Ana's POV
Today is sunday and even though it's nearly 8 in the morning I'm still in bed watching Christian sleep. True to his word he worked late for the rest of the week and didn't come home until almost midnight only to sleep a couple of hours and get back to work early. He even had meetings yesterday and today is his one day off before another week of working late starts. I knew that this deal he is working on is really important, but what I didn't find out until yesterday is that if this deal fails more than 5000 people will lose their jobs.
Christian is really worked up about this and he is putting in so many late hours to avoid having to go to Taiwan. I told him if it was needed I would go with him, because part of why he is trying to fix this from here is that he doesn't want to leave me alone here in Seattle while he is away on business. So, going with him seems to be the best choice.
My Dad talked to Elliot and he can start to work for him in june. He wants to take Patrick on a camping trip, so this won't be a problem either and my project is running so smoothly that I can go with Christian if needed. I look at him and smile. He looks so young and peaceful when he's asleep. I really want him to sleep as long as possible today. He hasn't slept more than 4 or 5 hours each night all week, so he really needs this. When it's nearly 9 am I get up and decide to surprise him with breakfast in bed. So I tiptoe out of the room and find Patrick pacing the hallway.
"Finally!"
"Shhhh! Christian is still sleeping, do you need something?" I ask and before I know it Patrick grabs my hand and pulls me into his room.
"I need some advise. I mean you're a girl, right?" I try not to laugh, he is so nervous because Nataly is coming over for the BBQ today and it's just too cute to see him like this.
"Yes, so what kind of advise do you need."
"Well, I asked Ryan and Reynolds since you were asleep, but I'm not sure." Oh shit, I totally forget to let them have it for the shitty advise they have given him on Tuesday, so this can't be good.
"Not sure about what?" I ask and he opens a drawer and returns with pairs of board shorts and one pair of speedo's.
"I have no idea what to wear Ana. Ryan told me to go for the speedo, he said umm... you know to show off my package" Oh, I'm so going to kill them, but first things first.
"Patrick, believe me, you don't have to do something like this. The girl agreed to come the moment you asked her, so she clearly likes you and as for your clothing choice, the white and blue board shorts are good, wear them."
"Cool, thanks Ana."
"You're welcome. Do you need anything else?"
"No, that was all."
"Good, I'm going to surprise Christian with breakfast in bed, see you later and please if you need advise ask me or Christian if we are not here, call us or Dad or even Elliot, but don't take advise from Ryan or Reynolds, they have no idea what they are talking about."
"Okay, what about Taylor?"
"If you want to talk to him or Gail, do it, they are both fine." I leave his room and storm down the stairs and into the security office not giving a damn that I'm only dressed in one of Christian's t-shirt's.
"You two!" I hiss pointing to Ryan and Reynolds who both push to their feet immediately while Taylor leans against the wall. "What the fuck is wrong with you two to tell a 15-year-old boy to wear something just to show of his package?"
"I'm sorry . It was supposed to be a joke" Ryan stutters. "A joke, well you better watch yourself because the next time either one of you gives some fucked up advise to my baby brother both of your will be fired." I yell at them and Taylor steps forward.
"Ana, can I have a word with you?" I nod and follow him out of the office. "Ana, they just made a joke, this is no reason to threaten them to fire them."
"Taylor, this is the second time they did that, a couple of days ago they told him to tell the girl he likes that he lives in a big mansion and that I'm his sister and Christian is his brother-in-law, to get to come here today. This is not acceptable, my brother has been through enough lately and this shitty advise is getting him nowhere. Talk to them, I mean you have a daughter, do you want them to tell her when she is 15 that showing of her cleavage will make her extra popular?"
Taylor's eyes darken dangerously. "You are right, I haven't seen it this way. I will talk to them, it won't happen again."
"Thank you, Taylor" I give him a warm smile and make my way into the kitchen.
"Good morning Ana. Is Mister Grey coming down too?"
"Good morning, Gail. And no, Christian is still sleeping, I want to surprise him with breakfast in bed."
"Anything special?"
"No, just the usual breakfast." I tell her and while she starts to fix it, I make my way to fridge and get some fruits and veggies out of it. I bought this incredible new juicer last week, where you can put anything in it and make your own juice. I love it and Christian hadn't had the chance to try it yet, so I want to make some juice for us this morning.
I put some kale, ginger, apples, mint leaves, orange, carrots and honeydew in it and juice it. Yesterday Kate and Elliot came over while I tried to juice some peppers and broccoli with cherries as I read this mix was good, but the color was awful and when Elliot joked it looked like diarrhea I lost all interest into tasting it, but this mix looks much nicer and the taste is mind blowing. Plus, it's healthier than any juice you can buy.
When the breakfast is ready Gail insists that she carries the tray upstairs for me and I want to roll my eyes at her, but let her do it anyway. My blood pressure is still an issue so everyone is watching me extra closely and Christian even made sure that the security takes those blood pressure cuffs that can be used around the wrist everywhere we go. I probably should be more concerned, but both times I had issues with my blood pressure it was because of this damned Hyde and the last two days my blood pressure is fine, so provided this crazy idiot stays in the facility he was admitted to, I'll be fine.
My concerns about Christian's reputation after the incident have evaporated. He was pictured like he hero by the media and it is safe to say that he will be nominated to become the husband of the year. I've read so many comments on the internet of people who think he did the right thing that I actually started to agree with them. Though Christian still insists that I get a license to carry a gun and I will get it probably next week. I hope that I will never in my life have to use it and once the baby is born I will talk to Christian about getting rid of the gun. I don't want a gun in the house or at least anywhere near the baby.
Once we are outside the bedroom I take the tray from Gail and she opens the door for me. Christian is still sleeping to I place the tray on the chest of drawers and get into bed again careful not to wake him. I lean down and start to kiss along his jaw line, down to his neck and when I kiss his ear I feel his arms snake around me.
"Hmm, that is much nicer than waking up to the alarm" he murmurs sleepily and I look up and him smiling.
"Good morning Mister Grey, I hope you have slept well"
"Very well, . You are up early today."
"No, you have slept long." his gaze shifts to the alarm clock on his nightstand and with that he is fully awake.
"It's nearly 10 am Ana, I have never slept that long in my life"
"You needed it Christian and I enjoyed watching you sleep. Do you want breakfast in bed."
"That sounds very good , but first I want you!"
It is well after noon when we finally manage to leave our bedroom and make our way downstairs.
"Baby, I have to check my e-mails real quick, I'll be back in 15 minutes tops."
"Ok, I'm going to prepare lunch, anything you would like?"
"Hmm, something light, oh and another juice, those are good, can you put banana and coconut in mine?"
"I can try to mix something" he gives me a playfully smacking kiss on the lips and goes to his study while I make my way to the kitchen where Gail is preparing the food for the BBQ.
"Hi Gail, have you seen Patrick?"
"Yes, he is outside with the dogs, Ana. Can I do something for you?"
"No, I'm just making a quick lunch and some more juice."
"I can help you with that, you need rest Ana."
"Gail, I know you have my best interest at heart, but I'm pregnant, not sick. I can make some sandwiches and juice, it's not a big deal."
"I'm sorry, Ana, of course you can do that, I guess nevermind." she murmurs and I frown, something is really bothering her.
"Gail, is there something that is bothering you?"
She wipes her hands with a kitchen towel and sits down at the breakfast bar. "When I was twenty I met my first husband. We feel in love the instant we met, we married only a few months after we met and of course we wanted to have kids. I lost three babies in less than a year. It was terrible, I was devastated and then I was pregnant again and I was scared out of my mind. But everything went fine, the day I went into labor I was so happy, I knew it was only a matter of hours before I would finally be a mother. My husband wanted to get us to the hospital, the next thing I remember is waking up in the ICU. We had a car accident, my husband died in it and so did the baby. I guess I'm just projecting my fears on you now."
Gail wipes away her tears and I can't help it. I walk over to her and hug her. "I'm so sorry that this had to happen to you." I whisper and take a step back.
"I'm good now. I love Jason so much and I never thought I could love like this again, but I do."
"Have you... you know, talked about having children?"
"We did, Jason really wants a baby and you know, I'm going to be 40 in a couple of months, so we have to make a decision quickly, but it scares me and of course I'm needed here especially with you being pregnant and..."
"Gail, you know Christian and I love you like family, we want you happy and if you want to try for a baby, we can find someone who takes over for you. You will still live here and you are always welcome in the house. Don't make this decision about us, it's about you and Jason. Can you picture your future without children?"
"No, I always wanted to be a mom."
"Then you should try. I can call Dr. Greene tomorrow, she is one of the best in her field here in Seattle. Besides, if you would have a baby soon, our kids could grow up together, they would always have a friend close by."
"Yes, that would be nice. It's just, at my age there is so much that can go wrong. I'm afraid it will drive Jason and me apart if we try and it doesn't work out."
"Gail, Jason loves you, I assume he knows your story and I am a hundred percent sure, that he will be there for you no matter what will happen. My advise for what it's worth, you should at least try or you will spend the rest of your life wondering what if."
"Thank you, Ana. I guess you are right. So, do you need any help?"
"No, I'm fine. I'll just make some sandwiches and juice for lunch. Can I help you with the salads or anything else for the BBQ"
"I'm almost done." she says and so I quickly go to the patio where Patrick is playing with both dogs and ask him if he wants something as well, but he is too nervous to eat. I tell him that he should at least eat an apple and go back to the kitchen.
I've just finished preparing lunch when Christian walks into the kitchen and he looks stressed out again.
"Something wrong?"
"I called Ros, the Taiwanese are still making us a shitload of problems, I have to fly over there Wednesday."
I walk over to where he is standing and wrap my arms around him. "It's going to be fine Christian, so Taiwan, what do I have to pack for that country?"
"You are really coming with me?" he asks surprised.
"Yes, I told you I would. I want you to concentrate on your job and not worry about me being here alone. My dad is taking Patrick on a camping trip next week, so he will be fine and Gail can look after the dogs. And besides, I want to be where you are, so if you have to fly to Taiwan I'm coming with you."
"I love you so much, , but we have to ask Dr. Greene if it is safe for you to fly."
"The second trimester is considered the safest time for a pregnant woman to fly" I grin at him, see I already did my research.
"Perfect, okay, let's eat and then I'm going to make all the arrangements, we will have to stay for about a week. Is that okay for with you?"
"Sure, I can arrange my appointments so that I can go away, no big deal." I can tell from the look on his face now, that he feels a lot better about his business trip now. With the whole Hyde situation, he was just to worried to leave me here and I suspect that he wouldn't even have trouble with this deal if he would have gone to Taiwan weeks ago, but I understand his reasons.
After lunch Christian has some more calls to make and I'm pretty tired, so I decide to take a nap. After that I look through my clothes and try some of my bikini's because I'm planing hang out in the pool with Kate and Mia once they arrive.
"Damn baby, I don't think this bikini top was so revealing when you wore it on our honeymoon" I hear Christian behind me and scowl at myself in the mirror.
"No, it sure wasn't. I need new bikini's my boobs are getting so darn big. I can't go to the pool like that."
"Why not?"
"Do you want your brother and dad to see me like this?" I ask with one raised brow and his face darkens.
"No way, I mean I'm sorry but this top barely covers you. Do you want me to send Taylor over to Neiman's to get you some new ones?"
"What, no! I don't want Taylor to buy bikinis for me. I'll call Kate, so she can bring me one of hers for today. She has huge boobs so that should fit." I mutter and call Kate. She promises to bring a white and a red bikini top with her, as I have bikinis in these colors where the bottoms still fit.
"See, all done. Maybe I can do some shopping in Taiwan, I heard they have great malls over there and I really need new clothes, I barely have clothes that fit anymore." I mutter and gently pat my belly. Jeez, I'm only 14 weeks along today, but over the last couple of days my belly really started to pop out. The craziest thing is, I can't suck it in. I tried it to fit in my favorite jeans, but it doesn't work.
Christian steps behind me and rests his hands over my belly. "I like this, soon every one will see that you are having my baby. Oh, and I thought we could release the statement confirming the pregnancy rumors next Wednesday, this way we can avoid the media back here for a while. Is this okay with you, Ana?"
"Sure, I guess if we don't do it soon the paparazzi will go crazy trying to get a picture of my belly." Secrectly, I hate that we even have to announce my pregnancy publicly, but if I learned something about the media since I married Christian, it is that if you give them something they will give you more space in return. So, they can have their announcement and we will allow one magazine to make a story about us and take pictures of my when my pregnancy is further advanced.
We also talked about giving them one picture of the baby. If they have it they won't be so relentless by trying to get the first picture of our baby. But, we both also agreed that there won't be anymore pictures as our baby grows up. If we can help it, we don't want anyone to know how he or she looks. It's just much safer this way, though it will be tough for the security to keep the paparazzi away.
"Good, so Mia has sent me text, she is already on her way and your brother is pacing the livingroom, so I guess his little friend is arriving soon, too. Oh, and Taylor told me you let Ryan and Reynolds have it, I talked to them, they will not give anymore of their advise to Patrick."
"Thank you" I turn around and tilt my head a little so he can kiss me. "Baby, Mia will be here any minute and I really need to fuck you again, turn around and bend forward, press your palms against the mirror to support yourself, this is going to be quick."
I do as I'm told and he tells me to spread me legs a little more. Once I'm in the position he to have me I can see him kneel down behind me in the mirror and he slowly pulls my bikini bottoms down kissing and nibbling my buttocks and legs all the way down to my ankles as he does. He does the same thing back up and then he start to lick my folds, separating them to dip is tongue inside me, I can't help it, I start to moan and grind into his face when his tongue flicks over my clit.
"Keep still, baby" he chuckles.
"I can't, not while you ... ohhhh ... not while you doing this to me" I gasp and he playfully bites down on my clit, making me jump and squeal, before he continues to stimulate me with his tongue and I feel this tingling sensation in every where. As my moans are getting louder he thrusts two fingers inside circling them to open me for him.
"Oh baby, you are so wet, I'm going to fuck you now" Christian gets up, I hear him open his zipper and he grabs my hips before he rams into me hard.
"Fuuuckkkkk" I cry out and he stills for a second giving me the time to adjust before he starts to move fast and deep.
Oh my, he wasn't that wild in a while, I can feel myself getting close and my knees start to shake at the same time.
"Christian, ohhhh... hold me... I think... I can't..." I plead not able to form a complete sentence, but he wrap one arm around my middle giving me the support I need.
"Come on, baby, give it to me" he growls and that's my undoing. I come screaming his name and feel him reach his climax at the same time.
"Are you okay baby?" Christian voice pulls me back in the now and I frown. We are on the floor and I'm cradled in his lap. How did that happen?
"I have no freaking clue. Wow, how did we get here? Talk about fucking someone's brains out, I have no idea what happened after I came" I giggle and Christian throws his head back and starts to laugh.
"I noticed that, fuck I knew I could make you squirt." he chuckles, looking all proud of himself and I look up at him.
"I did what?"
"You squirted, you do know what I mean, right?"
"Yes, I know what you are talking about, wait I did that?"
"Yup, you did baby" he smirks and points to the floor and my legs which are both wet and I blush.
"Hey, don't be embarrassed, it was the freaking hottest thing I have ever seen, I knew I had you when your legs started to shake like crazy, how did it feel for you?"
"Mind blowing, I don't think I ever came like that. I have literally no clue what happened."
"Next time I film it so you can watch yourself come like that" he says and my mouth pops open.
"What, it was sexy as hell, could become easily my favorite home video" he shrugs and this time I have to laugh and kiss him.
"We can talk about that another time, now I have to take a shower and clean the floor before our guests arrive." I announce, but he continues to hold me in his arms, not allowing me to get up.
"Gail can clean in here."
"What, no way! What do you what to tell her, ' oh Gail, would you clean the floor in walk-in-closet, Ana squirted all over the floor' this is so not going to happen, Grey. I'm cleaning this myself" I mutter embarrassed and he laughs again.
"How about that, you have your shower and I clean the floor, I would join you in the shower, but then we will never get downstairs, so hurry, I'll take a shower after you." with that he allows me to get up and I hurry into our bathroom and shower quickly, still wondering about this whole squirting thing. I always thought this was a myth and only somehow faked for porn movies. Hmm, I have to ask Kate if she ever did that before.
After the shower I just put a yellow summer dress on with no underwear and some flip-flops as I have to wait for Kate and the bikini tops. Thankfully, she arrives first and I choose the red one which fits perfectly.
Christian and Elliot are already outside sipping a beer when we arrive and Kate and I are not even outside for a minute when Mia arrives and oh boy, she has at least 15 shopping bags with her. Well, I guess now we don't need to buy anymore clothes for the baby and for the next 30 minutes she is busy showing us every piece she picked out. I have to admit, every piece is simply precious, though now we have tons of clothes for boys and girls, so I guess no matter what we get, we will have to get one of the opposite sex later too. Christian on the other hand shows only interest in the boy stuff and already declared that we are having a boy. For his sake, I hope it is true, we can have a little girl later, but he will do much better with having a son first.
Dr. Greene said when I have my next check up in two weeks we might be able to see what it is, if it is in the right position, so I hope we can find out then, so Christian can stop worrying because it is a boy or has enough time to warm up to the fact that we are having a girl. No matter what it is, I know I will be over the top excited either way.
A little later Taylor announces that Miss Nataly Allen has arrived and Patrick is so nervous his face is all red and he is shifting from foot to foot while she walks outside and goes off to greet her.
"Look at them, oh my aren't they cute" Mia giggles as we watch them talk to each other, both shy and embarrassed.
"Yes, oh and isn't she pretty, she looks so cute" I gush and Kate and Mia agree as we continue to watch them, while Christian and Elliot are smirking at them.
"Baby, if you all continue to watch them, Patrick will only get more embarrassed" Christian whispers to me.
"But, they are so cute!"
"Ana, your brother is a guy, guys are not cute, we are handsome!"
"I think you are cute" I giggle and he makes a face, but I guess he is right, we shouldn't be watching them and give them some space.
So, Kate Mia and I go to the pool and I take my dress off. "Awwwww! Look at your belly, Ana. This is so cute" Mia gushes and pats my belly. "Hi, baby, I'm your auntie Mia, I can't wait for you to come out" she suddenly yells at my belly making me jump and everyone look at her.
"What? I've read that a baby can hear voices outside the belly if they are loud enough." she shrugs with a big smile.
"Umm, Mia, I think if you continue to yell at my belly like that the baby will never come out because it is scared." I don't want to hurt her feeling, but she scared me with the yelling.
"Okay, sorry." she grins not hurt at all and I sigh in relief. I love Mia, but sometimes she can be a little over the top.
A little later the three of us are in the pool and Kate still looks at me deep in thoughts. "What is it, Kate?"
"Isn't it weird, you know, knowing that there is a real human being inside you and that it wants out there in a couple of months." she says and I can't help but laugh. This is exactly what my thoughts on being pregnant were before I found out that I was pregnant.
"No, it feels, I don't know it just feels amazing to know that my baby is growing inside my belly, I can't really describe it, but it's amazing."
"Aren't you scared about the birth?"
"No, well a little, I mean the pain and all, but if can hold my baby at the end of it, I know it will be worth it."
"Don't get me wrong, I really want kids, but I will have a planned c-section. I mean, blood and pain and in the end you are all loose down there, no thanks" Kate says making me laugh.
"Loose down there?" I giggle.
"Yes, I mean no guy wants a wife with a baggy vagina. I heard a colleague at work talk after his wife had their third child and said fucking her now would feel like throwing a sausage into a gymnasium."
"Eww, first, that guy must be a major asshole to talk about his wife like that and second even after giving birth several times this doesn't have to happen. You can train your vagina with ben wah balls and there are other things you can do." Actually, I'm appalled in behave of the poor woman who has a husband talking like that about her in front of others.
"You can?"
"Sure, just google it Kate."
"I don't know, well I have at least a couple of years until I have to think about such things."
And with that we leave this topic, Carrick, Grace and my dad arrive and the guys are all around the enormous barbecue grill talking about the best ways to grill a burger, while Kate, Mia, Grace and I are now on the patio talking and having a good time.
"He is so happy, Ana, I never thought that I would see him like this. Married, with a baby on the way and just happy with his life. I can never thank you enough for that." Grace says as she watches Christian who is having a good time with the other men laughing and drinking beer while the food is on the grill.
I just smile at her, not knowing what to answer. It's not like I really did anything, we just fell in love, it's simple.
"Can you hold this a second" I hear Kate's voice and she hands me her glass of white wine, so she can put her bag on the table and look for her phone in it, which is ringing.
"Jeez Kate, try a smaller bag, I could easily fit half of my closet in this monster of a bag" I tease her while she is still trying to find her phone in the depths of her handbag.
"What the fuck are you doing!" we all look up when Christian yells this and I'm a little confused when because he is charging towards us clearly furious. I look at Mia, Grace and Kate, but they are looking at him just as confused as I do.
The moment he reaches us, he grab the glass with wine I'm still holding from my hand and slams it to the ground. Oh crap, he thinks I was drinking alcohol.
"Christian, calm down, this is not..."
"Don't give me that it isn't my glass crap! Is it so hard for you not to have a drink for 9 fucking months? Damn it Ana, I can't believe you are playing with the health of our child like this!" he yells at me and I can hold my tears no longer. Damn it, I should be mad, but those darn hormones are making me so emotional.
"I was just holding the damn glass for Kate, so she could get her phone out of her purse and now excuse me, because I'm going to bed!" I yell back through my tears and storm inside. I just want to curl up in bed, but of course Christian is right behind me.
"Ana, wait, please."
"No! Leave me alone Christian, you made it sound like I'm an alcoholic who can't stop drinking even when pregnant. Do you really think I would do that to our baby?" I yell at him as I storm through the livingroom and he catches me and wraps his arms around me.
"No, let me go!" I sob but the more I struggle against him to tighter he holds on to me.
"Please, I'm sorry, baby. I lost it, I'm so so sorry, please don't fight me, please" he begs me and I stop, he is crying, too.
"Don't leave me, Ana. Please!" he whispers as I look up at him and all my anger vanishes.
"I'm not leaving you, Christian. I was mad and wanted to be alone upstairs for a while. Do you really think that I was going to leave you?" I ask and gently wipe his tears away.
"I ... no... but seeing you run from me, it just scared the shit out of me. You know with all that is going on, this Hyde guy, the paparazzi and me working late, I was just worried you had enough." he confesses and I hug him tightly.
"Christian, I love you, I will never leave you. You don't have to worry about this, but you have to trust me that I won't do anything that is bad for our child. I would never do that. You could have just asked me why I had the glass in my hand."
"I know, it was just I looked at you, saw the glass in your hand and lost it. I'm sorry, forgive me, please" he asks and I kiss him softly.
"You are forgiven, but don't let it happen again."
"I won't, is there anything I can do to make you feel better?" he asks and my gaze shifts to his piano in the livingroom.
"You could play something for me" I answer and point to the piano. He smiles, takes my hand and leads me over to the piano, where I sit down next to him on the bench.
He starts to play and I smile when the sounds of 'I don't want to miss a thing' fill the room. Christian starts to sing the lyrics and I just watch him and listen to his voice, but this time I surprise him when I start to sing with him.
He looks over to me with the biggest smile and we continue to sing the song while he plays the piano. When we finish he leans over to kiss me.
"I had no idea you could sing like that, baby."
"Well Mister Grey, a girl has to have some secrets, besides I like surprising you."
"Awwww so cute" we hear Mia's voice and turn around to find our family standing at the entrance of the room. I blush and hide face on Christian's neck.
"Were you all listening?" he asks. "We heard you sing Christian, I had no idea you could sing and then Ana. It was so beautiful" Grace says and makes us all laugh because of course, she is crying again. I love my mother in law dearly, but boy is she emotional.
"Wait, if you are all here, who is watching the grill?" I ask and Elliot curses and darts outside making us laugh again.
The rest of us follows him outside and we all enjoy the BBQ, though I know everyone is watching me eat as I have a burger, followed by a steak and lots of salad.
"Wow, you can put it away girl" Elliot whistles and I poke my tongue out at him.
"Is that an invitation to do something dirty?" He snickers and both Kate and Mia smack him on the back of his head the same time making us all laugh out loud.
"Looks like your friend and my sister learned that from you" Christian chuckles.
"It works good for you, maybe your brother will learn this way as well" I giggle and smack his thigh playfully.
Sometime later we all just sitting on the patio talking and having a good time, but I feel so tired, I get up and curl up in Christian's lap.
"Tired, baby?"
"Mmmh" I mumble and he kisses the top of my head. "Do you want me to put you in bed?"
"No, I wanna be were you are" I yawn and so he just wraps his arms around and I fall asleep listening to the chatter of our family.
Next update Monday... if you want to see how I imagined Ana and Christian sing go to my Pinterest, there is a clip on the board for FSOHT, the link is on my profile page. Let me know if you want to have the trip to Taiwan covered or not ... if not the next chapter would be them finding out about the sex of the baby, picking a name etc. ... so leave me a review or send a pm with what you want the next chapter to be...