I need you...

The heat inside me had started to cool off. But i knew, the second i step back into the room, it will begin to rise once more. Shaking the feeling off, i take in a deep breath. As i walk back into my bedroom, i notice Jeff. He was lying on my bed with
the tv on. What's worse, he was only wearing his trousers. The sight of his chiselled torso sends a warm tingle through my body. He looked so perfect! His hair was flowing down towards the bed as he propped himself up on one arm. He notices me walk
into the room and smiles at me, patting the bed to signal me to take a seat. Hesitantly, i place myself next to him, looking to the tv. I had to keep my eyes away from him. The second i see his perfect form, the heat inside rises. "what are you watching?"
i feel him shift a little "i just put anything on while i waited for you." my heart was pounding once again. I knew i had to get into bed with him, but the thought of it was sending me crazy. How long can i keep up this 'friends' business?

I shift uneasily and sigh. I couldn't let anything happen, if i keep Beth in mind. It would kill her inside if i jumped into bed with her ex. I feel Jeff's hand rest on my bare leg "everything ok?" suddenly, his words bring me back to reality "yeah i'm
fine. Lets get some sleep" he smiles warmly and stands up. To my surprise, he removes his trousers, kicking them to the side. My eyes must look like saucers! I couldn't seem to pull them away from his almost naked body. His laugh breaks my thoughts
"like what you see?" my cheeks turn red and my heart begins to flutter "shut it Hardy! Don't flatter yourself too much, it's not good for your ego" he begins to laugh again as he pulls back the duvet, sliding himself into my bed. My heart is pounding
so hard it could jump out of my chest. Taking in a deep breath, i also slide into bed, wrapping the duvet up around me.

Jeff's eyes were focused on mine as he smiles at me "goodnight Lex" i return his smile "goodnight" as his eyes closed, i began to feel the heat from his body. How was i supposed to sleep with him next to me, almost naked? My thoughts kept jumping from
him to Beth. One minute i was thinking about Jeff and his body, and the next i was thinking how much it would hurt Beth. I really was in a mess. I didn't know what to do for the best. Eventually the thoughts slow down and i drift off to sleep.

I couldfeel something warm and heavy on one side of my body. I stirr a little, trying to ease whatever was pressing on me. Nothing seemed to help. My eyes flicker open and my head instantly starts to throb. I let out a low groan and bring a hand
up to my head. But i notice an arm draped over my body. My heart begins to pound fast as i realise Jeff was cuddling me. I turned gently, so i'm facing him. He looked so peaceful and content. I almost felt bad for waking him up. As i placed a hand
on his hip, i shook him a little. His eyes opened gently and a smile took over his lips "good morning. Did you sleep well?" i instantly melt inside "yeah, did you?" his hand slowly brushes down my arm, causing a tingle to follow the traces "i can't
complain." we lie there, lost in each others eyes for a moment.

I feel his hand come up and caress my cheek. Our eyes still connected. A smile takes over his face, before he leans down pressing his forehead to mine. Having his face so close to mine sends my body into a frenzy. I felt so guilty for the feelings i was
getting. My body was aching for him and my heart wasn't far behind. I had fought so hard to keep my control so far, but it was becoming harder by the day. Each time i saw him, i would find myself wanting him more. It was getting more like i need him.
I could feel his warm breath on my lips. His hand was still cupping my cheek and his thumb was tracing over my cheek bone. The sensation inside me was growing. Breaking our eye contact, he closes his and gently presses his lips to mine, tenderly.
I was in shock and trying to stop myself at first. But his tongue started to dance over my lips, begging for entrance.

My eyes closed and i gave in to the feelings inside me. Our tongues began to battle as our kiss deepens. His hand slowly moves from my cheek, down my neck, over my shoulder and then traces my ribs to my hips. Stopping at my thong. His touch was turning
me into jelly and my heart was now pounding faster than ever. I could feel the intense heat inside me starting to rise. My hand started to glide over his hip and then to his back. He felt so warm and strong. My finger tips were almost tingling. His
body starts to press against mine as he deepens the kiss. I was now moaning slightly into his mouth. I wanted him so bad! All the guilt had left me for the moment and all i could think about was him.

His fingers trace the seam of my thong, delicately, before he pulls them down. I manage to kick them off, without breaking the kiss. His fingers start to dance over my thighs and up to my tummy. My hips start to buck as my need for him rises. I never
realised i could want someone as bad as i want him. My hands trace his muscles before falling on the seam of his boxers. He smirks into the kiss before letting a finger slide into me. My back arches and i let out a loud moan. The feeling of pleasure
takes over, fast. I loved having him inside me, but i wanted more! He began to move his finger, in and out. My moans became louder and my hips started to buck harder. I feel his weight start to shift as he presses my back to the bed, climbing on top
of me. Positioning himself between my legs, he continues to move his finger, in and out. The pleasure was almost too much. I needed him, now! I trace both hands down his chest and place them under the seam of his boxers, pulling them down as far as
i could.

I could feel him pushing against me, and it was sending me crazy. My hips started to buck faster and harder, but he kept his cool. He smirks into the kiss and enters another finger. My back arches once more and i start to moan even louder. I could feel
his length against my leg, which made my need for him grow. This moment was perfect. "oh shit! I'm so sorry, i...i didn't realise.." her words make us both jump and instantly stop what we were doing. I could kill her! I had finally got to the stage
where i didn't care about the consequences, and she ruins it!