Here is Seth.. :) YAY.
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Leah4Life
Seth's Point of View
It was late.. I couldn't sleep, so I got up and left the house. I went around the back of the house and lay down in the grass.. I stared up at the dark Alaska sky and smiled at the stars. It was pretty. Everything seemed to be more beautiful here than La Push, but I lived in La Push for years and years.. Maybe it's just new and seems so much better.. But I feel like I could live here forever.. It makes me feel peaceful.
Beth's words echoed in my ears..
'"Maybe you weren't meant to be.. Maybe fate made a mistake. Maybe this is your chance, to find who you really should be with.. Maybe fate made a mistake when you imprinted on Emily.. Maybe that was why she died.. Maybe you didn't belong with her. Maybe just maybe."'
It made sense.. Why would fate take my soul mate away from me? That didn't make any sense.. Fate wasn't cruel. Maybe fate was correcting a mistake..
But if that's it, it's my fault that inesent girl is dead.
The thought of that, hurt me.. I didn't want it to be my fault. She was so young.. A beautiful fifteen year old girl died because fate had made a mistake on me.
I pushed that thought away.. It hurt too much.
Beth looked at me, her piercing blue eyes buried into mine..
She watched me, processing her thought and I saw something in her eyes.. Something I couldn't identify.. It was something she was trying very desperately to hide..
She looked away from me (maybe to hide her eyes), but I continued to watch her. She looked like she was pondering something.. Or just thinking something over..
"Seth?" Beth called.. I turned around and saw Beth standing outside the house... "Are you alright?" She asked.
"Yeah. I couldn't sleep." I told her.
"I couldn't sleep either." She told me.. "Can I join you?" She asked.
"Yeah, sure.." I said, watching her walk over to me.. She lay down beside me and looked up at the sky.. "It's very pretty.. I haven't seen the stars in a very long time.."
"Yes. They are very pretty.. Always there too." She said.. "If you look really closely, when the sun is up you can see them.. Have you ever seen a constellation?" She asked.
"Only in pictures.." I said...
"Huh.. Want to see them?" She asked, smiling.
"Yeah." I answered.
She took my hand and pointed up at the sky.. "See right there?" She asked.. I nodded. "That's the big dipper." She told me.
"That's cool.."
She moved our hands and then laughed.. "That's the little dipper."
"What's funny about the little dipper?" I asked.
"Oh.. Um. Nothing." She said, looking up at the sky.. She dropped my hand and then looked at me. ;
"So.." I said.
"Yeah." She said.
It was then that I realized that we were very close.. Our noses were almost touching. I pulled away and then looked away. "I'm sorry." I said.
"It's fine." She was looking down.. Her face was red in the pale moonlight.. A single tear rolled down her cheek.
"Hey, it's okay." I said.
"No. Its not." She said, standing up and running into the house..
I wondered quietly if I should go after her.. I didn't know.
I stood up and fallowed her into the house.
"Beth, wait." I called after her.
She just ran through the house and ended up in her room.. I could hear the crying from were I stood.
Beth's Point of View
I had been so stupid.. I had let myself too close. I knew he didn't feel the same way and I did it any way. I cried, there sitting on my bed, wishing I could just disappear.. I grabbed my IPod and turned it on.. I scrolled down and found You Belong With Me by Taylor Swift (I don't own that awesome song.. I just love it!! I wish it was mine.. But it isn't, now is it? I promise my name isn't Taylor Swift...)..
I sang the words through my tears and then froze.. I was at the third verse and I realized that I was singing out loud.. Seth was in the house.. With were wolf hearing. He could hear me. Oh my God. THIS SUCKS.. Now I can't even show my face around him.. He'll have figured it out by now.
You Belong With Me, You Belong With Me.. Have You Every Thought Maybe? You Belong With Me.. :)
I love that song. Thanks Taylor for writing a fabulous song.. IT IS SO COOL.. :)
Thanks for reading.. :) Time to review..
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Leah4Life
