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*Jacob*

I was bored out of my damn mind.

I couldn't help but wonder if these children were always this damn boring!

They were all so well behaved today. There was no ignoramus talking out today, no stupid teenage gossip being whispered, always loudly, through the room, it was just lecture and listen for each class.

Of course I shouldn't be complaining about that, I mean a quiet, respectful class is all most high school teachers could hope for.

I guess I was hoping for some drama, something to keep my mind off of her. Something to keep me preoccupied so I wouldn't have to think about how after this bell rang, I would be stuck in this classroom with my ex… fuck buddy?

I mean what are we even labeled as?

I feel disrespectful and even more like a pervy high school teacher than usual when I try to label her as my fuck buddy but then I feel like a real sick-o when I even consider calling her my girlfriend.

So… What?

I didn't realize that I had gone on auto pilot lecturing until the alarming sound of the last school bell rang.

I immediately became nervous and as the children scattered out of the room I became increasingly so.

"Mr. Black, I was wondering if I could stay after school tomorrow, I feel like I am falling behind."

Those words came from none other than the very beautiful yet increasingly annoying Leah Clearwater.

"Um… Leah… You have an A in this class, you do know that. In fact, you are one of my brightest students"

That wasn't a lie, Leah was very smart. She puts on this dumb bitch girl act but I bet she could very well teach this class and if she applied herself she could be taking college courses like my… like Renesmee.

"Well, yeah… and I would like to keep it that way. Besides, I feel that there a lot of things we need to talk about."

She was trying to be seductive, she was nowhere as sexy as my…

Stop doing that.

"Are these things we would be talking about academic, because I wouldn't like for anyone to get the wrong impression; just as you did with Renesmee and I. Remember?"

Yah bitch, remember that?!

My facial expression was, of course, stoic but on the inside I was laughing my ass off.

"Of course" she said, obviously deflated.

She slowly walked out of the room, moving her hips seductively.

I had to admit, she is very pretty and if not for ….

Stop.

She had opened the door and I thought she was going to walk out the door but instead she stood in it steadily.

I didn't know what to say.

What the fuck is she still standing here for?

She finally, after what felt like forever, turned around with that mischievous smile graced upon her lips once more.

"Yes Mr. Black, our talk tomorrow will most definitely be academic. We will learn a whole lot about each other."

She walked leaving me completely stunned.

What the hell is wrong with today's children?

I barely had anytime to recollect myself from what Leah had said when Renesmee walked in the room.

Today is such an odd day. Definitely not my best.

I could see from the look on Renesmee's face that she was not very happy. In fact, it kind of even looks like she was upset.

"Why was she in here? Why is she just now leaving? Jac—Mr. Black, Are you…. Are you…?"

She couldn't finish her sentence and I hoped she wouldn't.

As if I would cheat on her with anyone else!

The fact that I considered me sleeping with some other than Renesmee as 'cheating' should have been a sign.

But I am slow at times.

I felt nothing other than rage.

How dare she come in here and accuse me of doing something so disrespectful as to hurt her like that?

I love her god dammit!

I threw all caution to the wind and I guess it is a good thing that Renesmee closed the door as she walked in because as the passion boiled inside of me like a water on a hot stove, I found myself picking her up and carrying her madly to my office.

I was going to show her how much she means to me. I am going to show her to never even consider the idea of me wanting to be with anyone but her.

I don't know why it made me so upset, but it did.

Had this been anyone else I would have just laughed and talked about their obvious jealousy but this… this was different.

I felt wild as I held her firm toned ass in my hands while also opening the small door into my private office.

As soon as we were inside I closed the door and turned off the lights.

There would be no disturbances today.

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We sat there in the aftermath of our love making; sitting sweaty and naked on the cold tiled floor.

We had both been in a comfortable silence with Renesmee's head rested on my stomach and my hands gliding through her auburn locks.

I was just lost in this trance of tranquility when I felt Renesmee begin to breath harder and tears hit my stomach.

I sat up to look at her, to see her face but it was hidden fully.

"Renesmee?" I spoke in uncertainty.

I wasn't used to trying to comfort people.

Hell, whenever I needed to comfort Rose we would just go hunting and she would feel a lot better.

"It's nothing Jacob, I just… I don't …"

I didn't know what to say but If there was one thing I was good at it was reading people.

Ive known for a while that there was something she was hiding.

Something that obviously affects her deeply, I suspect that it has something to do with her childhood based on how fearful she gets in certain situations.

I didn't know what to say so I just said the first thing that came to mind.

"I used to kill people for living."

Yep, first thing that came to mind.

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You guys, I love you all so much and lately I have been busy with my college work and I have been in so many activities so I can look good when I go off to university.

I have also been stressing about national testing lately but things are about to get good for you guys because my finals are easy… to me and after finals…..

I AM OUT OF SCHOOL FROM DEC 11 TO ABOUT JAN18!

I have about a month and 1 week to write for you guys so let me tell you even If I don't update in that time, which probably wont happen I will probably update during break, but I don't when I come back it will be like three chapters for each story.

I love you guys so much and I thank you all for sticking in with me.

NOW FOR SOME FUNNY!

I lifted my elderly cat in the air and sung the lion king song

My Daschund was dressed as a hotdog for Halloween

I was dressed as a big baby( I had a rattle and a bonnet)

I wrote a poem for class about a man who stepped in dog shit and then his phone fell in it… I got and A

I got a free skin for my phone… then my phone fell in the toilet

Me and my mother are arguing because I want these two guys to get together and she thinks they shouldn't be a couple….this is a tv show.

My hermit crab Robin just finished his molt! My other crab whose legal name is Cornelius, I have nick named him Scabies… after the std… because he is a crab… which is also a nickname for a std…hehehehe

Knight flicked my nose in my sleep and I bit him by accident…. On purpose.

There is this weird girl in my class who nods her head at everything….EEVVEERRYYTHING!

I studied bipolar disorder in psychology… then I diagnosed my friend with it.

….. chick got issues.

WELL THAT'S THE FUNNY FOR THE DAY..

KISSES I LOVE YOU ALL AND SEE YOU NEXT TIME

AKA. TO FINISH THE CLIFFY!