Disclaimer & Warnings:

I do not own the Turtles, as much as I would love to.

Romantic pairings include 'turtlecest': OCxDonnie; LeoxRaph.

*These later chapters are converting the story to an M rating for language and innuendo / adult content.

**THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS SO MUCH TURTLECEST IT WILL MAKE YOUR BRAIN EXPLODE INTO CANDY.**

***Mmm, candy.***

Chapter Thirty-Six

All Or Nothing – Leo & Raph

Cheesy as he thought the idea was, Leonardo could swear he felt time slow as Raphael reached for him. Already supersensitive to their surroundings, when Raph put his hands on his shoulders he could feel every ripple in the pads of his calloused hands. The warmth of Raphael's palms contrasted with the slightly chilled air, and the dual temperatures made him shudder. He greedily wanted those rough hands touching him everywhere at the same time.

Leo took a deep breath to calm his racing mind. Whenever he felt a rush of emotions his first instinct was to quell them, to label them and place them in the proper box to be pondered at a later time. With a single glance, Raphael could ignite passion he'd never felt for anything or anyone, and his resolve would slam into place.

Leonardo was afraid to feel so much in such a short span of time. But even as he was fearful, he knew the only person he could ever trust with such a journey would be Raphael. Raphael lived in the moment; his loyal and ferocious heart led his every action.

"Leo?" Raph said quietly, fearfully, studying his partner. Every time they got this far, that accursed Fearless Leader facade would settle into place. What had Don said? Defense mechanism.

Raphael's eyes narrowed in determination. Tonight he was going to break through Leo's stupid wall. It was annoying, selfish, and just damn unhealthy.

"I'm here," Leo replied softly.

"Is it you?" Raphael pulled him closer, eyes darting back and forth between Leo's. "Or are you withdrawin' from me again?"

He waited patiently as he watched a confusing mix of emotions cross Leo's face. As much as he wanted this to happen, wanted to claim Leonardo as his mate and he as his, Raphael wasn't going to force him.

It was all or nothing.

Leonardo stared at him, something in his liquid chocolate eyes shifting, as if he were seeing Raphael for the first time. "I'm scared," he whispered.

Raphael snorted. "What, ya think I ain't?"

Leo blinked owlishly at him. "Why are you scared?"

Raph shrugged in embarrassment. "It's the 'what ifs'. What if I hurt ya? What if ya hurt me? What if ya don't like what I do- what we do together? What if ya wake up in the morning and tell me it's over?" He shook his head, smiling. "There's a million things that could go wrong. But yer worth the chance. I meant what I said, Leo- I'll fight for you. Whether it's a bigass fugly monster; Master Splinter's acceptance; or my own subconscious." He placed his hand gently on Leo's face. "Why are you scared?"

"I- I don't want this to ch- change us," Leo stuttered, sounding desperate. "I don't want this to change our bond."

"But it will, Leo. Hell, it already has." Raphael frowned as Leo's fear flashed in his eyes, and leaned forward to rub his face against his. "It's changed for the better. Don'cha think so?"

Leonardo relaxed visibly, relief flooding his body. "You're right, of course. I just don't want this to go away."

"Then we'll make sure it don't," Raphael breathed against his cheek.

"I'm not used to expressing myself in such a manner," Leo whispered, tilting his head down to nip at the skin on Raph's neck. "So you can't hold me responsible for my forthcoming actions."

"Sure I will," Raph panted, surprised at the soft bites. "Yer the leader, after all."

"Raphael," Leo murmured between his nibbling, "tell me one last time. You're certain I am who you want?"

In spite of the heat of his desire overwhelming his senses, Raphael had to pause to roll his eyes in frustration. "Leo. I mean this in a completely playful an' fun way, but if ya don't make a move soon, I'm going to rape you."

It felt as if the floodgates of Leo's heart opened, filling him to overflow, anxious to be shared. With an impressive growl, Leo shoved Raphael backwards onto the couch and climbed atop him in one swift move. Astonished, Raphael let his shell sink into the cushions as he watched Leo's hypnotic eyes dance above his.

It was going to happen. That wall was gone- for good, Raph hoped.

Now to set about winning his wager. He was going to make Leo beg and scream his name!

But Leonardo had other ideas. Raphael was the key to his passion, and he wanted to channel that passion into his partner. He allowed his obsessive lust to cloud his judgment as he crushed Raph beneath him, roughly pressing his mouth to his. He bit Raphael's lower lip urgently, demanding access to his tongue. Raph gasped, opening his mouth willingly and wrapping his tongue around Leo's. Their noses were pushed painfully together, and they dragged in a breath when they could between exploring the other's mouth.

Raphael felt Leo's nails digging into his arms and gave the first moan of the night, mixing with their rising churrs. Leo's tongue, his hands, his weight… It was almost sensory overload and they hadn't even gotten started yet.

Leo lowered his chest to touch his, feeling their vibrations echo against each other. A shiver of pleasure ran down his spine to the tip of his tail when Raphael moaned, and he raked his nails down Raph's arm, earning a second one.

"A bit of pain to add to the pleasure?" Leo hissed as he finally broke their kiss.

"Apparently," Raphael gasped. He reached around Leo's shoulders, clawing at his shell to pull him back down for more. Leo allowed him, but turned and buried his face against Raph's shoulder instead of his mouth; he nuzzled Raph's collarbone for a second before dragging his teeth across the skin.

Involuntarily Raphael's hips bucked against his brother's, groaning lustily as pleasure bolted through his body. "Fuck, no wonder you like that so much!"

"Mm-hm," Leo mumbled. He lifted his lips briefly, breathing gently on the wet skin and enjoying the wanton sighs and churrs escaping his partner. He felt Raphael reach up and untie his bandana, and he shook his head, letting it fall to the floor.

"No masks," Raphael whispered. "No hiding. I want to see the real you."

Leo pushed on Raph's shoulders, raising his upper body and granting him a tender smile. He shifted his weight to one hand, his other snaking underneath Raph's head to tug at his bandana as well. He loosened it, then bent forward and clenched it in his teeth. Raph's eyes were wide as Leo gave a soft growl, snapping the red mask from his brother's face and spitting it on the ground to rest beside his.

Raphael used the brief silent moment to link his arms around Leo's neck, pulling him down for another savage kiss. A frisson of pleasure crawled over his skin as his hands then wandered down Leo's sides, stopping frequently to hook and mold into the small grooves and ridges of his plastron. He felt Leo sinking his weight on top of him again and his fingers tugged roughly, melding into his chest.

"Raph," Leo rasped, pulling his head back once more, "tell me what you want."

"You," he whispered. "You doin' whatever you want to me."

Leonardo took a few heavy breaths, considering his partner. "I want you to feel the pleasure you've given me."

Raphael chuckled softly. "Whaddya mean? We haven't really done anythin' yet."

"I'll change that," Leo breathed huskily. He grabbed one of the decorative pillows nearby and tucked it under Raph's head, who gave him a puzzled look.

Raphael licked his dry lips as he watched Leo's head fall against his chest. His head was tilted now, and he could clearly see Leo's expression. Slowly, too slowly, Leo began sliding down his body, planting hungry kisses down his plastron. Raphael winced as Leo rested his chest between his legs, and he wriggled under him.

"Leo," he nearly whined. "I'm really uncomfortable now." He gestured past Leo's head, toward his thighs.

"Mmkay," Leo murmured, immediately shifting his weight toward the back of the couch. Resting an elbow beside Raph's thigh, he brought his other hand up, caressing the insistent bulge that was now level with his face.

It was really going to happen.

Guessing what he intended to do, Raphael's hands rested on Leo's head, cradling and stroking it gently. He groaned in relief and desire as Leo's fingers twisted under his plastron, slowly teasing his hidden cock from under his carapace.

Raphael's gaze locked onto Leo's; alternatively puzzled at his brother's hesitation and wanting to shout and beg him to suck him off. The cold air was not pleasant, and he felt exposed and slightly embarrassed. Leo sat there, curled by his legs, his dark eyes filled with emotion. The tension built and hung in the air, as suffocating as humidity.

A frown marred Raphael's face as he heard Leo whisper something he couldn't decipher. Surely he wouldn't back down now, not when-

Leonardo darted forward, his soft lips closing around the head of his shaft, and Raphael won his bet.

"LEO! F-fuuuck!" he screamed, writhing as Leo's tongue wrapped lasciviously around his cock. Nothing had ever felt so good in his entire life.

Leo bent his head further, drawing another inch into his mouth before slowly raising his head, sucking hard as the cock slipped past his tongue. He let it completely leave his mouth, fascinated by the pre-cum and saliva glistening on the skin.

"You don't have to yell," he admonished lightly, giving Raph a pleased smile.

"Fuck… you," Raphael panted, pointing at him for emphasis. "Ya don't know… what that feels… like yet."

"Poor choice of words, Raphael," Leo whispered, his eyes glowing with desire.

"Or the right one?" Raph laughed. His hands pushed down on Leo's head urgently. "C'mon. You wanna talk or fuck?"

"Both?" Leo chuckled, bending his head and licking the underside of his cock teasingly before taking the head in his mouth again.

"F-fine," Raph gasped, his nails chafing Leo's skin. "I'll talk, you fuck." He groaned loudly as Leonardo chuckled again, the sound vibrating against his cock deliciously.

Leo placed one strong hand on Raph's chest, leaning his weight on it as he moved to a kneeling position between his legs. Concerned he wouldn't be able to take his brother's entire shaft into his throat, he wrapped his fingers below his mouth, gently tightening them. He began an agonizingly slow rhythm, moving up and down Raph's hard cock as his other hand kept him pinned down on the couch. His tongue eagerly laved Raphael's cock, loving how he tasted.

Raphael made a valiant effort to not thrust into Leo's warm, wet mouth; but as Leo's tongue brushed over a particularly sensitive spot just below his head, his hips bucked urgently. Leonardo gasped, gagging as he swallowed most of him. Not wanting to break his pace, Leo didn't jerk his head away; just curled his tongue around the shaft as he pulled it slowly out of his mouth.

"I- I'm sorry," Raphael moaned.

"I'm fine," Leo said wryly, his eyes crinkling in a smile.

"Good," Raph breathed softly. "Cause watchin' you choke on my cock is the sexiest thing I've never imagined."

Taking that as a challenge, Leo's head ducked again, closing his eyes as he relaxed his throat to take in as much as possible. Instead of resuming sliding Raph's cock in and out of his mouth, he kept still; gently closing his lips around him and sucking rhythmically. He choked softly each time he attempted to take more in.

"Leo! Leo... Leoleoleo," Raphael moaned his name over and over.

The unadulterated lust in his voice sent shivers down Leo's spine once more, and he got an idea. He released his grip on Raph's cock, taking a moment to stroke his inner thigh before coming to rest at the slit by his tail. He felt Raph's body tense as his finger nudged his ass playfully.

"Th- that's unfair," Raphael whimpered.

Reluctantly, Leo pulled Raph's cock out of his mouth so he could respond. "No it's not. You're going to need the preparation."

Raphael's eyes widened as Leo put the finger in his mouth, licking it suggestively before replacing it above his tail. He couldn't tear his eyes away from Leo's hooded ones as he felt the finger apply pressure, then slip inside him gently.

"Oh, fuck," Raphael groaned, raising his ass to meet Leo's hand.

"That's the idea."

"Hey," Raph said sharply. "I talk. What's your job?"

Leo's tongue swirled around the head of his cock, their eyes still locked. "You tell me," he said seductively.

"Fuckfuckfuckme," Raphael muttered shamelessly, struggling under Leo's hand that still held him down. He churred loudly as he felt Leo's finger stretching him.

"Not yet," Leo whispered. He tilted his head again, more confident this time as he sucked and pulled Raphael's cock into his throat. As he thrust his finger into Raph's ass, he snuck a second one in, parting them slowly to stretch him further.

"I can't last much longer," Raphael warned through gritted teeth.

Leonardo glanced up, his lips curling in a smile. "If I were evil…"

Raphael shuddered as every syllable vibrated against his throbbing erection. "Which I hope ya ain't…"

Leo gently shook his head 'no', bending to resume his ministrations.

Raphael felt like his skin had caught fire. Dizzily he watched Leo's head bobbing back and forth, suckling his cock hard as his fingers dove again and again into his ass. Tension centered in his stomach and spread outward, numbing his limbs even as he gripped Leo's head intently.

"Leo," he breathed again in warning. His knees rubbed against Leo's shoulders, his toes curling as he tensed, sensation building upon sensation.

His tongue. His breath. His hand. His fingers. His eyes.

Those beautiful chocolate brown eyes, begging him to cum.

Unable to think clearly, Raphael roared a string of incoherent words as he came. He arched his back, choking Leo in earnest, pumping his seed down Leo's throat as he trembled violently. He moved a hand from Leo's head to grip the back of the couch for stability.

Leonardo pulled his head back, eagerly lapping the sides of Raphael's cock, causing him to shudder at each touch. He slowly withdrew his fingers, looking up to meet Raphael's fiery golden eyes. He licked his fingers as well, giving him a devilish smile.

"Leo…" Raphael moaned, collapsing back against the pillow.

"Is that all you can say?" Leo teased.

"Righ' now… yeah," he panted back.

Leo chuckled, then crawled up his body, resting his head beside Raph's.

"Yer not done, are ya?" Raphael asked, sounding upset.

"No." Leo bit down on Raph's collarbone for emphasis, who yelped in delight. "I just want to catch my breath."

"Yer tellin' me," Raphael mumbled. He wrapped his arms around Leo's neck, holding him close. "I- I've got to do that for you."

"Later," Leo murmured, trailing kisses up his neck.

"Later tonight?" Raphael asked eagerly.

"If you wish."

"Hell yeah I wish." He lightly rapped a knuckle on the back of Leo's head. "I want to please you too, y'know." His hand slid between them, impatiently reaching under Leo's plastron to tug on his erection. He felt Leo's breath hitch. "C'mon. What's your job?"

Leo turned his head, whispering softly against Raph's ear. "To fuck you."

"Damn straight," Raphael muttered. He wrapped his fingers around Leo's cock once he coaxed it free.

"I'll be gentle," Leo said, his voice still a whisper.

"Forget being gentle," Raph said, slowly sliding his hand up his cock. Damn, he was hard and ready. Not a surprise, though.

"I'm not going to hurt you," Leo replied, his voice stern.

Raphael grabbed Leo's hand, dragging his nails roughly across his neck as a reminder. "Don't make me beg."

"What if I want you to?" Leo smirked, relaxing.

Raph winked at him. "Actually… if you'll give me head every night, I'll wear a pink tutu and sing in front of Mikey."

They burst into laughter, clinging to each other as they shook with their mirth.

"So…" Raphael drawled finally, moving his hips against Leo's cock, "I'll beg. Please?"

"That's it?" Leo frowned as he licked his fingers again before inserting them in Raphael's ass. "That's pathetic."

"Oh gods, Leonardo," Raphael moaned, bucking his hips against his hand again. "Please, claim me. Make me yours."

"That's better," Leo said silkily. "Now, do you want to get me wet enough to enter you?"

Wordlessly Raphael nodded, pushing Leo back and sitting up with him. Excitedly he brought his legs around, kneeling by Leo's erection. Almost shyly, he leaned forward and rubbed his face against it, breathing in Leo's musky scent.

"Raph," Leo groaned, "I've run out of most of my patience by now."

"Oh, I see how it is. You can tease me, but I can't tease you?" Raphael asked, grinning up at him.

"Raphael," he growled, his hands gripping Raph's head, trying to pull him forward.

Raphael kept his eyes locked on Leo's a second longer. "Beg me, then."

Leo took a steadying breath, dropping his hands to rest on Raph's shoulders. "I can't claim you if you don't help me."

"'That's pathetic'," Raphael mimicked. He licked his lips invitingly, leaning close enough to breathe on Leo's cock.

Leonardo shivered, his voice soft in the darkness. "Raphael, please. I want to take you."

"Claim me," Raphael corrected.

"I want to claim you," Leo whispered hoarsely. "Please."

"So do I," Raphael replied huskily. He kissed the head of Leo's cock, smiling when Leo gasped and dug his fingernails into his shoulders. Gently he wrapped his lips around Leo's cock, thrilled to hear Leo's voice strain with passion. He licked all around the head, reveling in the exhilarating taste and texture.

"Raph," Leo panted, "Raph, if you keep that up, I'm not going to be able to claim you for a while."

"Fine," Raphael scoffed, tilting his head to trail his wet tongue up and down. "Better?"

"Somewhat," Leo breathed harshly. "Sit back." His hands pushed on his shoulders roughly.

"Like this?" Raphael asked, leaning his shell into the back of the couch.

"Perfect," Leo said, his voice dripping with lust. He reached down and spread Raphael's thighs before settling between them.

"D-don't you want me to, uh, bend over or somethin'?" Raphael asked, confused.

Leo shook his head as he rubbed his erection against Raphael's stomach. "Sometime, yes. Tonight, no." He leaned forward to give him a quick gentle kiss. "I want to see your face."

Raphael nodded once, then scowled playfully at him. "Too much talk, too little fuck."

Leo placed himself at Raphael's entry, hesitating until Raphael moaned and pushed against him. Gingerly Leo pushed back, the head of his cock slipping inside.

"Shit," Raphael breathed heavily, his widened eyes peering up at Leo's. "That'll set you on fire."

Leo couldn't help but chuckle. "You okay?"

"Yesss," Raphael hissed. "More."

Leonardo leaned against his chest, inching his way into his ass. Raphael moaned and writhed underneath him, but refused to let him slow down. After several moments, Leo was fully buried in his brother, and he rested his head on Raph's shoulder.

"Fucking hell," Raphael gasped. "Ya gotta let me do this too. Hurts like a bitch at first, though."

A groan of pure lust was ripped from Leo as he tentatively moved once against Raph. "Gods, Raph, you have n-no idea…"

"Bite me," Raphael pleaded, turning his head to expose his neck. "C'mon. Hard."

"Freak," Leo managed to mutter before diving for his throat. He licked, then nibbled his skin before biting down on a cord of muscles.

"Yeah, whateva, you pr- fuck yes, just like that," Raphael sighed happily. He moved his hips, causing Leo to pant and moan against him. "Fuck me, Fearless Leader."

His willpower lost in his desire, Leonardo thrust again, and they both trilled and churred at the sensation.

"What… are you, an… an old man?" Raphael growled unsteadily. "Faster, dammit."

"Nice mental image," Leo laughed, biting his way down to Raphael's shoulder as he complied.

"It worked," Raphael muttered. He gasped for breath, shifting slightly under Leo's thrusting. "R- right there," he begged.

"Here?" Leo shoved his cock roughly into him.

"Yes," Raphael groaned.

"Here?" He thrust again.

"Yes!" Raphael nearly shrieked, clinging to Leo, swaying with the now violent thrusting.

"Raph, I'm-," Leo halted, leaning back to stare at him. "I'm close."

Raphael frowned at the unspoken question in his eyes. "What, you think I want you to stop? I do! Stop talkin'!"

"So should you," Leo snapped. He gripped Raphael's face, ramming his tongue into his mouth as he frantically bucked his hips into Raph's. Seconds later, he thrust deeply once, his cries of ecstasy muffled against Raphael's mouth.

Raphael wrapped his limbs around Leo, holding him as closely as possible as Leo shuddered through his climax. He massaged Leo's tongue with his own as the elder's struggles calmed, then ceased.

Leo collapsed against Raph, feeling like gravity was suddenly twice what it should be. They breathed as one, and Leo closed his eyes, listening to Raph's erratic heartbeat slow.

"Why haven't we done this before?" Leo asked when he felt he could talk.

"Cause we're stupid?"

"I'll buy that."

They shared a tired chuckle.

"Hey, Leo…"

"What?"

Raphael tilted his head to kiss his brow. "What did ya say earlier? Before ya went down on me."

Leo smiled, cuddling into his chest. "I said you've always been mine."

"And always will be," Raphael whispered back.

It took less than a minute for them to fall asleep.

[Author's Note]

RAPHAEL IN A PINK TUTU

OMG