Dear Diary,
Some people might think I'm mad for saying this but I honestly want Snape teaching Potions again. Slughorn is beyond annoying. His attempts at getting into my good graces have become awkward, to say the least. I've not been as cooperative as he seemed to believe I'd be. I received an invitation to a Yule party that he'll be hosting. I honestly don't know if I'll attend or not. I really don't care for politeness at this point. There is a point where you just have to say no.
However, I do know that Blaise has been invited to all of Slughorn's 'Slug Club' tea parties. I attended two, not bothering with the rest. I hate that fake socializing and the poorly hidden awkwardness. But, if Blaise attends this Yule party…...should I go? Should I go?
If so, who should I bring as my plus one? Should I bring a plus one? Will…...will Blaise ask me to be his plus one? He has been observing me a lot in the last two months. He's a hard one to read.
I have no other news. Nothing much has happened. Hallowe'en, for once, was uneventful. I wonder what Voldy is up to? What is he plotting? He has to be plotting something, that's what Dark Lords do. I hope it has nothing to do with me but that is probably too much to ask. Why is he so interested in killing me? Why? WHY?