Together Again
"A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out."
I see you standing in the corner alone
Just like you did when I first saw you
So quiet on the outside not wanting to be heard
With so much bottling up on the outside
I get the same feelings again as I see you across the room
I know that you are still looking at me
But I'm afraid of what we both can lose
I have tried to move on with my life
And forget about my feelings for you
But truth be told all I am doing
Is leading her on and telling a lie
I see you together with her all the time
And all I want to do is break down and cry
I miss you so much and I don't know what to do
I don't want to admit to you
Exactly what I'm going through
Because I don't know what you'll say
And I don't know what you will do
There is so much that I want to say to you
There is so much that I want to clear up
But I just don't know how to do it
I want to be with you again
But I'm tied up with someone else
I don't want her to feel the way I did
When you left me at first
I want you back in my life again
But I don't want to be stupid when I say this
Because it's all my fault that we are here again
"Lexie what are you doing," Matt said as he sat next to her.
"I'm
just writing a little bit is all, why?"
"Because I saw what
happened earlier between you and Jeff."
"Oh you did. So Shawn
and I weren't the only ones who noticed?"
"No I think just
about everybody noticed. It's all that anyone is talking about
around here."
"Oh great so once again I get to be the center
of attention, wonderful."
"Well everybody knows that you two
broke up and it's just like everybody saw something today that they
hadn't seen in a while with you two. It's just so surreal."
"Do
you think that Jeff is feeling the same way that I am?"
"I
would think so because the second after that was taped he went to his
little corner and started to write basically the same thing as yours.
Except instead of writing 3 lines in his poem he wrote 4. Lexie you
guys have to talk."
"I would talk except for the fact that he
has a girlfriend."
"To be honest with you Lexie, I don't
think that it's going to last much longer and I think she even
knows. The entire world knows Lex, there is nothing that you can do
about it."
"I know and you know what, I think it's just
about time that things start to get to normal. I don't think that I
can all of this catty, let's fight bullshit."
"Me either."
"Well
I'm partially talking about you and Shannon. You two have not
talked for long enough. You gotta cut it out."
"Well it's
all up to Casey because it's her decision to make. It's her
ex."
"Yeah but it's your best friend so fuck Casey and be
friends with him again."
"I do miss him."
"Yeah and I'm
sick of hanging out with just Shannon. We gotta have a big
party."
"We do."
"So we need to get this set in motion. You have to talk to Jeff because god knows I really don't want to talk to him about breaking up with his girlfriend to go back out with me."
"Well
we set it motion."
"Thanks Matty," Lexie said before she
kissed him on the cheek. He got up and kissed the top of her head
before he walked out of the room. Matt walked off down the hallway
and found Jeff at the end lying on the ground listening to his i-pod.
Matt sat down beside him as Jeff opened his eyes.
"Pearl
Jam little bro?"
"Umm, no actually, it's Dope."
"Wow,
one of those moods."
"You saw…"
"The whole I love you
and kiss thing."
"Yeah."
"Bro the entire world saw that
one but only the people that know the situation saw it's
intensity."
"Matt I don't know what to do."
"Well you
still love her right?"
"Of course I do but I don't want to
make a complete and utter fool of myself. I feel like I already
have."
"But you haven't. You have to understand that Lexie
said I love you too and the kiss that you two had was real. You
really need to think, not lie here being all emo listening to death
rock. It's not going to help the situation any."
"I
know but I don't know what to do about Riles."
"Well Jeff,
from what I know about her, she was using you as much as you were
using her. You guys used each other to hurt Lexie and you
accomplished it."
"I really didn't want to hurt her but I
wanted to make her realize that she made a huge mistake by breaking
up with me."
"And don't you think that she realized that
after she came to your house and apologized to you?"
"How do
you know about that?"
"Have you met our group of
friends?"
"You've going a point there. So when should I do
this?"
"Go and talk to Riley, honestly and openly. Don't
leave anything out."
"Alright thanks."
"You're
welcome. Now go and get your girl back."
Jeff hoped up off of
the ground and went to see his girlfriend.
"Hey
Riles."
"Hey."
"How are you?"
"I'm alright and
you?"
"I'm okay but we've gotta stop doing this to Lexie.
It is hurting her so much and I just can't stand to do it to her
anymore."
"I know, I can't either. I'm really sorry Jeff,
I do like you."
"Yeah me too but we can still be friends
right?"
"If Lexie allows it."
"Trust me, after all of
this I think we can manage a friendship out of this. You may actually
need to talk her and tell each other what you really think about one
another and why you've been tormenting her all of these years. I
know that's going to be hard for you but you've got to do
it."
"Yeah I do need to talk to her but first things first,
you need to talk to her a little bit more than I do."
"I kind
of do but I'll talk to you after, alright?"
"Yep, good
luck," Riley stated as she kissed Jeff softly on the lips. "Go
get um Tiger."
Jeff turned and went out the door. He started running down the hallway and burst into Lexie's locker room.
"Where is she," he said out of breath to Shawn.
"She'll
be out in a minute. Oh my…"
"Be quiet pops."
"I
missed you calling me that and as much as I would love to be here
I've got a match."
"Good luck."
"You too."
Shawn
left as Jeff stood impaciently waiting for Lexie to get out of the
bathroom. As she came out it was as if her heart stopped beating for
a moment and started to pound out of her chest.
"Hey
Jeff."
"Hey."
"What's up?"
"What are you doing
for Christmas?"
"Umm, I don't know, why?"
"I was kind
of wondering if you would like to come to daddy's
house?"
"Umm…"
"As my girlfriend." Lexie let out a
much needed breath and leaped into Jeff's arms with tears falling
down her face. "So is that a yes?"
"To be your girlfriend
it's a definite yes." They smiled at each other before kissing
each other quickly. "So what changed your mind?"
"I think
for once in his life Vince managed to do something right." They
kissed once more before Lexie let go. "So are you ready for our
match?"
"I've been ready for a while now."
They smiled
at each other and walked over to the mirror. They fixed their hair in
the exact same way and started laughing at each other. He grabbed her
hand and opened the door for her. They walked out to a standing
ovation from all of their friends. Lexie went over to one and smiled.
"Hi,
I don't think that we've met, I'm Lexie."
"Hi Lexie, I'm
Riley."
"We should talk."
"You got a minute now."
"Sure
do but just a quick one." Riley and Lexie headed off down the hall
and sat down on the ground against a wall. "So are you okay with
Jeff and I seeing each other again?"
"Actually it was partly
my idea. I figured that we punished you enough."
"Why have you
been punishing me all of these years?"
"I honestly don't
know. I figured that you were always a better wrestler than me and I
tortured you enough you would quit. And that didn't work out in my
favor. But now that all of this has happened I feel like I've gone
way too far and I'm really sorry for everything that I've done to
make your life miserable."
"It's alright I guess and I
would've done the same thing in your position. I mean, I am pretty
damn sexy." She tried to keep a straight face as Riley stared at
her but she burst out laughing.
"Come
on new buddy. You've got to get back to your man for your
match."
"Thanks Riles. I'm really sorry too."
"No
biggy, really."
They got up and joined Jeff and everybody else
where they had left them.
"Can we all just be friends again,"
Lexie said. "We've been fighting and argueing for too long and we
need to get everybody back together. How about New Years party on the
beach? Is anybody up for that?"
"I'll bring the boos,"
Matt said.
"I
think that everybody should because Matt, you don't want to go
bankrupt."
"Haha, very funny."
"And by everybody being
friends again, I mean you and Shannon too. And Shane. You guys need
to get over whatever petty fight that you had and get over
it."
"Alright Lexie, whatever you say. Come on, we all have a
match." Matt put his arm around Casey and Jeff put his around Lexie
as they started to walk off.
"Angel."
"Yeah
pops."
"Merry Christmas."
Lexie stopped and ran to Shawn
giving him a hug. "I love you dad."
"I love you too Angel."
He
kissed her cheek and she ran back to Jeff's open arm. She smiled up
at him and said "I've missed you Jeff."
"I've missed you
too Lexie."
