A/N Thank you all for your reviews , your kind messages and the encouragement I continue to receive. I do apologise for the delay, unfortunately there are times when my hectic schedule decides to interfere. I hope you enjoy the chapter and please review Pretty please. I do appreciate that there are those hoping that the kid isn't Christian's.. well even I don't know at this point but we will see where the story takes us.

Thank you all. Chimbwido xxx

" Christian…."

She pulls me to her and I feel as though I'm under attack. She is wearing a silk bath robe and I can't help but wonder if there's anything else underneath. What does this mean? Are we back together? Is she mine? Is she still with Sawyer?

I pull away from her, so I can see her. Her eyes are all puffy and red, has be been crying.

"Come here." I take her by the hand and lead her to the couch in the room. I sit down and motion for her to sit on my lap and she lowers herself gently wrapping her arms round my neck as she does so. I breathe her scent it's intoxicating.

" Ana are you okay? You've been crying."

" Yes and no… I'm sorry about the photo Christian, I took in a moment of madness. I just wanted to make you jealous and didn't want you to think I that I was going to be a pushover falling back into your arms after you were cruel to me."

My chest constricts at the use of the word cruel . I guess that is what I was; cruel.

" I'm so sorry Ana. I hope you can forgive me. It seems that's all I ever ask for these days, forgiveness from you. " I smile sadly "I don't know really what came over me." I plant a soft kiss on her lips before continuing.

" Today wasn't about you being a pushover, it was about me needing to find the words to get you back but I stumbled yet again."

" It's okay, now can we move on?" she is reaching for my shirt button but I stop her.

I know she is desperate for me to make love to her and she doesn't even know how much I want her too, but I need to make this clear. If we are going to try again, she can never leave me.

"Ana listen here. I am beyond sorry for what I did and said. I just need you to understand that I am trying to make things right trying to..I don't want to fuck things up again and then you leave me "

Her fingers gently caress my stubble, every touch fuels the fire that burns deep inside me. She is deep in thought as she bites her bottom lip, she continues to touch my face and I momentarily close my eyes

" Christian, I promised never to leave you, but you're the one who lets me go... All the time." I see her fighting the tears and it breaks my heart.

" So I wont leave you if you never let me go." We stare at each other, as the words run a few laps round my head. She is right I'm the one who let her go. Again I find a way of avoiding taking responsibility for my shit. But this beauty before me has just stripped me bare. She must work for Robinson. I feel a little smile curl up my lips

" Ana I…"

"Christian save your speech for later and just fuck me."

She covers her mouth with mine and yes my speech will have to wait until later

She unties her robe as my eyes feast, her pink lace bra teases me, I nuzzle my head between her breasts. I'm salivating, a hungry man who hasn't been fed for weeks. I unclip her bra and watch it fall to the floor. Her nipples beg for my tongue, for my teeth to take a bite and she lets out a scream as I start to punish them. I start slow at first but the torture I administer is torture in itself for me as I watch her getting lost in her moans as she begs for more.. This not something that I can satisfy in a day, a month or a year. It will take a lifetime.

She whispers my name with every flick of my tongue, her fingers run wild through my hair. Her touch sends electric waves through my body.

I pick her up with me and head for the bed as the straining in my jeans is now unbearable. We continue to kiss as our tongues do a private dance reserved for just us two

She is on the bed and she watches me as I discard of my clothing, our eyes locked together

My dick is free and her eyes widen, yes baby I have been saving all my love for you!

She reaches out to remove her panties but I stop her , it's a job for me.

Kisses trace her jaw line, her hot breath is in my ears, I've never had it like this, she is not responding because she has to, she feels it too

" Oh Ana, I love you so much baby .." the declaration rolls off my tongue just before I bite her panties.

" We need to buy you the edible version of these baby, coz I'm a hungry man. Your juices are so intoxicating Anastasia, you need to bottle them, just for me."

She is panting and purring,

" Oh Christian, I missed you so much it.."

" Hush baby.."

"You're so wet Ana, all for me. You don't even know what that does to me"

I taste her through her soaking panties, the blood vessels running through my dick have got a raging pulse, it needs to be inside her. I take deep breaths, struggling with control because this one is for her.

With panties discarded somewhere … I don't really don't know where. I taste, I tease her. She is begging for more. One finger and then two slide in and out of her. She screams as she lets herself go

" Go ahead baby don't hold anything back" and she doesn't

I don't give her time to recover as I ease myself into her, she is screaming for it hard and fast , who am I to deny her?

Her legs are on my shoulders as I find myself buried deep inside her.

Our eyes are locked and right then I know I won't last long. She squeezes my dick with her inner muscles and I give all that I have pouring every last drop into her

I kiss her as I try to catch my breath. Her nails gently run up and down my back, she pinches my ass and I see a smile curl on her lips.

I roll myself off of her and we are now lying side by side. Her ridiculous grin mirrors mine.

" Is there something amusing you this evening Miss Steele?"

" You are Mr. Grey?"

" What's so funny about me?"

" Just thinking about the look on your face when I sent you the photo" she giggles

" Don't worry I will get you back."

Just then as my senses return I remember.. Shit I didn't use a condom

" Oh fuck"

" What the matter?" she asks

"I didn't use protection."

The blood drains from her face momentarily

" I'm sorry .. I got carried away...i just came running here like a madman " Shit …. I can't mess my shit up again

" I guess the morning after pill was created for mad men like you " her face lights up

" So please love again and the trip to the Chemist tomorrow morning will really be worth it."

My mouth covers hers and we are back at it again.

I wake up just after midnight and I'm starving, the only thing I ate in the evening was Anastasia. I need room service, even a freaking ham sandwich will do. I unwrap myself from my woman. She is breathing steadily miles away; I hope she is dreaming of me. Her phone is by her bedside and I use all the self-control I have not to check out who she is been calling.

"What are you doing walking around naked in my room?" her voice startles me, I turn to face her

" Sorry.. I'm starving, can't sleep.. I was going to order something from somewhere."

"I thought I was the only one. Next time I eat out it will be somewhere normal, with normal people. "

Anna

We sit in the nude eating ham sandwiches and crisps. I've never felt this hungry in a very long time. Must be earth-shattering sex that I have been having for the past few hours. The smile on my face returns. I have cried so much over the past few weeks I thought I was going to die without him, without his love. Now he is here and its like he never left. This time I'm not going to let him push me over, he may be experienced in most areas of his life but when it come to love he is just a boy.

The tray is in the middle of the bed. I'm having tea and he drinks juice.

" This is so better than that 50 course meal we were gonna have." He is mocking me and I don't mind. My eyes start feasting on his semi hard cock. I try to be discreet but he catches he and me eyes drop to the object I've taken an interest in. " have you seen anything you like?" And it seems to be harder. I remove the tray and decide its time for afters.

"Lie down." I order him. His eyes widen wondering what I am planning but he does so nonetheless. I lie on top on him and start raining kisses all over him. His eyes close as I observe his sharp intakes of breath. I move to his chest, I have free reign over his body but I'm mindful about his issues. I kiss his chest gently, I've always wanted to. He tense for a moment and opens his eyes running his hands up and down my back

"Don't stop baby, it just takes a second for me to get used to." He relaxes again and I start my free reign. I watch his chest rising and fall as I continue to touch and tease him

"Oh Ana, what are you doing to me?". With each response that he utters the muscles below my waist clench with greater intensity. His erection is now at full attention poking my belly for some attention, which I am more than willing to give.

I breathe on the head of his cock before slowly taking all that mouth can accommodate. I tease him with my tongue moaning as I get on with the at hand. My fingers cup his balls and the grunting that he releases lets me know that I'm doing a good job.

" Oh yes right there.." he says as my tongue licks the base of his shaft and circles each of his balls and at the same I stroke him with my hand; multi-tasking redefined.

" Oh baby that just feels so good." His fingers continue to thread through my hair. I think I'm going combust just by hearing the sounds he makes as I continue to pleasure him. Now I know why there is more joy in giving than receiving.

I can feel him close as his throbbing cock becomes harder in my mouth. I can taste the juices he is releasing, I could do this all day.

" Anna I'm so close … ah…. Yeah.. oh baby" That gives me more encouragement and my head moves faster in and out of his mouth until hear him cry out loud and he empties whatever he had left from earlier on into my mouth. I swallow everything willingly.

As I get back onto the bed and lay next to him I cant stop the huge grin on my face. He looks at me eventually with glazed grey eyes

" You seems happy with yourself Miss Anastasia Rose Steele."

" Well I have completed a job,' I sigh "and I think it was a job well done."

" What make you think you did a good job?"

I lick my lips " I can taste the suck-sess"

I hear him chuckle and after that I feel exhausted and drift off to sleep satisfied while he holds me close.

When I wake up I reach out to feel for Christian but he is not there. Panic sets in but I'm relieved to see him sitting in one of the chairs, watching me.

" Morning baby," he says in a tone I haven't heard come from him before. He is sitting in his boxers

"Hey.. what time did you get up? Assuming you actually slept at all?

" About 30 minutes ago, woke up to your snoring. I've asked Taylor to divert my phone to yours if you don't mind, until I go and collect my belongings ."

" Okay, as long as you pay me for being you PA."

" Well you have provided me with great ass-assistance so far. If any of my bitches call please tell them I'm busy with the Queen B" I giggle at that.

" Well I could always invite them for a threesome, heard that is every man's number 1 fantasy" I tease him and watch him go red

" That would be interesting, four tits, two asses two pus.."

" Stop, okay don't wanna hear it." I cover my ears and head to the bathroom. I will never get enough of this , enough of him … I love him.

After we have showered and I've changed , Christian gets into his clothes from yesterday, his stubble is even rougher today and I look at him dangerously. I offered him my panties but he says his ass will look too big in them

" Are you ready to go?" he asks as he takes my hand. We have decided, well he has decided to that we go to the restaurant for breakfast instead of ordering room service. I guess we need fresh air; it smells of sex everywhere in here.

The restaurant is no longer as busy, I guess they nearing the end of the breakfast service.

We get looks from some of the diners but we pretend to be ignorant to it all as we opt to be seated in the corner.

" It's good see you eat?" he comments as I attack my food. I'm famished

" Well I need all the energy for all the activities we got up to last night." He shakes his head

My phone rings and immediately he looks at me, at least its not Sawyer but I don't recognize the number

The moment I answer I hear the annoying voice of Elena Lincoln

" Christian Darling.."

" This is Ana, what can I do for you Elena?" Christian eyes me and he smells trouble

" Oh," she pauses " I thought I dialed"

" His phone is diverted to mine." I say to her matter-of-factly

" Is he there."

" He is not available at the moment, we are I the middle of something but I shall get him to call you when we are done."

I don't even wait for a response and cut the phone.

Fuck Elena where the hell has she been? What a coincidence that she surfaces when the charges against Christian are getting dropped. I take a deep breath in and see Christian still staring at me.

" What?"

" You handled that well," he says as a smile begins to find its way to his lips

" Well you did say that any of your bitches call I should tell them you're not available." I'm jubilating inwardly, the boy is mine and I will not be allowing Elena to mess things up again.

We continue our breakfast in silence

" So what's the deal with Luke?" Christian asks. I bet he has been trying to find a way to bring up

" What … on the subject of bitches how's Luke?" I mock him. "Nothing is up Christian we are looking into getting into business together. I will tell you later, can we just eat?"

" Yes ma'am"

" Thank you, I love you."

" Don't distract me otherwise you will need a treble dose of that morning after shit."

I bite my lower lip at the threat.

Half an hour later I am standing in Chemist asking for the morning after pill. Christian in somewhere looking for something. My guess is that he is hiding not wanting to be identified as the reason for my current crisis. As I'm about to pay he places a box of condoms and stands behind me. The sales assistant rolls her eyes to say You should have thought about that last night.

As we walk back to the Hotel I feel I need to bring up the issue of Christopher

" Have you got any plans today?" I ask him

" Well all the plans I have involve you"

" I had promised to take Christopher swimming later this afternoon. You are welcome to join us if you want."

" Oh"

" You don't have to."

He stops walking

" Ana in all honesty I don't know how I'm going to deal with this whole Christopher issue. I don't even know if the kid is even mine" he shakes his head before running his long fingers through his hair

" Its now a whole lot more difficult because of your … involvement."

" So I'm interfering now am I?" I'm trying desperately not get angry or upset but I feel something brewing.

" It's not that"

" Then what is it?"

" I guess I'm finding it hard to accept the possibility that Leila may have broken the agreement in the contract. I thought I had it all figured out but God knows whatever shit someone else has for me."

I place a hand on his chest only to feel his raging heart rate

" Christian listen you don't have to do anything you don't want to okay. Leila should not have you in this position but its happened. I happen to like the kid and .." I shrug my shoulders

" Cant help it.. it's one of those things that sometimes one cant control. I won't think less you if you decide not to do anything. You saw him, you saw what he is like and it will take someone without a heart not love him."

" But I don't have a heart," he growls

" You waste your time trying to convince yourself about that until you start to believe your own lies. Come on lets go swimming and then we can talk about other things, I believe I interrupted you last night while you were in the middle of a speech."

We pick Chris up and decide to go to the water park instead as it promises to be fun. I see him casting an evil eye on Christian as I leave them downstairs while I speak to Sarah.

" I hope you guys have fun. And be warned I don't think he has ever been swimming in his life and he hates taking a bath."

" Don't worry we will figure something out."

I find them downstairs playing with toy cars and instantly I think Boys and their toys, hopefully they have struck some sort of chord.

The water park is busy, I guess mid June, the weather is good and there is nothing better to do. All the way here, the two Chris' sang nursery rhymes until my head hurt. I was doing all I can to concentrate on the road. All Christopher kept saying was 'gain again until the wheels of the bus were way beyond just going round and round in my head. I change quickly then get Chris ready while my man finds himself a cubicle to sort out his brand new swimming gear after he realized that not having swimming shorts was an invalid excuse.

Kids Chris's age are screaming the place down in excitement. There is all sorts here. Water slides, floats, overhead water buckets that fill up intermittently where people wait to be splashed. There is also a small pool for the younger and less adventurous kids. Christopher tightens his grip around me my finger and I feel his unease. I carry him and the moment his little feet feel the lukewarm water he screams the place down.

" No! Ana, no , no,"

" Come Chris look I wont let you go," No reassurance is enough until I start thinking that this was probably not a good idea. Jeez just when I thought raising a child was something I could do in the future.

I look to Christian who has been doing nothing but observe us. I bet he probably thinks I told you saw you interfering bitch

" Hey Ana, why don't we go there where the water spouts are , that way he can just run around and there is no danger of him being immersed in water. Its never easy the first time going to swim" He sounds as though he is speaking from experience.

Once we are seated by the waterspouts and as Christian predicted, he starts to run around on his own playing with the other kids who seem to be of similar age.

" You are a natural."

" No Ana I kinda know how it feels I guess. I had my first swimming lesson when I was nearly six and I nearly crapped my pants, literally. I can promise you that by the time we have to leave we will need to grab a limb each to get him out. Do you want a drink or something?"

" No I'm good for now, I will have the other thing you are offering later on this evening."

Christopher plays with two little boys until their daddies decide to take them on the small slide that leads to a baby pool. My heart aches as little Chris just observes and sees the fun that they are having.

" Do you want to have a go?" I ask him but he shakes his head and stares at Christian as though he is trying to tell him something.

" Do want me to take you?" and the moment he hears that offer coming from the man next to me he nods and smiles as Christian takes his hand while they wait for their turn. I wipe a stray tear from my eyes as I think of all the possibilities but they are not for me to decide.

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