Yeah, some depressing stuff happens. and some stuff T_T i know not that descriptive but...Read and find out! Please review! =3

Naruto
My heart was broken. Was I even breathing? No...It couldn't be true! Gaara didn't just say that my gift was unimportant. He didn't just say that he cheated on me. It wasn't true. It just couldn't be!
I felt as if I was going to throw up as I ran away, like I always do when something terrible happens. I run away. The taste of blood in my mouth didn't help that little fact of me wanting to puke. Gaara's blood.
He cheated on me. And with who? Sasuke! Was it that bastard? I knew it. And what type of cheating? Like kissing or...having sex. Because I wouldn't with him? God my head hurts. I feel as if I'm going to die. As of now I want to rip out my heart and just stop it from beating loud in my ears. I loved him. He said he loved me. He still says he loves me.
Where was I running too exactly? Just in a huge circle or in a lake just too just stop the pain that was ripping in my chest. I stopped where I was going and wiped my eyes, sniffing again.
My blurred eyes looked around where I was. Well for one I didn't know how to get to Tsunade's from here and or the hospital and I didn't want to be anywhere near Gaara's family. They would ask what's wrong...and Sasuke might be there.
My tears rolled down my face more and my head ache pounded more. I looked around once more to notice I didn't know where I was. I was alone, alone in a scary place where it was getting darker out. A neighborhood I might have been in before or not and it didn't look good. I was so confused at this moment that I couldn't figure out anything. Being scared, I crouched my way into an alleyway, not caring anymore. Bringing my knees to my chest, hugging them close for warmth. I cried harder. That was the only thing I could do at this point.
5...10...20 seconds minutes or hours I didn't even know how long it was. I felt like shit. The only feeling you can get from a true broken heart. I love him. I love him so much. The only reason why this is so hard. The betrayal.
"Naruto?" I jumped at the voice and scooted a bit farther into the alley. I can't trust anyone. They might just hurt me. But the person came closer.
"Naruto...it's me Deidara...what happened." Deidara put out a hand but I didn't take it. I just jumped up and hugged him close to me. I needed someone. And I knew him. He petted the top of my head as I cried into his chest.
"G-Ga-Gaa-..." I couldn't even say his name. My voice choked up. "D-Dei-Dei it hurts!" I screamed into him.
"Shh shhh shhh its okay. Come on." He walked me out of there. I still hooked to him. We were a bit of a walk away from his shop. Which didn't really surprise me that I couldn't find some place close. I was so confused I was still confused.
Deidara brought me into his office and he closed the door. Once that click was heard I started to cry harder.

Gaara
I called Deidara's house, no one answered. I called his cell; I even called his office number in case he was still there. No one, not a single answer. I called Sai to ask if he knew what was up; Sai said he had no clue.
I called Tsunade again, I needed advice, or I was going to go crazy.
"What should I do?" I asked, after I gave her the full story. "I don't know what to do, should I look for him? I just know he hates me and doesn't want to see me, but I can't leave him out there alone, he has nowhere to go. Someone will find him he'll get hurt... what do I do?"
"Gaara, Gaara sweetie calm down. Come on, I'll come over and help you look for him, and he can stay at my place if he's mad ok?"
"Tsunade, I hurt him... I didn't mean to... I just didn't want him to leave. I promised him I'd protect him and that things will go back to normal but I screwed it up. For me for him for us..."
"Gaara, can you drive? Come on get in your car, I'll call you when I'm in the area."
"Ok"
I hung up on her and jumped in the car, switching on my high beams and checking every street for about half an hour. Tsunade called and we covered double distance. My sister called to ask how it was going, but I turned down her offer to help search from him, not wanting my father or Sasuke to try and find him and take advantage of it.
I texted Deidara, hoping he'd eventually text me back if he had any news. It got late, do I stop searching? Or do I search until I die? I'd rather do the latter. There is no point for me to live with him mad at me, and I couldn't live with myself if something happened to him. He could be cold and lost, with nowhere to sleep... Naruto... please...
I sent a text to his phone. I don't even know if he has it on him.
"Naru? Do you have your phone with you? If you get this I'm sorry. But please it wasn't my fault. I wanted to say this face to face, but I was drunk and it was mostly Deidara's fault, not that I'm blaming him because I should have been stronger and I should have been more responsible, but he was on top. Then he used the video from when we were drunk as black mail to continue with a sexual relationship. It was rape for the most part, I should have told you on day one, told Deidara off and maybe I wouldn't have been so moody. The guilt was eating me alive, but if you still care about my opinion, I love you still. If you're alone tell me where you are. I'd buy you a hotel room if you don't want to stay with me or my family, I can understand that, but I don't want you alone on the streets."

Naruto
Deidara and I were still standing in the middle of the room. His arms gently around me, petting my head softly. In truth I think if I didn't have someone to cry on I might have gone insane. I don't know what the feeling was other than how my heart just broke into pieces but I also had this slight feeling as if my fox senses were slowly taking over. Not instinct but more of a timid animal afraid of every little thing. I felt on edge for a short bit until I clung to dei-dei.
He didn't even know what was wrong yet here he was in his office late at night comforting me.
"Naruto...what happened cutie?"
"G-Gaa-Ga...He ch-cheated on m-me!" I cried harder. It was even worst saying this out loud. His hand movement stopped for a bit then the rhythm slowly began again.
"Awww Naru I'm sorry. I'm sure that he does love you though."
"But he d-didn't even care about our anniversary!" I screamed. Tears still leaking out.
"Your anniversary?"
"One month...from t-today we m-met..." I stuttered.
"Did you make any plans?" Deidara kissed the top of my head right in front of my ears, causing me to shiver. That's where Gaara would kiss to calm me down.
"N-No..." I whispered. I know I didn't tell Gaara about this day but it was still important and he had no right to say that whatever I do for him is a waste.
There was only my sniffling until the phone rang in his office. He didn't answer it.
"No one should be calling this late anyway."
"It...Just hurts so much dei-dei!" I yelled again. The feeling of a stab in my chest once again prominent.
"You know...I can help you forget the pain."
I looked at Deidara with hopeful eyes. Could he really stop it from hurting? "R-Really? How!"
But before I could breathe another word my air was cut off. Deidara's lips pushing against mine. Me trying to move away from him but his hands firmly holding me there. Causing a few red marks to form on my upper arms.
I bit hard on Deidara's lower lip causing blood to form and Deidara pulled away a small smirk on his lips as I covered my mouth with my hands. I stepped back my eyes widened. Did he just do that? After all the shit I just went through he goes and kisses me.
"Wow you're a biter...sexy hm" Deidara smirked and stepped closer I stepped back. What was dei-dei doing? What the hell was happening! The very thought alone of me having been locked alone with Deidara in his office late at night did I say ALONE made me wanna jump. And the vibrations that were in my pocket made me jump literally. I forgot I even had the phone in my pocket.
I shakily took the phone out of my pocket, not taking my eye off of Deidara once.
It took me five seconds to want to cry harder at the name on the screen. Gaara... should I read it? I mean what's worst? This text from Gaara or Deidara's slight rape face.
I opened it quickly only seeing a few words before I was pounced on by Deidara. Causing me to groan as I was straddled to the floor and making my phone slide away. No...It was Deidara?
"Y-You...and Gaara? You bastard!" I said trying to stop my tears and look tough. But not working.
"Yes and all in all you should have heard his screams of pleasure on the first night. Did you know he's into bondage?"
"S-Sort of...Get off of me creep!" I struggled again but then my wrists were pinned. Including my worst wrist that was thankfully close enough too healed as there is.
Deidara held my wrists with one hand as the other traveled up my shirt causing me to squirm more. Deidara soon got sick of it and again kissed me forcefully. I hate this...I hate my whole life right now. Tears started to roll down my face more.
Life really does hate my very existence

Gaara
"Gaara... I'm sorry. It's getting late. Go to bed."
"No, not when Naruto is still out there." I said stubbornly. We stood outside my house, my aunt and I. it was too late to do anything... with sight, but god I could faintly smell naruto on the street my house was on. "I'll see you in the morning Tsunade. Thanks for helping me look, but I'm going to try a little harder." I began to walk, screw the car, I can't smell shit in that metal contraption, but out here, Naruto was on the tip of my tongue. At one point the smell was stronger, as if he was sitting there for a while, but then it was also muddled with something... Deidara?
I bolted, the direction of the smell coming from the shop. The lights were dimmed like normal, but one light was on... and the door was locked. I placed an ear on the door to hear Deidara ask something and Naruto shout, "S-Sort of...Get off of me creep!"
I took a step back and kicked the door down; Deidara had his hands drifting to Naruto's crotch, Naruto still fully clothed.
"You bastard hands off!" I shouted. Deidara lifted Naruto's shirt, sucking on a nipple. Naruto let out a wine at the unfamiliar contact with his unsoiled bud.
I took a step closer, Deidara watching me out of the corner of his eye, biting down hard on Naruto's nipple. The blond whined in pain. I stopped realizing the closer I got, the more pain Naruto will be put in.
"Deidara..." I said fumbling for the words to call of my uke's torture. I saw bruises forming on Naruto's arms and he looked broken and god did I want to kill something. But not with dei-dei having Naruto so close, he would torture Naruto and I wouldn't want him in the cross fire. "Please, not Naruto. Take me instead. I'll do whatever you want, he's just a virgin, and you'd need to go easy on him."
"Gaara, no-"
"Quiet you!" Deidara squeezed his crotch through his pants a bit hard Naruto whimpered turning his head to the side. "Alright Gaara, strip and put your hands in those hand cuffs for me. Then I'll let Naruto go and have fun with you."
I gulped as I did what I was told.

Naruto
Gaara...no. what was worst? Having my virginity taken or having to see my Gaara strip as to get ready for Deidara to have sex with him. I couldn't look I couldn't even think. I felt dead as Deidara continued to touch me while Gaara had done what he was told. I couldn't look at Gaara. I could barely make a sound except for the painful gasps I would make when Deidara would do something to make me feel pain. Mostly because Gaara wasn't going fast enough.
"Deidara...get off him NOW." Gaara growled in his pissed tone causing me to shiver.
"Are you ready for me Gaara?"
Gaara grunted and clanked the cuffs making Deidara smirk. And get off of me.
"Let him go...now."
"Sorry Gaara but if I let him go now he will just go get help."
"So what then!"
Deidara smirked at me and I shivered, scooting closer to the corner of the room hugging my knees and shivering. The door was locked so even if I ended up getting to the door Deidara would grab me before I would be able to get out of it.
"Now naruto...Be a good boy and let me tie you up. Maybe the site of you bounded will turn Gaara on as well, hm." He grinned and I shivered. I didn't move as he tied my hands behind my back. I didn't even look at him until he pulled my chin to look at him in the eye, tears soaking my face.
"Come on cutie don't give me that look. Now...you're going to watch this. Think about it as an upfront class." He whispered in my ear but Gaara must have heard it.
"Don't make him watch Deidara!"
"If he watches I will finish this faster."
"But it would break him! It would break me!"
"Shhhh Gaara." Deidara shushed. And out of my control I was forced to look at Gaara's nude body. My expression blank. I didn't know what to think anymore. I love him...I know that. And I don't want to see this. But anything to make it go shorter. All I wanted to do right now was to hug my Gaara. I was still mad...pissed actually. But in all...this was the worst thing that could happen to me. Seeing him...being taken. All I could feel were my tears sliding down my face.

Gaara
"Deidara... ow... ah... stop it hurts..." I whispered trying to not let naruto hear I was in pain.
"Shut up."
"You really need a boyfriend..."
"Shut up."
"Ow, dammit... don't you have lube?"
"Sorry out."
"Deidara, go slower then..."
"one more and I'm gonna gag you."
"YOU'RE THE ONE WHO RAN OUT OF LUBE!" I shouted. I peeked at naruto, but Deidara shoved my chest to the ground, my ass sticking up in the air for better angle, I moaned. God why me? I looked at Naruto one eye closed in pleasure and pain as I tried to hold in my noises. Just because my body craved it does not mean I enjoy this in the least. I tried to make the most apologetic face I could muster to Naruto.
He kept shutting his eyes or looking away, but his attention drawn back to me with each sound of pain as he checked to see if I was ok. Deidara shoved a gag in my mouth. I thought he was bluffing... the bastard. My cries of pain became more sensitive as I lost my voice. God was this kinky, but in no way was seeing Naruto like that a turn on. I believed in bondage, but I would never tie naruto up against his will. I squinted my eyes when Deidara finally released, he untied Naruto first, smart boy. And kept naruto close to him knowing I'd be less violent with Naruto nearly in the way. He untied me, and then un-gagged me, shoving the both of us out his door.
"Asshole!" I shouted through the door streaming profanity after profanity.
"How far are we from home?" Naruto asked small and keeping some distance away from me.
"Too far, and it's late. Let's go to a hotel." Naruto sniffled and turned away from me. "I can get us separate hotel rooms?" I asked trying to cheer him up. Whatever he wanted at this point he could have.
"n-no, I want to be with you. I'll probably have night mares..." he began to sob near the end of the sentence, his voice cracking.
"Did he hurt you? Are you ok?"
"Yeah I'm fine... my chest is sore..." he subconsciously rubbed a nipple, "and my arms hurt... what about you? That sounded... painful..."
"It's not always that bad. Deidara was just being a douche because he wanted fresh material. I'm fine, just mentally drained it's been a hard week." I said hoping that was even an excuse.
"It's ok. I guess I understand." my blond Kitsune told me as we left for the hotel. "I'm sorry I didn't listen."
"No, it's not ok. And don't be sorry for anything. I should have told you after school the day I woke up and Deidara told me about our drunken antics. Come on here's a hotel for the night."

Naruto
He's acting like everything's normal! I know I want to be with him. I love him. But he's acting as if nothing just happened. I just almost got raped...and I was hurting a bit, but Gaara DID get raped. Or that's what I think it is... How come he didn't just tell me on the first day what had happened? It's as if he was trying to hide it. These thoughts made me want to cry again. But I didn't.
I walked with Gaara to the hotel. Me being just a few steps away from him to show him that I'm still slightly mad at him but I still want to be close. I think he got the picture by him not grabbing hold of my hand as we walked.
Even as we walked I could tell Gaara was trying to suppress some pain. Like he was doing in that room. But I still heard everything. Even if I felt as nothing in that room, I could still see and hear as normal.
"Please...please don't hide things from me..." I whispered. Tears threatening my eyes again.
"Naru, I swear ill do everything, everything to make you forgive me. For you to continue on having faith in me. I love you with all of my heart. Be mad at me, even better; hurt me to make you feel better. I won't hide anything from you ever again! I swear! Just please believe in me." Gaara pleaded and then I was positive that he wasn't alright...just pulling up a front to try to make ME feel better.
I nodded my head, not really sure on what to say at the moment.
We walked into the hotel lobby, at first people gave me dirty looks but I just ignored them as we walked up to the front desk.
"One room for one night." Gaara spoke to the lady at the front desk.
"Name?"
"Sabaku Gaara." He whispered and her eyes widened for a bit. Demons weren't known nor were who were nobles. But since he was rich almost everyone must have known Gaara.
He spoke some more making sure everything was okay. As if we could get room service or what size room. But again I was only paying half attention and in truth I don't really think I'll be able to eat anything...I'm not hungry.

I know its short but that's because I wanted to finish it here…yay hotel room!