Born From Chaos

by Aryillia

The land steeped in chaos, ambitious men strive to take it for their own. Beside them are warriors born from the ashes of war. The story mainly focuses on Wei. It will mostly revolve around Dynasty Warriors 8 but some historical references will be made too. Features an OC/Xiahou Dun pairing. Rated M for language and sexual references.

37. Chapter 37

Cao Cao - Mèngdé
Cao Ang - Zǐxiū
Xiahou Dun - Yuánràng
Xun You - Gōngdá
Xun Yu - Wénruò
Guo Jia - Fèngxiào
Jia Xu - Wénhé
Zhou Yu - Gōngjǐn
Sun Quan - Zhòngmóu
Sun Ce - Bófú
Dong Zhuo - Zhòngyǐng
Zhang Fei - Yìdé
Tao Qian - Gōngzǔ
Liu Bei - Xuándé
Guan Yu - Yúncháng
Zhang Liao - Wényuǎn
Xiahou Yuan - Miàocái

This was becoming an all too familiar sight for Cao. The only thing that seemed to change was the position in which he stood. As Liu's lover, Cao took his position on the right side of her coffin with Bianshi standing a respectful distance away, as she was not a true member of Liu's family. Cao looked down to Liu's lifeless body. Her face was covered with a yellow cloth and her body covered with a light blue one. How many dead loved ones must line the path of his ambition? How many must he leave behind? At least Liu would be reunited with their son Shou. It was a small solace but he chose to hold on to it all the same.

Cao turned his attention to Ang, his first born. Their first child. As her son, he took his place on the left side of her coffin. He could see his son was actively trying to look everywhere but at his mother's lifeless form. Cao could vividly remember the joy on Liu's face when she found out that she was carrying Cao's first child. She was so beautiful, so pure. When Ang was born, Liu swore to Cao that she would raise a man worthy of being his successor. Even though Cao was sure that she meant well, things didn't turn out quite the way he thought they would. Cao always felt that she spoiled Ang just a bit too much and that was why he turned out the way he did. For a brief moment, Cao thought of comforting his son. As quickly as the thought came, it was gone. A man needed to learn to deal with grief on his own. Coddling Ang during this would do him no favors.

Cao spent the majority of the day greeting the torrent of guest that had come to pay their respects. His greetings became automatic after awhile, thanking them for their sympathy and accepting their well wishes. Most of the people that came to visit didn't even know Liu. They only came to garner favor with him. It wouldn't work but he let them think it did.

Cao watched as Xiahou Dun and his family arrived. They took turns burning incense at the foot of the altar. It was jarring for Cao to see Xiaolian so practiced at burning the incense and paying her respects. She was much too young to be so well versed in the matters of death. This is what this land of chaos did. It took innocence away from the young and forced them to face the harshest of realities. It was sights such as these that made Cao resolved in his path. Despite how many hardships he would face, he would not stray. He would overcome all and rule this land. It was his promise to Liu, Shou, his father, brother and all the others he had lost.

Once done offering their incense and prayers to the deceased, they paid their respects to Cao.

"Cousin...," said Dun. Even though he only said one word, the look on his face denoted everything he was trying to convey. Dun knew the pain of losing a woman that he loved and while he couldn't adequately express it, he understood exactly what Cao was going through.

Cao nodded, understanding exactly what Dun was trying to say. Dun gave Cao a brief embrace then stepped aside so Zhuyue could pay her respects.

"I'm so sorry-" she began.

"As am I. I am glad you were there for her final moments. She was always fond of you."

"And I of her. Are you okay?"

"No. But I will be. Eventually."

"I'm sorry for your loss, Zǐxiū," Zhuyue said as she turned her gaze to him on the other side of the coffin.

Ang nodded numbly but did not respond. Zhuyue did not push him.

"Bianshi," said Zhuyue as she turned her attention to the woman. Bianshi gave Zhuyue a weak smile as she dabbed her eye with a cloth. Despite just wiping the tears from her eyes, she looked ready to cry all over again.

"Hi, Zhuyue," she replied sadly.

"How's the baby?"

"Good. Healthy. Liu would have been happy," Bianshi replied. Zhuyue nodded in agreement. She was sure that Bianshi's words were true.

"The midwife is angry that I came to pay my respects. I told her that there was no way I was going to miss this. Besides, I didn't give birth. The one month rule shouldn't even apply to me. I think she made such a big deal about me coming because we didn't do the bathing ceremony...but how could we? It didn't seem right to do it without Liu," Bianshi continued.

Zhuyue gave her a quizzical look.

"Oh don't tell me you agree with her," Bianshi said with a frown.

"I have no idea what you are talking about. What bathing ceremony? What one month rule?"

It was Bianshi's turn to give Zhuyue the look of confusion.

"You know...when a woman gives birth, tradition states that she and the child stay in the room for one month. During that time, the new mother heals and bonds with the child? And the bathing ceremony is when the baby has its first bath three days after being born...Zhuyue...surely you know all of this?"

Zhuyue turned her head away from Bianshi out of embarrassment and a tinge of annoyance. Once again she was reminded about how little she knew about something she would have to do herself soon.

"Heavens, I forgot! Your mother died when you were young right? Of course you had no one to teach you. Oh I'm so sorry, how stupid of me. I guess lady Ai was suppose to teach you but-," Bianshi paused, Cao told her that was a sensitive subject and it was best for her to keep quiet about it.

"Don't worry, Zhuyue. Once the one month sitting period is done, I will come over and help you as much as I can. I swear. You aren't going to go through this alone."

"Thank you," Zhuyue replied. She ignored the feeling of frustration and anger bubbling up within her as she kept thinking about how woefully unprepared for this she was. Time was getting short. She couldn't afford to keep going into this blind. She needed to find out all that was expected of her.

"That is a scary look you have on your face," Bianshi noted.

Zhuyue gave her a forced smile. "Sorry, just thinking about things."

"I know having your first child can be-oh...," Bianshi paused in the middle of her sentence and focused on a new arrival.

Zhuyue followed her gaze to see a woman she had never met before. The woman walked in with her head held high, the typical strut of a noble. She stopped before the coffin and offered up incense and prayers to the deceased just as everyone before her had done, but there was something fundamentally different in the way she did it. It was almost as if the gestures were mocking. There was a ghost of a smile on her lips the entire time, as if she was happy Liu was dead. Once finished, she made her way to Cao and stared at him with undeniable contempt.

"My lord," she said. There was no reverence in the way she said it. To Zhuyue, it sounded more like forced obedience.

"It is good to see you are well, my lady," Bianshi said demurely. The woman glared at her with hate filled eyes.

"Did I give you permission to speak to me wench?" She asked in a seething tone.

Zhuyue was ready to speak up on Bianshi's behalf when she felt a hand on her arm. It was Bianshi. She gave a subtle shake of her head. Zhuyue frowned and remained quiet, silently seething at this unknown woman who treated someone she regarded as a friend so disrespectfully.

"Ding," Cao began. "You greet kindness with spite. I see you have only become more bitter over the years. Bianshi is the woman of the house here. You will show her due respect."

"And there you go again. Taking her side. Apparently you still do not remember who you are married to."

"How can I remember when my supposed wife refuses to stay by my side?" Cao replied.

"So you can keep throwing your women in my face? Who would stay for that?" Ding asked angrily.

Cao sighed. "Ding, My patience wears thin. Why are you here?"

"To pay my respects obviously. She was my servant long before you made her your concubine."

"Then do so and be gone. I do not have the time nor the inclination to indulge you today."

Ding sniffed the air. His dismissal seemed to hit a nerve.

"There is a another bit of business I have come for."

"Spit it out. As I said before, I am in no mood for your games."

"It is a private matter and should not be discussed amongst strangers."

"At the moment, you are the only stranger here. I will not indulge a private audience with you. Speak your piece now or leave. Those are your options."

"Such harsh words you have for your wife. I remember when the only words that came from your lips were honeyed ones whispered in my ear."

"That must have been before nothing but venom spewed from your lips regarding every action I took. For the last time, what do you want Ding?"

"Liu's child. I want it. Give it to me and I will grant you the divorce you have been seeking. I will ensure that you will not lose favor with father or any of the other nobles."

Bianshi, who still held onto Zhuyue's arm suddenly squeezed it. Zhuyue could see the distress clearly in her face.

"You must be joking," Cao replied.

"I am not. Of course it will still be your child. I only ask to be the one to raise it. Liu was my servant and at one time, my friend. I would like to raise the child in her memory."

"Do not pretend that your request is born from altruism."

"You think so poorly of me," said DIng.

"It is because that is all you have shown me as of late."

"My lord, I am your wife. Your true wife!" Her eyes flickered to Bianshi as she said that. In response, the woman lowered her eyes in shame.

"I have more rights to the child than this whor-woman. Please I ask only for the chance to raise the child. I swear to raise it to a standard befitting of your name."

"So easily lies slip from your tongue. You will raise the child to despise me, just as you despise me. Do you think I have forgotten that you tried to do the same thing with Ang?"

Ding averted her eyes. She knew exactly of what he spoke. When Liu first had Ang, she adopted it immediately. While she was furious that Cao dared to have a child with the help, she saw it as an opportunity to always have what she could not.

As Ang grew, she attempted to keep him away from his birth mother. She would whisper in his ear about how evil a man his father was and how his true birth mother was to not be trusted. Unfortunately for Ding, Liu refused to be shut out of her child's life. She begged Cao to allow her to at least see Ang, a request he granted. It didn't take long for Liu to discover the venomous seeds Ding had been planting in her son. Liu brought up Ding's wicked behavior with Cao immediately and Ding was forbidden from caring for Ang or any of his future children. The two became estranged after that incident.

"The mistake you made, Ding," Cao continued. "Is in assuming you still hold sway over me. I no longer have any need for the approval of your father and those lower nobles. I have the favor of the Emperor of heaven himself. I could divorce you tomorrow and Not one person would so much as bat an eye at my decision. In fact, what you should be thinking about is how difficult I could make the life for you and your father, especially after you dare to come to my face during the funeral of a beloved one and demand something of me that you are not owed. Be gone Ding. You will get nothing from me."

Ding looked visibly shocked. Her veneer of calm was cracking and she was beginning to look like a cub that had been separated from its mother. She looked around to the people gathered and could see no compassion for her from any of them. Without another word, she turned around and quickly left.

"About time you told that bitch off," Dun remarked as he turned his gaze away from the fleeing Ding.

"Indeed. It is something I should have done years ago. I must be sure to repay her for her poor timing. She has disrespected me and those dear to me for the last time."

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"For someone that just got married, you certainly do not look happy."

Sun Ce who had been staring idly at the cloudy liquid that filled his cup looked up to his sworn brother Zhou Yu.

" Gōngjǐn. I am happy...really. I'm just-"

"Thinking about the next steps you should take?" Yu offered.

"Ha, you always did know me so well."

"Of course I would know the heart of the man I call brother."

"True indeed," Ce replied with a smile as he lifted his cup in Yu's honor before downing its contents.

"So, what has you worried most? The Yuan brothers or Cao Cao?"

"All three actually," Ce replied with a sigh as he signaled for a servant to refill his cup.

He looked up to his new bride as she danced happily with her sister. The two Qiaos. Both he and Zhou Yu became the envy of all men by marrying these two beauties. His wife seemed to feel his eyes on her. She looked from her sister and found herself staring into the eyes of her new husband. Her cheeks instantly flushed and she shyly turned her gaze from him. Ce smirked. It was adorable.

"They are beautiful, aren't they?" Yu asked as the servant Ce signaled earlier had arrived to fill their cup, blocking their view of their new wives.

"That they are," Ce said in agreement as he returned his gaze to his sworn brother.

"But not exactly what you wanted?"

Ce grinned. "Seriously, it's a bit creepy how well you know me."

Yu shrugged as he took a drink from his refreshed cup.

"Don't get me wrong. She's a nice girl. Beautiful and all but-"

"A bit too demure for your tastes?"

"Yeah? It is cute in its own way...like how she blushes just from me looking at her, but I dunno. I wish she was a bit less timid. She's reminds me of a mewling kitten rather than a feisty tiger, you know?...I guess I am just use to strong women, my mother and sister being who they are."

"Hmm, I suppose I understand. I would urge that you give her a chance though. She is a good woman and will be a good wife."

"Yeah. I know she will," Ce replied as he took a drink from his cup. He would have to stop soon. He was beginning to feel the warming buzz of the rice wine throughout his body. Tonight was his wedding night and he would be damned if he couldn't perform due to being too drunk.

"So...out of Yuan Shao, Yuan Shu and Cao Cao, who would you pick as the biggest threat?" Ce asked.

"It would be between Yuan Shao and Cao Cao," Yu replied.

"Huh, Shu doesn't get any of your concern?"

"No. He made a grave error by calling himself the next emperor. It is an offense to the heavens and there will be others that will punish him for his insolence. There is no reason for us to trouble ourselves over it."

"We need to formally break ties with him. Publicly announce that we are no longer affiliated with him in any way," said Ce.

"That is a good idea. We distance ourselves from Shu and we gain favor in the eyes of many for doing so. I can write up a formal missive distancing ourselves from Shu. It should be sent to Shu directly and put up around our main cities so everyone will know of our intent. After that, word of mouth should handle the rest."

"What are you guys doing over here?" Sun Quan asked as he approached their table. His steps were a bit unsteady, clearly showing that he may have had a bit too much to drink. "You two have beautiful wives now and you still insist on being with each other?"

"Ah, Zhòngmóu," Ce greeted his brother with a smile. "I see you are enjoying yourself."

"More than you two," Quan said as he crossed around behind the two men and threw his arms around them.

The smell of alcohol wafted from Quan's breath, filling the nostrils of the two men.

"So tell me, Zhòngmóu," Ce began as he mimicked Quan and threw one of his arm around his brother's neck. "When will we get to attend the wedding of you and Lianshi?"

Those words seemed to sober him up immediately. He pulled away from the two men and plopped down behind them with a dejected look on his face. His eyes gazed longingly at the woman in question who was in the middle of a conversation with their younger sister Shangxiang.

"It has to be soon right? I mean it should be soon..." he muttered as he continued to stare at her from across the room.

"No time like the present, isn't that right, Gōngjǐn?"

"That is correct, Bófú. I must admit, Zhòngmóu, I do not understand your hesitation. It is obvious that she is enamored with you and the love sick look you get whenever you stare at her speaks to how you feel about her; why haven't you taken her as your wife yet?"

"Marriage is not a decision to take lightly. The decision should be carefully considered."

"The hell do you need to consider? What could be the downside to marrying her? We've known her for years so you know she's loyal; she's beautiful and has massive brea-um potential as a wife."

"Very nice recovery, Bófú," Yu said with a smirk.

Ce grinned at his sworn brother. Quan on the other hand did not look amused.

"When you marry a woman, you do not just marry her, you marry her family as well. Her family was once wealthy but they have fallen on hard times. Not only can they not afford an acceptable dowry for the wedding but what would they expect from us since we are currently better off than them? Will they seek to borrow money from us? Or ask us to employ other members of their family to help them get back on their feet? If so will those people be talented or will they be useless vagabonds who are using the familial connection for an easy ride?"

Ce's mouth dropped open. He couldn't believe his brother had thought about this to such a degree.

"My my, you certainly are... thorough," said Yu with an amused grin.

"Brother, you are over thinking this."

"And you don't think enough!" Quan scolded. "You are so impetuous sometimes. You could do with taking the time to consider your options before jumping into things."

"He has a point there, Bófú," Yu said with a nod of his head.

"Would you stop instigating," said Ce.

"I cannot. Instigating between you two is one of the many pleasures I have in my life," Yu replied with a face so serious Ce had trouble determining if he was joking or not.

"Look, Zhòngmóu. I think more than you give me credit for. I'm all for thinking but sometimes you gotta go with your gut and take action."

"I know!...I know," Quan replied with a sigh. "I truly wish I could make decisions like you do but I always have this nagging fear deep down inside. What if the choice I make is the wrong one? You and father...you always seem to know the proper action to take but me-"

Ce sighed. "Zhòngmóu, father and I aren't perfect. Both he and I have made bad decisions. You just gotta make the best decision you can at that moment and be prepared for the outcome."

The look on Quan's face showed Ce that he wasn't convinced by his words.

"Everyone has their own strengths, Bófú. A wise man makes use of them. Zhòngmóu's way works for him, your way works for you."

"I suppose you're right, Gōngjǐn. Zhòngmóu, you think as much as you want to if that is what works for you. Just don't take too long with making a choice about Lianshi. She's a beautiful lady. I would hate for someone to snatch her from you while you were thinking."

"Nor do I. And I apologize for saying you don't think. I know you do. If you didn't, we wouldn't be where we are now. "

"Such a beautiful moment between brothers truly warms the heart," said Yu.

"Oh shut up," Ce replied, giving his sworn brother a good natured punch on the shoulder.

"I'm done with you guys now. It's getting late so, I think I'm going to take Zhòngmóu's advice and actually spend time with my new bride. Heh, I wonder if I can get her whole body can turn red," Ce said with a grin as he stood up.

"That sounds like a good idea. It is a shame to leave my cute wife alone for too long," Yu said as he stood.

"Have a good night, Zhòngmóu," Ce said as he gave a wave to his brother over his shoulder. "Gōngjǐn, enjoy tonight but don't forget about what we spoke about."

"You needn't worry. I will ensure that it is done," Yu said to Ce. He turned his attention to Quan.

"Good night, Zhòngmóu. Do not drink too much."

"I won't," Quan replied. "Good night, you two. Enjoy yourselves."

Quan was left alone to watch the retreating backs of Ce and Yu. He watched as the two men strode confidently to their new wives. A pang of jealousy burned within Quan's chest. He knew the two of them would spend the night in a lover's embrace with their wives while he went to sleep alone. Of course he could get a woman to keep him company for the night as he has done before, but it wouldn't be the same as having a woman that you know is yours in your arms.

Quan looked over to Lianshi. She and Shangxiang had seemingly finished their conversation and were now dancing. He was entranced as he watched her body sway to the music being played from the sheng reed and the dizi flute. Was what his brother said true? Was he truly thinking so much? He knew he cared deeply for Lianshi. She was beautiful, loyal, intelligent and would truly be an ideal wife. So what if he didn't think of every possibility, wouldn't getting the chance to simply be with such a woman worth the risk? At that moment, Quan made up his mind. He took the cup his brother had left and drained its remaining contents to give him a shot of liquid courage. Emboldened, he stood up and walked over to where Lianshi and ShangXiang were. For just this once, he would throw caution to the wind.

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When Dun woke, he was surprised to find that Zhuyue was not sleeping beside him. It was rare that she woke before him, even before she was with child. He scanned the room and found her next to the window, staring aimlessly outside; wrapped up in the now tanned tiger hide he had brought back for her from his hunting trip months ago.

"You're up early," Dun said through a yawn as he slipped out of the bed.

Zhuyue's eyes left whatever she had been gazing at outside the window and let them fall on her husband.

"I couldn't sleep," she replied with a small shrug.

Dun frowned as her words registered in his still sleep laden mind.

"How long have you been up?"

"A few hours," she admitted. Dun's frown seemed to deepen at her words.

"You've been acting strange since Liu's funeral. What's going on?"

Zhuyue sighed and returned her gaze to the window.

"I don't know how to do this."

"Do what?" Dun asked as he moved closer to her.

"This," she said as she spread open the hide and gestured to her stomach. "I don't know how to do this!" she turned back to him, tears in her eyes. Her emotions were currently wreaking havoc on her and she didn't have the strength to fight against it any longer.

"I don't know the traditions or how to hold a baby, I didn't even know birth would look like that! So much blood...I've never bled like that even with my worse wound. Am I going to end up like Liu? Am I going to die too?"

She sighed and wiped the tears from her eye with her sleeve. "These thoughts have been in my head all damn night. I can't sleep, I can't think of anything else. I hate this!"

"Enough," said Dun.

"But-"

"Enough," he said again in a sterner tone. He pulled Zhuyue into a hug.

"You'll be fine. I don't know why Liu died but you aren't going to. You are strong. Strong enough to have my children. That's why I picked you. "

"It's that simple, huh?"

"Yeah. It is and if you don't know the traditions or how to hold a baby or whatever else then learn."

"How? Bianshi won't be able to help me for a month and I can't speak to Jiao because of Lady Ai. Speaking of your mother, the woman I thought would be the one to help me, she won't talk to me either."

"I know...things didn't exactly work out on that end but we don't need her. What about that lady who saved you? She's here right?"

"Madame Xu?"

"Yeah, her. She has a son right? She went through it so she should be able to teach you . If not, I'm sure we can get a midwife to teach you what you need to know. "

"I can't believe I forgot about Madame Xu. I haven't seen her since we got back. Why do I keep forgetting so many things?" Zhuyue asked frustrated.

"Relax. Get dressed and we'll go see this Madame Xu. The sooner the better right?"

Zhuyue sucked in a deep breath and nodded. It was best to handle one thing at a time. Maybe after speaking with Madame Xu and learning a bit more about what was expected of her, she would be able to relax a bit more. She felt so worn out just thinking about all of this.

Dun dressed quickly. He knew it would take time for Zhuyue to get ready so he decided to handle a few tasks while he waited. First he woke Xiaolian up. This was something not appreciated by the girl but she didn't have a choice in the matter.

Confident that she was getting ready, Dun set off to accomplish his second task. He sent out several servants. The first was sent to his brother to inform him that he wouldn't be joining him and the others in training. The second was to Xun You to let him know he and Zhuyue were coming over for a visit to inquire about Madame Xu. The third was to Lingqi to let her know of their plans today. While Dun planned on meeting Madame Xu with Zhuyue, he couldn't stay with her for the entire day. He wanted Lingqi know that she would still be needed to watch after Zhuyue.

That done, he began to look over a scroll outlining battle tactics that Guo Jia had given him to study. Zhuyue finally finished getting ready and found him hunched over the scroll. He looked up once she entered the room.

"You know, you would get dressed faster if you had someone helping you. We do have servants that can assist."

"I've never needed help getting dressed before," Zhuyue replied with a frown.

The one thing Zhuyue did not like was people treating her as if she was unable to do mundane things on her own. Since their servants found out she was with child, they insisted on doing everything for her. It reminded her of the entitled nobles she hated that refused to lift a finger to do anything for themselves. She refused to be like them. She knew it was irrational, her current situation was completely different from theirs, but she could not help it.

"You've never been had a stomach that size before, have you?"

"I can still manage on my own."

"You are so damn stubborn. It's okay to let others help you."

"Can we just go please?"

"Fine," Dun said as he stood and rolled up the scroll.

They headed outside to find Xiaolian already waiting for them. Her mouth was fixed in a pout, the bottom lip jutting out as far as it could, as if to properly show her irritation at being woken up so early.

"If you think that look is going to stop you from going, you are sadly mistaken," said Dun.

"Yes, father," she replied as she let the pout drop and let only her normal frown remain.

"Better," he remarked and without any further delay, they made the trip to see Xun You.

They arrived at Xun Yu's home, where Xun You was currently staying. Both Xun Yu and Xun You were outside waiting to greet them. The appearance of the two men were in stark contrast of each other. Xun Yu's was dressed in his normal armor. His eyes were sharp as he watched the approaching group with his hands folded behind his back and his lips pressed into a tight line. His hair was neatly brushed and tied back into a ponytail, though he did not wear the hat he was normally seen with. It was clear to see he had been up for awhile.

Xun You on the other hand watched them with half lidded eyes. His hair was messier than usual, which meant his normal bed head look was something he actually styled. Unlike his cousin, he chose to wear casual robes in place of armor opting for comfort. He had an easy lazy smile on his face which he broke to let out a yawn.

"Greetings, Xiahou Yuánràng, Lady Yue," Yu greeted as he saluted them.

Dun returned the salute.

" Master Yuánràng, Lady Yue, morning," You said as he nodded his head towards them and gave them a lazy wave.

Yu glared at You.

"Gōngdá, show respect for your commanding officer and greet them properly," he scolded.

"I don't need you getting offended on my behalf. If I had a problem with it, I would say so," said Dun.

"I was only trying to-no of course. My apologies," said Yu.

"My cousin is right though. My apologies for my appearance and demeanor. I was up late last night and had only just woken up," said You. He wasn't really trying to defend his cousin, he was simply stating a fact. The men of the Xun family were always taught to uphold themselves in a certain way. You was certainly not doing their name justice.

"I suppose we should get to the business of why you are here then? Will you be taking Madame Xu off of our hands today?" Yu said quickly. He wasn't exactly sure why but You speaking on his behalf irritated him.

"Taking her off your hands?" Dun asked as he folded his arms in front of his chest. He wasn't quite sure how a simple visit evolved into this.

"Wénruò here isn't too happy about Madame Xu being here," You offered.

"It is because she is a guest I did not invite. Do not forget cousin, you are also a guest in my home, yet you invited her without my permission," said Yu.

"He isn't happy about me being here either," You added.

"Your stay here was to be a temporary one, yet it doesn't even seem like you are attempting to get a home of your own," Yu remarked. There was a hint of irritation in his voice.

"We are family, why wouldn't I want to stay with my dear cousin?"

"Because I have a family, one that needs room to grow. Room you and Madame Xu are currently occupying. I am sure you will want your own family one day as well so it would be best for all of us if you got your own place."

You shrugged.

"It is cheaper if I stay with you."

"You aren't destitute by any means Gōngdá."

"No, but I am frugal," You replied with a smirk.

Yu tsked. "You bring shame to our family name with your antics."

"Why not just say the true reason why you want us out? You plan on offering a helping hand to the only other person who is a bigger lover of the Han than you, Liu Bei."

Yu noticeably stiffened at You's words.

"Ho-" he paused. There was no point in asking how his cousin had found out about his intentions. He knew him to be an intelligent man. It was precisely because of that reason he recommended him to Cao.

"Unlike you and Madame Xu, it would only be on a temporary basis until he is able to get properly established. He is now our ally and right now he and his brother's are living in tents outside of town. I do this purely for Lord Cao's benefit."

"So Mèngdé asked you to do this, did he?" Dun asked.

Yu turned his attention from You to Dun.

"Not exactly, but once I explain the reasoning behind my initiative, I am sure he will see the benefit of my actions."

If Dun knew Cao as well as he think he did, he wouldn't see any benefit to Yu's actions.

"Good luck with that. Where is the old lady?" Dun asked.

"When your servant arrived inquiring about Madame Xu, Wénruò took the initiative, as he so enjoys doing, and had his servants begin to pack up her meager belongings. She's inside just waiting for you guys to arrive and take her."

Dun glared at Yu who stiffened once more.

"Of course, if you are unable to take her, she is...welcomed here until we can find her more suitable accommodations," said Yu.

Dun sighed. This was certainly more than he bargained for. He had only hoped to get Zhuyue the guidance she needed and now he's suddenly expected to take care of her?

"I would like to speak with her," said Zhuyue.

The men turned to her in surprise. She had been quiet since they arrived.

"Of course, my lady," said You with a smile. "Follow me."

Yu frowned and stepped in front of his cousin.

"My cousin seems to forget whose home this is."

He bowed to the group.

"Please follow me," Yu said before turning on and leading the others into his home.

Madame Xu sat alone in an ornate hallway. Xun Yu did not seem to be shy about showing off his wealth. She stood once the group approached and bowed to them. Recognition filled her eyes once she saw Zhuyue.

"Lady Yue! It is so good to see you!"

"You as well, Madame Xu. My apologies for taking so long to see you again."

"I'm just happy you remembered an old woman like me at all."

"Please, allow me to introduce you to my family. This is my lord husband,"

Dun nodded to the woman. "I am Xiahou Dun. My wife told me of how you took care of her when she was injured. It is thanks to you that she is standing here with us today. You have my gratitude."

"Oh my lord," Xu began as she covered her face in an attempt to hide her blush. Dun was certainly an attractive man. She could understand why Zhuyue was in such a hurry to get back home to him. "I only did what anyone else would have done."

"Hmph, these days, I'm not too sure about that," Dun replied.

"And this is our daughter, Xiaolian," Zhuyue continued.

"It is very nice to meet you, young lady," Madame said to Xiaolian.

In response, Xiaolian moved to hid behind her mother but was blocked by her father taking hold of her arm.

"Don't even try it," Dun said warningly.

Xiaolian pouted at her father, but turned to Madame Xu and respectfully bowed.

"She's a shy one I see," Madame Xu said with a smile.

Zhuyue nodded. "She is. Forgive me for being so forward, but you had a child before-a son right?"

"Yes, my dear son Shan Fu," she replied.

"So you are familiar with giving birth and all that surrounds it."

Madame Xu let out a chuckle. "Of course I do. In my old village, being the oldest woman there, the girls looked to me to be their midwife. I've delivered many children over the years."

Zhuyue looked to Madame Xu with hope in her eyes. "Could you teach me what needs to be done? I've been going crazy worrying about all of this. I've been having trouble sleeping, I keep forgetting things-"

"Oh-ho, you have a bit of baby brain?"

"What?" Zhuyue asked in confusion.

"Oh I don't know the proper term for it, but I call it baby brain. When a woman is with child, especially new mothers, I find that they tend to fret so much about it that they forget things they normally wouldn't have. Once they give birth, they are usually back to normal but it can be frustrating while carrying."

"So that's what this is? I thought I was going insane. Madame Xu, you know about all of this stuff, please, I need your help."

"Of course I could but wouldn't you rather go to your midwife for the information you need? Some of them don't like others interfering."

"I-I don't have one," Zhuyue said with a hint of shame at how unprepared she was.

"Well then if you would allow a poor old woman like me to do so, I will be your midwife. "

"Yes! Please!" Zhuyue looked to Dun. "There's no problem with that, right?"

Dun could see the hope on Zhuyue's face. He knew that she needed this and it would be a load off of his mind if she had an experienced woman at her side teaching her what she needed to know. Dun's looked toward Xu.

"Fine with me. I can have our servants come by to pick you up and drop you back home each day," Dun said. He shifted his gaze to Yu. "If that is okay with you."

Yu frowned, clearly unhappy that Dun was not taking her with him. He did not understand how he got saddled with this burden and he wasn't happy with it.

"Yes of course. If that is your wish," said Yu. "If you would excuse me, I have other business to attend to. Gōngdá can see you out. It was a pleasure seeing all of you," Yu said as he saluted Dun and Zhuyue.

Dun did not return the salute and Yu did not wait for him to do so. He swiftly turned away from them and headed further down the hall, soon disappearing around the corner. You sighed lightly as he watched his cousin walk away. He turned back to the group and gestured towards the door with a friendly smile.

They exited Yu's home with madame Xu following behind them. You escorted them to the edge of the outer courtyard.

"So, I suppose this is where we say goodbye," You said as he stroked his chin and turned to properly address Dun. "Before you go, there is something I would like to speak with you about."

"And that is?"

"Madame Xu. I am in my own personal hell here, but there is no reason for her to suffer," You said with a sigh. "I invited her without consulting, Wénruò. He isn't too happy about that fact-," You continued.

"It is my fault," Zhuyue interrupted. "I took Madame Xu from her home and I was so eager to get back that I left the burden of where she should go after to you. I should have been the one to find her a home. I am so sorry."

"You didn't thrust anything on me. I took it on myself. I didn't think Wénruò would mind. Shows what I know. Anyway, the point is, he is cold to her, has instructed the servants to ignore her as she is not part of his household. She is undeserving of such treatment. I try to buffer his actions but I too am a guest in his home. I don't have much power myself."

"Oh Master You, it isn't so bad."

"Ha, either you are a terrible liar, my lady, or you are just too sweet to admit how badly he has been treating you. Regardless, this situation can't go on. I humbly beg you, Master Yuánràng. Allow Madame Xu to live with you for now. Once I get my own place, I will be happy to have her move in with me, but for now please allow her to stay with you? I would consider it a personal favor to me and I will gladly pay you for it if need be."

"Oh master You...," Madame Xu whispered. She was so touched by his kindness. He and his cousin were like night and day. Yu wasn't a bad man but he was a bit cold. He never even attempted to get to know her. You in comparison was very warm and open and always spoke to her and treated her with such respect.

Dun remained silent as he pondered this. He was inclined to agree to You's request simply because he owed the old woman a debt. If it wasn't for her finding and rescuing Zhuyue, he was certain she wouldn't be standing next to him carrying their child within her right now. He owed her a great boon and giving her a place to stay, especially when he had so much space, seemed like a small price to pay.

"Very well," Dun begin.

"Wonderful!" You exclaimed. He looked as if a burden had been suddenly lifted from his shoulders.

"Not so fast," Dun continued. "I want something from you."

You's brows rose in surprise. "From me? What?"

"I want you to become my tutor."

"Tutor? In what?"

"The art of war," Dun replied.

You blinked obviously surprised by this request.

"Huh...I could, but there are plenty of people much better at that than I am. Surely you would prefer to ask one of them?"

"So you were full of shit about your offer to pay then?"

"No, no...though I must admit when I said pay I meant along the lines of coins or taels..."

"I already have my own wealth. I have no need for someone else's. Do you agree to my request or not?"

"Well...I'm just saying that there are people better at it than me like Fèngxiào or Wénhé-"

"I already get occasionally tutored by Fèngxiào ," Dun replied.

"Then why-"

"Doesn't matter why. The point is I asked you," Dun said cutting him off. "And if you weren't talented, Mèngdé wouldn't have asked you to join in the first place."

"Far be it from me to question our lord's judgment. If you find me an adequate enough tutor then very well, your tutor I shall be."

"Then Madame Xu will be welcomed in my home."

"Ah, thank you so much master Yuánràng. You do not need to worry about her belongings. I will personally bring them over. She doesn't have much. When I arrive, I suppose we can work out a tutoring schedule that suits your needs?"

Dun nodded in agreement. You saluted Dun then Zhuyue and Dun returned the gesture before leading his family away.

"You didn't have to do that lord Gōngdá," said Xu as she watched Dun and his family set off to their next destination.

"I did my lady," You replied. "My cousin has made it quite clear that it was time for you to leave. I wanted to make sure that you at least had some place decent to stay before he put you somewhere undesirable."

"But what about you?"

"Don't worry about me. My cousin can grouse all he wants, but I am getting quite adept at ignoring him. I also took the liberty of sending a message to my uncle, his father, to have him help me convince Wénruò to let me stay a bit longer. " You said with an easy smile.

Madame Xu sighed lightly but nodded. "If you are sure. Please be sure to eat. Don't get so wrapped up in your studies that you forget to eat."

You gave her a grin. "Your son is truly lucky to have such a sweet woman for a mother. Speaking of your son, have you heard from him yet?"

Xu frowned. "No, not yet."

"No worries. I promised to help you and I will continue to do so. We will find your Shan Fu."

"Oh thank you master You. You truly are a good and kind man."

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-Two months later -

Xiaolian walked through the market looking at the various goods for display. She had snuck out of her home and journeyed to the market to get a gift for her mother and father. A very special day was coming up soon. It was the anniversary of the day they had adopted her. Xiaolian wanted to get a gift for them in appreciation of that.

Xiaolian stopped in front of a stall that had several brushes and combs. At that moment, she wished Xiahouji was with her. She liked looking at pretty things and she was certain that she would have enjoyed this excursion. Xiaolian suddenly felt a wave of sadness wash over her as she touched the homemade doll Xiahouji made for her. As always, she kept it tied at her side. She hadn't seen her friend since Shan and Ai moved into Yuan's home.

Pushing the thought from her mind, she picked up one of the combs. It was a jade comb with a pearl in the center of it. She turned the comb over in her hand and wondered if her mother would like such a thing.

"Hey! Hey! Put that down!" screamed the stall owner, a older woman with an unkind face.

Xiaolian was startled by the sudden shout and dropped the comb.

"You are trying to steal, aren't cha!?"

"N-no...I have-"

"Get out of here!" The woman said while shooing Xiaolian away.

Xiaolian hurried away from the angry woman and in her haste, bumped into a man. She fell back onto the ground as a result of the collision.

"Watch where ya going, brat." The man said angrily as he looked down to Xiaolian before walking off.

Xiaolian got to her feet with a frown and dusted herself off. She wouldn't let this stop her. She came here with a goal in mind and she would achieve it. She continued walking through the market, ensuring that she was careful to avoid bumping into anyone else. The smell of food filled her nose and her feet led her towards the intoxicating scent. She stopped at a stall selling dumplings. Her stomach seemed to growl in response to seeing the food.

Xiaolian ordered a few and waited for them to be prepared, her stomach growling in protest at not having the food already inside of it the entire time. Once ready, Xiaolian produced a pouch from within her robe. It was the same pouch given to her when she first met her adopted father and he saved her from being trampled to death by a horse. She carefully counted out the coins and paid for the dumplings.

Xiaolian happily took the dumplings and left the busy traffic of the market place to enjoy her food. She found a spot beneath a tree away from the market area and sat down to eat.

"You seem to have a lot of coins on you for a kid," came a voice from somewhere beside her.

Xiaolian put the dumpling she was about to eat back down and looked to the source of the voice. To her surprise, it was the man that she had bumped into earlier. So he had been following her? Immediately, Xiaolian knew she was in a dangerous situation. She needed to leave, get back among people. Unfortunately for her, that man was blocking the path back to the market. She had to choose to either find a way around him or retreat down the opposite end which would leave her further isolated.

Xiaolian stood. She respectfully bowed to the man and tried to walk around him but he moved to block her path. Xiaolian tried to go around him once more but he moved with her and blocked her path again. Xiaolian frowned and took a few steps back. The man moved with her, closing the gap.

"You are a little young and got that ugly scar, but you aren't all bad. Perhaps I can have some fun with you after I relieve you of those coin's you are carrying," he said as he put a hand to her chin to lift her head up so that he could get a better look at her face.

To his surprise, Xiaolian grabbed his hand with her left. He expected her to shove it away in protest but she did not. Instead, she held fast onto it. Before he could react, he felt a searing hot flare of pain on the back of his wrist. He let out a scream and yanked his hand away from her. He looked at his hand and saw blood spilling from a fresh wound. Another stab of pain, this time in his thigh right next to his groin. Had she been a few inches to the left, he definitely wouldn't be able to sire any children.

The man fell to his knees in pain. "You fucking brat!" he spat out, but Xiaolian did not care to hear his insults. She was already running around him back towards the market. The man lunged and caught the robe making her trip and drop the dagger she used to cut him with. Xiaolian kicked frantically at the man's hand but he wouldn't let go. He began to crawl towards her with a sneer and Xiaolian switched from kicking at the hand that held her to his head.

Despite her strikes, he wouldn't let go. He continued to pull at her, closing the gap between them inch by inch. He was going to overpower her. Xiaolian's mind frantically searched for an idea. He was stronger than her so she had to fight smarter. She leaned forward and buried her thumbs into his eyes, blinding him. The man screamed out in pain and released her.

Xiaolian was able to pull herself out from under him. The man writhed about on the ground in pain while spewing profanities at her. A kick landed to the side of the man's stomach making him airborne. All too soon he came crashing back down to the ground; sliding across the dirt road until he came to a stop a few feet away.

"Had a feeling I should come this way today. Glad I did," said Li Dian as he stared down at the man who had curled into a ball while clutching his stomach.

Xiaolian looked up to Li Dian with a wave of relief. It was good to see someone familiar after what she had just been through. Dian turned his gaze to Xiaolian and gave her a reassuring smile. He focused back on the man who was recovering and his face shifted into one of anger.

"Hey, Xiaolian, do you think you can go get a guard to lock this guy up? I'll keep watch over him."

With a nod, Xiaolian took off running towards the market in search of a guard. It took a bit, but she found two and led him back to where Dian waited. They found Dian leaning against the tree. The man who attacked her lay unconscious at his feet. His face was bloodied now and she noticed a small bit of that blood seemed to be on Dian's armor.. The guards recognized Dian and saluted him. Dian returned the gesture and explained the situation to them. Without delay, they took the man away.

"Phew," Dian said as he watched them walk away, dragging the unconscious man between them.

"Glad that's over. You did well all on your own. Of course I shouldn't expect anything less from of Master Yuánràng and Lady's Yue's daughter . By the way, I think you dropped this," Dian concluded as he handed Xiaolian the dagger she dropped earlier.

"Xiaolian let out a relieved sigh as she hugged the dagger to her chest. The blood that was on it had been cleaned off. Did Li Dian do that for her? He had to be the one.

"So that's important to you, huh?"

Xiaolian nodded in response.

"I thought so. Glad I found it. I gotta ask though, where is your escort? I have some words for whoever it is for leaving you alone like that."

Xiaolian looked to the ground guiltily.

"Well? Where are they? I doubt that your parents would have let you go without one."

"They don't know," she replied softly.

Dian's eyes widened in surprise.

"I can't leave you out here alone. If Master Yuánràng or Lady Yue found out and something happened to you, they would kill me."

"I'm not going back yet," Xiaolian replied.

"Why? What were you doing out here anyway?"

"I need gifts," Xiaolian replied.

Dian wanted to pry but he knew that if he did so, she would just close herself off again. He was actually surprised she was speaking to him this much. This was probably the longest conversation they have had since he met her.

"Well, I guess it can't be help," said Dian as he slapped his hand against his chest which he puffed out. "I am going to have to escort you."

"Okay," she replied.

Li Dian eyes widened in surprise. "Wait, really? You aren't going to fight me on this or anything?"

Xiaolian cocked her head to the side as she stared at him.

"You are strange," she said before turning and heading back towards the market.

"Ahhh she called me strange again," Dian said with a sigh as he folded his arms behind his head and followed after her. Lately, whenever Dian tried to speak to Xiaolian when visiting Dun, she would call him strange instead of saying hello back. At least it was an upgrade from her not speaking to him at all.

"So what kinda gifts are you going to get?" Dian asked once he caught up with her.

"I don't know," she replied as they turned back into the market. She looked around trying to decide which way to go.

"Well, who's it for? Maybe I can help you decide on something."

"Mother and father."

" Master Yuánràng and Lady Yue? So that's why you didn't tell them..."

Xiaolian nodded.

"Hmm a gift for those two? Well, how about an eye patch for your father? Right now he's using that cloth and it isn't very stylish, ya know?"

Xiaolian's eyes seemed to brighten at Dian's suggestion. That was a perfect idea. She ran to the nearest stall to see if they sold eye patches.

Dian let out a chuckle. Her enthusiasm was adorable. It was rare to see her like this and he was happy she felt comfortable enough with him to show this side of her. After all his failed attempts at trying to talk to her, she seems to have finally warmed up to him. Dian walked up behind her and placed a hand on her shoulder. She jumped at the contact but relaxed once she saw it was him.

"Sorry to startle you. Just wanted to say if you want a good eye patch, you should go to a store that can tailor-make it."

He leaned closer and whispered in her ear. "The stuff you get at these stalls is crap. It will pop right off while he's wearing it."

Xiaolian turned to face him. Suddenly their faces were entirely too close and Dian backed away quickly after giving an awkward laugh. She cocked her head to the side and stared at him once again. She did not understand his reaction. He was such a strange man to her.

"I don't know where one is," said sadly.

"Not to worry. I can take you to one I go to. They have a lot of nice stuff. I'm sure we can find something for lady Yue as well; but first, you dropped your dumplings back there right? You must still be hungry. Why don't I treat you to lunch?"

Xiaolian nodded, a ghost of a smile on her lips. She followed Dian into a nearby shop which had the most delicious aroma seeping out of its open door.

The pair sat down in one of the corners of the shop away from the other patrons.

"Order anything you want. It's on me."

Someone came by to take their order and before long, the two were left alone once more.

"Thought of anything to get lady Yue?"

Xiaolian shook her head.

"Hmm, well you know her best. What does she like?"

Xiaolian thought about this for a few moments.

"Weapons," she finally said.

Dian laughed and scratched the back of his head. "Yeah that sounds like lady Yue, though I'm sure there are other things she likes, right?"

Xiaolian shrugged. Their server returned and placed two cups and a pitcher of water on the table. Dian filled Xiaolian's cup while he continued to speak.

"Maybe a fancy robe or a ornament for her hair or-"

"I don't know if mother likes those things," Xiaolian said cutting him off.

"Okay, let's think a bit more practical then," Dian said as he finished filling up his cup with water.

"Ah, I got it!" he exclaimed as he put the pitcher back onto the table. "A hair ornament!"

Xiaolian looked skeptical. "Would she like that?"

Dian grinned and leaned forward on the table. "A hair ornament that hides a small blade. It's beautiful and functional."

Xiaolian nodded with a small smile. That sounded much better. Her mother would certainly like that.

"We will have to get it specially made, just like the eye patch but no worries, I know a place that can do it."

Xiaolian was thankful. She wasn't sure how long she would have been wandering around the market in search of gifts if Dian hadn't come along. He was still a bit odd, but she decided that he was a nice person. He has always been kind to her, despite her standoffish behavior. Actually, that last point confused her. Why was he always so nice to her? Why did he always attempt to talk to her when she showed no interest in doing so?

"Why are you helping me?" she asked.

"Huh? Well why not?"

Xiaolian was sure there was an answer to that question, but at the moment, she couldn't figure it out so she chose to accept his response. The two fell into a comfortable silence as they waited for the arrival of their food. Xiaolian looked around, observing the other patrons as they enjoyed their meals. Her gaze returned to Dian. His eyes seemed to also be watching the crowds with a laid back smile on his face.

"Do you...know master Zhang Liao?" Xiaolian asked suddenly.

Dian's gaze returned to Xiaolian. His face shifted from the lazy smile into one of surprise.

"Huh? Wényuǎn? Well yeah, of course I do."

"Is he...a bad man?"

Dian's brows furrowed in confusion.

"Why do you suddenly ask that?"

Xiaolian's hand went to her scarred eye. It was currently obscured by her hair but she was always aware of its presence.

"Oh...your scar. He was the one that did that right? Back when we were enemies..." Dian sighed and scratched his cheek. He didn't know if he was the proper person to answer this question.

"That's kinda hard to answer," Dian began. "He's a talented fighter and overall, I think he's an honorable man. I respect him but-he did a lot of bad things while he worked under Lu Bu."

Dian's throat suddenly felt dry as he began to give voice to something he kept hidden from all who knew him. He finished off his water in one big gulp and filled his cup back up before speaking once more.

"He ah...killed my uncle while working under Lu Bu. I was pretty shocked and upset when Lord Cao said we had to work with him...but I understood why he did it. For the good of our cause, it had to be done. So I greet him kindly whenever I see him and treat him with respect and hope that one day, I can get over the anger I hold inside."

"I...should do the same?" Xiaolian asked as she lowered her hand from her eye.

"It couldn't hurt," Dian replied. "Besides, holding a grudge isn't something cute girls should do."

"I'm not cute," Xiaolian replied sulkily.

"Huh? Why do you think that? Because of that scar? Well that's just silly. To me you are beautiful-err I mean not just to me, to others too, I'm sure," Dian' said, finishing with an awkward laugh.

"You're st-"

"Strange, I know," Dian finished with a sigh.

"It's not bad..." Xiaolian said softly.

Dian smiled at her kind words. "Oh um, about what I told you; I haven't told anyone about that so do you think you can keep it a secret? I don't want to create any issues within the group, ya know?"

"Only if you promise to not tell my parents about today," Xiaolian responded.

"That's a promise I could keep!" Dian replied with a laugh as their server returned with the food.

"Alright! Time to eat. Let's dig in. We still got some shopping to do."

Xiaolian nodded, glad that it was Li Dian that found her.

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"I don't understand why we can't just leave!" Fei exclaimed loudly.

Bei sighed for what had to be the 20th time since this conversation began.

"Brother, you continually complain about our current situation but you offer no alternatives," said Guan Yu equally annoyed with Fei's constant whining. He could understand his brother's frustration, but he also understood that there was nothing that could be done at the moment.

"I understand your anger, Yìdé-," Bei began. "But there is nothing we can do. We made an agreement-"

"No! There was no agreement. Cao didn't ask us for anything he only demanded and we just rolled over and listened. Why, brother? I don't understand!"

"Cao came to us in our time of need. He helped us protect the people of Xu Province. For them, this is a small price to pay," Bei replied.

Fei lowered his head in shame. "You are right brother. I know that you are right. I just can't stand knowing that we are forced under the command of such a villain. You are the one Lord Tao Gōngzǔ entrusted Xu province to. You are the one that should lead it, not him."

Bei gave his brother's shoulder a pat. "I know brother. Your heart echoes mine. One day, we will take back what was ours, but for now we must honor our agreement."

Fei frowned and slumped in his seat. He knew there was no other way but he didn't like it. "The least that bastard Cao could do is give us some place to stay. I'm getting sick of sleeping in a tent," Fei muttered moodily.

"We are warriors brother. Such hardships are nothing to us," said Guan Yu.

"Hmph, didn't I hear you groaning like an old man earlier about your back?" Fei asked.

Guan Yu coughed. He didn't realize that anyone was around when he did that. Bei let out a laugh. If anything, his brothers always kept things interesting.

"My lord," came a voice from outside the tent.

"Enter," Bei said.

A soldier entered the tent and bowed his head to the three brothers.

"My lord, you have a visitor."

"Who is it?" Bei asked.

"A man by the name of Xun Yu," the soldier replied.

"Xun Yu? Isn't he one of Cao's people? The hell is he doing here?" Fei asked with a frown.

"Brother, he was the one who came to your aid, was he not?" Guan Yu asked.

"He was. We haven't had the time to speak after that incident. I did not properly thank him for saving my life. Please, send him in."

The soldier saluted and left the tent to retrieve their guest. Xun Yu was shown into the tent. He smiled upon seeing the three brothers and saluted them.

"Lord Liu Bei, Master Guan Yu, Master Zhang Fei, it is good to see you again."

"Master Xun Wénruò , it is good to see you again," said Bei.

"I am honored that you remember me," Yu replied.

"How can I forget the man who saved my life?" Bei stood and walked over to Yu. He offered his hand in friendship.

"I wish to greet you as a friend. Please, call me Xuándé."

"But I cannot. It would not be proper," Yu replied staring at Bei's hand as if it were a precious thing that he was not fit to touch.

"You are not under my service. We speak now as friends, please treat me as such."

"I-If you insist," Yu replied as he clasped Bei's hand and both men bowed to each other.

Yu was truly touched by Bei's kindness. Cao and his people have treated Bei and his followers with disdain, yet he still greeted him in friendship.

"Then I must ask that you call me Wénruò."

Liu Bei nodded with a smile. Guan Yu stood and joined his brother's side. He too clasped Yu's hand in friendship.

"You saved my brother's life. For that, I will gladly greet you as a friend. Please call me, Yúncháng."

Yu smiled and bowed his head to Guan Yu.

"Tch, my brothers may like you but you are still one of Cao's people. I don't trust you."

"Brother!" Bei said in a scolding tone.

"Please lord Xuándé, I understand master Fei's hesitation in trusting me. Unfortunately, my lord hasn't done anything to inspire friendship and trust between our two armies. I believe he would if he weren't so-"

"Much of an ass?" Fei offered.

"I was going to say busy," Yu replied with a slight frown.

"Heh, mine sounds more believable," Fei retorted.

"Brother, enough!" Bei said warningly.

"Sorry, brother," Fei muttered.

"Master Wénruò, please sit down. We do not have much, but allow us to at least treat you to a drink," Bei said in an attempt to steer the conversation back into pleasant territory.

Yu nodded and sat with the other three men. Liu Bei personally poured him a drink and Yu gratefully accepted.

"So tell me, master Wénruò, what brings you to see us today?"

"As I mentioned before, lord Cao hasn't had time to build camaraderie between our armies. On behalf of my lord, I would like rectify that. My family and I wish to open our home to you and your brothers. We have plenty of room for the three of you."

"Lord Cao approved of this?" Bei asked.

"Lord Cao...is not yet aware," Yu answered honestly. "I will speak to him about it of course and I am certain he will agree with my actions."

Bei closed his eyes as he considered Yu's words.

"I am afraid we will have to decline your offer," he said after a few minutes of thought.

"But why?" Yu asked.

"I of course do not know lord Cao as well as you do, but I do know that I currently do not hold much favor with him. If you allow us into your home, you will surely lose your standing with him. I could not do such a thing to you."

"You give lord Cao too little credit. Above all, he is a man of logic. He will see the benefit of treating our allies with kindness rather than scorn. Trust me when I say all will be well."

"Brother, let's do it. If he says it will be fine, then it will be fine," said Fei.

"Not long ago, you said that you didn't trust him, now you are ready to move into his home? I wonder if your hate for continually sleeping in tents is fueling your decision," said Guan Yu as he stroked the length of his beard.

"Sh-shut up," said Fei, embarrassed at being called out.

"Please, lord Xuándé, reconsider my offer. An honorable man such as you deserves better than this."

"That is something I wanted to ask you about. When we first met, you said you know of me and you seemed to hold me in such high regard but I do not understand why."

"Whispers of your name spread from the lips of the peasants and soldiers alike. A great man of benevolence, whose loyalty for the Han is unmatched; a man that shares a bloodline with our great emperor himself."

"I am really not so great," Bei said as he lowered his head.

"You truly are. Your modesty just proves this fact."

"I didn't think Cao cared about the Han," said Fei.

"That's not true at all. Lord Cao rescued the emperor for the sake of the Han. Once he has quelled the land of this chaos, he will restore the Han to their former glory. I serve with him to achieve that end."

The three brothers glanced at each other, exchanging looks of disbelief. They couldn't believe he actually trusted that Cao had any interests in restoring the Han at all.

"That...is an admirable goal," Bei said carefully.

Yu was by no means a stupid man. He knew exactly what the meanings of the looks they exchanged were. They did not believe him. What he did not understand was why. When he and Liu Bei were on better terms, perhaps he could ask him why they felt this way about Cao.

"Lord Xuándé, regarding my offer, I beg you to accept. I cannot, with a clear mind, leave you here when I can afford to share my home with you. If you truly greet me as a friend and want to thank me for saving your life, accept my offer."

Bei smiled. "You say that accepting your request would be repaying you for saving my life but wouldn't that be another boon I owe you?"

"I do not see it that way. I see it as you as honoring my humble home with your presence as a favor."

"Truly, you speak too highly of me. I am but a simple man who tries to do his best for the Han and the people of this land."

"And to me, that is a great man indeed. Will you accept my offer?"

Bei sighed but there was a smile on his face. "I suppose I cannot refuse after being praised in such a way, but as bold as it is, I must ask a favor."

"What favor is that?" Yu asked.

"If lord Cao does not accept this and he is angered by your decision to let my brothers and I stay in your home, please tell him that you did so under my behest. That I coerced you into letting us stay with you."

"Lord Xuándé, I could not put the blame on you. If my master is upset by my actions then that should be on my head and my head alone."

"Then we cannot except your offer. I will not allow you to get in trouble on my behalf."

Yu was convinced. What the peasants said about Bei was true. He was truly a noble man.

"If that is what it takes, I will do as you ask, Lord Xuándé."

"Then we will accept your kind offer, master Wénruò."

Yu smiled and picked up the cup Bei had poured for him earlier. He lifted it in his honor before drinking down its contents. Bei and his brothers did the same. The rest of the night was spent with the four men simply enjoying each other's company and enjoying good wine. At the end of the night, when Yu was making his way back to his home, he felt even more certain than before that the choice he made to have Bei and his brothers move in with him the right one; and he was certain that his lord Cao would agree with him.

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"My lord, he is here again."

Cao let out an exasperated sigh upon hearing his servant's words. He knew exactly who "he" was. He had been trying to delay this meeting for as long as possible, but he couldn't reasonably continue to do so without drawing suspicion.

"Fine. I suppose I have delayed him long enough. Send him in."

The servant bowed and went off to retrieve Cao's guest. The servant returned a few minutes later with the guest in tow. The man walked with an air of entitlement swirling around him. He eyed the decor surrounding Cao's office and frowned. Cao wasn't sure if it was because he disapproved of the decor or if it was simply jealousy.

"Your humble servant announces the arrival of Lord Dong Cheng," the servant said as he bowed low before Cao.

"Ah, Good to see you again, Lord Cheng," Cao said while trying to not let the annoyance he truly felt seep through.

"Is it?" Cheng replied with a frown. "I have been trying to gain an audience with you for months and I had been rebuffed at every turn."

"I understand and I apologize, but as you know, there have been several issues I had to deal with lately, such as the threat of Lu Bu and-"

"And I was summoned here by the Emperor himself, yet it seems you will not allow anyone to see him. It is strange, people vilified and accused Zhòngyǐng of trying to seize the emperor's power for his own, but he never once prevented others from seeing him."

Cao regarded him in an icy silence. The gall of this man. He dares compare him to the likes of Dong Zhuo? The very scum he once served? By all rights Cheng should have been slaughtered as a traitor for even supporting Zhuo, but he managed to gain favor with the emperor when he aided in his rescue from the clutches of Zhuo's former generals Li Jue and Guo Si.

"The implication of your words are unwarranted-," Cao began. He kept his voice even and locked Cheng in with a hard glare as he spoke.

"When our emperor's power was being used by that villain Dong Zhuo, I was one of the many who fought against him-while others stood by his side."

Cheng grunted and averted his gaze.

"Just as I did then, I still now only seek to protect and serve our emperor. I have no hidden motives," Cao concluded.

Cheng frowned. He didn't believe Cao's words for one moment.

"So you will finally let me have my audience with the emperor?"

"Of course. I will escort you to his majesty myself. Shall we go now?" Cao replied while wearing forced smile.

"Y-yes," Cheng answered in surprise. He didn't expect Cao to give in so readily. He had been trying to get this audience for so long that he was beginning to become accustomed to being rebuffed. He was suspicious of Cao's intentions, but he couldn't very well turn this opportunity down.

Cao stood and led the way out of his office with Cheng following closely behind. The two men walked in silence through the lavish palace towards the emperor's quarters. Cao eventually came to a stop in front of large ornate doors.

"Please wait a moment. I will speak with the emperor to see if he is willing to receive visitors today."

Cheng eyed Cao with suspicion but nodded in agreement. Without further word, Cao opened the doors and disappeared inside of the room, closing the doors behind him. It was several minutes before Cao emerged once more. Cheng expected Cao to tell him that the emperor did not want to see any visitors today, but to his surprise. Cao stepped aside and allowed him entrance.

Cheng entered the room. There were two eunuchs standing beside the threshold whom would escort him further inside to where the emperor waited. Cheng glanced behind his shoulder, expecting to see Cao right behind him but to his surprise, Cao waited at the door. The two men locked eyes with each other and Cheng swore he could see something akin to anger in his eyes. Cao gave a short nod of his head and closed the door breaking the eye contact.

One of the eunuchs standing by the door bowed to him and gestured further into the chamber before walking ahead of him. Cheng followed behind and was led across the room to another door. The eunuch opened the door and bowed. Cheng walked through and found himself in a lavish hallway that put everything he had seen thus far to shame.

He heard the door close behind him and turned to see that the eunuch hadn't followed him. Cheng proceeded down the hall, taking in all of the decor as he went. He came to another door which opened once he arrived. He could see an expansive room beautifully decorated and at the far end sitting on a throne fit only for an emperor was Xian. Cheng walked inside the room past the guards that stood on lined up on either side of the aisle he now walked. Once he was within ten feet of the emperor he was stopped by the nearest two guards.

"You are in the presence of Emperor Xian, Son of heaven, show the proper respect," said one of the guards.

Cheng immediately dropped to his knees in reverence.

"Great Imperial Sire. Noble lord Dong Cheng bows before you," the guard continued.

Xian tilted his head slightly as he looked at the man bowed before his throne.

"Your majesty, it is an honor to be in your presence at last," he kept his head down as he spoke being sure to not look in the eyes of the revered emperor as he was not worthy.

"Dong Cheng. I have not seen you since you saved me at Chang'an. I am glad to see that you are in good health."

"To know that the emperor remembers his lowly servant. I am truly not worthy."

"You speak as if we are complete strangers, Cheng. We developed a bond when you rescued me, did we not?"

Cheng was confused. He and the emperor barely spoke ten words to each other back in Chang'an. He was commended for his role in saving him but nothing more. It was a shock to even receive the summons from the emperor and now he was saying they had a bond? Of course he would not refute the words of the emperor, he would be a fool to do so but he was thoroughly baffled.

"Forgive me, your majesty. I did not want to presume," Cheng replied.

Xian looked around the room with a frown.

"We cannot truly talk as comrades here. Join me in my private chambers."

Xian stood and descended the steps before his throne and walked towards a door behind the throne to the left. The guards closest to the throne moved towards the emperor. He glared at them stopping them in their tracks.

"Y-your majesty, I am not sure minister Cao-"

"You mean to tell me that Cao's power exceeds mine?" The emperor asked.

The guard bowed to the emperor and backed away. Xian turned and continued heading towards the room. He paused when in front of it and looked over his shoulder.

"Come, Cheng," he said to the man whom was still on the floor bowed before the now empty throne.

Xian opened the door and entered the room. Cheng looked up a bit dazed. A few days ago, he could only dream of an opportunity like this. Now it was being thrust on him so quickly. There was something amiss. He stood and followed behind the emperor equally curious and weary to find out what was going on.

"Close the door," Xian commanded once Cheng entered the room.

Cheng immediately did as he was told. Once done, he turned to face the emperor once more. Cheng was surprised by what he saw. The emperor did not look like the regal man he saw a few moments ago. He looked utterly defeated and undeniably weak.

"Your majesty?" Cheng asked in concern.

Xian's response was to beckon him closer. Cheng hesitated for a moment before doing as he was told.

"Thank you for heeding my summons," Xian whispered. Cheng nodded, in awe that he was speaking so intimately with the chosen of heaven.

"Before we continue, I need to know...do you loyally serve Cao Cao?"

Cheng hesitated. He wasn't sure how to answer this. Cao was the emperor's minister. He enforced laws under the emperor's name. He spoke with the authority of the emperor himself, just as Dong Zhuo did. The question was, did the emperor approve of this or was he a prisoner to Cao just as he had been to Zhuo? Cheng decided to answer truthfully. He knew that doing so could mean death for him, but at that point, he did not care. He would rather speak the truth than lie and swear loyalty to scum like Cao.

"I only loyally serve the Han, your majesty."

The emperor looked relieved at this answer.

"It seems that too few do so these days. Cao Cao has surrounded me with his men. I am constantly watched day and night. He uses me for my power but I fear that he is outgrowing it. I fear in time he will no longer need me."

"You believe your life is in danger?"

Xian nodded. "I do. Cao Cao has an insatiable ambition. There is no way that being a minister will satisfy him for long. I called you here because I remembered the service you provided to me when you rescued me from Li Jue and Guo Si. I need those still loyal to the Han."

"Your majesty, I am honored by your trust in me. I will do all that I can to serve you."

"Thank you. I knew you were the right one to trust."

"I will need allies...but they will be hesitant to work with me if there is no proof that I do this in your name."

"I thought of that," the emperor replied.

He went over to the corner of his room and pulled out a wrapped bundle. He put the bundle on a nearby table and tugged at the silk tie that kept it bound. The tie gave way and he quickly tossed it aside as he spread open the bundle. Within was a beautiful blue robe embroidered with a golden tiger.

"This is a fine robe, your majesty."

"Yes, I had it made for you in the guise of a gift for your services. I have hidden a secret message within it that contains my personal seal. No one will be able to question that you do this in my name. You can use that message to recruit others to your cause. I will also appoint you as General of Chariots of Cavalry. This will take some of the power away from Cao Cao and give you a bit more power and room to move about. You will have my permission to open your own office with your own staff within the palace, just as Cao Cao has."

Cheng immediately dropped to his feet and bowed to the emperor. Never in his wildest dreams could he have envisioned this outcome when he arrived at the palace today.

"Your majesty, I do not deserve such an honor."

"You are carrying out my will at the risk of your life. You deserve so much more," the emperor replied.

"Yes, your majesty. I swear I will do all in my power to ensure that you are free."

Xian nodded. "We have taken too much time alone. Cao Cao will get suspicious."

"Yes, your majesty," Cheng replied as he quickly wrapped the robe back up within its bundle. Once done, he bowed the emperor once more and left.

Cheng could feel the eyes of the guards on him. He had to maintain an air of calm. He walked with his head held high as he normally did, the bundle tucked under his arm. He retraced his steps, trying his best to not run and draw attention to himself. He was out of the throne room. So far so good. No one had stopped him. He was back in the ornate hallway. He tried his best to control his breathing as he walked. He prayed to the heavens that he wasn't sweating right now.

The eunuchs bowed to him and opened the door. He unconsciously held his breath, expecting to come face to face with Cao Cao. To his great surprise, the hallway was empty. He let out a jagged deep breath and headed through the door. Cheng continued to make his way throughout the palace towards the exit. With each step, he expected to see Cao Cao but still, the man was nowhere to be found.

He was finally at the exit. The guards bowed to him. He half expected them to stop him, but they did not make any move other than to show him deference. Out in the open air, he could feel his fear being carried away with the blowing wind that passed over him. He was going to make it. He was going to make it! He begin to descended the steps of the palace. He moved a bit faster than he should have but seeing his goal so close at hand, he could not help it.

"Dong Cheng."

Hearing his name spoken by a familiar voice made his blood freeze. He was so close. So very close. He sucked in and released a few quick breathes to calm himself down before turning around to face Cao Cao.

"Lord Cao, what can I do for you?"

"You seem to be in a hurry. Is everything okay?"

Cheng gave him a forced smile. "Of course, why wouldn't it be? I was just eager to get home after such a long day."

"I see. Your meeting with the emperor was fruitful?"

"Ah, I guess you can say that. He rewarded me for my role in saving him when Li Jue and Guo Si tried to capture him," Cheng said as he patted the bundle tucked under his arm.

"Again?"

Cheng could feel a lump in his throat at the question. He knew that he had been previously rewarded by the emperor? What was he going to do?

'Remain calm. He doesn't know anything. You are smarter than him. He only pretends to be a noble. He is below you,' Cheng thought to himself.

Resolved, he looked Cao in the eye.

"He felt that the reward he gave me back then was paltry and wished to give me something more."

"How generous of him," Cao replied with a smile that almost broke Cheng's confidence once more. "May I see it?"

Cheng wanted to turn and run right there. He knew that if Cao found the message that the emperor hid within the robe, he was a dead man. Alternatively, if he refused to show it to him, Cao would kill him on suspicion of conspiracy. He could only hope that Cao would not find the hidden message.

"Of course," he replied as confidently as he could.

He handed Cao the bundle and Cao did not waste any time opening it. He let the silk tie fall to the ground as he spread open the bundle in his hands.

"A beautiful robe, made of silk. The emperor certainly has good taste."

Cheng could only nod. The lump that had formed in his throat prevented him from speaking.

"Do you mind if I try it on?"

Cheng eyes nearly bulged out of his head. He knew! He had to know. Why else would he want to wear it? Cheng's legs suddenly felt wobbly. He didn't know if he wanted to run or fall to the ground below out of despair.

"Of-of course, please go ahead," he somehow managed to get out.

Cao did not waste any time in donning the robe.

"Ah! Truly a fine robe!" He remarked as he began to run his hands along the sides of it.

'He knows! He definitely knows!' His mind screamed at him.

Cao continued to feel around the outside of the robe, once satisfied, he moved to the inside of and begin to check for hidden pockets. Cheng's heart was pounding against his chest so hard he was sure Cao would hear it. He could feel beads of sweat building up at the crown of his forehead. He desperately wanted to wipe it but couldn't risk Cao seeing that he was distressed.

"Truly a finely crafted robe," Cao murmured as he begin to take it off, seemingly finished with his search. "You are fortunate to have enough of the emperor's favor to garner such a gift."

Cheng nodded and forced a smile which he prayed looked genuine. "I told him I was unworthy of it but he insisted."

"I see," Cao replied as he handed the robe back to Cheng. "Well, if you will excuse me, I have other matters to attend to. Get home safely."

Without another word, Cao turn away from Cheng and headed back up the stairs and back into the imperial palace. Cheng nearly collapsed right then and there. He could not believe his fortune. Cao had not found the secret note! He quickly tied the robe back up and hurried on his way back home.

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"Lady Zhuyue please! You must rest," said Lingqi in an exasperated tone.

"If you can get that girl to actually listen to you about resting, please let me know how to do it because I certainly can't accomplish it," said madame Xu.

"I'll have both of you know I consider this to be very relaxing."

"Lady Yue, practicing your dagger throwing is anything but relaxing," Lingqi said firmly.

Zhuyue threw two of the three daggers she had in her hand at the wooden targets they had set up in their training area. The daggers hit the targets with a loud thunk. Lingqi was very wrong about this not being relaxing. It was the only thing that kept Zhuyue from screaming out in frustration. She knew it was going to be awkward seeing her mother-in-law again, but she had no idea it would have been as bad as it was.

Today was the third day after Jiao had given birth to her and Yuan's new son. Zhuyue was eager to see Jiao after such a long period of time and to witness the bathing ceremony. While Jiao greeted her and Xiaolian warmly, Ai took a different approach. When Zhuyue and Xiaolian greeted her, she refused to reply, acting instead as if they did not exist. When it was Zhuyue offered her gift for the baby to Jiao, Ai took it from her and separated it from the others. Zhuyue suspects she would have thrown it away if it weren't for Jiao spying it and taking it for safe keeping. Zhuyue couldn't understand why they disliked her so much and Dun wouldn't tell her anything. The entire thing left her frustrated and she needed to vent her anger. Since she couldn't train as she use to, practicing her dagger throwing was the next best thing.

"I beg to differ," said Zhuyue as she rested a hand on her large belly. "Especially after the day I had."

"Yeah, that was very strange," Lingqi admitted with a frown. "That woman...she is your family, right?"

"She is suppose to be," she replied. "But as you can see, I might as well not exist. So throwing my dagger at things keeps me from crying...or killing someone. So let me be."

"See? I can't do anything with this girl," madame Xu said with a tired smile. "Xiaolian and I have given up long ago. She is who she is so I just let her be."

"You are making me seem like a spoiled child, madame Xu," Zhuyue said with a frown.

Madame Xu only gave a light-hearted chuckle in response.

"You are a spoiled child," said Dun. He had just entered the inner courtyard with Zhang Liao following behind him.

Zhuyue narrowed her eyes and threw the final dagger at Dun. He caught, inches from his face and smirked at her. Still feisty, even when carrying his child. Still, it was odd that she was in such a bad mood. That must mean the bathing ceremony went as bad as he expected it would. He wanted to go with her, but it was an customary for women only to participate in it. Zhuyue insisted she would be fine with Lingqi, Madame Xu and Xiaolian at her side. Apparently, that wasn't the case.

"Oh my, I truly do not think I will ever get use to how you two express affection," madame Xu muttered as she shook her head at the antics of Zhuyue and Dun.

"Nor will I," Lingqi said with a sigh.

"Oh? Then why don't you and Wényuǎn show us how it's done, Lingqi. Go on, we're all watching," said Zhuyue with a smirk, temporarily forgetting her anger. She thoroughly enjoyed pushing Lingqi's buttons and rarely missed the opportunity to do so. She always had such delightful reactions which gave Zhuyue endless entertainment.

"L-lady Yue!" said Lingqi, flushed with embarrassment.

"Ah, unfortunately, we will not be able to oblige your wish today, Lady Yue," said Liao as he stepped forward and respectfully saluted her. "Lingqi and I have plans. Shall we go, Lingqi?"

Lingqi nodded her head quickly, happy to be rescued from such an embarrassing situation.

"Uh-huh," Zhuyue replied, the smirk still on her lips.

Zhang Liao and Lingqi bid their farewells to the others and hurried on their way.

Dun turned to Zhuyue and swept off of her feet, despite her protesting.

"That's enough of training for you today. You are going to tell me everything that happened at that bathing ceremony."

"Must I?" Zhuyue replied moodily.

"You must, brat," Dun replied as he carried her towards their home.

Madame Xu watched the two of them with a smile. Their relationship was an odd one but it was beautiful in its own way.

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"Lady Yue is...quite a handful. Are you okay serving her?" Liao asked as they rode away from the Xiahou residence.

"Lady Yue delights in messing with me, but she is truly a kind woman. I am truly grateful to serve someone like her."

Liao nodded. He would trust in Lingqi's words. Besides, he had enough things on his mind at the moment and he didn't care to add another worry to it. Liao felt out of his element. If this was a battle, he would face it with his head held high and his axes at the ready. Though he would be marching into the unknown, he would trust in his skill and meet any challenge head on.

This...this was something completely different. He did not know how Lingqi would react. Their relationship had been quite strained as late. Today was the longest time they had spent together in recent weeks. She had been purposely distancing herself from him. He couldn't blame her, not after the cowardly way he acted. He just hoped that he wasn't too late.

"There is some place I would like to go today, will you accompany me?" Liao asked.

Lingqi looked over to him in surprise. She fully expected to go straight back to the barracks. What did Liao have in mind?

"Will you accompany me, Lingqi?" Liao asked again.

"O-oh," Lingqi stammered out, realizing she hadn't responded as of yet. "Yes?"

"You do not sound sure. If you truly do not want-"

"Yes," she repeated, cutting him off. "I will go with you."

Liao nodded and spurred his horse on, leading them out of Xiapi's city gates.

"Where are we going?" Lingqi asked as they rode further and further away from the city gates.

"We are almost there," Liao replied.

That wasn't the answer she was looking for but she remained quiet and followed.

They came across a moderate sized home. Whoever lived here was not overly rich, but they weren't poor either. Liao dismounted and walked towards the entrance gate.

"Wényuǎn, whose home is this?" Lingqi asked as she dismounted.

Liao did not reply. He reached the gate and a servant that had seemingly been waiting for their arrival bowed to him and opened it allowing him entrance. Liao nodded to the servant and continued inside. Lingqi watched him in confusion. Why had he brought her here? Whose home was this and why was he acting so strange. She wasn't sure what she should do. Should she follow him or just head back to the barracks?

No, that was a lie. She knew what she was going to do. In her heart, she still cared for Liao, even if he didn't feel the same way about her. There was a part of her that still held out hope that maybe if she got stronger and a little bit older, he would see her as a woman and no longer the child he use to train.

Lingqi finally forced her feet, which had been rooted in place, to move and follow after Liao. The servant bowed to her, just as he had done to Liao. She didn't understand why. Being Lu Bu's child didn't matter here. She wasn't anyone of importance and he did not serve her. She needed to find Liao and get some answers.

Lingqi wandered around the home. It was a modest abode but she felt as if it was comforting in a way. What struck her as odd was that it didn't seem as if anyone currently lived there. There was no furniture within. If that was true, why were there servants? This was a question should would just have to ask Liao. She finally found him near a garden, standing by a group of saplings.

"Wényuǎn, what is going on here? Whose home is this?" Lingqi asked once she was close to him.

Liao kept his eyes on the saplings before him.

"Is lychee still your favorite fruit?" Liao asked.

"Yes, but-"

"I had them plant lychee trees here. They are only saplings now, but they will grow with in time. Perhaps...when they have fully matured, we can enjoy them together."

"Wényuǎn...I don't understand," said Lingqi.

Liao finally turned to face her. " You once asked me if I wanted you as my wife. I gave you...a cowardly answer. I told you that it was improper for me to see you as anything other than my student. The truth is, I stopped seeing you as a student long ago."

" Wényuǎn...," said Lingqi. She placed her hand on her heart which had begun to beat entirely too fast.

" I disliked the path Lu Bu was taking and I wanted to leave years ago. I told others it was my honor that kept me at his side but that was a lie. It was you...my desire to see that you were safe...to just be by your side. "

"W- Wényuǎn."

"I didn't think you saw me in the same way that I saw you. When you told me of your love for me...and I saw the earnest look in your eyes...Lingqi, you are far braver than I am. If you were to ask me again if I want you as my wife, the answer is yes. Yes I do."

"But before...you said that it was improper for a student and a teacher..."

"I understand your doubt. While working for Lu Bu, I could never show the affection I held for you. I knew he would never agree to a union between us so I buried my feelings. I was only your master and you only my student. It was painful...at first...knowing that the woman that captured my heart was so close yet out of reach. To avoid that pain, I suppose I suppressed my feelings a bit too deeply. I found it hard to separate the man from the teacher once more. That is no longer something I have an issue with. Lingqi, if you will still have me-"

Lingqi was overwhelmed with emotion. With tears streaming down her cheeks, she jumped into Liao's arms, throwing her arms around his neck as she hugged him tight.

"Lingqi..." Liao said as he wrapped his arms around her.

They stayed holding each other for a long time. Liao was loathe to let her go but he eventually pulled back.

"We should continue to explore the rest of our new home, shouldn't we?"

Lingqi nodded at him with a smile. She wiped at the tears that still poured from her eyes with the back of her hand. Liao reached for her and placed a gentle hand on her shoulder. Then in surprise to her and himself, he kissed her forehead. Lingqi looked up to him with wide eye. Liao, feeling as if he had miss-stepped coughed and turned away from her. He began to walk away but felt Lingqi catch him by the arm. He looked down to her and saw that she had rested her head against his arm, a dreamy smile on her face. Her dreams had come true and she felt as if she were in heaven.

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"Mèngdé, we may have a potential problem. Said Dun as he followed after the servant that had showed him to Cao's office along with Xun You.

Guo Jia, who was already inside, saluted Dun and You. Both men returned the gesture. Cao on the other end looked rather irked about something.

"Something else to add to the pile I see," Cao replied with a sigh.

"What's happened?"

Cao looked to You. He was still new and while he trusted in his talent, he didn't trust him with all of his secrets.

"Never mind that, what is your issue, cousin?"

"Xun Wénruò," Dun replied.

"Cousin, is this an actual issue or are you going to try to convince me to get rid of that useless Han loving piece of shit as you so lovingly refer to him?"

"Interesting title you have given him," You remarked.

"Accurate title," Dun corrected.

"Well, what is it, Yuánràng?" Cao asked again.

"He's up to something with Liu Bei," Dun replied.

Cao cocked a brow. This was mildly interesting but he wouldn't get overly concerned just yet. He knew his cousin had a dislike of Xun Yu and this may be nothing to get worried about.

"Tell him, Gōngdá," said Dun as he stepped to the side. All eyes were now on You. The man gave a small sigh. He felt terrible that he was about to tattle on his cousin, but he swore an oath to serve Cao Cao and he wasn't a man that took such oaths lightly. You saluted Cao and the others, then begin to recant the same tale he told Dun earlier that day.

"As you know, I have been living with my cousin since I joined up with the army."

"Yes, I offered you property and you refused me," said Cao.

"Yes. My apologies for seeming ungrateful but the action was a deliberate one. My cousin has a-,"

He paused as he tried to think of the most tactful way of putting his next words.

"-Strong sense of loyalty to the Han," You finally concluded.

"Yes, one of his only flaws," Cao replied.

You did not begrudge Cao his way of thinking. The Han was now a flawed dynasty. When it first came around, it did wondrous things for their land, but as time wore on, the legacy it left behind became tainted.. You believed that there needed to be a change. The time of the Han was over. Unfortunately, there were many who were hesitant to accept change and clung to a system that clearly no longer worked. They stayed trapped in the past, stuck on memories of when the flawed system actually did work; unable to see that it no longer fits the world as they know it today. His cousin Yu was one of these people and it saddened him that such a brilliant man was being held back but such a thing.

"Yes, well, I had a fear that his devotion might lead him to make some questionable decisions so I wanted to keep an eye on him and try to keep him out of trouble. Unfortunately, he has put himself in a predicament that I cannot help him with. It may be nothing, but I thought it would be best to tell someone all the same so I told Yuánràng who insisted that we come to you."

"I see...and what was this questionable decision?"

"He has moved Liu Bei and his sworn brothers into his home."

Cao's face instantly dropped into a frown.

"And why would he do a thing like that?"

"He claims he did it to foster unity between our armies but in reality, I know he greatly respects Liu Bei because of his devotion to the Han. Now I'm not saying he did this with malicious intentions in his heart, but I think we can agree it was a bad decision."

"I must say, I am surprised you would betray your cousin's confidence like this," said Jia.

"I made an oath to serve Lord Cao. I do not take such things lightly. If someone, be it family or a stranger, are doing something that may cause harm to my lord, it is my duty to do everything in my power to prevent it."

"Well said," Jia replied with a smile.

"Indeed. I will see that such loyalty is rewarded."

"Not necessary, my lord, I didn't tell you in hopes of getting a reward. I just wanted you to be aware of what was going on under your nose. Of course, Wénruò is going to come to you on his own and give some explanation about why his decision was a good one, but I wanted you to be aware of the truth before he spins some sort of lie with that talented tongue of his."

"Hmph, I am actually looking forward to hearing the excuse he comes up with to try and convince me," Cao said in an amused tone. "Thank you for your report, Gōngdá, you are free to go."

You nodded and saluted the three. They returned the gesture and he left the room.

"A surprising turn of events," Jia mused.

"Indeed. I must say I am surprised that Wénruò would go behind my back like that."

"As am I. I knew he had was loyal to the Han, but I never would have suspected it would have made him show such favor to Liu Bei."

"Hmph, I saw it coming a long time ago," said Dun.

"Oh, Yuánràng, no one likes a gloater," Jia said with a smile.

" Fèngxiào, what do you make of all this?" asked Cao, interrupting the back and forth before it could go any further.

"Hmm, well as Gōngdá said, I do not think he did so with malicious intent, however, with Liu Bei so close to his ear, that innocent gesture may breed a traitor."

"Just tell the idiot that Liu Bei can't stay."

"Actually, I think that would be a bad idea," said Jia.

"Explain," Cao commanded.

"Think of what happens when you tell a child they cannot do something. Saying no only makes them want to do it even more. He respects Liu Bei. You telling Wénruò that he cannot have a man he holds in such high regard in his home will only serve to push him into his new hero's arms even more."

"But letting Liu Bei and his brothers stay with him will do the same thing," Dun argued.

"This is true, but there is a slightly higher chance that he will remain loyal if we do nothing."

"Is that a chance you are willing to take, Mèngdé?"

Cao stroked his chin as he considered this.

"Wénruò is a talented strategist. While this move of his is foolhardy, it could be to our benefit. We will use him to keep an eye on Liu Bei."

"And if he starts helping Liu Bei and covers up anything he might have planned?" asked Dun.

"It is a risk I am willing to take. This will be a test of his loyalty. If he betrays my trust, he will be dealt with accordingly. For now, I will give him the benefit of the doubt. There are more immediate matters I need to attend to."

"Tch, I think it is a bad idea. You should just handle him now and get it over with. This is going to be Chen Gong all over again."

"We underestimated Chen Gong...I underestimated him. I will not make the same mistake with Wénruò. If he does betray us, I will ensure that he will be unable to do any permanent damage to our cause," Jia replied.

"Whatever, don't say I didn't warn you. What is more important than this anyway?"

"The emperor," Jia replied.

"Another person you should just kill and be done with," Dun muttered.

"Cousin, you have the same solution for every problem."

"That's because it is effective. If you allow a wound to fester, it will only cause you trouble later on. Cut it off and be done with it."

"That's...surprisingly profound, Yuánràng," Jia mused.

"But what if that wound has a chance to heal? Wouldn't it be better to save what you can than to cut it off and be forever without it?" Cao retorted.

"Very rarely do bad wounds heal, cousin," Dun replied.

"But sometimes they do, cousin. If something is worth being saved, you should try. Sacrifice is not the only path to victory. Your way of thinking is why I still beat you so handily in Go," said Cao.

Dun wasn't convinced but he certainly did not feel like continuing this verbal sparring match with Cao about imaginary wounds.

"Hmph, back to the point, what did the emperor do?"

"Our lord has reason to believe that he is plotting against him with someone by the name of Dong Cheng," Jia replied.

"And who is Dong Cheng?"

It was Cao who answered Dun's question.

"He is a noble that once worked under Niu Fu, husband of one of Dong Zhuo's daughters. He gained recognition after participating in the rescue of the emperor from the hands of Zhuo's former subordinates Li Jue and Guo Si."

"Recently, he had a meeting with the emperor," said Jia, continuing the story. "The two of them disappeared into the emperor's private chambers for a long period of time."

"When he came back out, he had a gift from the emperor. A robe," Cao concluded.

"Did you check it? To see if there were any hidden messages?" Dun asked.

"Of course. I found none but I know something went on between them, because the next day, the emperor sent out this decree," Cao replied as he tossed a scroll towards Dun.

Dun caught it easily and he unrolled it, reading the words contained within.

"You gotta be shitting me," Dun said after a few minutes.

"So you see the issue-the emperor had given this man power equal to mine in a short period of time. He did so after a highly suspicious meeting and more importantly, he did so behind my back."

"So you can't just kill him because he has the protection of the emperor," said Dun as he rolled the scroll back up and tossed it back to Cao.

"Correct. My next move must be calculated lest I find myself in a situation I cannot recover from and I refuse to let my ambition to be stopped by the likes of those two."

"There is also the matter of Yuan Shao and Yuan Shu. We have reason to believe that they have turned their eyes from each other and are now focusing them on us," said Jia.

"So we are being attacked from the outside and from within," said Dun.

"Correct. While Wénruò's actions are worrisome as well as untimely, I cannot devote my attention to it."

"So which Yuan brother are you going to take out first?"

"Yuan Shu would be the easier target. Taking him out first would ensure that he does not join back up with his brother and create a united front against us. Besides, him declaring himself as emperor put a target on his back. No one would question us attacking him," said Jia.

"Yes, but there is also the issue of the little conqueror. He should not be ignored either," said Cao.

"Who?" Dun asked.

"Sun Ce, son of Sun Jian," Cao explained. "He has garnered the nick name little conqueror because he has been doing just that. Left unchecked, he is poised to take over half of China.

"So we should go after them first," said Dun.

He remembered what Zhuyue had told him about while she was held captive by Wu. He owed them for that.

"While I agree that they are a threat that needs to be addressed, I don' think we should expose our back to Yuan Shao. I think we need to create an alliance with Sun Ce to ensure that he doesn't attack us while we are dealing with Shao and Shu," said Jia.

"Sun Ce had a previous alliance with Shu. What makes you think he would ally with us?" asked Cao.

"This," Jia said as he produced a strip of bamboo with Ce officially denouncing any ties to Shu and condemning his recent action of declaring himself emperor. Cao read the strip and handed it back Jia.

"Hmm...we can use this," Cao said as he stroked his chin. "We will invite him to Xuchang, throw a banquet in his honor for denouncing Yuan Shu and offer him a title for his loyalty to the true emperor. That should appease him enough to stop him from attacking us once we decide to go after Shao."

"That should work," said Jia.

"I don't like this," Dun said with a frown.

"I know cousin...It will be a temporary alliance. Wu will fall like the rest."

"Hmph," was Dun's reply. He still wasn't happy about the situation. He didn't like the idea of having to play nice with people he wanted to kill. It seems like Cao was asking that of him a lot recently.

"Bianshi told me of what happened at the bathing ceremony," Cao said suddenly.

Dun looked at him but did not reply.

"It seems that Shan and Ai have been causing grief not only with you and Zhuyue, but with Miàocái and his family as well. I cannot have my top generals burdened by such a thing. I know you two were looking to build them a home in Xuchang but perhaps it would be better if they weren't here at all? I see no reason why they can't go to one of the other provinces we control," said Cao.

"Are you trying to bribe me?" Dun asked with a frown.

"Bribe you? Why would I need to do that, cousin? Every decision I make is for the good of my ambition. Even if you aren't happy with it, you will follow my wishes because that is what you swore to do. I do not need to bribe you into doing so. I merely want you two focused for when I need you most. That can't be done if you are worried about Shan and Ai. It is as simple as that."

"Tch, the way you put it makes you sound like a smug asshole. Well whatever. If you can help get them out of our hair, the better for us."

With that said, Dun departed, leaving Jia and Cao alone.

"Hmm..."

"What is it, Fèngxiào?"

"You have been asking Yuánràng to accept much lately."

"I know and I will continue to ask more of him and everyone else under my command. Contrary to what I said earlier, there are times when sacrifices must be made to achieve what you want. I do not ask him or anyone else to pay a price that I would not pay myself."

"Of course," Jia said with a bow of his head. "I will be leaving for now to write up something to send to Sun Ce. I expect you want him out of the way as soon as possible."

Cao nodded and waved a dismissive hand.

Jia left the room and began to make his way back home. Along the way, he felt his chest tighten. He ducked off into a corner and braced himself against a wall. His was thrown into a coughing fit which he had no choice but to endure. After several minutes, his coughing finally subsided. Cao wouldn't ask his people to sacrifice more than he was willing to huh? As Jia pushed himself from off the wall, his throat burning and his body wracked with pain, he wondered just how true that was.

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-Three months later -

"Would you stop smiling?" Zhuyue asked in an irritated tone.

Lingqi hid her face and tried to hide her smile but did a poor job of doing so. Zhuyue let out a disgusted sigh and turned away from her. She felt miserable. Her feet were swollen, her back ached and her child didn't seem to feel like staying still. Seeing Lingqi in such a perky mood only served to piss her off.

"Why are you so damn happy anyway?" Zhuyue asked without looking at Lingqi.

"I guess I was thinking about Wényuǎn and my upcoming wedding. It's only four months away."

"How adorable," Zhuyue muttered as she pushed herself to her feet. Lingqi hurried to her side but Zhuyue shooed her away.

"Lady Yue, you really should be resting."

"I agree," said Xiaolian who had been training a few feet away.

"Traitor," Zhuyue hissed. This didn't bother Xiaolian in the least. She had gotten use to her mother's mood swings. "Look, my ass is going numb sitting so much. Let me walk around a-huh?," Zhuyue grabbed hold of her stomach and looked to the ground below her to see that a her water had just broken.