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Another long one, peeps, enjoy!
JPOV
Bella's blow up didn't faze me. I knew it was coming, and I knew that it would only get worse as the months went on and she got bigger. She thought it was nerves, I was hoping for a baby. We both deserved that. No matter how many times I said it, it was true.
Out of everything I learned, that I needed to really start to watch was what I said about Rosalie and the twins. My comment about being a first time father with her and not Bella had been stupid and mean. It had come as an afterthought but it was still bad. I didn't like her talking about Troy. All the things she did first with him.
I was instantly pissed at his name and here I was talking about having children with my ex. As painful as their memories were, my babies needed to stay in the past. They weren't coming back, and for once, I wasn't planning on going after them. I had a life and I had a reason to live it.
I needed to be fair and true to Bella. I had hoped to make her happy with the old photos. But when I saw the clip of Rosalie, something inside me snapped. She had taken my youth and I wanted it back. I wanted her erased from my life. Like a bad accident.
"Did you still want to go shopping? Or did you want to wait until another day?" Leave it to mom to make things more relaxed. She had a bright smile on her face, and you couldn't help but return it.
"I'd love too. Can we eat first? All the throwing up has made me hungry again."
"Morning sickness, gotta love it."
I rolled my eyes at mom's tease while Bella turned green. "Not really."
We laughed as we boxed everything back up. Mom left it to the side since Bella wanted to bring everything back to our house. We piled into mom's car and headed to a pizza place.
"Were you guys wanting to look at houses soon? Or did you want to wait?"
"I'd like to look around soon. While Jasper is in training, I'd like to keep busy. I could move things in and get settled while he's at work."
"I'd like you to be there the first few days, baby."
Bella smiled at me, "I'd love too. I can't wait to be on the sidelines taking pictures and cheering my man on. Yum yum."
"That would be the sex hormones kicking in, Jasper."
My eyebrows rose at mom and she laughed. Bella turned red, hiding her face with her hands.
She peeped through two fingers, "I hope it is, if not, I just embarrassed myself more than I wanted."
We couldn't stop laughing the whole ride. By the time we parked, Bella had her legs crossed so hard her feet were numb.
"I gotta pee! I gotta pee!" I helped her out of the car and into the restrooms before she wet herself. Mom found us a table, trying not to give us away.
I stood outside in the hallway with a sappy ass grin on my face. Life was fucking sweeter than hell.
Bella came out moments later, looking much happier. She giggled, taking my hand. We found mom and took seats around her.
We waited on our drinks, watching mom pull a big ass note pad out of her matching big ass purse.
"Bella, I wanted to show you the list of people I'd like to invite from our side. I talked with Charlie and your brothers and added who they wanted as well. Could you look it over and let me know if they are ok with you?"
Bella didn't even glance at the list, she just nodded and smiled. "Whoever you want."
"As long as no Alice, mom."
"I know. She called earlier. Wanted to know if I'd talk you two into letting her back into the wedding."
I felt my face getting red at the thought, Bella giving me the eye. We ordered the pizza bar, and it was a saving grace for me. I followed Bella around it holding our plates as she got what we wanted. By the time we were back at our table I was calmed down enough to listen.
"Listen Jasper. Before you blow your lid. I let her know that without a doubt that she was not allowed in the wedding. It was up to the two of you. She had to talk to you and work out what you wanted. Carlisle refuses to take her calls. He's already stopped her allowance."
"How much of a fit did she throw?"
"It was pretty big. That was the second call I got, five minutes later. She tried to use her black card and was denied. I think she may have scared the retail lady."
"Doesn't she get an income from the book store?" I smiled as Bella talked with a mouth full of pizza. She was so fucking cute that it was almost too much.
"It's a meager one, nothing like what Carlisle gives her. Whether or not she wants to think about it, her daddy pays her way even at her age."
"Jasper, aren't you eating?"
"Oh, yeah," I snapped out of my stare and started in on my plate. Bella raised her eyebrows, watching me. I shrugged and kissed her.
"You two are really adorable together. I've never seen Jasper so cute before."
"Ah, hell." I made a face and Bella smacked me for it.
"I like adorable Jasper. You should too."
"Yes, baby."
We finished our meal without to many more smacks. Bella was all smiles as we got back into the car.
"Dresses next?"
"Sure. Jasper, if you have to go, I'll be fine."
"Go? Go where?" Mom looked at me, waiting.
"I was supposed to go talk to my old sponsor. He's taking me back on."
"If Bella tells you to go, go."
"I don't want to leave her alone."
"She'll be fine. I'm here. You don't think I'll let anything happen to her, do you?"
"No." With a grudge, I gave in. Mom dropped me back at her house to get my car, Bella sitting in the passenger seat. She smiled at me, as I backed out next to them. I couldn't stop myself from getting out of the car and giving her a kiss. Taking her face in my hands, I planted a wet one on her. She wiggled in her seat trying to get closer, her hands on my arms.
"Ok, you two. Let go of her, Jasper."
I huffed pulling away. Bella tried to follow, so I gave her another kiss. Finally I got into my car, and watched them in the rear view mirror until they turned.
BPOV
I thought about Jasper for the whole ride. By the time we had pulled back into Walmart's parking lot, I was jumping in the seat.
"What's wrong, Bella?"
"Just thinking about Jasper. I miss him and he hasn't been gone for more than a few minutes."
"Love. It'll make you do weird things."
I smiled as we got out and headed inside. We went straight back to where the dresses had been the day before. It took about an hour to pick everything we wanted out, and head to the checkout lane. Esme was unloading as her phone rang. She fished it out of her pocket and handed it to me.
"Could you answer for me?"
"Sure." I looked at the caller id, and saw Pops' name on the front. "Hello?"
"Ladybug? Perfect. I wanted to talk to you."
"Oh, ok. What about?"
"I got your results in a few minutes ago."
I stopped breathing, grabbing hold of the cart to stay up right.
"Ladybug?"
I squeaked because I couldn't talk.
"I'm assuming your still listening or else Esme would be on here by now. Is Jasper with you?"
I finally found my voice, "No."
"Oh, do you want me to wait?"
"No."
"Do you want me to tell you over the phone? I still need you to come in even if I do."
"What's wrong?"
"I'll tell you when I see you. Do you want me to tell you?"
Esme was glancing at me as she paid the cashier. I waited until the cart was loaded again and we were heading outside.
"Yes. I'm ready."
"You're pregnant, ladybug. You're going to be a mommy."
I felt light headed at the same time happiness. My whole body got warm and I stopped walking. Esme stopped beside me staring.
"Bella, are you ok? What's wrong?"
I just shook my head, trying to figure out what to do next. Inside I was screaming and jumping, on the outside I was a frozen mess.
"Give me the phone, Bella." Esme pried it out of my hands, talking to Pops. When her eyes widened and she started grinning I knew he had told her. She threw her arms around me, and we jumped in place, laughing and crying; the phone forgotten.
"Jasper is gonna be so happy!" Her words snapped me out of my funk.
"How do I tell him?"
"Call him right now." Without a word, Esme hung up on Pops and started dialing Jasper. I freaked grabbing it from her in time.
"I want to surprise him. Something nice."
"Let's get this stuff in the car and we'll talk about it on the ride home."
Within minutes we were on the road, and the phone rang again.
"Hello?"
"You guys didn't need to hang up on me. I still needed to talk to you."
"Sorry Pops."
"I'd like you to come in. I want to look at the baby. See where we stand with your scar tissue. There are a lot of things that need to be ironed out before we jump with this."
"I can come now." I turned to Esme. "Can you take me back to my house so I can get my car? I need to go see Pops. He wants to run some tests."
"I can come too, Bella."
"I'd like for it to be a surprise for everyone. Could you keep Jasper off me for a while?"
"Sure."
"I'll be there soon, Pops."
"I'll be waiting. Congrats, ladybug."
"Thank you so much, Pops! Grandpa!"
I heard him choke as he hung up. I felt the tears running down my face once everything settled down. I got myself cleaned up as Esme pulled up behind my car. She helped me take everything inside and waited for me to get into my car, before following me onto the road.
Hospital
Pops was waiting for me at the front desk. He gave me a big hug and smile, before leading to me the maternity ward.
"Is there something wrong, Pops?"
"Nothing to worry about we are just taking a look ladybug. I just want to see how far along you are and where the baby is sitting."
"Sitting?"
"With all the scar tissue, most of your female organs were pushed around. They're not sitting where they should like normal. I want to make sure the baby is where it's supposed to be. If it's not, you could die from a miscarriage."
I shivered as I changed into my dressing grown. My nerves were so bad that I kept my eyes closed for the hour that Pops and two other doctors looked my stomach over. They didn't talk loud enough for me to hear, which was good and bad. I was much more calmed by the time that I was redressed, yet twice as antsy as to what they had found.
Pops took me back to his office and had me sit while he got his stuff together. I looked down at my stomach and rubbed it.
"Me and you baby. Me and you."
"Some weird news."
I looked up as Pops came in and sat down.
"What?"
"The test says you're pregnant, but we can't find the baby. From your hormone levels you're only about a week. More than likely when Jasper first came home from the hospital."
"You can't find the baby?"
"There is too much scar tissue. I didn't see anything wrong, though. So it might just be a waiting game for when the baby gets bigger."
"Everything looks ok, though?"
"From what we could see, yes."
"Should I do anything different?"
"No. Take it easy for the first few days until it sinks in. I've put in for your vitamins; they should be ready for you in a few minutes. I've noticed that certain foods had been getting to you."
"Yeah."
"Just ignore them. Watch your sugar and no caffeine. Just eat healthy, well balanced meals, three times a day. You'll be fine."
I was giddy by the time Pops handed me the vitamins. One more hug and I was on my way out to my car. I wanted to surprise Jasper but at the same time I just wanted to tell him.
It didn't take long before the giddiness won, and I just wanted to tell him.
Pulling out my phone, I dialed Jasper, hoping to leave him a message if nothing else.
"Hello?"
"Jasper?" I knew my voice gave me away, as high as it was.
"Baby? What's wrong? Did something happen?"
"No, no. I'm fine. Are you almost done? Could I come and see you?"
"I can leave now if something is wrong, baby. What is it?"
"Nothing! I swear. But is it ok for me to come see you?"
"Sure. If you want. I'm just finishing up going through the body shop of the bikes. I'll wait here for you."
"Great."
Jasper gave me the directions, and once he was off the phone, I floored it towards him. I was surprised how big the place was as I pulled in. Jasper was standing in a group of guys. It wasn't hard to pick him out, since he was the tallest.
As soon as I parked they turned to look at me. When Jasper smiled and moved forward, I lost it, taking off on a dead run towards him. His face went from a smile to a glare, as he hurried to meet me. I launched myself at him, Jasper catching me in his arms.
"What's wrong? Tell me! What happened?" He was so angry, his face livid. I couldn't stop the smile and laughing.
"You're gonna be a daddy!"
Our bodies stopped moving, Jasper frozen. His face was slack, eyes bulging as he looked at me.
"I'm going... to be... a..." He swallowed. "You're... pregnant...?"
"Yes! Yes! Yes!" I started bouncing against him, nodding frantically.
Jasper finally snapped out of, swinging me around and around, joining in on my laughter.
"Hell yes! Yes! Oh fucking yes! We did it! We did it!" Jasper was tossing me around in his arms so much I was getting sick.
"Going to be sick!" He let me go, letting me catch my breath.
"I'm going to be a daddy!" His words made me smile, until I saw how pale he was. As happy as Jasper was, it had sunk it what I meant. "I'm going to be... a daddy."
"Yes, Jasper. Are you ok?"
"I think I'm going to pass out."
My eyebrows shot up in disbelief. I thought I was supposed to be the one to do the fainting?
My feet hit the ground, and it was my turn to steady him. His friends came over when they notice him start to sway slightly.
"What happened?"
"I just told him some news. I didn't think he'd take it like this."
"What'd you tell him? Did you hit his dog or something?"
They led Jasper inside and I trailed behind, angry at how they were acting. When they finally sat him in a seat, I lost it.
"What's it to you? You don't know what I told him or who I am!"
"Listen lady, he was fine until you got here. Now he's ready to hit the ground."
"Lay off of her! Damn it! It's happy fucking news! I just wasn't ready for it, alright? Don't jump down her throat!"
The three of them backed away from him, clearly confused. Jasper got up and came over to me, still glaring in their direction. I added my glare in, knowing I was probably being rude to his boss.
"I didn't know you and Rosalie were on such great terms, Jasper."
I nearly swallowed my tongue, Jasper turning back on him like a snake.
"Rosalie is dead, Tom. This is my fiancee Isabella."
"Ah, shit," Tom shook his head, pale. "Look, I'm sorry. I thought he was still with that bitch."
Despite his welcoming, his words made me smile. "No problem. Now he's with this bitch."
Jasper drew back and stared at me as if I'd gone mad. I smiled and shrugged, shaking each of their hands.
"Alright then. I'm Tom, Jasper's old boss, er... well, I guess new boss."
"Nice to meet you."
"Carlos," Was the stocky mid guy. "I'm his trainer."
"Pleasure."
"William." Slender red head. "Mechanic."
"Wonderful."
"Now that's all that is out of the way and we've got our heads out our ass. What was the great news about?"
I looked to Jasper on that one. He smiled and then frowned, "We're going to wait to say. It's something pretty special. Probably have a party."
"You'll let us know when so we can come, won't you?"
"Yeah. Of course. Right now, I'd like to get home and celebrate with my girl."
"Sure. I'll call you tomorrow to set up your training schedule, Jasper."
"Sure, Carlos, looking forward to it."
He said his goodbyes, pulled me close and headed towards our cars.
"What did dad say?"
I flushed, remembering that this was the tricky part. Jasper took it as bad, stopping.
"What's wrong, Bella? Tell me. If something is wrong with the..."
"No. No. My ultrasound come back odd."
"How odd? You can't be that far along."
"That's the point."
"I don't understand."
"I'm only about a week. It's really, really early, Jasper. To be honest, with everything, I'm shocked the blood test even picked it up this soon."
"I'm glad it did."
"Me too. What I'm trying to say is that with all the scar tissue, Pops couldn't see the baby."
"What? How?"
"I don't know, and neither does he. But he said that from what he could see, the baby wasn't in any place that was bad. So until I get bigger everything is fine. Not to worry. Eat well, three times a day. Take the first few days to let it sink in."
"Fuck. I knew I should have waited to start back."
"What?... Oh! It's fine."
"No it's not! I wanted to be there with you if it came back positive. Especially with everything going on with Troy. Damn it! Damn it!"
I tried to calm him down, rubbing my hands over his shoulders. Jasper was tense as hell, fidgeting. He looked so upset and angry that I just wanted to hold him. So I did just that, wrapping my arms around his waist and resting my head to his chest. He relaxed, holding me close. I felt his kisses to the back of the head, light and feathery.
"Let's go home and celebrate. Or do you want to go out and eat?"
"Go home. I'd like to be alone with you."
He smirked, wagging his eyebrows. "Are you hitting on me, Ms. Swan?"
"Just a little, Mr. Cullen."
His laugh was warm and fuzzy.
"Well, it's not like anything else can happen to you."
My mouth dropped open a bit, before I bopped him on the head. "Did you just make a rude comment about me being pregnant?"
"Yes, I did," Jasper was devilishly, snickering. "And trust me when I say, I enjoyed causing it just as much as saying it."
"I've created a monster."
"And a baby."
"Oh, geez."
Home
"What do you and the lil mo mo want to eat?"
"Jasper, did you just call our baby a little monster?" I crossed my arms and shifted my weight to one foot, tapping lightly. Jasper turned pink and grinned.
"Yes I did. And I meant it with love."
"If I weren't pregnant-"
"You'd what?" He advanced on me, backing me around the couch, and into the bedroom. When he backed me onto the bed, I yelped. Jasper caged me with his arms, smiling wide.
"I'd knock you senseless. But seeing that I am pregnant, I'll wait."
"And here I thought we'd have some fun."
"Oh, you!" I growled and managed to roll him onto his back, sitting up on top of him. "Just because I'm pregnant doesn't mean that you can be an asshat."
"What the hell is an asshat?"
"You."
"I think the hormones went to your head."
"I think you're going to go without for a while if you keep it up."
"Ah, hell. I'm sorry, baby. I like calling the baby lil mo mo. I wasn't making fun of the baby."
After something that sweet, I couldn't stop the tears, blubbering all over Jasper. He laughed, pulling me down.
"That's so cute, Jasper. Thank you."
"I can see the happy hormones are here to stay."
"Yes. Especially with a wonderful daddy like you."
"I love that word."
"Me too."
"Enough crying, baby, we have to feed lil mo mo before he gets upset."
"Yes."
Dinner
Jasper's head was stuck in the fridge while I sat and watched him. "What would you two like to eat?"
"Grilled cheese and tomato soup."
"Coming up, beautiful girl."
I smiled and then frowned, "No, how about fried chicken and grilled cheese?"
"Whatever you want, baby."
"It all sounds good."
"Then we'll have a big dinner. Dad did say you were supposed to eat healthy."
"I don't want to make you cook a lot."
"It's fine. I want too. Call it our baby buffet."
I couldn't help but laugh. Jasper was a goofy person when he was happy and the grin on him, made him so damn sexy.
"I'd like to jump you."
His face was priceless, stunned to pieces. "I'd love to jump you too, baby, but I think you need to eat first, jumping later."
"Yes'sum boss."
Jasper just laughed and shook his head, starting dinner. Watching him move around the kitchen, chopping and stirring had me wet within minutes. When he bent over to put the chicken in the oven, I couldn't stop myself, hopping down.
I was pregnant, and damn it, I wanted my man. Now.
Jasper jumped when he turned and found me behind him.
"Baby?"
"I want you now."
He paused, "The food-"
I took hold of his hair, yanking him down to me, crushing my lips to his. He moaned, grabbing my ass and lifting me up onto the kitchen island. My shirt ripped down the middle when Jasper tugged, my bra following to the ground. He groaned, dropping his head to my chest, taking a nipple between his lips. When his tongue rubbed the tip, I screamed, coming without any warning. Jasper had to hold me up so I didn't slither down to the floor.
"Damn, that was fucking hot baby! I'm gonna have so much fucking fun over the next 9 months." His voice was hoarse, and I panted looking up at him.
"I don't know where that came from."
His fingers grazed the tip again and I jerked back.
He smiled, "You're really sensitive and I fucking love it."
I returned his favor by tearing off his clothes, leaving his boxers. Jasper helped me get my bottoms off, swiping my panties off as he went. Hooking his arms under my ass, he snickered and carried me into the bedroom.
"The food will burn!"
"You started it baby, and it won't. The chicken has an hour too cook." He dumped me on the bed, kicking his boxers away. I wiggled my way higher up on the bed, Jasper following. He had a naughty little smirk on his face.
His lips started on my knees, working their way up around my hips, coming to a stop above our lil mo mo. I melted instantly when his lips caressed my stomach, my legs falling apart and Jasper slipping between them.
"Welcome to our life, lil mo mo. I'm your daddy, and the pretty lady that's carrying you is your momma. We want you very much, so you have to make sure to be good while you're inside of momma, alright? No funny business, no matter what we do."
The giggles started between us, Jasper lifted his head towards me.
"I'm having a talk with my son, can you stop making so much noise?"
I snorted, unable to help it; Jasper lifted an eyebrow, watching me. "Your son is barely a ball of cells right now. He hasn't learned the English language just yet."
"That's just stupid. We men have our own talk. Women just don't know it."
I shook my head, and threw my arms over my face, trying not to hurt his feelings.
Jasper continued talking to our 'son'.
"Don't listen to your momma, lil mo mo, she's just a little crazy. You'll get used to it over the next few months."
"Jasper?"
"Yes?"
"Are you going to keep talking to our son or make love to his momma?"
He paused, mouth opened before making a face. "Since you asked so nicely."
With a whoop he got down to business, meshing arms, legs and bodies. I relaxed into the bed, letting Jasper do all the work. Keeping his weight off of me, I let my arms loop around his shoulders, holding him close. Our lips danced together, tongues rubbing. Our first together after finding out for sure about the baby was more than magical.
It left us breathless and limp.
Jasper tried to move off the bed, and I whined. "Where are you going?"
He kissed my nose, "To finish dinner."
"Oh! I'll help."
"No, stay put. I'll bring you dinner in bed. My treat."
"Thank you, boo."
He gave me a kiss, pulling on his boxers. I found a night gown, crawling back into bed and waiting. Jasper came back minutes later with a big tray of food. We snuggled together feeding each other until we feel asleep in each other's arms.
How cute was that? LOL
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