She stood staring at herself in the mirror unsure of who she was looking at, her face was flushed and she was barely wearing any clothes and she didn't recognise herself. She had started off so confident but as things had happened her confidence had fallen, now despite the way he had reacted and how he had looked at her she was scared to tell him what she needed.
When she walked back into that room he would no longer be ruled by desire, she would have to face the reality of the decisions that she had made and she was petrified. Soaking a cloth in some warm water she wrung it out and reluctantly made her way back into the bedroom and gently began to clean him up.
Once she had cleaned him up she went to wash out the cloth before she made her way back to the bedroom and sat beside him on the bed.
He was expecting, and hoping for, her to join him on the bed and then cuddle with him. When he felt the bed dip slightly as she sat down and then she didn't lay down he forced his eyes open to see her sat looking tense beside him. Still not wanting to sit up he just ran his hand up and down her back, "If a cuddle isn't out of the question I would really like one, unless things are really weird between us now."
The touch of his fingers on her back was causing goosebumps to break out across her skin, "Are things weird? Do you think badly of me now or something?"
"Really Steph? Have you ever got that vibe from me tonight?"
Stephanie looked down at her hands as she played with her fingers, "No?"
He moved his hand to the hip furthest away from him and tried to pull her closer, "Good, then get your ass lying on this bed and cuddle with me please. And just so we're clear, the closer you are to me the better."
She briefly placed her hand over his on her hip before she turned and lay down on the bed, cuddling up to his side she kept her hips a little distance from his so he didn't feel exactly how much she wanted him. Her head came to rest on his chest and her arm lay across his waist as a soft sigh passed her lips, being close to him was far too perfect as he made everything else she was feeling, including the throbbing between her legs, disappear.
No words needed to be spoken when he was with her, everything between them was fine in silence. As comfortable as the silence was though Paul felt like there was a distance between them, "Steph are you mad at me? It feels like there is this distance between us for a reason that I don't know of."
"I'm not mad at you."
"Then just get closer please, I want to enjoy holding you in my arms and cuddling you properly."
She took a deep breath and shuffled closer and draped her leg over his angling her body in what she thought was the best way to avoid embarrassment, he didn't agree with how she was laying though and quickly grabbed her leg pulling her closer until her entire body was pressed against his side.
Closing her eyes she tried to ignore her head as it tried to tell her that he now knew what a slut she was and tried to convince herself that he wouldn't think anything of it. She began to trace patterns over his abs and tried to just relax.
As her body pressed against his side he could feel how wet she was and he didn't understand why she hadn't said anything, he had already told her that he missed the intimacy between them. His hand began to stroke her leg hoping to achieve something but when she didn't react he had to try something else, "You're still not close enough for me to cuddle properly so please come even closer."
How was she supposed to know what close enough was? If she wanted to relax before she had to leave then this would have to be her last move. She pushed herself up and moved to straddle his hips before she lay back down again, "Close enough?"
He hadn't even needed to specifically ask for it to get what he wanted. He pressed a kiss to the top of her head and looped his arms around her waist, "I have no arguments any longer."
The two of them lay there quietly for a little while before Paul began to run his hand up and down her back, "So when were you going to tell me that you're horny and need some relief?"
Immediately she panicked and attempted to sit up but he planted his hands firmly on her back holding her there, "How . . . how did you know?"
"Oh you know, I could feel your wetness and your hard nipples pressing against my chest."
Embarrassed she attempted to hide in his chest, "Oh my God."
His hands moved to the clasp of her bra, "Say the word and this can come off to get you what you want."
She daren't look up as she muttered, "Need."
Hearing his girlfriend say 'need' changed his mind on how he was going to play it. His one hand went to her face gently stroking her cheek as it slid down to her chin forcing her to lift her head but not allowing her any time to ask questions as he immediately captured her lips in a passionate kiss.
Surprised by the kiss she quickly scrambled to get her hands into a position where they could hold her up as she returned the kiss with as much passion as she could manage.
He waited until he knew that she was completely lost in the kiss before he nimbly undid her bra and then slipped his hands between them to cover her now free breasts.
The sound that came out of her mouth when she felt his hands on her breasts was almost inhuman, she needed him so much and his hands on her body was just torture. Slowly pulling back from the kiss she closed her eyes so that she didn't have to look at his face, "Paul I can't."
Confused he stared at her, "Can't?"
Why couldn't he accept her words and move on? She sat up properly removing his hands from her breasts, "Can't. What I need tonight is not something that I can expect from you." She was allowing her fears to control her decisions and she knew it.
Paul's head was beginning to hurt as he was so confused, they had gone from hopefully progressing to sex to her saying what she needed she couldn't expect from him and he was confused. He tried to figure out where things had gone so wrong but he had no idea, "I don't get it."
A mix of sexual frustration and pure frustration at herself resulted in her blurting it all out, "I don't want to make love, I don't want to have sex, I need to fuck."
Curse words threatened to fall from his mouth hearing her say that but it wasn't going to help him get past her barriers, "And that would be a problem why?"
Now that he had posed the question she didn't actually have an answer for him.
Silence could only mean that he was getting through to her but he hadn't won her over yet. He continued his quest to persuade her that it wasn't a bad thing by pulling himself a little further up the bed and thrusting his rapidly hardening cock against her covered pussy, "Are you sure you don't want to fuck?"
Her eyes widened when she felt his cock touch her, she was now so far from sure that she couldn't even see the word. When he thrust up against her again she whimpered and tore her bra from where it was hanging and tossed it to the floor, "Don't tease me."
His tongue flicked out to wet his dry lips as he stared at his girlfriend sat half naked above him, she was so beautiful. His hands moved to grip her hips pulling her down as he thrust up watching as her eyes rolled to the back of her head, "You like this?"
No longer thinking of anything but how it felt as his cock brushed her clit through her panties she rocked her hips against him enjoying the feel of him getting harder.
Just watching her and the feel of the wetness against his cock was getting him rock hard and he wasn't ashamed, not tonight. It was time to take things up a notch so he stopped the movement of both of their hips, "Let's turn things up."
"No! Don't stop." Her entire body flushed red as the words left her mouth and she felt like crawling under the bed to hide to get away from his gaze.
"If we don't move things along you won't get what you want."
Her fingers moved to play with the one hand on her hip, she may aswell be honest, "Please Paul, just a minute longer because I'm about to cum."
Well that put a whole new spin on why she didn't want to stop but it did give him an idea, "Why don't you remove those panties and get an even more pleasurable feeling?"
She didn't ask any questions, she simply rolled off him and stood up to removed her panties before she climbed back onto the bed and straddled his hips again, "Right here?"
His hands moved back to her hips as he thrust his up, "You tell me?"
A scream passed her lips at the even more pleasurable sensation which gave Paul the answer he needed and he continue to thrust his hips up and pull her down to meet him.
As the pleasure coiled in her stomach she needed just a little extra pleasure to set it off and she knew exactly what she wanted. She leant forward resting her weight on her hands just as he thrust up again causing another scream to pass her lips as the new angle gave her even more pleasure but it still wasn't enough, "Don't judge me for this but I need you to bite me, please."
Unsure he stopped the movements of his hips and looked up at her breasts as they dangled tantalisingly close to his face, they were going to need to discuss this as she kept throwing it at him when she was so close to orgasm, "Really? Are you sure?"
"Yes! Earlier was amazing and I need something to help my orgasm. If you can't then it's okay."
He didn't want to disappoint her and it wasn't bad so he carefully pushed on her back until she was close enough that he could suck a nipple into his mouth. As he thrust up once he focussed on teasing it and then the next time he thrust up he bit down on her nipple at the same time.
The feel of him biting her and his cock brushing her clit sent her over the edge. Her back arched and her pussy gushed as she moaned his name in pleasure, she felt so good with the orgasm coursing through her veins.
Releasing her nipple Paul quickly rolled them over and thrust his cock into her groaning at the way her eyes flew open and her mouth opened in a silent scream. He kept his cock still deep inside of her as he kissed up her neck and towards her ear, "Mmm, you feel so good wrapped around me."
Stephanie wrapped her legs around her boyfriend's waist and held on tightly as her body shuddered with aftershocks. When she finally felt her body begin to relax again she loosened her grip on him, "Paul."
He couldn't help but smile against her skin at the way she said his name, "Are you ready to be fucked yet?"
Whimpering a shiver ran down her spine at the way he said that, "I'm more than ready."
Paul pressed his lips against his girlfriend's in a passionate kiss as he unhooked her legs from around his waist to give him room as he began to move his hips allowing her to adjust briefly before he gave her what she wanted.
There was nothing better than being close to her boyfriend after what felt like forever so she took every kiss she could get as his hips began to speed up beginning to wring moans from her lips. When he began to pound into her her mouth fell open in a silent scream, he was touching her in places that she didn't even know she had and it felt so good.
He couldn't take his eyes off his girlfriend's face as he increased the power of his thrusts, he was initially looking for signs of discomfort but now he was just enthralled by her reaction to it all. His lips moved to her ear as he went as hard as he was willing to, "So how does it feel to be fucked?"
Grasping at his back she squeezed her eyes tightly shut, "So good, don't stop."
"Why would I stop when I am enjoying myself so much?" He slipped his hand between them and began to occasionally rub her clit back and forth enjoying the way her muscles would contract with each touch.
Before long the pleasure was too much and he wasn't going to last so his touches on her clit became constant and slowly built in pressure.
When he began to build her towards another climax Stephanie began to trail open mouthed kisses up and down the side of his neck as she panted searching for his sweet spot. Eventually finding the spot she was looking for she began to suck on it gently moaning against his skin when he went impossibly harder, "Fuck Paul."
Their movements became frantic and erratic as they both got closer and closer to their own release. Before long the pleasure was too much for Stephanie and she bit down on his shoulder as she came hard around him.
The feeling of his girlfriend's release and the way that she was gripping him triggered Paul's release and he collapsed on top of her as he came.
Her entire body felt like jelly but she felt satiated, she couldn't have asked for her needs to be taken care of any more than he had.
When he rolled off her Paul rolled his girlfriend with him so that she was now resting beside him with her head on his chest and his arms wrapped around her.
They lay there in a comfortable silence for a while with the only sound being their pants as they both tried to regain their breathing.
Lifting her head to kiss her boyfriend and to thank him for giving her exactly what she needed her eyes were drawn to the bite mark on his shoulder. Her fingers came out to trace the mark before she leant forward and kissed it gently, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you."
He could only stare at her confused as he was definitely not hurt, "Huh?"
"The bite on your shoulder, I didn't mean to hurt you."
Despite craning his neck to an almost uncomfortable position he still couldn't see the bite mark, "It's not hurting so don't worry. Talking of biting though, we need to talk about you."
She didn't want to talk about her finding so much pleasure out of him biting her so she would avoid it. First step to avoiding it would be getting out of here, as much as she would prefer to stay in his arms all night she couldn't stay and face that, "I need to get home before my parents do."
He looked over at the clock as she went to get up, he wanted to believe that her leaving had nothing to do with what he had said but he couldn't, "Are you honestly leaving for that reason?"
Frozen in the middle of climbing off the bed she couldn't move, he had seen right through her, "If I said no would you be mad?"
"It depends why you are saying no." He patted the bed beside him inviting her to join him again, "Talk to me."
She wanted to ignore him, get dressed and to just leave but her heart wouldn't let her. Inhaling deeply she moved back up the bed and sat beside him, "I'm saying no because I don't have to be home yet, my parents aren't going to be back until about nine again. I just can't face the conversation that I know you want to have."
As much as he wanted to have the conversation he would rather have her here with him and not have it than to not have her or the conversation, "If I were to say I won't attempt to talk about it will you stay?"
"Maybe?"
Pushing himself to a sitting position he moved closer and kissed her shoulder, "I promise that if you stay I won't ask you about it. I do want to talk about it but I can wait so it isn't tonight."
Twisting back to look at him she pressed her lips against his in a brief kiss before she pulled back again, "Thank you."
"You're welcome."
He shuffled back up the bed and lay down comfortably watching her and waiting for her to join him again and when she did she didn't disappoint him.
Stephanie lay down beside him cuddling close to him, resting her head on his chest and draping a leg over one of his holding onto him, "Best boyfriend ever, thank you."
Laughing softly he pressed a kiss to the top of her head, "I try. Just talk to me okay, don't run off because you're afraid, vocalise it and we can figure it out."
"Mmhmm, I promise that I'll try."
The two fell silent, they both knew that realistically they had things that they should be doing but in reality they much preferred being together in the moment than facing reality.