Tori's p o v
Cat
Freddie's voice called out to me as I came inside the bedroom which he had set with a table with two champagne glasses lined with rose petals.
He sounded so hopeful so anxious a small smile spread across my face as I approached the doorway his back was turned to me so I stayed silently and watched he looked dashing in his black dress pants and Grey dress shirt.
His hair was gelled back spiked in the front. Deep breath Tori you can do this get what you want.
Freddie
He spun around his eyes wide with anticipation than deflated.
Tori what's going on?
Hey Freddie I hope you weren't waiting too long
No I just got here thirty minutes ago have you seen Cat?
Yea Freddie I am so sorry
Sorry about what?
Is she okay?
Yea she's um fine Freddie
So where is she?
I have everything set I'm so excited I just want it to be perfect for her
For us
Freddie
Deep breath Tori you can do this going over to him I felt how nervous he was he tensed up as my fingers laced through his.
Freddie I am so sorry she's not coming
What? What do you mean is she okay? Is she sick?
She's fine Freddie but
Than why? Why isn't she coming?
We love each other
Sometimes love isn't enough
What are you trying to say Tori?
This was harder than I thought taking a deep breath with shaky hands I poured myself a glass of Champagne I've never tasted Alcohol before the cool liquid burned bubbly and sweet. Kind of nasty but I drowned it praying for courage to do this.
Moving closer to him he stumbled back shocked at my advancement I could smell the sweat coming off of him.
She's not coming because she's with someone else
What?
No way Cat would never do that
I'm sorry Freddie but she was never really into you she was just using you
Using me for what?
I poured two more glasses giving him one he pushed it away shrugging I swallowed mine. My heart was pounding so fast what if he caught on Tori? Keep calm you are an actress you can do this think of it as practice for future jobs.
She told me a few weeks ago she was in love with someones else
Who? Who is she in love with?
She didn't say but she was freaking out today she didn't think it was right to come here to do this
When she just isn't feeling you she doesn't want you to get hurt she just she's not into you
She doesn't love me?
No Freddie I am so sorry you didn't deserve this
Slowly pulling myself into his arms I ran my hands over his face watching while he broke down I never saw a guy cry before and it was kind of freaky but so far it was going according to plan.
Freddie cried for almost an hour while I drank most of the bottle, slowly he started to calm down I handed him a beer which he looked at suspiciously running my fingers over his sweaty shaking hands I brushed my leg over against his.
Freddie looked defeated as he buried his face in the blanket running my hands over his back I slowly took his jacket off.
Freddie she left me this note to give to you
I can't Tori I don't need to see her rejection in print
Maybe you do maybe that's what you need to see that she was never worth your time
Tori please I just want to forget
I can help with that
Have another one Freddie
Freddie drowned four more beers as I sipped my champagne.
His eyes started to become glassy as I read to him the letter.
Dear Freddie
It's not easy to tell you this, but I recently began spending some time with another boy from Ridgewood You don't know him, but over the course of the last few weeks I've realized that he and I have a connection that I can no longer pretend doesn't exist.
It's not fair to you for me to pretend that our relationship is going to work when I know in my heart that my attention is elsewhere. You deserve someone who will love you, and only you, and I know that you will find someone who will treat you right.
I'll always remember our time together as a special time in my life. I hope you can forgive me and realize that my leaving is the best thing for everyone involved. Rainbows and kisses Kitty
Freddie I didn't want to tell you but she plans to go all the way with him tonight
What? She can't she was suppose to be with me we were suppose to go all the way
I'm sorry Freddie
His tears fallen gave me the perfection distraction to lean over and kiss him I expected him to push me away but instead he pulled me closer and pushed me down on the bed.
You want to help me Tori?
Yes than help me forget that little bitch
I can do that Freddie with pleassure