Well I'm working on more of the lovely chapters I am responsible for and this is one of them. Also I'm just bored and I have an idea for this one so far.

Chapter 34- Some Things You Just Give Away

Kanda's POV-

Everything had become dreary to say the least. Asarina's kidnapping affected everyone and now with Narul gone everything was just plain out depressing. I wouldn't say anything to anyone but I did miss them both...mainly Narul though. I still believe Asarina causes too much trouble. Not too mention she has my Moyashi acting all strange all the time. Like at the moment I am watching him sitting out on the balcony of our room staring out across the vast forest of Paris, France. He likes to keep to himself a lot to and he hasn't really talked to me about anything recently. When he does talk he goes on about not being able to wait until Narul gets back so he can help the little dragon find Asarina. Then he goes on about wanting to help rescue her if she is found.

Now that I have actually stopped and began to watch him I have noticed how alike both Asarina and him are. Both of them are secretive, anger proned, detail oriented, and downright defensive; if you met them together you would think they were siblings. That thought scared me a little thinking about it, but I knew that would never be the case. Like right now Allen was sitting outside talking to himself and every time I try to get close to the glass to try and listen he shuts up quickly. I had tried asking him about it but he blew up on me and told me it was none of my business. I knew his anger bursts came from the small remnants of the Vex34 in his system. The drug was pretty much gone out of his system but he still showed those side affects, not as severe from when Shaun Chi was here, but still had those random moments of extreme hyperness to his random moments of anger and sadness.

"Hey." I look up to see Allen standing there soaked to the bone and I look outside to see there was a downpour of rain.

"Feeling better?" I asked and he just shrugged and crawled into the bed curling into me.

I didn't care that he was soaked and I just wrapped my arms around him. He was taking this whole thing just as bad as Narul and Komui. He had been fairly close to Asarina and I know he missed her deeply seeing as he hasn't gotten to see her since he woke up. There are times when he blames himself a little from not waking up sooner. Again all due to Tyki saying something to him. Allen lays here with his head on my chest and his arms wrapped around my waist, I could feel the moisture from him being soaked seeping into my clothes and most likely into the bed.

"I could be doing something to help, but I'm not." He mutters and I sigh wrapping my arms around his shoulders and holding him very close.

"We all could be doing something but we can't. Narul is the only one who'd be able to find Asarina. He is one of the best trackers." I tell him leaning my head down and leaving a small kiss to the top of his head.

"Then someone should be out there with Narul keeping him company! He must be so lonely!" He cries and I only sigh turning us so we were laying on our sides. I felt his legs intertwine with my own as he hugs onto me tighter.

"Allen I want you to listen to me okay?" I ask and I feel his head nod against my chest.

"No matter what you think, there was nothing you could do to protect Asarina. You were stuck in a coma and you can't help that. It's not your fault." I begin to explain and Allen begins to cry. I only lay there running my fingers through his hair.

"Everyone is right, I shouldn't have fallen for Tyki's trick but I did and I am just as much to blame as is Cross, but we still both did what we thought was right. Her kidnapping yes should have been prevented. I want you to stop blaming yourself." I finish and Allen is just laying here crying hugged onto me.

Eventually Allen stops crying and he is just laying there his eyes blank and emotionless just like they were when he was heavily on that drug. At least I knew it was caused this time from his own emotions becoming overbearing for him to handle. I laid there still combing my fingers through his hair watching him. We just laid here in silence and didn't move until the clock read that dinner was going to be served soon. I helped Allen out of bed and into a change of clothes before the two of us made our way towards the cafeteria. We were half way there when Cross joined us. He stood on the other side of Allen and even ruffled his hair, Allen didn't respond and the three of us continued on.

What surprised me the most was when it was our turn to order our food and Allen didn't really order much of anything before he headed to the table where Lenalee and Lavi was. It felt as if I was watching Allen walking through a daze. I watch as Lenalee tries to talk to him and like most of my days have been she was blown off as well. Grabbing my food I head over to the table and take a seat by him. He is just aimlessly picking at his food every once and a while he would take a bite.

"Is everything okay with Allen?" Lavi asked once Cross had came to the table taking the spot on the otherside of my Moyashi.

"Yea, he's just a little down with Narul being gone." I explain, I planned to one day talk to Cross about my worries with Allen. Right now though wasn't the best time since he was sitting with us. Not like it would matter, Allen was tuning all of us out anyways.

"Yea it's pretty hard on everyone. My brother still locks himself away with paperwork." She explains and I notice that she to is picking at her food. Actually all of us were.

Damn it Narul find your mother and get back to the Order...both of you.

Short Chappie I know, but thats the point. There's probably going to be quite a few of them but we'll see. Please Review