Last Time:
"You're my everything, if something were to happen I don't know how I would be able to move on" he snuggled to me even more and kissed my hair.
I fell asleep thinking of the possibility that Edward Cullen might be in love with me.
Chap 36
Bloody Fun
He continued cutting my jeans until there was a slit all the way down my right leg and then he cut up my left leg until my jean fell from my body.
James stopped for a minute and I opened my eyes to look.
"Duckies?" he asked.
"What?"
"Duckies, you want some?"
"Do I want a duck?"
"Yes, I have millions to choose from" He pointed to a shelf behind him where porcelain ducks crowded, watching me.
Suddenly one moved and I looked at James alarmed, he smiled at me like a show was starting.
The ducks popped up one by one and began to dance, they sang and danced until I was dancing and forgot about the evil person who was holding me captive.
Unexpectedly they all fell dead and James came into view. He was standing above me with a sinister smile upon his face.
"Hey baby, ready for the party?" he asked.
My breath caught in my throat and I screamed.
He started to shaking me viciously.
"Bella Wake up" he said.
I looked at him confused as he morphed into my boyfriend.
"Edward?" I whispered.
"You were screaming in your sleep" he told me now rubbing my arm.
"Im sorry"
"You have nothing to be sorry about, want to tell me what happened?"
"You didn't come and he cut off my jeans and there was dancing ducks and then he started shaking me." I stammered tears coming to my eyes at the thought of James' smile.
"Its Okay now" Edward whispered kissing my forehead and hugging me to him.
"How can you be so sure?" I asked him.
"Because I'm Edward Cullen" He said making me giggle.
"Are you sure?" I asked.
"Yes, and you are Bella Swan my extremely beautiful girlfriend who is sleeping in my bed or at least she was, and she needs to" he wrapped the blanket around me once more and stroked my arm and back humming my lullaby until I fell back asleep.
I woke up sweaty and light streamed in threw a window into my eyes.
It was clearly not morning.
I lifted my head off the pillow and looked around Edward's room.
He wasn't around. I climbed out of the bed and stumbled out of his room to the bathroom.
Once done I walked slowly up the stairs to find someone.
I looked through the living room and found no trace of human life. I continued into the kitchen and found nothing but a piece of note paper. The note was in Edward's handwriting.
Bella,
I went shopping with Alice(crazy I know)
Dad is working and mom is food shopping for Emmett's meatloaf tonight.
Em and Jazz are out riding if you want to join them.
I hope you slept well. See you tonight.
With my love.
Edward.
I smiled and crumbled the paper into the ball and tossed it into the trash.
I decided to go and get some shorts and a clean tank top on and go join Emmett and Jasper as they rode their quads and other all terrain vehicles. Emmett has been dieing to get me on Alice's pink Honda CRF150.
I walked out of the back door and past the pool to the big dirt filled track that basically surrounded the Cullen and Hale's yards.
Somewhere out there was Jasper and Emmett riding and I had to find them, lucky for me I had a way. Blubber.
I whistled as loud as I could and searched the hills for any movement.
It took two more whistles before I saw a cloud of dust burst over the hillside and faint barks in the distance. Good old Blubber my knight in furry shining armor.
I whistled again when he got closer and heard his happy yelp in the distance.
When he reached me he didn't stop running and ran me over. I hit the ground with a bang and groaned. Blubber attacked my face with excited kisses until I pushed him away.
I heard the bike's motors come over the nearest hill as Jasper and Emmett followed the dog.
Blubber took off running to them as they quickly approached seeing me waving my arms.
He ran circles around them as they slowed down and came to a stop in front of me turning off their bikes and jumping off.
"Everything alright?" Emmett asked worried and taking off his helmet.
"Yeah, I just woke up and wanted to know if you were up to teaching me to ride the quad maybe." I was suddenly guilty as I watched the sweat drink off of Emmett's curls.
"Naw we will we need a break though. Its hot out here. Right jazz?" Emmett turned to Jasper who was petting Blubber and checking his Bike out.
"Yeah I need a swim in the pool, some nice lemonade, and to fix a couple things before we head back out." Jasper told us bending to roll his bike up to the house.
I nodded at them and followed them to the house where they stripped off their pads and suits.
Both were standing in their bathing suit trunks and looked at each other before looking at me.
Emmett moved closer and Jasper moved to the gate that surrounded the pool.
"Emmett what are you doing?" I asked.
"Well right now im talking to you."
"No I mean why are you getting closer to me and holding out your hands?"
"Im going to get you to go swimming with us."
"I don't want to swim."
"I know you don't, but your on Emmett and Jasper time, and this is what we do" he explained before throwing me over his shoulder and running bare foot to the pool. He stopped at the edge and let me down softly before jumping into the pool with a big slash soaking my shoes.
"Emmett!" I screeched jumping back.
Jasper laughed from behind me and took a running start into the pool. He did a summer salt and landed next to Emmett making the big guy laugh in surprise.
Once Jasper head hit the surface he laughed and shoved Emmett then looked at me and waved for me to come to him. I shook my head no.
"Come on Bella the water is amazing." Jasper yelled even though I could clearly hear him.
"No I don't have a bathing suit on."
"You don't need a bathing suit-" Emmett started.
"-Just jump in" Jasper cut him off.
"No way your girlfriend will kill me." I told them faking horror.
"Then take it off and get in" Emmett tried.
"In my underwear?" I asked confused.
"Yeah come on Bella, its not like you're a sexual object to me, liking my sister would be disgusting" Emmett told me.
"Yeah same with me, now strip and get your tiny ass in this pool with us." Jasper yelled before jumping on Emmett and dunking him under.
I didn't feel comfortable jumping into a pool in my underwear after what happened the day before at the sex shop.
I started to back up so I could go into the house and collect my emotions and find a bathing suit.
"What the hell Bells, stop running away from us and get in the damn pool." Emmett said reacting to Jasper's dunking by picking him up and throwing him in the air.
"I don't feel like it" I said quickly. Jasper surfaced laughing and then his face grew serious.
"Bella, we aren't some creepy stalkers who want to do things to you, its me Jasper and this is Emmett and if we did anything wrong we would be in hospital gowns by nightfall" James explained swimming over to me.
"I know that" I told them.
Emmett jumped out of the pool and jogged over to me. Water droplets streaming off his body. He grabbed me in a big bear hug making me do a scream only girls can do.
"Now you're all wet" he said in the middle of the hug and then I was air born.
I screamed until I hit the water. The water slapped my back and I was submerged. I surfaced with my hair in my face staring at Emmett like I was going to kill him. Jasper was laughing until Emmett jumped into the pool next to him and he was dragged down with the big idiot.
"EMMETT CULLEN YOU ARE SO DEAD" I yelled before swimming over to them quickly and jumping on Emmett's back. I pulled his hair until he cried out in pain and went backwards successfully dunking me.
I came up choking and gasping for air. I swam over to the side of the pool to catch my breath while Jasper tackled Emmett and got him under the water.
Emmett came up first gasping for breath like I was and he swam over to me to hold on to the side and cough.
I patted him on the back "You okay big guy?"
"Yeah just peachy" he said sarcastically before going into another coughing fit.
I turned and saw Jasper just floating on his back with his arms under his head and his eyes closed. I elbowed Emmett until he turned and looked we made eye contact and both started to swim after Jasper at the same moment.
Jasper heard up and quickly rolled himself over and took off swimming. Emmett pulled ahead of me and grabbed Jasper in a shoulder lock and I started to tickle him.
He was screaming and laughing and almost crying by the time we were done.
"Kids come help me with the food" Esme yelled into the backyard making Emmett gasp and take off swimming for the edge.
Jasper and me laughed and swam after him.
Emmett hoisted himself out of the pool and took off running for his mom barefoot threw the stickers and dirt.
I heard Esme scream angrily as me and Jasper walked around the corner on the path.
My clothes were soaked and my shoes were still on everything ruined. Alice was going to kill me.
We rounded the corner and found Esme shaking her finger at a sorry looking Emmett, the front of her clothes wet.
She looked over at me and started laughing.
"At least he didn't throw me into the pool, go threw the sliding glass door and I will bring you some dry clothes, those jean shorts cant be comfortable wet" she sighed and turned to Emmett. "Bring the food in, but dry off first."
Emmett grinned and started for the car, Jasper quickly behind him after putting on some flip flops.
I started to walk to the back of the house when I heard Emmett roar in pain. I turned and saw him grabbing his foot and hopping on the other one. He screamed again and landed on the floor making himself muddy. Jasper was laughing and pointing at him.
"Jazz spray him with the hose and I will get him some shoes." Esme yelled from the top of the steps.
I laughed as Jasper jogged over to me. He winked before grabbing the hose and running out to spray off Emmett. Emmett was laying on the floor mumbling about thorns in his feet and stupid rocks.
I turned and walked to the glass door that led to the entertainment room outside of Edward's room. Esme was waiting there with a new pair of shorts. I took off my shoes and entered the house.
Esme handed me a towel and I dried off my body.
"I didn't think you would mind your shirt being wet, it must feel good." I nodded my head to her. "How are you feeling today hunny?" She asked me.
"Fine" I told her smiling weakly.
Esme raised an eyebrow at me.
"Edward told me you had nightmares all night." She stated.
"Well yeah, its nothing I cant handle though." I told her turned to go into the bathroom.
"Bella," She called making me stop and turn to face her. "I know this is hard and I know you want to go through this by your self as much as you can, but your not alone, The boys and girls and Carlisle and myself we are all here for you, Please don't push us away."
Tears came to her eyes and she approached me slowly and embraced me.
"We love you Bella" She whispered in my ear.
I nodded my head tears leaking down my face as I clutched my fists to Esme's back and forcefully pulled her closer to me.
"MOM YOU WEREN'T SUPPOSE TO MAKE HER CRY" I heard Emmett cry from the door before his arms wrapped around the two of us.
"Its okay small fry, big brother is here" He said sweetly making Esme giggle.
I let out a small laugh.
"Emmett as much as everyone loves your hugs of death, your getting your mom all wet." Jasper said from beside me as Esme started to squirm.
"EMMETT!" She yelled after he didn't let go.
"Shhh mom, Im having a moment." Emmett told her making me laugh again.
"EMMETT YOUR GETTING MY CARPET ALL WET! GET OUT OF THE HOUSE!" Esme yelled pushing him off and making me stumble into Jasper's arms as he caught me.
"You should get changed too" He said lifting me up so I was vertical and pushing me to the bathroom. I stumbled and caught myself on the doorway turning to glare at him.
Jasper smiled sweetly at me before turning to calm Esme down.
Esme was yelling at Emmett about how she and the carpet were wet and how he needed to stay outside until he dried off like Jasper.
I shut the door and quickly changed new tears springing to my face when I felt the pain in my ankles from yesterday.
I sat down on the toilet and let myself calm before walking back out into the room.
There was a sign on the glass door that it looked like Emmett tapped from the outside saying.
Dubbed the WET room.
I walked through the wet room and up the stairs to the living area where I could hear Emmett and Jasper in the kitchen laughing.
I walked in to find Esme sitting on the counter laughing as Emmett unpacked groceries from a paper bag and threw them blindly over his head or shoulder to Jasper who was scrambling behind him to catch everything and set them on another counter behind him. Both were wearing towels around their waists.
"EGGS" Emmett yelled before throwing a dozen eggs over his shoulder making Esme gasp. Jasper missed and dove to the floor catching them and visibly sighing.
"CHIPS" Emmett shouted throwing them not thinking that Jasper might not be ready. The bag of chips fell all the way down and hit Jasper in the head.
"BREAD" Emmett bellowed. Jasper laid on the floor and took a angry breath and the bread cascaded down and laded on his back.
"EMMETT CUT IT THE FU-" he said quickly standing.
"-SOME FORM OF MEAT" Emmett said loudly cutting Jasper off and throwing the package of bloody meat right into Jasper face. It hit with a sickening slimly smack and slid down his face slowly until it hit the floor.
Emmett froze and turned slowly to see Jasper wiping blood down his face and cringing.
"Boys" Esme warned.
Jasper stepped up with his soiled hand and smeared it down Emmett's shocked face.
I let out the giggle is was holding in and they both turned to me.
"You think this is funny?" Emmett asked pointing to the smeared blood.
I nodded my head and took a step back out of the room.
"JASPER HALE! NO EGGS IN THE LIVING ROOM" I head Esme yell as I took off out of the front door. I prayed I wouldn't trip as I heard Emmett's loud foot steps descend the steps two at a time after me. I looked behind me to see Emmett right there outstretching his arms before I collided with something knocking me and the object to the floor.
I felt two arms circle my waist as we went down and a low grunt underneath me when we hit the floor.
I looked up to see Mike smiling down at me.
Fear suddenly ripped though my body as I scrambled to get up. Mike held me tighter. Memories of his party came back to me. Him and me in his room, the beer smell, the hands, his mouth. I tried pushing off him and he pulled me down making me let out a scream before I felt Emmett's arm wrench me out of Mike's grasp.
"WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU DO TO HER?!" Emmett screamed holding me tightly to him for a second before pushing me behind him.
"Hey man she is the one who knocked me down" Mike said calmly.
Emmett stepped forward and got into Mike's face. Jasper's arm wrapped around my shoulder bringing my back into contact with his chest.
"She doesn't scream like that for no one." Emmett said manically into Mike's face.
"I thought Edward would know that better then you." I felt Jasper stiffen and Emmett's fist gripped tightly.
"What are you trying to say Mike" Emmett said in a low lethal voice making me shiver.
"Hey man chill. I didn't mean anything by it. Look your Pizza is ruined you want me to go get another one?" Mike lifted his hands in a surrender motion.
"Yeah" Emmett said before turning to face me.
"You okay?" He asked. I nodded.
"I think we should go inside." Jasper said after Mike got into his car.
"No I want to know what that was about, Bells your not going to be terrified of men from now on are you?" Emmett asked.
"Emmett leave it." Jasper warned.
"Okay now I feel left out, what's going on. You haven't acted like that with Mike, in fact you haven't let him near you since his …party" Realization came over Emmett's face and he turned to see Mike already heading down the drive way.
"What did he do?" Emmett asked turning back to me.
"Em seriously." Jasper warned again.
I took a deep breath "he took me to his room at his party" I explained, Emmett just looked at me to go on. I swallowed and Jasper tightened his arm making me stop telling Emmett and look at him.
"Em when you guys were hammered Mike took advantage of the situation, he took her up there and she kicked his ass. She just doesn't like him since" Jasper explained for me.
Emmett looked at Jasper and then at me and then back at Jasper.
"No one knows about this." He stated.
I shook my head and Jasper said "No."
"Why didn't you tell anyone Bells?" Emmett asked me.
"I didn't want you guys to freak, he held me down…. he forcefully kissed me and I got …him… where it hurts." Emmett smiled and shook his head.
"Well at least I know I can kick his ass now." he said walking up and grabbing me out of Jasper's arm and into a hug.
Then he stilled and lifted his head up at only what I could guess was a glare at Jasper.
"You knew?" he asked.
Jasper nodded his head.
"How?"
"I heard he took her upstairs and I knew what goes down up there so I went up after them and she came out right when I got there." Jasper explained.
"I forgive you" Emmett said making me giggle for some strange reason.
"Jazz! she giggled! My job here is done" Emmett cheered letting me go only to smack me with a big wet kiss on my forehead.
"EWW" both me and Jasper said out loud.
I wiped the spit off my head and looked at Jasper in confusion. He smiled "Now I have to tell Edward why your head smells like a goat." We both started laughing while Emmett stared at us shocked.
"My breath doesn't smell like a goat." he said suddenly disgusted.
"Yeah dude it does" Jasper said. Emmett got a mischievous glint in his eye and he pulled me two him and kissed me more times each time I was laughing and screaming.
I faintly heard wheels on the dirt approached us as Emmett finished the attack on me and practically jumped on Jasper kissing his face it the same fashion making Jasper shriek and yell.
"Why are you kissing my boyfriend?" I heard Alice ask as the Volvo approached me.
I smiled waved then went back to getting Emmett's saliva off my face.
"Why was he hugging and kissing you in the middle of the drive way?" Alice asked me smiling at her brother and boyfriend rolling on the floor.
I walked over to the rolled down window and bent over to look inside.
Edward was behind the wheel smiling brightly at me and Rose was looking in horror at the two men from the back seat.
"Emmett's breath smells like a goat so he decided he wanted us to smell like it also." I explained watching Rose's face scrunch up.
"Run them over Edward" She said pushing his shoulder. Edward laughed.
"Do you want a Ride to the house?" he asked me I smiled at him. The house was right behind me.
"Nope, I will walk with goat breath." I pointed over to my back.
"Honk or something seriously." Rose said from behind Edward.
Edward honked his horn before maneuvering the car so that it went around Jasper and Emmett who were pealing themselves off the floor and waving at the Volvo. Alice was hanging out the window blowing kisses.
"Did Eddie see me kissing you small fry?" Emmett asked me.
I nodded.
"GREAT!" he exclaimed.
"Why is that great? He's going to kick ya where the sun don't shine." Jasper told him as he was dusting his swimming trunks off.
"Just like he should, it's a man test Jazzy-poo you wouldn't know anything about it." Emmett teased making faces at Jasper who looked at him with a glare that would scare normal people. Emmett just laughed and threw his arm around my shoulder.
"Stick with my little sister, or jazz might make you start your monthly." He whispered making me laugh and Jasper throw out curse words as we passed.
We reached Rose, Alice and Edward quickly. Amusement written all over their faces.
Alice winked at me and skipped over and smelled Jasper's face.
"Wow, it does smell strangely goatish" she stated making Edward and Emmett laugh and Jasper scowl.
Rose shook her head a small smile on her lips.
"Emmett bathroom, now." She ordered.
"But Rose I was hanging out." He wined.
"Brush your damn teeth please" She said with authority.
Emmett groaned and let go of me slowly marching up the steps pouting. Rose followed him up smiling.
We heard heard her yell a momment later "EMMETT WHY IS THERE DRIED BLOOD ON YOUR FACE!"
"ROSE JASPER DID IT I THREW SOME FORM OF RAW MEAT PRODUCT ON HIM" Emmett yelled.
Edward lifted a towel into my eye sight.
"Go for a swim Swan?" he asked me.
"Yes sir, sure did." I told him
"With your clothes on." He stated I nodded.
"Where were you doing today?" I asked him.
"Letting my sisters have their way with me." he answered a smile coming to his lips again his eye sparkling emerald.
"What's up with the pizza on the floor?" I heard Alice ask from behind me and turned to see the pizza, that Mike was holding, upside down on the floor. Alice opened it and looked back at me and Jasper.
"Mike dropped it and went to get us a new one." Jasper explained looking over at me and giving me a small smiled. I smiled in return grateful he wasn't going to tell Edward and Alice still.
"Its still good though you just have to pick the toppings off the top." She smiled and picked it up turning it so it wasn't upside down.
"Awesome free pizza" Jasper said taking it from her and quickly walking up the stairs.
Alice rolled her eyes and started up after him.
I started to walk and Edward pulled me back
He hugged me running his fingers threw my hair.
I smiled
"Would you like to walk with me later when it cools off?" He whispered in my ear.
I nodded my head and took everything that was Edward in before someone interrupted us.
Edward pulled his head away from my hair and kissed my forehead then sniffed me face.
"His breath does smell like a goat." he laughed before he started planting his own wet pecks all over my face. I giggled as his kisses tickled and his slobber made gross wet noises on my skin.
"Does this tickle you?" He asked playfully. I giggled again as his nose skimmed my jaw and his tongue licked my cheek.
"Edward stop treating your girlfriend like a ice cream cone and get up here." Alice said from the balcony leaning over and watching us with twinkling eyes.
Edward sighed and pulled me in for a sweet kiss on the lips before taking my hand and leading me up the stairs. Alice was sitting and watching us as we approached the opened the door and told Edward to go inside before closing the door behind him and turning to me.
"Bella what month is it?" she asked me.
"February?"
"What day of the week is it?"
"Monday. Wait why aren't we in school?"
"We all took personal days silly, we were all scared to death yesterday." I nodded at her explanation.
"You didn't even know it was Monday did you Bella?" She asked me.
"Nope."
"I bet you don't even know that Saturday is Valentines Day." I looked at her in horror.
"I totally forgot. What am I suppose to do?" I asked her suddenly scared at the thought of valentines day with Edward.
"I just wanted to freak you out a little Bella, Edward has everything taken care of. Don't worry, Enjoy your day off, because tomorrow we deal with bitch one and skank two." She patted me on my shoulder and turned to walk into the house.
I spent the rest of my day sitting with everyone playing video games and chatting away. Rose and me talked about the day before and she told me that James wasn't getting out of prison anytime soon. Apparently when the cops went to his house there was pictures of me with everyone, some of us in big bear, some of us in Hollywood, a bunch of us at fright night and there were even some of my in my home. They also found drug paraphernalia. His charges would total a lifetime in prison and for that I was glad.
Carlisle came home and sat with us asking how I was and when he finally realized I wasn't going to freak out and that I was happy and felt safe he backed off and went to help his wife in the kitchen.
Around five in the afternoon Edward came and sat next to me and put his arm around my shoulder. He leaned in and placed a sweet kiss on my temple. Rose stopped mid sentence of how to pick the perfect prom dress and smiled.
"You ready to go on that walk?" Edward asked me. I nodded and blushed.
Edward smiled next to me.
"Go get some shoes on and grab a jacket, I will be outside." I stood and pulled me up then gave me a soft push towards Alice's room.
I walked quickly down the hall and into Alice's room going to her closet, walking inside and to the left, or my side. I grabbed a pair of sneakers and a grey hoodie before turning and sprinting out the door and back down the hall.
I sat on the couch and started to put the shoes on suddenly aware of the room being very quiet.
I lifted my head and saw everyone staring at me. A blush crept up my neck and made my cheeks flame.
"Hes outside Bella, get your shoes on before you catch fire." Alice said giggling and looking back to her magazine. Everyone suddenly started back into their activities.
The blush didn't stop as I finished tying my shoes and threw the jacket on over my tank top.
I jumped up and started for the door. "Bella don't take my brother's innocence." Emmett said before I reached the door making me stop and turn to him with my face surprised.
He started laughing.
"I MADE HER BLUSH!" he said and instantly I felt my cheek grow hotter I turned to the door and wrenched it open catching the door jam and falling to my doom.
Edward caught me as if he was waiting for me to trip into his arms.
He smiled and them laughed.
Once I was set up right Edward closed the door. He yelled shut up before it was fully shut.
He turned and winked at me before starting down the stairs.
We got to the bottom and Blubber ran up beside us licking my arm and nudging his way between me and Edward.
I saw Edward roll his eyes at the door before reaching over and patting his head. We walked past the cars and garage, past the makeshift paint ball field and started up a small hill.
The dead grass crunched under out feet and we had to climb over big boulders as we continued are moderate hike up the side of the hill.
Blubber stayed with us only leaving to chase the occasional grounds squirrel or bunny rabbit.
Once and a while I saw Edward look at me, but every time I would turn to him he would look away.
We continued until we were walking down the other side of the hill so we could see the city as we looked west.
"You want to stop here?" He asked me pointing to a big boulder that jutted out I nodded and he helped me climb up the side so we could sit on top.
Blubber whimpered because he couldn't get up and then laid on the ruff grass beside the giant rock.
Edward held me steady as a breath went past us.
The Stone gave us a perfect view of the western sky and the valley below.
"Sit Bella" I heard Edward whisper in my ear. I shivered and sat where I stood in the middle of the boulder.
I heard him chuckled a little.
"Over here" he motioned before sitting on the edge and throwing his legs over the side.
I remembered I was scared of heights and didn't want to look down or have my feet dangle.
I shook my head at Edward making him smile at me and then look out over the city.
"You know I come here to think" he stated suddenly smiling looking back at me.
"Come here stop being scared." he said. I scooted a little closer to that if he reached his arm back all the way and stretched he could touch the end of my shoe.
He rolled his eyes at me and scooted back until he was next to me.
"Bella, trust me I wont let you fall or anything" I offered me his hand and I slowly took it.
We scooted ourselves to the end and he threw his legs over the edge again.
His arms wrapped around me and he had me lean into his side. His lips touched my hair.
I looked out at the city and the now setting sun.
"It's beautiful" I said astonished.
"It is" Edward said softly beside me.
We sat for a while and watched the sky melt into soothing colors of orange and pink.
"Bella" Edward whispered as the last of the bright yellow sun dipped behind the hills on the other side of the valley.
"Hmm."
"You know i'm here for you right?"
I turned and looked at him. His green eyes were blazing with a unknown emotion and I couldn't help but to stroke his cheek with my palm.
Edward sighed and leaned into my touch.
"I know." I whispered.
He smiled at me and then looked away.
"What's wrong?" I asked him turning his face back to mine.
"I thought I lost you yesterday." He told me. His voice was almost on the verge of tears.
"But you didn't"
"I know that, but I was scared shitless until I got home today. I didn't know how this would have effected you. I didn't know if you would have still wanted me."
"Edward, I will always want you." I told him sincerely.
His eyes blazed in that foreign emotion once more.
"Bella I want to kiss you right now."
I smiled at that realizing that for people who have been together for two months and lived in the same house, we really didn't make out. People always seemed to interrupt and now we are alone. I had it all planned in my mind as soon as he said he wanted to kiss me.
I shifted so I was straddling his lap, and looked up into his eyes.
He was surprised, but then so was I. He looked down almost embarrassed and I lifted up his chin and made it so our faces were level.
"You know, you can just kiss me, you're my boyfriend after all." I told him before he crushed his lips to mine.
My hands immediately went into his hair as our lips met again and again. His hands wrapped around my waist and brought me closer. I felt his tongue swipe across my bottom lip and I parted mine in a instant.
Our bodies molded against each other and our tongues danced.
I felt myself pushing him over and soon I was laying on top of him as our kiss continued.
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