Hello me lovlies. So I didn't have time last night but this fic has made me very happy. Here is why. At chapter 33 I recieved my 100th review! None of my fics has ever had 10 reviews before so this makes me very bery happy! I decided to do something nice in this fic but you'll have to wait and see. Oh don't worry, I still have angst to spare.

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Enjoy!

Kendall and James had fallen asleep. They had become even more overprotective since learning that the Reese's were free. Of course they could only take so much, and so weren't so much asleep but passed out. Carlos and Logan were still awake but were trying not to wake the other two. After Logan had told Officer Gracia the truth there'd been some questions. Now Carlos was wondering about one of the answers.

"Logan... can I ask you something?" He whispered.

"Sure." Logan replied, he tried to move his leg as Kendall was lying on it and there was a nasty bruise which was begining to throb.

"Do you really not know what happend to Martha?"

"I have no idea. After Phil came back she was gone and he never told us what he'd done to her, no matter how many times we asked him. I have no idea if she's alive." Logan replied sadly. Carlos didn't know how to react. He'd always known where his siblings were or at least that they were safe. He almost felt gulity about it even though he knew it wasen't his fault.

"I'm sorry." He said quietly. Logan looked at him.

"Are you alright?" He asked his friend. Carlos could read anyone like a book but Logan was one of the few people who could read him. Right now Logan knew that Carlos was feeling gulity about something.

"It's stupid." Carlos said trying to get out of a dodgy conversation.

"Tell me, I won't tell the others." Logan reassured.

"I-I'm failing. I'm meant to be the happy one, the one that can make us all happy after something happens and at the moment I just can't. There seems to be no way out of this." Carlos said, he was almost in tears. Logan moved his arm around his friend and let Carlos cry onto his shoulder. He knew there was nothing he could say. Eventually Carlos cried himself to sleep. Logan used his free hand to rub his temple. His head was beating and he was feeling an overwhelming sense of grief. In Lottie's letter she'd told him that she'd been dead since they were seven. The time between the two incidents she'd had the illness. Logan knew she was right and yet was going to grieve for her, despite her words. She'd been harmless. So had Martha and yet the Reese's had thought they were a threat. Eventually he fell asleep. For a couple of hours the room was silent as the four boys slept but then Kendall woke up. He streched out, accidently hitting James which woke him up.

"Looks like we slept on Logan again." James said with a laugh. Kendall smiled and the two boys sat up. James smiled at the sight of the two still sleeping boys.

"Do you think Logan's told Carlos things we'll never know?" Kendall asked.

"Probally. I think we know the important things. We have secrets they don't know." James said. "It's not your fault."

"What isn't?" Kendall asked confused.

"All of this. I know you think that if you'd seen Jo sooner then all of this wouldn't have happend but it would have. We were all to upset to have done anything before we did and the police thought the Reese's were clean. This is not your fault." James said, he could read Kendall as easily as Logan could read Carlos. Kendall looked away. He couldn't quite believe James, yet he knew that he was telling the truth.

"I-I guess. Am I that obvious?" Kendall asked.

"I could tell. Mostly because you talk in your sleep. It's quite adorable." James teased. Kendall rolled his eyes. Normally they probally would have had a slap fight but they didn't want to wake the other two up. "Do you think that the Reese's will come after Logie?" Kendall paused before he answerd.

"Yes. Which is why we have to be here for him. Unless he's with a doctor we have to be there." Kendall seemed to be back to his old self. James knew he wasen't though. The depression was still there even if the medication had worked.

"I know. There's so many police they might not even try. Do you think Martha's still alive?" James replied.

"I have no idea. I know Logan acts like he belives her dead but I think he actually believes her to be alive. I hope she is, just for Logan's sake. What do you think?" Kendall said, lowering the volume as Carlos moved.

"My brain says no and yet my heart is saying yes just because I want something good the happen for Logan." James answered. He glanced over to Logan, "at least the bruises are begining to fade." The dark bluey black bruises had turned to a dark yellow colour. The cuts were starting to heal over but the burns hardly seemed to be healing.

"True. When did we start to loose control?" Kendall asked.

"We haven't lost control. We're just not in control at this particular moment in time." James said. The two boys burst out laughing, that had made no sense at all. The laughter woke Carlos up but not Logan.

"You two are way to loud for this early in the morning." Carlos mumbled.

"Sorry. We're discussing our loss of control." James said through laughter. Carlos laughed at his friends weirdness, afterall he was meant to be the weird one of the group.

"Of course you were." Carlos said, more to himself then to the other two. Kendall responded by flicking him in the knee. James laughed at the silly interaction between the two boys. Logan stirred in his sleep but didn't wake up.

"Do you think he's alright?" James asked, looking at the now one remaining sleeping member of the band.

"As alright as he's going to be. Do you think Martha's alive?" Kendall replied, the last part to Carlos.

"I hope so. If only to make Logan a bit happier." Carlos replied. He still haden't moved as he didn't want to wake Logan up.

"We're going to be alright aren't we?" Kendall asked.

"This is us, we're always alright in the end." James replied.

The make-up on the dressing table had been spread out over the table as the girl tried to make herself look normal rather then like sleepless zomibe. She brushed her blonde hair back before standing up and looking at her back in the mirror. Instantly she unbuttoned her shirt and replaced it with her denim button up. She tossed the new shirt. What was the use of it if it showed off unwanted things. Such as a scar. A scar that represented a knife wound. As if someone had literally stabbed her in the back.

ZAP! Bet no one saw that coming. Random fact; I have a hot chocolate with marshmellows! So anyway they changed the summery for Big Time Break Up, shame it sounds a little less awsome. Although the storyline of the helmet sounds good.

Spencer: Where am I?

My mind... and you're only here as I want to see the crossover thingy.

Spencer: RUN AWAY!

... moving on

See y'all next time!