The following few days Katie was keeping us all informed that a good majority of cities that BTR had toured in the past were willing to let them come perform in their venues again. It was exciting for me and I remembered the last time I was on tour. The last time I was on tour, I discovered I was pregnant. I had no idea if any of my old band mates were still in the music business, and I needed a band, so I called up Eva.

"Hello?"

"Hi Eva. It's Lilly."

"Lilly?"

"Lilly Winchester. Well, now it's Diamond."

"Oh my God! Lilly! How are you? "

"I'm good, still living in L.A with James and our four kids."

"Four kids? Oh wow, is that including your pregnancy from when we last saw each other?"

I smiled. "Yeah, we had a little girl, her name is Caitlyn."

"Adorable! What about the other three?"

"Well, Liam is almost three, Nick and Ella are a little over a year."

"Well, I'll have to meet them sometime! Now, what did you call for?"

"Well, Big Time Rush is having one last reunion tour, and they want me to headline, so I was wondering if we could get the band back together for this tour?"

"Well, I'm down, Charlie moved outta state, so I don't know about him. But, I'm sure David, Leo and Amina are up for it. I'll give them a call and text you right away." Eva said, sounding excited.

I giggled. "Thanks Eva. I'm looking forward to be hearing from you."

"Good. Tell James I said hello. Toodles love."

"Bye Eva." I smiled as I hung up my phone. It'd been quite sometime since I had seen everyone. I was so excited. I smiled and sat down. Caitlyn was having a sleepover at one of her friend's houses since it was the weekend, and the three little ones were napping. James was working overtime, so it was quiet around the house, which, was rare.

I curled up on the couch and flipped through the channels on TV when I saw a movie I hadn't seen in years, The Proposal. I smiled and watched it. After all these years it was still a great movie. I believe I fell asleep a little bit because I remember waking up to a tug on my shirt. "Mommy?"

"Hmm? Yeah?" I asked drowsily, not seeing Liam in front of me.

"Mommy…I had an accident." Liam said softly.

I sat up. "What was that hunnie?"

"I didn't mean to mommy! I woke up and it was there!" Liam started crying.

"Oh! Shhh. Shhh. Mommy will wash your sheets and give you a bath alright?" I looked at him, wiping his tears away.

He nodded, the same eyes his father had, looking at me.

"Alright. I'll go get your sheets off your bed and toss them in the wash. Wanna come with me?"

Liam nodded yet again and I headed off to his room, him following behind me. I ripped his sheets off his bed after seeing his accident and tossed them down the laundry chute that was in the hallway. I picked him up and headed down to the laundry room. I kissed his cheek and balanced him on my hip as I filled the washer with his sheets and put the detergent in. I closed it and headed back upstairs. I didn't have any laundry to do since I had done it earlier that day.

I had some mommy and Liam time before the twins woke up and I had to put Liam's dinosaur sheets in the dryer. I loved spending time with my kids, they, besides being married to James, were my greatest blessings. A few minutes after I was done giving Liam his bath, I received a text from Eva.

Hey, Every1 is in. When do rehearsals start? –xoxo Eva

I texted her back saying rehearsals for us, started next week at about five o'clock.

After getting Liam dressed, I decided to make dinner for the kids. I hummed as I put some Kid Cuisine tv dinners in the oven. After getting the kids fed, I told them to go on the couch and we'd watch a movie. After they all scrambled to the couch, I pulled out Finding Nemo and curled up with them in the middle of the couch.

About halfway through the movie, Liam fell asleep but Nick and Ella were wide awake. I looked at the clock, it was almost midnight, James should be home soon. Or so I hoped. When he finally got home, it was about twenty minutes after I looked at the clock. "Sorry I'm late." He bent down to kiss me.

"you're not late, you're on time." I smiled. We took the kids to bed and went to our room. I smiled and he pinned me against the wall, kissing me hard. I kissed him back, slowly taking off his shirt, and running my hands down his bare chest. He undid my bra and we had a night of adult passion before we had to "behave" on tour.