Hey..I'm Back! OK let's get on with this story cos I have nothing to say apart from thanks for the reviews as always...were back with Bella

BPOV

Laying in bed the next morning, my eyes were still puffy from crying the night before, I could feel the tears fill my eyes again when I noticed it didn't look like Edward came to bed last night. I know after everything he said to me last night, I really fucked up...not just a little...majorly fucked up, all because of me and my mouth...I tend to speak before my brain engages with my mouth. I know he knows I just wanted help...and I did, I was only thinking of him...I just didn't know how to fix this..or even if I should...Would it be better if I wasn't in his world...where I could show him up a mess with his dealings?

Maybe be I should go home...or find somewhere to stay for a few days and let him calm down?...I know he was angry I could see it in his eyes...he got through to me though, if he'd of started shouting at me it would have turned into a massive argument I'm sure...No, he actually spoke to me somewhat calmly...but I could see the anger barely restrained under the surface...and it killed me that I was the one to make him like that. I seriously didn't know where to go from here maybe I'll be walking around on egg shells for the next few days. If he's calmed down...maybe I should ask him if he wants me to disappear for a few days.

I decided to get up and shower and wash yesterdays grime away, I had to change my bandage, it needed looking at as I didn't manage to get anyone to look at it yesterday, I did clean it at the bar before I started working, I was hoping that it's scabbed over. I pushed the quilt back, got out of bed and made my way to the shower, Edwards dressing gown was still in there..I'd use that as my bag was still in the car..I didn't bring it in to be honest I didn't think I'd be staying, I figured I'd be to pissed at him and just leave once he'd finished talking...yeah that happened I thought sarcastically.

Turning the shower to heat up while I stripped my clothes, I didn't put them in the hamper this time, I folded them and put them on the counter, I wasn't sure how long I'd be here so I'd keep my stuff together. I walked through the glass doors leading to the shower and closed it behind me, I could barely see anything in front of me due to the steam being released from the shower, I knew it was gonna be hot and that's what I needed. I could feel the water raining down onto my skin and finally let out a sigh as my muscles started to relax and unwind..I literally felt myself sag against the wall with the weight of what I'd done crashed all over me like a tidal wave. The tears were rolling down my cheeks again...I'd really fucked up this time...I never fucking listen.

I felt an arm around my waist, I jumped but I knew who it was, so I slumped against his chest and sobbed. I held him so tight as though somehow I thought he was gonna disappear on me. I didn't want that to happen...as independent as I am..I needed him like I needed fucking air...when did this shit happen?

"I'm sorry...I'm so sorry Edward, I didn't mean it..I swear." I sobbed into him, I felt him pull me into a tighter embrace. He didn't say a word, just held me and let me cry...I was sure he was gonna ask me to leave...I mean he wasn't saying anything. I looked up from his chest to get a good look at him, he looked just as bad as I did. The circles under his eyes told me he had slept very little or none at all, his eyes were dull and sad...not sparkle in them what's so ever...I could feel my face crumble again...I'd done that to him. "I'm so sorry" I whimpered.

"I know Princess" He said, I heard his voice croak as he pulled me back to him.

"How can I fix this?...I'll do it anything I swear" I said. "I'll even shut up in public" I meant it to, I didn't wanna lose him because I couldn't control what came out my mouth.

"Bella, I don't want that from you...that's not who you are, I love your mouth and quick wit...I just wanna ask that you keep it fucking shut around business associates..that's all...there's a time and a place, I'm not asking you to change who you are OK...I happen to love that person...you just gotta cool it now and then" He said in a gritty sounding tone.

I looked up at him again and saw he was telling the truth, I nodded him to let him know I'd heard what he said and understood, I wanted to kiss him..but I felt pretty fucking vulnerable right now, I didn't think rejection was gonna help my case if he turned away from me. He must have seen what I wanted and bent down and pressed his lip's to mine softly, I wanted to fucking cry again...I had to put a stop to that shit. He didn't take the kiss any further and pulled back, he pushed me under the spray and run his hands through my hair...I was a bit confused about what the hell he was doing, but the I saw him pick up a bottle of his shampoo, as I didn't have mine here and rubbed it into my hair. I may have let out a moan cos that shit felt fucking great.

I had my head back enjoying the way his fingers scrubbed my scalp, it felt amazing...this is not something anyone has done for me before and I gotta say..when things are back to normal we're gonna do this shit a lot. I'm not gonna delude myself into thinking cos I've apologised all out problems are fixed..that's just not how shit works, And I don't think Edward is gonna be over it until he has James and comes up with a new plan. By the time he'd rinsed my hair he started to wash my body, there was nothing sexual about that what were doing, he was just taking care of me although it should be the other way around...I'd get my time next...maybe I could make him breakfast...I still got one good hand.

By the time it was my turn, I told him to get on his knee's I couldn't stretch my arm up that high if I wanted to keep the rest of the stitches in place, I really didn't need anything else going wrong at the minute. I placed a blob of shampoo on my hands and then worked them through his hair, lightly scratching his scalp with my nails...I knew he liked it and was right when I was rewarded with a moan. I didn't want it to turn into anything sexual but it was proving difficult with the noises he was making. When I'd finished rinsing his hair I grabbed the shower sponge thing...I didn't know what it was fucking called, and covered it in shower gel, I asked him to stand as I made my way down his shoulders and over his chest, although I'd seen him naked over the last week or so..I still marveled at his toned chest he was magnificent...truly a work of art and he was mine.

He pulled me closer to him, I could feel him hard against my stomach, raising my head I looked up at him so see his eyes pleading with me, I knew for him this was about reconnecting...not about sex, like me he wanted to know we were OK...I'd give him anything he wanted so I nodded at him, I was wet and ready for him anyway after the noises he was making earlier.

He slowly run his hand down my body, under my ass and lifted me so carefully like I was gonna break at any minute, I wrapped my legs around his waist as he pushed me up against the shower tiles, I wound my arms around his neck as he slowly pushed inside me...he let put a low moan the same time I let out a sigh and dropped my head into the crook of his neck and held him tighter still, I didn't ever wanna let go, I wanted to stay like this forever with him. He was gentle as he moved in and out of me...it was like a slow burn, I could feel his head drop to my neck as he sped up fraction holding me to him like a second skin, I felt his panting breaths against my neck as I dug my feet in his ass and started to move with him.

I could feel the coil begin in my stomach as I wound one of my hands in his hair and scrapped along his scalp, I heard him moan as he started to speed, I squeezed him tighter with my legs so I could feel him deeper inside me and let out a long low moan as my head fell back against the wall...the coil growing stronger and stronger as I moved faster to moved to match his thrusts, I wasn't gonna last much longer, I was right on the edge. I grabbed his hair and brought his lips to mine, "I love you" I whimpered as the white-hot pleasure pulsed through out my body, wave after wave hit me all at once, my body seized and I started to shake in his arms. I could feel him speed up and then he grunted as he bit into my shoulder, I knew he'd cum I could feel him twitch inside me.

He held me to him as we both panted and tried to regulate our breathing, I was glad he hadn't put me down yet, I don't think my knee's would've been able to handle it, my whole body felt like jelly and I felt stated beyond belief...but more than that...I knew we were gonna be OK.

"I'm sorry, I love you" I whispered into the now quiet bathroom, I didn't wanna break the mood.

"I know Princess, I love you too" He said as he eased me to the floor, I wobbled a bit and he let out a chuckle, I looked up at him to see the sparkle back in his eyes and let out a sigh of relief...we were gonna be OK. "Come on, we got somewhere to be today" He said as he pulled me out the shower.

I looked up at him in confusion "Where we going?" I didn't think we had anything to do today, I know Edward had work to do, he did everyday.

"My Nonna said if I don't bring you to see her today then she's gonna whack me on the ass with her cane...and she'll do it too so were going" He said with a small smile. Oh shit...does she know what I've done?...maybe she'll hit me with her fucking cane instead...I mean it would be wrong to hit an old woman back right?

"She's not gonna hit me right?" I asked with a scowl.

"No" he laughed "I think she just wants to get to know you..that's all"

"OK then" I said with a frown and nodded my head. " Er...I don't have nothing to wear"

"Where's your bag?" He asked with narrowed eyes and his own frown.

I hesitated and lip my lip before saying " I wasn't sure I was gonna be staying after we talked so I didn't bring it in" I said in a quiet voice looking anywhere but him.

He let out a sigh as he walked over to me and grabbed my chin between his index finger and thumb so I was looking at him "Just because we fucking argue doesn't mean you can fucking run if you don't like the out come...I wasn't joking when I said I wouldn't let you go Bella" He said as he stared into my eyes and his stare was intense, I wanted to look away but if felt like I was pinned to the spot. "Couples argue all the time I'm told, we just have to work at it and move on...you're forgetting this is new to me too..we just have to do what's right for us" He said. I knew he was right, I do it all the time, I run like the wind if I think I'm gonna get hurt and if I wanted this to work I'd have to push all that aside and swallow my pride once in a while.

"OK, I know what your saying..I just don't want to get hurt again...and this time it's me doing the hurting" I said looking up at him with sad eyes.

"We're gonna be fine Princess, just a bump in the fucking road...now come on, I'll get your stuff from the car cos no fucker is gonna see you dressed that apart from me...and you can go find something to put in my stomach..I'm fucking starving" He said as he pulled on some sweats, he looked different dressed like that...but oh so fucking hot as he pulled on a white wife beater it went well with the gold curbed chain around his neck..I hadn't seen it before.

"This new?" I asked and fingered the chain lightly.

"It's my pop's" He said quietly. "Figured I could wear it, said it brought him luck or some shit" and shrugged his shoulders as if it was nothing, I knew better though, it meant the world to have apart of his pop's with him...so I nodded my head and let it go.

I took the towel I was wearing off and put the dressing gown on after Edward left to get my clothes and made my way to kitchen, I decided to make waffles for breakfast, I didn't know if he liked them or not, but I could whip him up some pancakes if he didn't.

When he came back, he took my bag to the bedroom, he was in there for a while, I'd just plated up the food and placed it on the breakfast bar as he walked back into the room, He looked...well, I had to take a breath...he'd shaved, his skin looked smooth, his jaw looked sharper and more defined than normal which also made him cheekbones stand out more...he was fucking beautiful. I must have stood there for a good minute just staring at him in my own little dream world thinking about running my tongue up from the base of his neck and along his jaw when I heard Edward cough and try to cover his chuckle. I looked at him so see his cocky smirk and rolled my eyes at him.

"Fuck off" I muttered as I plated my food.

"Come on princess, what were you thinking?...it looked petty good going by the look on your face" He said as he placed his arms around my waist and pulled me up against his chest. I let myself relax against him with a sigh in contentment.

"I don't see you shave that often, you look a lot younger...although I love the stubble..this look suit's you too" I said. "Come on eat, I ain't getting blamed for being late" I say.

"Your right, I got shit to do today" He said as he removed his arms from around me and walked to the breakfast bar.

I wanted to ask him...what?, but I figured I didn't have the fucking right to ask, so I kept my big mouth shut, he must have seen the look on my face cos I saw his lips twitch as he looked down at his plate. I bit my tongue, I wasn't gonna say anything, I knew he was waiting for me too...but I kept my mouth shut.

"OK" I said through my teeth.

"Not gonna ask me huh?" He said, I could see him holding in his laughter.

"Nope" I said popping the 'p'

"Come on Bella, I know you wanna know, it's written all over your face, When I said watch your mouth..I meant in front of the people I do dealings with...not me, your forgetting I fell in love with your mouth before I did you...I like that side of you, that's what attracted me to you in the first place" He said with a soft smile playing on his lips.

"OK...Fine what are you doing today?" I said with a huff and folded my arms across my chest.

"Besides seeing my Nonna?" He drawled out with a smirk.

"Yes" I hissed at me, fucker was gonna get a punch in the gut if he kept playing with me.

"I may or may not be visiting Jessica today" He said with a menacing smile, I felt a cold shiver run down my spine...but in a good way...he sure as shit looked evil and it turned me the fuck on.

"Oh" My voice cracked with lust as my eyes became hungry as I looked at him from under my lashes.

He left out a groan and liked his lips, I saw his hand clutch the counter until his muscles turned white "Once wasn't enough for you this morning?" He said in a husky voice, his eyes lidded and full with lust. I just squeezed my legs together and shook my head. Fuck I loved him like this, I watched him shoot from his stool and stalk over to me, he threw me over his shoulder and run to the bedroom with me squealing all the way.

/CHARLIE'S\

By the time we finished out hot and sweaty monkey sex, we finally jumped into the shower again separately because we wouldn't have left, he was like a fucking animal. We were fully clothed and pulling into the hotel his Nonna was staying in. With everything that had happened this morning I felt lighter, I knew it wouldn't be forgotten in a while, but we'd come out stronger for it I was sure.

He pulled the car up to the in front of a dude, he chucked the keys at him and told him if he scratched it he'd break his fucking legs, the boy only looked about 19...I swear to god he was gonna piss his pants..poor little fucker. The boy went to open my door and was told to get the fuck away from me he could do it himself, I rolled my eyes as he came to my side. When I was finally out the car I pinched him in the side.

"What the fuck was that for" He asked as we walked into the lobby.

"The boy looked like he was gonna piss his pants, was that necessary...really?'" I asked with a raised brow, although I was trying to hide my smile cos he looked hot hell when he was in work mode.

He looked down at me with his own raised brow and a smirk "You wet yet?" He said cockily, I blushed a little..he noticed.

"No" I said looking away, as we made are way onto the elevator.

"No?" he asked with a scowl as he pushed me into the far corner of the little box we were stood in.

"No" I said with a straight face, we both knew I was lying so I don't know why I bothered to hide it from him. I could fill his hand slide up the inside of my thigh and bit my lip to hold back the moan that wanted to be released.

"You lying to me Princess" He said as he caught me in his intensely lust filled eyes, I felt his body cover mine, I could feel my breathing turn shallow. His hand shot up and dipped into the front of my pants, he run his finger over my slit and covered himself in my juices. I let my head fall back against the wall...how the fuck I was still horny was beyond me, I think it was just an Edward thing...you look at him your automatically wet, I started thrust my hips forward and let out a low lust filled moan.

"Oh look at that, were here" He said as he pulled away from me and moved to the opening doors with a radiant smile on his face. That fucker was gonna get it.

""You're a fucking dead man" I said, I tried to come across menacing, but with me panting I sounded like a complete fucking tool and it only made him laugh.

"OK then Princess" He said nodding with a chuckle, he wasn't expecting me to do anything, I would though when he least expected it.

We made our way to her door and Edward knocked, fucker didn't even wait for her to answer, "What the hell Edward, At least wait for her to answer, she might not be decent"...Men.

"She's fine, I rang her and told her I was gonna be half her while you were in the shower" He said and rolled his eyes. "Nonna?" He called as he made his way through the door.

"Edward, ragazzo mio" (Edward, in here my boy) she called from the sitting room, we made our way to where she was and saw her sitting in an arm-chair in front of the window looking out across the city, she looked so small and frail sitting there like that. She looked up when we came through, she didn't even bother looking at Edward, her eyes were on me...I really wanted to fucking squirm under her gaze but held steady and stared right back at her, she was sizing me up..making sure I was good enough for her grandson, I saw her lips twitch and couldn't help but smile at her..to which she returned..I passed I thought and started breathing again.

"Isabella, sedetevi... Edward, fuck off e fare alcune chiamate" (Isabella, come sit...Edward, fuck off and make some calls) She said with a straight face and waved him away, I looked over at Edward to see the utter shock written across his face and laughed until my sides hurt and the tears rolled down my cheeks, oh my god I fucking loved this woman for sure...she was great.

"Ciao Nonna, sì, è bello rivederti too,... come è andata la giornata dear?... oh, è stato buon finora grazie per avermelo chiesto Nonna" (Hello Grandma, yes it's good to see you too,...How was your day dear?...oh it was good so far thank you for asking Grandma) Edward huffed and folded his arms across his chest, he was back to wearing his normal suit...he looked quite dapper.

"Che ragazzo meraviglioso, si vede che in 20 minuti e poi ci sarà qualcosa da mangiare" (That's wonderful boy, I'll see you in 20 minutes and then we'll have something to eat) She said and waved him off again and told me to sit in the chair opposite hers, I eyed the cane next to her and sat quickly, Edward noticed and started laughing, I shot that fucker a glare. He came over and gave me a kiss on the forehead.

"If she picks it up run like the fucking wind...she might be small, but she's fast as hell" He laughed when I cracked him round the head for winding me up..little prick. I looked at her and saw her go for it Edward didn't see cos his back was to her, I jumped out the fucking chair and moved away as she striked the back of his legs, I fell to the floor clutching my side trying to fucking breath...the look on his face was fucking priceless oh my god.

"Non mi ripeto" (Don't make me tell you again) She hissed and raised her cane again, I watched Edward shoot across the room looking like a sacred little boy. He looked at me wide-eyed and pointed at her...

"She's fucking mental" I laughed all over again.

"Go" I said, I walked over and gave him a quick peck on the cheek, as I walked away he pulled me back to him and held my chin between his fingers and stared into my eyes, I don't know what he was looking for, but his were filled so much love, mine teared a little, I nodded at him hoping mine were saying the same thing..I love you too, I watched him nod as he gave me a little squeeze before leaving...I stood there staring until I was no longer able to see him anymore.

I turned around to see his Nonna staring at me, the thought that she just witnessed or little moment made me blush a little and look to the floor while biting my lip.

"Si siedono Isabella!" (Come sit Isabella!) she said and pointed to the chair again, I slowly made my way other, I had a feeling this chat was about more than getting to know me.

"Il tuo Italiano?" (You're Italian?) She asked getting right to the point.

"Sì, entrambi i miei genitori sono spostati qui quando avevo circa un anno fa, hanno vissuto con I nonni in sicilia" (Yes, both my parents are, they moved here when I was about a year old, they lived with my grandparents in Sicily) I said, I knew from talking to Edward she was from Tuscany. I watched her nod...she then changed to a completely different topic.

"Il mio stupido nipote strisciare come ho detto anche lui?" (Did my stupid grandson grovel like I told him too?) she asked, I sat there shocked for a minute and decided to be truthful with her, I mean she knows what goes on in this life..once upon a time her husband was in the same position as Edwards in now...she's gotta know her shit.

I gave her a sad smile and said "Egli fece ciò che è... ma è colpa mia, ho cercato di proteggere lui e farmi un bersaglio... non avevo capito che casino ho fatto delle cose finché non ha spiegato ieri sera." (He did...but it was my fault, I was trying to protect him and make myself a target...I didn't realise what a mess I made of things until he explained last night.) I Finished with a sigh and bowed my head in remorse again.

"Isabella, come me, ho fatto molte volte prima, Edwards Nonno voleva uccidermi la maggior parte del tempo... uomini come a riflettere sui responsabili, ma tutti noi sappiamo che è la donna... dietro un buon leader è una donna forte." (Isabella, just like me, I've done this many times before, Edwards Grandfather wanted to kill me most of the time...men like to think their in charge, but we all know it's the women...behind a good leader stands a strong woman.) She said, she spoke fast, I only caught about half of what she said, but I got the meaning.

"NON HO mai voluto fare le cose più difficili per lui, volevo solo aiutare... egli sarebbe stato allentato, è lì, È stato necessario Aro per mettere a fuoco su di me, ho preso il e Edward apparire deboli di fronte ai suoi uomini" (I never wanted to make things harder for him, I just wanted to help...he was gonna lose it right there, I needed Aro to focus on me, I took it to far and made Edward look weak in front of his men) I said, looking at her with sad eyes.

"Stai andando a fare molti errori, è necessario da polvere e passare a... imparerai in tempo, ora smettere di girare da soli in qualcosa che può essere fissato" (You're going to make many mistakes, you have to dust yourself off and move on...you will learn in time, now stop beating yourself up over something that can be fixed) She said as she stared into my eyes, She reminded me of my Nonna, she was a wise old sole..I loved her already, I nodded at her.

When Edward came back we were still talking about my Summers when I was younger went to Italy to spend time with my grandparents, she was explaining about the vineyard she and her husband owned before he died when he walked through the door, He walked over and kissed his Nanno's cheek and then came over to me and kissed me on the head, I looked up at him a gave him a smile...although his eyes were on me I saw them whip to his Nonna now and then, I knew he was making sure she didn't have her cane in hand, it made me chuckle and look over at her to see her give me a wink...I fucking loved this woman.

"Venite a visitare la prossima volta Edward, dovete portare Isabella, voglio mostrare la sua vigna" (When you come and visit next time Edward, you must bring Isabella, I want to show her the vineyard ), she said and I was touched that she'd want to see me again, It would be nice to go back and see a different part of Italy.

"IO Nonna" ( I will Nonna) He said with a nod as he smiled over at me.

"OK ti dà alcuni alimenti in voi, Isabella è di gran lunga a skinny ... più carne su di voi se stai facendo a nudo I miei pronipoti" (OK let's get some food in you, Isabella is far to skinny...you need more meat on you if you're going to bare my great-grandchildren ), Edward started choking on air, he was faster at understanding Italian than me, so by the time I caught up I was fucking choking right along with him wide-eyed too...fucking woman's gonna kill me.

"OK basta, ci si può stare ho azienda che si... ci dobbiamo andare, saremo visita è presto, però" (OK enough, we can't stay I have business that's come up...so we gotta go, We'll come visit you soon though) He said, I scowled at him...what the fuck, he see's her once in god knows how long and he just gonna up and fucking leave to go to work...I was about to open my fucking mouth, but I looked at his Nonna to see her looking at me, she gave me a subtle shake of her head, this only made my scowl deepen...she was telling me not to say anything and let it go.

"OK il mio ragazzo, si può verificare che pop prima di tornare a casa" (OK my boy, you make sure you pop by before go back home) She said as if it was nothing...she must be used to this sort of thing...it pissed me the hell off.

By the time we said our goodbye and promised to take her and the family to the airport the day after tomorrow we were in the car, I didn't know where we were going but we weren't going towards his place that's for sure.

"What's up Princess" He asked in a smooth like velvet voice, that fucking voice could melt chocolate.

"When's the last time you saw you're Nonna?" I asked still slightly irritated.

"A few years ago...Why?" He asked puzzled.

"And work couldn't have waited another hour, so you could eat with your Nonna that you probably wont see for the next year?" I asked him.

"Yeah it could have" He said with a smile.

"Well then why the fuck are we in the car?" I asked him like he was fucking stupid.

"Look...she only eats soups and stews now days...and she takes her fucking teeth out and sets em right at the table...I'm sorry but that shit's gross" He said with a look of disgust, I had to laugh at him...yeah that was pretty fucking sick, I'll give him that.

"OK, I'll give ya that...so where we going if were not going back to yours?" I asked, cos we were driving in the wrong direction.

"I thought you might like a crack at Jessica?" He said with a straight face.

Mean while I was nearly bouncing in my chair from excitement...I could feel my own smirk make its way across my fave at the things I could do to her running through my head...bring it on!

OK there you have it, Edward will be up next, Find out what Jessica knows in the next chapter...Review please.