A/N: For any of you that aren't reading my other fic Hero in you, this will likely be the last update for a little bit. Due to my family sucking, we can't afford to live where we are and are moving back to her hometown in Georgia. But regardless, WE ARE EXCITED! It'll be a good, fresh start for us. 3 It will just be a little bit until I update again. Not to long though! Thank you guys, you have been awesome from the start! Also…. A little surprise at the end of this chapter. I don't care if it sounds like I am begging. PLEASE REVIEW.

"Did I have that many diapers?"

Beca laughed as she set aside the fourth box of diapers that Stacie had opened. They were all on the living room eating vanilla cake with blue cream filling and watching Stacie open the gifts.

"You had more." She said.

Alex's eyes grew comically wide. "I did? Why?"

Aubrey smiled. "Because I was determined to have everything you needed so I bought multiple boxes in every size." She said and Chloe laughed at the memory.

"We thought it was crazy, but you used every single one of them and many more. "She said.

Alex looked at the boxes. "Will he need more than this?" She asked.

"Oh yes, we will be buying diapers for the next two or so years. Until he is potty trained." Stacie said.

"Yeah, and that is the big sisters job." Amy said and winked at her. Beca looked at Alex, knowing this was going to elicit an amusing expression.

"I have to do that?" She asked Stacie and her face turned to one of disgust. They all laughed and she looked at them in confusion.

"No, love you don't have to do that. But you might help us." Stacie said and picked up another gift. "Here will you open this one? I think it has your name on it." She smiled and Alex's eyes brightened as she set her cake aside and jumped off the chair she was sitting in. She walked over and gently took the package, looking around the room at all the smiling faces.

"For me?"

Beca nodded. "And I don't think it's diapers."

Alex smiled widely and began tearing the paper off of it. She smiled as she was met with a bright purple shirt that read 'Best big sister' on the front in glittery letters.

"Best big sister." She read aloud. Then looked at Beca. "I'm going to be that?"

She nodded. "No doubt."

"When can I wear it?"

"How about the day your little brother is born?" Chloe asked.

She nodded. "Okay. Who got this for me?"

CR raised her hand. "That would be me little bit."

She smiled and walked over. "Thank you." She said and hugged her.

CR smiled widely and hugged her back. "Anytime cutie."

XXXXXX

Alex had forgotten her earlier discomfort as she played happily on the shore with Billie, Benji and Amy. Chloe, Beca and CR sat on one side of the porch, while Aubrey and Stacie were on the other, enjoying the light breeze as the sun began to set.

"This was so great, thank you so much." Stacie smiled.

Aubrey smiled as well and pressed her lips to her temple. "Pregnancy looks good on you Stace." CR said. "You look beautiful."

"I feel like a beached whale." She laughed. "But thank you."

"I'm sure you girls do well to remind her that she is not in fact a beached whale." CR said playfully and Becas smile fell just slightly.

No one caught it and for that she was grateful. They continued talking as she looked off toward where Alex was playing. Billie happily running and jumping around her as Amy threw giant handfuls of sand at Benji.

It had been a tough few weeks. Things were just starting to get better. Chloe was becoming more and more stable every day, her medication working wonders. Aubrey was gaining the attention of the Lawyers she worked for and Stacie was full baby mode. Preparing for the big day. The nursery was finished now and they were counting down the days until the baby was due. It had been brought to everyone's attention at some point or another. Whether it was because it hit them, or they were told about it. Stacie had tried on more than one occasion to speak with Beca, or to initiate something, but in the end. They hadn't really done more than heated make out sessions and light toughing in weeks. Beca was chalking it up to everyone just being too tired. It wasn't a lie; they were all falling into bed in exhaustion every night.

Their sex life was practically nonexistent. Beca was certain it wasn't only her, that none of them had been intimate with each other in a while. At first, when everything happened with Chloe, she thought it was her. That they just weren't attracted to her anymore. But now, she figured it was just not any of their minds. They were so busy; they didn't think about it.

She missed it, of course. The intimacy with her girlfriends. The long nights spent together, giving them all the love and attention she could, and receiving it as well. But at the same time, it wasn't the glue to their relationship. It wasn't necessary and they had been doing well. Their relationship had become stronger, if anything. Though as she thought about it now, she couldn't help but feel the familiar tingle inside of her. She missed their touches and touching them in return.

"Beca?" She snapped out of her daze and looked at Chloe who had said her name. By her tone and the looks, she was receiving, she had been trying to get her attention for a while.

"Yeah? Sorry."

"You okay?" Chloe asked. "You went away there for a second.

She smiled reassuringly. "Yeah, I'm good." She said. "Sorry, just a little tired I guess."

"Well, I guess it is that time isn't it?" CR asked with a laugh.

Aubrey chuckled. "For us old ladies? You bet." She said and looked out toward the beach where Alex was now running toward the house. Billie on her heels and Benji and Amy following behind her.

"How long are you all in town?" Stacie asked as she stood up with the help of Aubrey and Chloe and Beca stood up too.

"Well, I have to be on a plane to New York tomorrow afternoon." CR said. "Benji is flying with me, he has to get back too. I think Amy was going to stay another day though."

"Amy was doing what?" They looked over with smiles as the Australian herself walked up onto the porch.

"How long are you here for?" Beca asked with a smile.

"Oh, I fly out the day after tomorrow." She said.

Beca frowned. "You guys are leaving so fast."

"I'm sorry Becs." Benji said walking over and wrapping his arms around her. "My job doesn't like me being gone for too long." He said. "Or I would stay as long as possible."

"Well, being a big fancy man on Broadway is pretty cool. Even if it means you can't see your friends as often as you would like."

"Well, maybe after the little guy is born you guys can come out to New York, and see a show." He said.

"That would be amazing." Aubrey said. "I have always wanted to do that."

"Well then, you guys just let me know when and we will get you out there."

CR smiled. "From the way Rachel talks about Beca, she might be out there sooner than you think."

Beca looked at her. "What?"

CR smiled and everyone else looked at her in question. "I can't say too much, but when I spoke to Rachel, just before planning this, she couldn't say enough good things about you. She is extremely impressed with your work and what you get accomplished in your home studio. Don't tell her I told you this but, she showed some pretty big artists your work and what you did with Emily Junks debut. You have a list of people hoping for a chance to work with you Beca."

Beca couldn't form a sentence and Aubrey and Stacie smiled at her speechlessness. Chloe felt a twinge of something shoot through her, but it quickly subsided and she shook her head before smiling.

"Beca, that is awesome." Amy said. "Gonna be a big time music producer before your next birthday."

"That's wonderful." Aubrey smiled walking over and giving Beca a kiss.

"I-yeah." She said, still in shock at what she just heard.

XXXXXX

That night, after everyone had left and Alex was tucked safely in bed, all four girls were laying in their own bed. All eyes were closed, aside from Becas. She lay, her eyes wide open, staring out the window toward the ocean.

She couldn't shut her mind off. What CR had said, was a bit overwhelming and she couldn't stop think about who the artists were, that wanted to work with her. After nearly two hours of this, she carefully removed the arms that was draped over her waist and slipped out of bed. She pulled the blanket over Aubrey's sleeping form and leaned over, kissing her cheek before looking at the other two, who were sleeping peacefully. Then, she silently left the bedroom and walked down the hallway. First stopping at Alex's room, and checking on her before she made her way down the stairs, through the kitchen and into the basement.

XXXXXX

She wasn't aware of the time that had passed as she sat in the studio, making demo after demo. She didn't know what she was trying to make, or if she was trying to make anything at all. All she knew was she couldn't shut her mind off and this was at least giving her something to do, since sleep didn't seem to be an option. It had been a good three hours, before the door slowly opened and she flinched slightly, looking over to see Chloe standing in the doorway.

She took her headphones off. "Thought I would find you here." Chloe said.

"Yeah, sorry." She said. "I couldn't sleep."

She watched as Chloe walked toward her. "What's on your mind?" She asked walking around behind her and gently began massaging her shoulders. Smiling when she felt her relaxing, but concerned at the tightness she felt, as well as the knots.

"Just what CR said," She said as her eyes drifted shut and she winced as Chloe's thumbs dug into a particularly large knot.

"Baby, why didn't you say something? Are you hurting?" She asked as she nudged her to stand up.

"I wasn't really paying attention." She said as Chloe took her hand and lead her over to the couch.

"Take your shirt and bra off." She said lightly and Beca smiled tiredly as she did, then as directed, laid down on her stomach on the couch.

"Are you nervous? About what CR said?" She asked as she easily straddled the smaller woman and began rubbing out the knots in her back.

"Yeah." She said as her eyes closed. "I should be though, right?"

Chloe smiled. "I don't think you have anything to be nervous about. You are amazing at what you do and any one of those big Hollywood artists would be damn lucky to have you produce their music."

She felt Beca relax further as her hands worked her back, carefully rubbing out one knot at a time.

"Thank you, Chlo. That means a lot, that you think that."

"I mean it Becs. You are amazing." She said as she focused on the smooth porcelain skin beneath her fingertips.

She could see the goosebumps that had erupted over her back at Chloe's warm touch and she smiled as she continued her work. "Hey, Beca?" She said softly.

"Hm?" Came a tired reply.

There was a pause before, "I miss you."

She felt Beca tense slightly before she relaxed again. "I miss you too, Chloe. I miss all of you."

Chloe frowned and her hands stilled. This made Beca more nervous than CR's news and she shifted, prompting Chloe to sit up and she moved onto her back.

Chloe tried to stand up and move off of her but Beca reached out and grabbed her hips, pulling her back down.

"Don't go." She said. And Chloe could see the nervous look in her eyes.

"Beca, I'm sorry." She said. "I realized it when everything was happening, but, I- "

"Chlo, it's okay." She said. "I know, everything has been so crazy around here." She said and Chloe looked at her sadly.

"That isn't an excuse."

"It's okay, Chloe. I understand, and it's okay." She said. "I mean, unless it's something else…unless you don't want me like that anymore," She said. "Is that- "

"Not even possible." Chloe cut her off, her eyes wide. "Beca, it's not that at all. I was, I don't know. My head was so screwed up and I- "

Beca sat up, and Chloe ended up straddling her, their chests pressed together. "Chloe, stop." She said firmly but in a gentle tone as she wrapped her arms around her. "I know you were struggling. I know it has been a crazy few weeks. I just had to ask. I am sorry." She said and Chloe wrapped her arms around her tightly.

"I love you so much Beca, and I am sorry that it has been so long. None of us have done anything, I hope you know that. It isn't just you."

She nodded. "I know, love. I get it. I was hurt at first, but I'm okay now. I know. Life got busy, I get it. Our relationship…it's never been about sex. Trust me, it's a lovely addition, but it's not something that has been necessary. I love you all for you, and if loving you, being loved by you meant never having sex again, then so be it." She said.

Chloe smiled and chuckled a little. "Let's not do that though okay?" She asked playfully.

Beca blushed and smiled at her. "I love you Chloe."

"I love you too Beca." She said and slowly leaned in pressing her lips to Becas. The kiss was soft and sweet and Chloe pulled back soon after.

"So, I know you said that our relationship isn't about the sex but…" She started with a mischievous grin and Beca smiled, pulling her back in for a deeper kiss. Chloe's hands instantly tangled in Becas hair and the smaller girl whimpered as she felt Chloe give subtle roll of her hips.

It wasn't long before Beca felt Chloe's tongue on her lips, requesting entrance and she was eager to comply. Chloe moaned into her mouth and pushed her down on the couch, straddling her hips.

Beca looked up at her, her chest flushed, lips red and kiss swollen, eyes dilated. Chloe smirked and lifted her shirt over her head.

"I have really missed you, Beca." She said as she bent at the waist and tailed kisses from her belly button up to her breasts where she lightly nipped before attaching her lips to Becas neck and biting softly.

She smiled when she felt Becas hips lift off the couch, searching for some kind of friction and she used her own hips to push them back down.

She could feel Becas hands in her hair and running over her back as she slowly began to grind herself against her. "Kiss me." She said breathlessly fisting her hand in Chloe's hair and pulling her up to meet her lips. This kiss was harder, more passionate as Beca reached down and pushed her hand into Chloe's pajama bottoms, wasting no time as she pushed two fingers into her.

She felt the redhead tense and she gasped before grinding her hips down on her fingers.

"Fuck, Becs." She gasped.

"Sorry, I couldn't help it." She smiled as she curled and pumped her fingers inside the woman on top of her.

Chloe's eyes practically rolled back in her head as she felt Becas thumb press against her clit. Beca smiled as she felt the body on top of her begin to tremble.

"She reached up, grabbing Chloe's breast with her free hand and kneading it firmly as she felt her begin to move faster. Beca couldn't stop her hips from rolling up and pushing her fingers into her further.

A loud moan escaped her mouth and she cursed as she rolled her body. Beca watched, practically hypnotized by the perfect body that was above her. She curled her finger and pushed her thumb against her clit again as she scratched her nails down Chloe's chest and stomach, leaving angry red lines behind but this only spurred the redhead on.

"Fuck, Becs. I'm close." She panted as she continued to ride her fingers and Beca moaned in response.

"Come Chloe, I want to hear you." She said and Chloe's body stilled as her orgasm crashed through her. Becas name and slew of curse words left her mouth in a high pitched moan as she collapsed on top of her.

Beca smiled, her breathing labored as she ran her fingers through Chloe's curls and slowly pulled out of her as she came down from her high.

"You are so beautiful, Chlo." She whispered, placing a kiss on her head.

She felt Chloe chuckle as she sat back up. "Yeah? So are you," She said leaning down and kissing her again.

"And you, are long overdue." She said and Beca smiled, her eyes drifting shut as she felt Chloe leave a trail of kisses down her stomach. She felt two warm hands on her breasts and soft lips grazing her lower stomach making her muscles clench and she knew her underwear was ruined.

She sighed as she felt Chloe's nails scrape her hips as she pulled off the cotton sleep shorts she was wearing and she looked down to see Chloe looking up at her through hooded eyes before she smirked and softly ran her tongue over her swollen clit. Her hips jerked and she hissed as Chloe continued to gently lick and suck on her clit, her hands massaging her breasts.

"Shit, Chlo."

She felt a rough squeeze and knew that was Chloe taking pride in her work. She laid back and enjoyed the feeling of Chloe's skilled tongue for a while longer before she couldn't take it any longer. "Chloe, I need you." She moaned, reaching down and Chloe pulled back, wiping her mouth with the back of her hand before climbing up her body and settling herself between her legs.

"You are amazing, Beca." She said as she pressed her lips against Becas, kissing her heatedly, letting her taste herself on her lips.

Beca was too caught up in the kiss to realize Chloe had lifted herself up and before she knew it, Chloe had plunged two fingers into her. She moaned into her mouth and her head fell back as Chloe lowered herself back down, using her hips to push her fingers deeper.

"I missed you like this." Chloe said in her ear as she nipped at it. "You are beautiful like this."

Beca moaned again, rolling her hips up to meet Chloe's thrusts. She could feel the familiar tightening in her belly and knew she wasn't going to last much longer.

"I love you so much Beca, come for me." She said thrusting harder and biting into her neck.

"Oh my god, Chlo," She gasped and her back arched as her orgasm hit her in waves. "Fuck,"

Chloe slowed, but didn't stop her movement until Beca reached down and wrapped her hand around her wrist. "No more, please." She said, her voice heavy with exhaustion.

Chloe smiled and carefully pulled her fingers out, feeling Beca's body trembling beneath her. She truly had missed her like this. She missed her period, but like this, when she was completely relaxed. When she was in a state of bliss, happiness apparent. This was something Chloe truly loved to see.

She carefully settled down beside her, thankful for the oversized couch. "Are you tired now?" She asked.

"Extremely." Came Becas reply, her voice scratchy, and her eyes closed.

"Let's go to bed baby." She said and started to sit up but Beca stopped her.

"No, please stay." She said and Chloe smiled before laying down and cuddling into her.

"Anything for you, love." She smiled placing one more kiss on her lips. Beca smiled, feeling herself beginning to drift off onto a post orgasm sleep.

No, sex wasn't the glue to their relationship. It wasn't something that was necessary. But, it was definitely something that had been missed. The feeling of being loved. Of being shown how much she was loved and showing it in return. She fell into a deep dreamless sleep, wrapped in Chloe's warm embrace. Her earlier nervousness vanished.

A/N: This is a smutty chapter for my lovely girlfriend on her birthday Happy Birthday my love, can't wait to celebrate this and many many more in Georgia.