A/N: Sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry, and sooorry!! It's been such a long time, but since I began college things went crazy in my life .. it's been two years since I updated this, and a year since I left a note, so... please forgive me!
Disclaimer: I don't own Kingdom Hearts, but I do own Raven.
Finding you
Chapter 36: Goodbye?
"Raven!! Riku!!" Kairi called as she slowly neared them. She could recognize Riku lay on the floor, as Raven shook him to wake him up. When she neared them she could see he was badly wounded.
"Hurry up!!" Raven called weakly. "He's bleeding too much!!" Kairi ran as fast as she could, but soon Leon and Yuffie were ahead of her since they weren't as tired as she was. Leon knelt beside him and stared worried at his shape. Raven already took all precautions and pressed the remaining of his shirt against his wounds to stop the bleeding.
"We have to take him to Aerith! She has to heal him to stop the bleeding!" When Kairi heard that the first thing she did was kneel beside him placing her hands over Raven's.
"I won't let him die on you." She said as she sadly smiled at Raven's surprised face. She gave her the same smile and Kairi closed her eyes using the only energy left on her to save her friend. A small light appeared in Kairi's hands and lasted for a few seconds, right after she opened her eyes and her head bent down. "I think its enough…" And with that she closed her eyes and fell. Raven held her to prevent her fall over Riku and stared at her surprised. Yuffie pushed her backwards and leaned her head against her shoulder. Raven took the remaining of his shirt away and saw his closed wound. She smiled relieved to see the bleeding stopped, and leaned her head against his chest. She smiled as her tears fell, even thought she felt his heartbeat in a slow pace, she knew he would make it.
"We better take him to Aerith, Raven… to check out everything." Leon said unsure as Yuffie gently slapped Kairi on the face to wake her.
"Okay…" Raven whispered slowly taking her head away from his chest. She stopped and stared at his peaceful but bloody face, and by instinct, her hand slowly caressed his cheek. "I'm not letting you get away that easily." She whispered the words that were only for him to hear. She wouldn't let him leave, just like he did to her.
"Is Kairi awake?" Raven asked staring at Yuffie while she nodded negatively at her.
"We can't carry them both!" Leon said.
"Don't worry, I can handle Kairi alone." Yuffie said slowly placing Kairi on her shoulders leaving Leon surprised. He smiled at her and helped Riku in the same way, while Raven used her sword as a support to get up. She walked with difficulty, with her hand going tightly against her chest while her free arm protectively held her stomach.
"Are you okay?" Leon asked worried. Raven stared at him confused since it was the first time he actually asked that question with worry in his voice.
"I'm fine, don't worry about me." She said giving him a small smile and quickening her footsteps. Leon and Yuffie stared at each other confused and followed her. When Aerith recognized them from distance, her stare became more worried. Raven could see her saying something to Cloud and the headed to their direction. When she reached them, Raven was the first person being assisted.
"Are you alright?" Aerith asked her as she placed her arm behind Raven's back to support her. Raven smiled and replied.
"It's alright, I'm fine. He's the one you have to worry about." Aerith let out a sigh and stared worried at Riku that was still unconscious on Leon's back. Her gaze then went to Kairi on Yuffie and she asked worried.
"What happened to her?!"
"Don't worry, she just passed out." Yuffie replied. When they began to reach Sora and Cloud, both of them stared surprised at the situation.
"What happened to them?!" Sora quickly asked standing up in the process.
"Don't worry, just stay still!" Aerith complained. "Give Kairi something…" She quickly ordered Leon and he did as she told. She began to examine Riku and she stared surprised at his closed wound but still she used some magic to heal him.
"He doesn't look too good…" Aerith said sadly but with a small smile on her lips as her gaze turned to Raven. "But he'll be fine, he went through a lot worse before." Raven sighed slightly relieved as Aerith stood up and walked in her direction. She pulled her arm surprising her and leaving everyone confused. "What about you? You were hit on your ribs, weren't you?" Raven stared at her surprised and nodded positively. Aerith began to examine her, placing her hands on her ribs and began to mumble. "Hmm… they aren't broken… I suppose the impact was too strong, was it?" Aerith asked staring at her.
"Not too much considering the situation…" Raven said slowly waiting for Aerith's scold.
"You have to be more worried about that child, Raven!! It's still small but it needs protection!!" Aerith whispered angered.
"I'm more worried then you think… if I wasn't, I wouldn't still be alive." Aerith stared at her surprised by her statement and serious face, and with that Raven left to Riku's side, leaving Aerith confused. She sat beside him with a worried look on her face and looked around her. She saw that Kairi was already awake with a relived smile on her face with Sora beside her, while Aerith spoke worried to Cloud, Leon and Yuffie. Her gaze then went to the floor where she saw the traces of dry blood, of the last time they were there to save Sora. Then her gaze finally fell on Riku's peaceful features, and there it remained.
She didn't know how he would react after he woke up… she knew he would be mad at her, and she knew he was right. By instinct, her hand went to his face to move away some locks of his hair and she smiled at his face. It hurt so much inside… lying to him. No matter how much she felt she didn't deserve him she couldn't leave, he was her greatest weakness and her greatest strength. Never in her life she thought she could have the family she never had, but after knowing she was carrying his child, she never confessed to anyone her true feelings… she wanted that child, more then anything in the world... specially knowing it was his child. Her thoughts were interrupted by his twisted features as he woke up. She didn't know if she would wait for him to wake up or leave before a storm came over her, but she didn't have time for that.
"Raven?" He called in his hoarse voice as he opened his eyes. "Are you alright?" She smiled at him and whispered.
"Yes… how are you feeling?"
"Beat up…" He said as he tried to sit up with her help. His features twisted with pain as he held his recently healed wound, and sighed. "What happened?"
"I guess we won…" She simply replied with a small smile in her lips, receiving his smile as a response. "When I regained consciousness I saw you and Seeth standing, and right after both of you fell on the floor…" Raven said in a low tune, remembering the moment he fell on the floor that almost made her heart stop. Riku let out a low chuckle and Raven stared at him confused. "What are you laughing at?!"
"What a great timing you had." He replied staring at her.
"Timing?! Why, thank you!!" She replied with her temper slowly rising. "Don't even joke about that, you can't imagine how worried I was!!" He let out another chuckle and she kept staring at him confused. She was surprised that the first subject wasn't what she was expecting, but maybe even he was avoiding it. He stopped laughing and stared at the floor in front of him, still with a smile on his face.
"I'm so glad it's over…" He confessed in a whisper as he closed his eyes. Raven let out a sigh and couldn't help but to smile with him. She didn't know how he did it, but she thanked him for avoiding the subject. "How's everyone?"
"I… I think they're fine." Raven said in a low tune knowing Sora wasn't in his best condition. Riku turned around to confirm and saw everyone taking their rest, sat on the floor while Aerith was standing beside Sora and Kairi. His gaze then went back to Raven's as his smile slowly vanished from his lips, and she knew they couldn't go any further avoiding it.
"I don't need to ask, right?" When he asked that, her face turned to the opposite side while his serious gaze lay on the white floor. She couldn't face him, she knew she lied too much. "Just… for how long?"
"I'm- I…" She didn't know what to reply to that question. "I don't know…" She replied in a low tune closing her eyes. She felt him getting closer to her, until his face was near hers and startled her.
"It's our child, Raven…" He whispered. "Can't you understand the meaning of that?" Raven's eyes widened with his question, as he placed his hand over hers and nuzzled his face on her hair. "It's not me and you it's us!! You don't have to bear everything…" She stared at the floor surprised, expecting to hear him scold her for her lie, but the way he exposed the truth hit harder then a scold. She knew she kept too much for herself and that made him keep too much for him as well. "You can't keep splitting it in half…"
"I know…" She whispered turning her gaze to the floor.
"Then why did you lie to me again?!" He whispered with more intensity in his voice and she didn't reply to him as she closed her eyes to evade his gaze. When he saw her eyes closing he knew she wouldn't reply him… again. He sighed and he gave up on asking as his hand left hers. He turned his back at her and she opened her eyes staring bitterly at his back. She took a deep breath sitting behind him and leaned her back against his. "Don't you trust me…?"
"I trust you more then anyone on this world." She whispered.
"Then why?!" He asked with frustration on his voice.
"Because I love you…" She said with a sad smile. "I don't want to see you suffering even more because of me…" He remained silent for a while, wondering if it was the right reply.
"More then what you're putting me through? Right now?" She let out a sad giggle and replied.
"I believe so." She knew he would feel worse after her reply but it was the truth. He had nothing more to ask, he had to stay in the dark once more.
"I'm tired of this…" He confessed. He was so mad at her that he didn't know how to react. There were times he wanted to yell at her face but he couldn't, because deep down there was something more important to keep him from doing that. Even in that moment he didn't want to face her, but there he was talking to her; he was too involved with her.
"Just wait…" She said knowing he would stay confused even though he was truly mad at her. She decided to leave him alone in his thoughts, but before she could she felt his hand over hers. She stared at it as he tightened his grip, and she smiled sadly.
"Stay with me…" He pleaded in a whisper. She sighed and took her hand away from his, while he stared sadly at his feet. To his surprise, the next thing he felt was her arms over his waist and her body pressed against his back as she nuzzled her face in his back. He smiled and said. "Thank you…"
"You're welcome…" It was the least she could do for him. If she was in his place, she didn't know if she would go through what he was facing. She just wanted end everything, for once she wanted to be honest to him, and for that to happen she had to do something. She opened her eyes and stared at his bare back with her knitted eyebrows. She wanted to move but she couldn't, his warmth and his request were still keeping her there. "Riku…?"
"Just a little longer…" He whispered holding her hands in his. "I know you hate this place, but-"
"It's okay…" She said smiling as she leaned her cheek against his back. "Just a little longer…" And with that, she closed her eyes and enjoyed the moment. Meanwhile, everyone was resting to recover the lost stamina. After all, they did have to leave thought Kingdom Hearts once more and face all the heartless. They still had to confirm that Inis had to be closed in order to bring the worlds together.
"Do you think it will work…?" Kairi asked worried as she leaned her back against Sora's chest.
"I don't see any other way…" Sora replied whispering to her ear.
"And if it doesn't work?" She asked in the same tone.
"It will work." Sora replied determined. "If that wasn't the case, I think Raven would know. She knows more then us about this place."
"I guess you're right…" Kairi said as she stared worried at the couple. "I think Riku already knows…" Kairi said in a whisper.
"It seems so…" Sora said in the same tone.
"Do you think they'll be alright?" Kairi asked. "I always thought it was strange for Raven to keep something like this from him."
"There might be some reasons for it…" Sora replied. "But don't worry… We'll make sure they're alright."
"We better hurry… we never know what can happen in a world like this." Leon said interrupting the couple. "You guys are ready?"
"We have to." Sora replied.
"I'm going to call Raven and Riku…" Aerith said in a worried tone with her gaze focused on the couple, and left as soon as she arrived. "Hmm… Raven?" She called getting Raven's attention. "We better leave…"
"I know..." She replied and leaned her forehead against his back once more. "We have to go…" She said as they heard Aerith footsteps leaving them.
"Yeah, let's go." Riku said trying to stand up, but the pain on his stomach didn't let him.
"Come on, I'll help you." Raven said already up, giving him a hand and he gladly accepted. Placing his arm over her shoulders, Raven helped him walking. "You know, if I could I would pick you up." She said in a playful tone.
"Ah, ah, you wanted to avenge because of the last time I picked you up?" Riku asked cheerfully.
"Even if you fall in the floor right after, I can still do it." She said trying to sound serious making him look at her surprised. He smiled sweetly and replied in a low tune.
"You can't, you're carrying a baby with you already."
"Yeah, it would be a pain in the ass to carry such a big one too." Riku let out a low chuckle as he stared at everyone that was waiting for them. "Come on, help us here!!" Raven called and Yuffie quickly came to aid placing Riku's free arm over her shoulder.
"I heard the news!! Congratulations!!" Yuffie said cheerfully while the both of them stared at her confused. "The child!" She pointed out while Raven simply sighed and Riku smiled slyly with a small blush on his face.
"I guess everyone already knows, uh?" Raven said with a small smile.
"Good news spread quickly! Especially if you let them slip them away." Yuffie replied with a giggle. When they arrived the group, everyone had a small smile on their faces that had a bigger meaning. They knew from that moment on, everything would return to normal. They knew their memories would return the moment the worlds would go back together as one.
"Let's go! I've gotta a keyhole to close!!" Sora said cheerfully as he waved his keyblade in the air. Everyone was surprised to see him moving so much considering his condition, but after so many years of suffering after a goal, who wouldn't be? He began to walk with his arm over Kairi's shoulder, pushing her against him. He stared at her, and she smiled back at him. As she stared at him she thought that it's been such a long time since saw him smiling like that. "What?" He asked with curiosity.
"It's been a while since I saw you like this." She replied with a smile.
"And I thank you for that." He whispered placing a kiss on her forehead. Her smile slowly vanished as the thoughts in her mind ran, and her feelings confused her.
"It's over… right?" She asked unsure.
"Why do you ask?" He asked confused. She remained silent to his question as she thought, and let out a sigh.
"Nothing… I'm just glad we're alive…" She said as she nuzzled her face in his neck. Sora stared at her somewhat surprised with her statement and smiled.
"Yeah… we're together." He said as he looked forward, leading his free hand to hers and tightening his grip around it. Behind them, the rest of the group walked in a quick pace to follow them. Riku was the one with worst condition besides Sora, but he wasn't able to walk on his own and Yuffie and Leon where the ones that helped him, while Raven was in front of them and Cloud and Aerith were ahead her. Kairi then raised her head and looked behind over Sora's shoulder and she noticed Raven's worried look, as her hand gripped the clothes on her chest.
"Go ahead…" She said to Sora leaving him confused as she stopped waiting for Raven. Sora only gave a few steps forward until he stopped as he saw Kairi walking on Raven's direction. He then noticed the same thing as Kairi and he knew she was the right person to deal with Raven. "Hey!" Kairi called getting Raven's attention.
"Hey! Thanks for what you did before…" Raven said in a low tune surprising Kairi.
"You of all peopled thanking?" Kairi asked playfully as she stared at the white sky confused. "Is there a change in the weather?" Raven smiled and stared at the floor.
"Yeah, maybe." Raven replied. Kairi stared at her worried not knowing what was going on.
"What's worrying you this time? Is it Riku?" She let out a low giggle and replied.
"Nah…"
"What is it?" Kairi asked curious.
"Now that we reached the end… I was thinking about the beginning." Kairi stared at her confused with a small smile on her face and asked.
"Now you're turning all poetic? You definitely hit hard with your head." Raven smiled at her statement, but Kairi knew that she was still hiding something behind it.
"I was just remembering how I met everyone… and everything that happened." Kairi smiled and replied.
"My, my, are you the one turning soft this time?" Raven's smile quickly vanished being replaced by an indignated face.
"Where did that come from??" Kairi giggled at the pride talking in her place and replied.
"Who knows? It might be some pregnancy symptoms." Even after all the weariness they had, Kairi was still able to make Raven fume even though it wasn't with her full intensity.
"Yeah, I'd like to see you in my place!"
"Oh no, not for now!" Kairi replied shaking her hands in denial. "Anyway… meeting us is such a bad memory of yours?"
"Who knows?" Raven asked with a smile. Kairi replied with a frown and Raven said. "I have to admit you guys can give a hell of a job!"
"Well… at least say it was worth the trouble." Kairi replied with a smile. "After all, you did meet someone that changed a lot of things, right?" There was a silent pause as Raven's stare turned to the floor and she replied.
"I can't say no to that." She confessed with a small smile on her face, and Kairi smiled as well.
"Who would ever thought you'd admit that." Kairi said sighing, making Raven let out a low giggle. "Still, there must be something else besides that, right?" Kairi asked hoping that she would admit her feelings. "What I mean is… why are you wondering about the past?" Raven's smile slowly vanished and she replied.
"I'm not sure myself…" She paused as she sighed and stared at the back of everyone that were ahead. "Sometimes… there are things that aren't as they seem to be."
"What do you mean by that?" Kairi asked confused by her statement, but mostly frightened. "Is there something wrong?
"I'm unsure…" Raven said in a whisper. Kairi remained silent absorbing her words and afraid of asking as million thoughts went through her mind. "Don't think that this ended so easily?"
"Easily?!" Kairi asked confused. She didn't remember any part of their journey 'easy' specially the final battle where they almost died. "What do you mean?"
"What I mean is…" Raven began carefully choosing her words. "Something's still missing; something no one noticed yet."
"What's missing?" Kairi asked anxious.
"Closing the door of course… but just how?" Raven's question left Kairi even more confused. "As Sora said, the world itself is the keyhole, but how do you close it?"
"I don't know…" Kairi replied confused staring at the floor.
"Think with me…" Raven replied sadly. "Remember the last time Kingdom Hearts was closed?" Raven asked.
"Yes, I do…" Kairi replied confused.
"Then, just line the pieces up… it's the same process to close both realms." Kairi thought about that time when Kingdom Hearts was closed. She was there and witnessed Sora closing the door, but she didn't get what Raven was trying to tell her. "I've been thinking a lot about this for a while… and I'm afraid it might be true." Raven said in disappointment. It was then it hit her; Riku and King Mickey stayed inside Kingdom Hearts so the door could be closed.
"Someone has to stay inside?!" Kairi asked in whisper, receiving Raven's bitter smile in response.
"That's right… He has to stay inside to close this world, and again, he has to sacrifice himself again." Kairi stared at the floor confused and shocked, not knowing how to feel or what to do. "It closes here and right to the other side, at the entrance of Kingdom Hearts. It's the only way to close both realms for good. I just… I wouldn't like to see Sora sacrificing himself and to avoid that, you're the only one among us that can do it... only the staff or the keyblade can lock these doors." Kairi closed her eyes and covered them with her hand as her pace slowed down. Even though Kairi was confused by her questions, deep down she knew that things went way too easy… deep down she knew there was something that simply wouldn't be right. "I preferred to ask you this because I think Sora already went through too much."
"There's really no way out?" Kairi asked hoping for another solution, stopping her steps with shock.
"Riku can wield the keyblade but he is in no condition and I'm sure you wouldn't want him to do it too… just like me." Raven replied. "And there is something else that we need to deal with. I'm sure that Sora knew about this since the beginning, and he's planning to sacrifice himself. We have to avoid that too…" Raven said a low tune as Kairi remained silent. "Kairi?" She woke up to reality and stared at Raven with panic written all over her face made her stop. Raven smiled with sympathy for her friend, knowing it wasn't something easy to deal with.
"After all the trouble we went through…"
"Yes, I know." Raven quickly replied knowing what was coming. "Of all people in the worlds out there, you two are the last ones that deserve to be apart… but unfortunely, this is reality." Raven cupped Kairi's hand in hers and requested. "For one last time… you'll have to be strong for the one you love." Kairi stared at Raven hopeless, afraid of the outcome. "Don't worry, you won't be alone… I'll be here with you."
"What do you mean?!" Kairi asked confused. "I can't let you stay here!! Riku's—"
"I have to stay here…" Raven replied with a bitter smile on her face as she let go of Kairi's hand.
"But… but why?"
"I'm still a heartless, no matter what…" Raven replied in a low tune. "When the door closes, all heartless will return to darkness… and there they'll remain. I'm already feeling the darkness weakening…" Raven placed her hand on her heart, squeezing the clothes to control the pain she was feeling. Kairi's eyes widened with surprise and all of the sudden, she realised why Raven acted so cold and distant… she knew that in the end, she would disappear. "Closing this door will end this… it will bring the balance between all worlds."
"But… what about the baby?" Kairi asked worried and Raven's features turned bitter.
"Its part of me…" She replied in a whisper. "This is why I tried to avoid everything, but I couldn't. And things turned out worse then I thought."
"Raven…" Both of them didn't know what else to say to each other. Everything seemed too complicated…
"No matter how much I avoided… I don't regret it." Raven confessed with a smile, surprising Kairi. "It hurts more now… but everything that happened until now, was worth it. And I have to thank you for that as well."
"Me…?" Kairi asked confused.
"My mission as a heartless was to find you." Raven replied with a smile. "But I found something more valuable as a human… that's why I thank you." Finishing her speech, Raven's eyes turned to the floor, and she began walking again. Now Kairi realised why she was thinking about the beginning and smiled. She began to walk in a quick pace until she reached Raven, and with a small pat in Raven's back she said.
"You're welcome." Raven stared at her surprised by her wide smile. "I never thought that you'd actually confess something like that so… thank you as well. For everything." Raven smiled letting out a low giggle, and said.
"Damn… it seems that these pregnancy symptoms spread quickly." Kairi giggled at her statement and a pause of silence began between them, as they walked with their thoughts following them.
"Don't get me wrong, but… I'm glad I won't be by myself in the end." Kairi said unsure.
"I understand." Raven replied. "Are you ready to do it?"
"No… but I'll do it anyway." Kairi replied with a sad sigh. She knew she had no other choice but to sacrifice for the one she loved, like he was about to do. And how would anyone be ready to face that? No one in the world had to go what all of them went through. "And I couldn't agree with you more."
"Huh?" Raven said confused.
"It was worth it… it was worth to go through all of this just to see him again." Raven smiled at her statement and said.
"You went through a lot to find him..."
"Yeah… but everything went as I wanted. I found him and that's what matters." Kairi replied and Raven smiled as she stared forward.
"That's the spirit!" Raven replied trying to add some enthusiasm to her voice. Right ahead of them, everyone was waiting and as they expected, Sora was the last one waiting along with Riku. "Do you think Sora told Riku about this?" Raven asked with worry in her voice.
"Knowing him, that's the last thing he'll do." Kairi replied. "He likes to take all to himself."
"Hm… anyway, we have to stop Sora. You know what to do…" Raven said in a whisper.
"Yeah…" Kairi replied sadly.
"He'll fight back." Raven stated staring worried at Kairi.
"So will I." Kairi replied calmly staring at her friend.
"Hey slowpokes! You're late!" Riku replied in a playful tone interrupting their conversation.
"Sorry, but we didn't need to be carried!" Raven replied in the same tone. Kairi was amazed how Raven could keep her spirits up even though she knew from the beginning what was going to happen to her. Kairi decided to carry in the same attitude and brought a smile to her face as if nothing happened.
"Plus, we're tired! I want to be able to get home in one piece." Kairi replied in the same cheerful tone.
"Come on, let's get going!" Sora said in the same tone as he began to walk again. The girls separated from each other and joined the ones they wanted to spend that moment. Kairi held Sora's arm with a strong grip, and leaned her head against his shoulder, making him look at her confused. "Are you ok?"
"I've never been better!" Kairi replied in a whisper, turning her cheerful gaze to him. The last thing she wanted was him to be worried about her, she simply wanted him to know she was happy with him beside her. On the other side, Raven simply intertwined her hand on Riku's with a tightened grip and with a smile on her face she stared at him while his intense aquamarine eyes gazed at her.
"So… what are we going to do after this?" Riku asked making her nervous with his question.
"I dunno." She replied trying to hide nervousness in her voice.
"Then you're coming with me to Destiny Islands… right?" He said while he placed his arm over her shoulders, pulling her close to him.
"Yeah, I guess." She replied.
" 'I guess'? What kind of answer is that?" He asked with a confused smile on his face.
"Well… I don't have anywhere else to go, right?" He stared at her by the corner of his eye, and with a wide smile on his face he replied.
"Yeah, I guess." She giggled at his reply and placed a soft kiss on his face, relieved that he didn't ask anything else. When they finally met the fountain, Kairi and Raven weren't able to keep a smile on their faces, but neither showed their sadness. Both Sora and Riku walked to the fountain and examined it.
"We better cross this together." Sora said pointing at the fountain that was the only source of darkness in Inis. In Kingdom Hearts, the fountain poured pure crystalline water, unlike in Inis, the fountain poured black water, only the structure was equal.
"I'll go first." Cloud offered and with no ones consentiment he jumped in.
"He's nuts!!" Leon replied. "The heartless are out there!" Leon said quickly following his friend.
"You're ready to go Yuffie?" Aerith asked in a sigh.
"I'm good as new!" Aerith stared at Raven and said slyly.
"I'm sorry I slipped." Raven sighed with a small smile on her face and replied.
"They would know sooner or later." Aerith smiled at her response and said.
"I want her to be the last one going in there!"
"I'm no cripple now!!" Raven said in a whisper. Even though she fought back, it was good that Aerith told that so Sora wouldn't get a chance to stay.
"I'll be going then." With that last statement they jumped in the fountain and the ones left were Sora, Riku, Kairi and Raven. The girls stared at each other and waited as they walked forward. When they were near the fountain, Kairi nodded at Raven and turned the palm of her hands to them and created a magic barrier around them and the fountain.
A/N: Aaaand here it is! It's not the last but it's nearing the end yaaay! Well... I really do feel bad to leave this for such a long time, that why I decided to divide the last chapter in two, since it was reaaally long. Lol. And don't kill me by leaving a cliff hanger like this xD anyway... to thank everyone that still look to this webpage: LiL aZn DrEaMeR (it was your review that made me do this xD), heartofdreams, Princess Kairi, DivineSunSHiNE, Suma Susaki(don't was your time on this!! You have more precious things to do, believe me!), peachtarts, xicecreamx and Misau (you already know what I have to say... xD tks...). thanks to you all! I'll do my best to update sooner!!