at the man holding his friend... he looked enraged... Suzaku wondered why...
"Never run into a battle alone!"
He suddenly yelled out, much like all adults do when they taught their children a hard lesson...
Suzaku stared at him with a surprised expression and watched as he left...
His teacher's voice rang through his head...
Chapter 34B: Melting snow
He was afraid... it wasn't the first time Lelouch vi Britannia was scared to do something...
He walked through the hallway in the hospital...
His hands steadily shaking with every step he got closer to the door...
He wondered how it looked like behind it... not that he really wanted to know...
It was probably worse than he thought it was...
He looked at the other passageways, no one was here... only the nurses running nightshifts came by every once in a while...
He wasn't even sure why he decided on coming here, it was far away from the harbour and he was certain that his half brother didn't approve with him on going outside alone...
But he needed this... he had to do this for his own sanity... because it was his fault she was here in the first place...
"Where are you going?"
Lelouch eyed his younger half brother Castor and answered in a careful tone...
"To the hospital, to visit a friend..."
Castor's eyes widened in surprise and he answered in a childish yet worried tone...
"At this time?! Why now!"
Lelouch looked at him and answered...
"Because I have to do this..."
It was all that he had said to the other, he wasn't even sure why eh had informed him about his plans... but something about Castor seemed to relax him... their friendship was growing because he needed someone to talk to, without Suzaku Lelouch had no one to talk to in an open way...
He had no place to be himself but Castor allowed him to speak freely and that is why he hanged out with him he guessed...
He put his hands around the doorknob and slowly turned it, his heart was racing as the door swung open and he looked inside the dark room, only seeing the lights coming from the machines as a steady beeping tone came from its speaker...
He turned on the lights and there she was... he walked up to her with a sad expression...
"Shirley..."
He sat down on a chair next to her bed and looked at the flowers standing on the other side on a table...
Carefully he grasped her hand and cherished it...
For a moment he said nothing, he tried to find the words he needed in his mind but found himself fun able to even express his guilt towards her...
He looked at her, noticing how beautiful she lay there... as if she was sleeping...
"I'm sorry..."
He finally gasped, but he didn't cry...
He grasped the hand tighter and looked at her long fingernails...
"I'm so sorry..."
He said again as he held the hand against his cheek...
Why did this happen... why of all people did it have to be Shirley...
"I will get you back someday... I promise..."
He said and eventually he stood up and left the room, he couldn't take it anymore...
He couldn't face this alone... it was too hard for him...
He leaned against the door and waited there for a moment...
He would get Shirley back to normal... it was a promise...
He looked up when he heard footsteps and watched the nurse pass by, he smiled at her as he prepared to leave and walked to the elevator...
Once outside he noticed how cold it still was and pushed his hands into his pocket, a small cloud of cold steam escaped his lips every time he exhaled, he looked around at the remains of snow underneath the large trees outside the hospital... the snow was almost gone now...
Four days ago it started snowing, but during the day it was still warm so it melted pretty quickly, he was glad about that... Lelouch hated snow...
He wanted to walk forward until he noticed that someone was standing in front of his, he looked at this person and a smile crossed his face...
Castor was standing in front of him, wearing casual clothing and sunglasses...
"Castor... what are you doing here?"
He frowned and asked this person, but he didn't respond as quickly as he had hoped...
"I was looking for you..."
The other said and raised his hands to remove the glasses, Lelouch's eyes widened as he saw what was hidden behind the glasses...
He had been driving all afternoon to get back as quickly as he could...
He wasn't necessarily in a hurry but Suzaku was feeling the need to go faster...
He wanted to get back as quickly as he could so that he could see the other again... he wondered if anything had happened to Lelouch while he was gone, but he shook that thought off because he trusted Lelouch to be careful during his absence...
He was gone for a total of four days, the first on which he drove to the hospital and visited Shirley, the next in which he came to the fisherman and travelled to Kaminejima Island, the day after he was brought back ashore by the same man in the evening and during the morning he started his journey back to Tokyo... back to the military base near the harbour... back to Lelouch...
He arrived early in the evening, he drove into the hangar and eventually came to a stop...
He leaned back and sighed because his long journey had finally come to an end... and looked upwards towards the familiar ceiling and lighting before removing his goggles and helm...
"Suzaku-kun!"
He looked at the two of them as they walked towards him, he smiled at them...
Cecil and Lloyd, they had seen him drive inside...
"You're back!"
He got up from his cycle, immediately regretted his fast pace... his behind was killing him and he had to stretch first before he was even able to walk...
"You look exhausted!"
Cecil looked at him with an angry expression as she continued to lecture him...
He could only smile at her response...
"Where did you go?"
He looked at the pudding earl and eventually answered with a lie...
"I've visited an old friend of mine... nothing serious..."
Lloyd gave him a strange look and Suzaku continued his conversation with Cecil...
Lloyd of course had his suspicions, because he was... well Lloyd of course, he knew what was going on before anyone did...
"Where is Lelouch?"
He looked up as Suzaku asked them, when Cecil was unable to answer his question he turned to Lloyd, who of course smiled before telling him...
"He said he had to go somewhere... he left 30 minutes ago"
Suzaku felt saddened by that, he had just missed him...
It would probably take him a long while before coming back...
"Suzaku-kun... you don't have to be sad!"
Cecil clasped her hands together making him snap out of his daze, he looked at her strangely...
"Let's celebrate your return!"
He looked at her with a confused expression...
"Come with me!"
Before he knew it he was being dragged along the hanger...
Chapter 34C: Homecoming
He blinked as he found himself still in front of the hospital, he looked behind him as if he was missing something...
But there was nothing he could think off...
"What was I doing...?"
He whispered to himself as he noticed himself being colder than he was before...
He grabbed his mobile phone and flipped it open, he was standing still for about 10 minutes...
How strange...
He also noticed that he didn't have any calls coming in this evening...
Maybe he should call him? But he was probably too busy to even notice it... let alone talk to him and telling him where he was...
He sighed as he made his way to the monorail station...
He noticed something strange when he came back to the ship...
He walked inside the hangar and realised that neither Cecil nor Lloyd were there...
He shrugged it off on the possibility of them doing paper work or something else...
He continued walking but something caught the corner of his eyes and he stopped, he stared at the motorcycle he knew so well...
Suzaku, he had come back?
A sense of adrenaline poured through his veins but also a languishing feeling...
Suzaku was back... he wanted to see the other more than anything now...
Before he even realised it he was running down the hallways like a child on a scavenger hunt...
He was running so fast and thinking so much at the same time that he wasn't even focussing on what he was doing... eventually he bumped into someone and looked up at this person when he heard a familiar laugh...
"Are we in such a hurry?"
He looked at the crazed Lloyd and apologized to him...
"Ano, have you seen Suzaku?"
Lloyd smiled and answered...
"He told us he wanted to get some rest..."
Lelouch nodded
"Thank you..."
Now with a direction he continued to run forward, taking the quickest route he could think off and eventually he came to the door he knew so well...
He caught his breath as he raised his hand to get out his key card, he was ready to swap it through the slit but something made him stop...
What was he going to say?
Lelouch was in such a hurry that he didn't think of anything he could say...
For once he was at loss of words and tried to think about something...
"How stupid..."
He whispered to himself and with all his courage pulled the card through the slit, the door opened up in front of him and in front of him Suzaku stood...
He was drying his hair with a towel and already wore his pyjamas: a lose T-shirt and a pair of boxer shorts...
They stared at each other, unmoving and silent...
Suzaku lowered his hands from the towel in his hair as he looked at him and Lelouch didn't move at all...
That was until the sliding door closed again, with him still outside the door...
He mentally cursed for this stupidity and readied himself to pull the key card through the slit once more but the door had already opened from the other side...
Suzaku had run forward as soon as it closed and had pressed the open button as if it was able to prevent the end of the world...
He stared at the other whose hand was still in midair with the key card between his fingers...
He smiled as he took the other by his wrist and guided him inside
"Surprised to see me?"
He asked with a soft giggle and Lelouch pouted his lips
"Don't laugh... what do you expect..."
Suzaku looked at him, still unchanged and just like he left him...
His Lelouch... right now he looked normal, as if nothing had happened at all...
"Failures for not succeeding the trails of God..."
He smiled at him and Lelouch looked at him strangely... wondering what the other was thinking
"What?"
He asked him and tried to reach out to him, but Suzaku stepped forward and pushed Lelouch against the door, his lips seeking contact with that of his lover...
Lelouch returned the favour and parted his mouth, their tongues engaging in a fierce battle for dominance, Lelouch wasn't surprised... because he longed for it as well, in fact he had missed it and as he thought about it... he wouldn't be able to say anything instead he just felt like pinning the other down and taking him right then and there because he missed him so much... he wasn't surprised that Suzaku thought of the same tactic and it made their little game all the more passionate...
He was pushed fiercely against the wall and gasped when he felt teeth bite down in the lower part of his neck, this was certainly going to leave some marks... but that wasn't important right now...
With his hand he grasped for the other's back as he felt a hand reach up from underneath his clothing to cares his chest, he felt his jacket being taken off and soon after his shirt was being removed as well, but not completely...
His arms were still inside the sleeves and the collar remained stuck underneath his nose as the rest covered his face, before he had the chance to even do anything or see what was going on Suzaku had pressed his lips against his once more and continued to nibble on his lower lip, he gasped slightly as he felt blood in his mouth and when Suzaku tasted it he backed away, the shirt was removed and Lelouch licked his lips as he looked at the other, Suzaku smiled at him and eventually said...
"I missed you..."
Lelouch smiled and put his arms around the other's neck before kissing him again, a hand made its way down from his lower back but he didn't mind not until he felt himself being raised from the ground, his legs forced to be wrapped around the other's waist as he was pushed against the metallic door... only then did he realise how careless that was, because he knew how loud he could be and it didn't take much sound to be hear able on the other side of the door by by-passers...
He looked down, blushing vividly as Suzaku continued to attack his chest, licking his way from his collarbones to his chest...
He leaned forward and whispered in the other's ear...
"We should move to the bed..."
Suzaku stopped for a moment and asked him
"Why?"
Lelouch frowned at this question...
"Just do it..."
He couldn't see the other's face and first thought he was kind of disappointed but when he felt a hand wrap around his upper legs did he gasp in surprise as he was hauled over the other's shoulder
"Suzaku!"
He nearly bumped his head against the stupid bunk bed as he was thrown onto Suzaku's bed, he looked at the other bewildered by his action but also because he was being looked at with the strangest expression, as if he was being scanned over, but that soon didn't matter anymore because Suzaku was on him once more...
Lelouch's hands rose up to his chest, removing the annoying clothing...
It wouldn't be needed, not tonight...
His hands rubbed over the tight muscles, he looked at him and felt slightly proud of having him...
His hands were grabbed and forced out of the way as Suzaku bend down once more to lick his chest, he back arched as he felt the other making his way down, his hands still being held and forced not to take action, he moaned at this helplessness and couldn't help the thought that he was being teased with, because Suzaku stopped once more and eventually released his hands to remove the last parts of useless clothing... his pants...
Even with all the things the two had done, Lelouch still felt embarrassed about this part...
It was probably something that would stick by him every time they would do it...
He moved his legs upwards as Suzaku got rid of both his pants and underwear, he could see the other staring and blushed slightly at his target... it was then that Suzaku looked at him and smiled casually like he would always do when he would reassure Lelouch and before Lelouch could even say wait he placed his hands against his hips and started to lick his erection...
Lelouch gasped at the feeling and then realised that this was what Suzaku felt when he was doing this to him... but when Suzaku took it in his mouth did he fully realise what an overwhelming feeling it was and he gasped as he felt the support in his arms leave and fell backwards against the mattress gasping and moaning at the same time...
"Su..."
He tried to say his name, but the overwhelming feeling that was spreading through him made him unable to say anything clearly without bumps and turns...
But this wasn't what he wanted, okay partly he did want it but not like this...
After being alone for four days it felt un fair towards the other to be pleasured like this...
"Stop..."
He tried to say it, but it couldn't pass his lips like he wanted to... but as if he was heard clearly did Suzaku look up to him from between his legs with a confused look and eventually he crawled forward again to be able to speak to the other...
"Did I go too far?"
He asked casually... Lelouch sort of envied that he was able to talk so openly about these things...
He shook his head and kissed the other as he grabbed Suzaku's hand when they parted he put his fingers in his mouth, covering them with saliva and he removed them as he said
"Wouldn't it be unfair if I only get the benefit of the situation...?"
The other hand tugged Suzaku's still on boxer shorts, signalling a command of removal...
Suzaku smiled and realised that for once Lelouch was not being selfish when it came to these things and removed his own boxers, only then did Lelouch feel completely obliterated by his senses, because raw skin was something different than fabric...
Suzaku kissed his again as he guided his hand downwards, pressing in the first finger and twisting it slightly as he pushed in another, he started scissoring and Lelouch gasped slightly at the discomfort able feeling it was giving him... it didn't hurt, well not yet but he knew that the pleasure he would receive in return would be worth it...
He frowned as the third finger was placed in as well, Suzaku was attacking his neck so he tried to move his attention to that and when he felt that he was ready and Suzaku realised this as well, did they looked at each other... this time without the constant questions as Suzaku prepared himself to enter him... he nodded as the other looked at him with a questionable look and gasped as he felt himself being filled... it hurt less than before but still it hurt and tears sprang in the corner of his eyes as Suzaku readjusted himself...
Suzaku leaned forward and it was then that Lelouch found the courage to speak...
"God I missed you..."
He gasped as Suzaku started to thrust forward, he gasped when the other hit a bundle of nerves...
A loud moan escaped his lips, Suzaku noticed and thus repeated his action causing Lelouch to see white dots for a second before even knowing what had happened...
Eventually he came, Suzaku continued to reach his own climax and soon after they lay against each other, Suzaku finally pulled out and fell on the mattress next to him, catching his breath as sweat covered his already tanned skin... Lelouch looked at his exhausted face and moved some hairs from his face as he caressed his cheek...
"I love you..."
He finally said with a soft smile and Suzaku's eyes parted slightly as he smiled back,
Lelouch was under his protection, he wasn't going to let him die...
Someway he would go to the mainland and find out the truth...
"In the royal library you will find your answer..."