This is a really long update, I can't find a good place to split it in two. And i am sorry about the wait i didn't mean to make you wait so long.
Derek arrives at the hospital in record time, he pulled in quickly into his spot, before rushing in the building and up the stairs, he didn't want to go in the elevator it was too slow. Derek didn't even notice anyone speaking to him, his sole purpose who to get to Richard's office, he didn't even notice the chief secretary sat at her desk, he barged into Richard office, and saw Meredith in tears, Richard holding her. Richard moved out of the way allowing Derek t o take his place has Meredith cried in his arms.
"What happened, baby?" Derek says into her hair.
"I...Der...Can't..." Meredith choked out in between sobs.
"Sshhh" Derek rocks her slightly; he has one of his hand on her abdomen the baby is very active, it can tell his mommy is very upset. Derek just sits there holding her until she can't cry anymore.
"Meredith", Derek says, Meredith looks up at him, and he can see the sheer terror in her eyes, and know automatically who made her like this.
"I am so sorry baby, it all my fault"
"Stop it Derek. Where were you?" Meredith pleads with him
"I had a meeting with her ex fiancée" Derek tells her, Meredith buries her head in his chest.
"Why?" Richard asks
"I needed to find out more about her"
"And?"
"Apparently she has a history of this" Derek tells Richard.
"oh god" there is a knock at Richard's door, and sees that it is Kathleen, Richard had called her up, knowing that she was Meredith best friend. Kathleen was shocked at the look of her brother and best friend.
"Derek, what happened?"
"Rose" Derek says simply.
"Meredith" Kathleen says gently, placing her hand on her back. Meredith lifts her head from Derek's embrace to look at her, and what Kathleen sees in Meredith's eyes scare her.
"Kath"
"What Derek?"
"Can you take her into my office, i have a personal shower in there, and get Meredith changed and wait for me, lock the door behind you, and don't let anyone else but me in there, promise me, while I'll talk to the chief" Derek begs Kath.
"Of course"
"Meredith" Derek says gently, cupping her chin with his hand, lifting her head up to look at him. "I want you to go down to my office with Kathleen, and get changed than i am taking you home"
"No, don't leave me please" Meredith pleads with him, clinging to him even more.
"Meredith, i need to talk to the chief, Kathleen will look after you, just to my office, and Kathleen will lock the door until I get down there"
"I promise Mer, i love you"
"Me too" he nods to Kathleen who goes to take her in her arms, but Meredith shakes her off.
"I am not going to be subjected to anymore Seattle Grace gossip today, there has been enough of that" Meredith says sounding a lot stronger than she actually felt. She knew everyone would be staring at her, she wasn't about to give them anymore reason to be gossiping.
Once Meredith and Kathleen had left the chief's office, Derek turned around to Richard.
"Richard what happened? I am sorry about my outburst on the phone, it just when you wouldn't tell me what was wrong i panicked and thought the worse"
"I will let you off this once Derek, because i understand if that was Adele i would have been exactly the same. I did want to tell you over the phone before i know how you would react, Derek"
"Thanks chief"
"The switchboard received a phone call from an unknown caller asking to speak to Meredith; she was in here talking to me when she got the page so i told them to put it through to my office. The person on the other end of the phone said that you and Adam had been in an accident" Derek sits there in shock and automatically knows exactly who it is.
"I am going to kill her" Derek says angrily, getting up from his seat, Richard is right there in front of him.
"Derek you need to calm down"
"Calm down seriously"
"Derek, you aren't any good to Meredith if you get yourself worked up. I have called the police, and they want to speak to Meredith later, they are currently interviewing other members of staff, i told them that you would want to take Meredith home and it best for them to wait until later"
"Okay chief...I am going down to my wife"
"Derek, i am giving you and Meredith has much time off has you need i will have Dr Crawford, temporary head of department until you get back"
"Thanks chief"
"Derek take care of them you know how much Meredith means to me"
"I will chief" Derek walks out of the chief's office, not noticing all the stares and whispers; he is focused on one thing and one thing only to get to his wife. He feels someone slapping him on the back.
"What Mark?" Derek says sounding irritated.
"How's Meredith?"
"Not good Mark, the stupid bitch told Meredith that Adam and me had been in accident"
"Rose?" Mark asked already knowing that it is, they walked onto the elevator and was relieved to find that they were they only ones on there.
"How can anyone tell a pregnant woman that?"
"I wouldn't like to know what go through that woman's mind"
"Mark for the first time in my life i want to hit a woman"
"I know, Derek. What are you going to do?"
"I am going to take Meredith home, and once we have spoken to the police, i am taking Meredith and Adam to mom's, spend a few days with her, give her time to relax, before i come back here and sort this out once and for all. This is the last straw, Mark, i have had it" the elevator door opens and Derek says a quickly bye to Mark, before he is gone. Derek practically runs along the surgical floor to his office, knocked on the door hard, before Kathleen lets him in, Derek sees Meredith curled up on his sofa, still in her scrubs.
"Kath"
"She wouldn't let me touch her Derek; she has been like that since we got here"
"Thanks for staying with her Kath"
"Hey, there is no where i would rather be, you know that"
"Kath would you be able to do us a favour and pick Adam up from school for us"
"Of course, and we will pick him up later"
"No problem, Derek" Kathleen give Derek a kiss on the cheek, Derek walks over to his wife, taking her in his arms.
"NO...NO...NO" Meredith screams against him, hitting him with her fists.
"Sshhh, Mer, it me baby"
"Derek" Meredith says sounding so defeated.
"Meredith, i am so sorry about this, none of this is your fault"
"How can...someone say that" Mer said quietly
"I have no idea. How would you feel about spending sometime i New York, it Christmas soon"
"It is, isn't it? Derek i can't fly" for the first time since Derek entered his office, Meredith looked up at him
"I will figure something out, i want to get you and Adam out of Seattle" Derek tells her.
"What about you?"
"I'll be coming with you for a week, and then i want you and Adam to stay with mom, while i sort out this Rose thing"
"Derek, you can't leave me" Meredith starts to cry again, clinging on to him.
"Meredith i am not going anywhere, you are stuck with me, forever"
"I like the sound of that, forever. I love you"
"I love you too"
"Please don't leave me in New York, Derek" Meredith pleads with him, but Derek knows that she isn't safe here.
"Meredith, i want you, Adam and our baby safe," Derek places his hand on her abdomen, and kisses her ever so lightly on the lips. "If that means that i have to leave you in New York, Mer than that is what i will do, i am not putting you in any more danger, i should have dealt with this a long time ago"
"Derek..."
"Let's get you changed and we can get you home" Derek stands up to grab the spare pair of clothes he keeps in his office for her, but he can see she is in no state to do anything. Derek starts undressing her, taking on her scrubs. He leans down and kisses her belly, causing Meredith to giggle slightly, like she always did. Derek proceeds to get her dresses, before giving her a gently kiss on the forehead.
"You realise any other time, we could be having sex on this couch"
"I know, what a waste" Mer replies.
"Let's get you home, baby" Derek pulls her up off the couch and wraps his arms around her waist, Meredith clings on to him for dear life. As they leave the office, Olivia, one of the nurses, calls out to Derek.
"Dr Shepherd, i need to see you a moment"
"Can't it wait" Derek snaps at her
"I am sorry but it can't, it's important" Olivia says.
"Derek" he hears Mark saying from behind him.
"Mark could you do me a favour please, and take Meredith down to the car, just don't leave her side"
"Of course i won't"
"Meredith, i need you to go with Mark, i will be down in a minute"
"No, Derek"
"Mer please Mark will look after you"
"Can't i stay here with you, please?"
"Will you sit with Mark here then?"
"Okay" Mark takes Meredith from Derek, before Derek walks over to the nurses desk.
"What is that is so important Olivia?"
"These came for the other Dr Shepherd" Olivia said passing him some flowers, they are lilies and they have a card with them, Derek opens the card to read;
Meredith, condolence on the loss of your husband and son, R