In The Pursuit Of Love ch. 37
For the last month, I've been looking for a job to pay for the doctors bills of Rachel's pregnancy and I know that her Dads are willing to pay for them but I still think that I should at least pay half of them. This is my unborn and I should be stepping to take care of my family, relying myself to do it as I found myself working in the mail room of the local police station. It's boring that a muthafucka but least they're paying me to organize everyone's mail and it's fucking hard balancing work, school, Cheerios practice but lately Papi has been stepping up.
He's been cutting back on the hours at the hospital and spending more time with Memo but I'm still a little apprehensive about although I give him credit for trying. We're waiting about telling the Glee about the baby although Quinn's the only one that knows for right now and my girlfriend and best friend have been spending a lot of together. I often tease the bimbo about her going soft and she flicks off but I know that she has a soft spot for the diva but I don't like the fact the Jolly Green Gaint has been trying to get her back. To make things is that Rachel's hanging out with that St. Douchebag kid but I know that she doesn't have feelings for him but I know for a fact that he's trying to get into her pants but there's something that doesn't feel right.
My Psychic Mexican Third Eye has been going off a lot but I don't have any proof… yet but I have my ways and there's no way that I'm gonna let my family get hurt by anyone. Thankfully I have a room at my tia's house so when I'm feeling too lazy to go all the way home, I just crash at her place and I'm learning a lot about her while finding out that it's really easy talking to her about stuff like school. She's got me thinking about I want to do once I graduate and where I might want to go to school if I do decide to go to college but I'm not sure if I want to go to college. I'm not sure what I want to do with my life but I do know that I'm going to become something, be someone that my brother can be proud and be someone that's worthy of having Rachel Berry on their arm.
Ugh, my head from all of this. All I want is the leftover vegan lasagna that Rach made and my bed. If she ever heard me say that some of her vegan food is good, she'll never let me hear the end of it. I walked through the front door to see Papi slumped in the recliner as I grabbed the blanket off the back of the couch before throwing it on top of him, kissing the top of his head. I walked up the stair, carefully opening the door to Memo's room to see that he's already in pjs fast asleep in his bed before closing the door behind me. I grabbed some clothes before hopping the shower before going down to the kitchen, opening the refrigerator to get the leftover lasagna as I put in the microwave. I ate my food before heading up to my room, plopping myself on the headboard when my phone dings as I picked it up to see that it's a text message from Rachel.
Hope that you're working too hard as you should be getting at least eight hours of proper sleep and eating a well-balanced meal. ~R
Ur cute when ur concerned ~S
You know that I hate it when you use text speak. ~R
Ur hot when ur annoyed ;) ~S
You're impossible, Santana Lopez ~R
I'm very possible, babe but no worries. Got done eating some lasagna but I would rather be eating you out ~S
As please as I am that you're eating my cooking but must you be so crude ~R
Oh plz u love it and u know it ~S
Don't confuse my feelings for you with my feelings for sex ~R
But u would be up for having sex with me again. ~S
Five minutes pass and I'm starting to think that my joking had made Rachel uncomfortable as I started to type my apology when my phone vibrates, signaling the arrival of text. What was sent nearly made me choke on my spit but I didn't know that my girl had it in her or be down with it.
I wouldn't be opposed to it but when we do make love again, you'll be screaming my name and you wouldn't want to leave ;) ~R
Hot damn baby girl, where have u been hidin this side of urself? ~S
You know what they say, you'll need a good girl to blow your mind but it's getting late and we have school tomorrow ~R
Rachel. Baby girl! Rachel, you can't leave me hanging like that ~S
I swear that this girl is trying to kill me but I dig it. I climbed into bed, falling into a deep sleep only to be rouse out of by someone calling my name follow by teeth nibbling on my ear. A small moan escapes my lips as soft lips press butterfly kisses along my neck and it's turning me the fuck on but then Rachel crosses my mind, knowing that cheating on her is the last thing that I want to do to her. I hurt her enough in the past and doing whatever this is will definitely do that as I open my eyes to make serious eye contact with a pair of mocha brown eyes belonging to my girlfriend. She smiles sexily, pushing a lock of hair behind of her ear as she opens her mouth but I smash our lips together, taking her bottom lip between my teeth as she lets out a mewl.
Our tongues battle against each other until the need for air got to be too much but I didn't want the diva to move away as I wrapped my arms around her waist, keeping her close while snuggling into my shoulder. We stayed like this for awhile and everything just feels right. I just want to stay in our little bubble but my alarm goes off, signaling that I need to get up soon if I don't want to be late for school and my girl wouldn't want to ruin her perfect attendance record. Out of the years that I've known the petite singer, I've never seen to skip school or stay home because she was sick.
"Come on San, we have to go to school" Rachel said nibbling on my ear. "You're not making it easy for me to want to leave, babe"
"Do you want me to stop?" Rachel asked kissing the spot behind my earl, causing me to gasp. "You like that, baby"
Before I could form a response, she's already between my legs as she looks at me with this seductive look filled with desire lust with everything in me screaming to have my cock between those pouty lips. Rachel lowers her lips towards my dick but it ended too soon as someone starts jumping on my back with my alarm blaring in the background, jolting me into consciousness. God damn, what the hell? It was a fuckin sex dream?!
"Santi, wake up! We're gonna be late for school" Memo said jumping on my back.
"I'm up. I'm up, just stop jumping on me" I said pushing him off of me.
I rushed through things but thank God, I picked out my clothes the day before as I rushed out of the door with a piece of toast hanging out of my mouth, hopping into my car with Memo buckling himself in. I'm pretty sure that I broke a few speeding laws trying to get my brother to school on time but thankfully I didn't get pulled over as I kissed him on the forehead before rushing over to my side of the school. I made it with a few seconds to spare before sitting down next to Q who's looking at me with a raised eyebrow. I shake my head as I took notes for AP Literature but I knew that I'm gonna have to deal with that dream that I had and I know that Rachel said that I should come to her about my hard-ons but I don't know if she just said that to tease me or not. Most of the school day was a bit of a blur as I make my way towards the cafeteria when someone grabs by the hands, pulling me into the janitors' closet to see that it's the diva as I smirked.
"Well, well I thought that I would bring you here until we were a little further into our relationship but seems like you beat me to the punch, I like that" I said licking my lips.
"Santana, please be honest with me. You've been in daze and I'm worried that you might be overexerting yourself" Rachel said concerned.
"Babe, I'm fine. No need to worry" I said kissing her on the forehead.
"But I do worry about you. You have to deal with school, Cheerios practice and now work because of the baby and I don't want you passing out from exhaustion because of me" Rachel said lowering her gaze.
"Listen to me Rachel Berry, my life might be a little hectic right but it's because I want to be able to provide for you and the baby. I care about you and there's nothing that I wouldn't do for you so just let me take care of you" I said lifting her chin.
"But who's taking care of?"
"Don't worry about me, okay. You're the one that's hard part of carrying our child but if you really want to help me out then you can fulfill that promise you made a few week ago" I said wriggling my eyebrows.
I was joking when I said it and I didn't think that Rachel would remember what the hell I was talking about as she stares at me with emotionless expression for a moment as I was about to tell her to forget it. The last thing that I was expecting was for the diva to give a sexy smirk before grabbing the back of my neck, crashing our lips together in a heated kiss that made my toes curl while the heat went a little further south. I grabbed the petite singer by the waist as our bodies melted together like they were pieces of a puzzles while letting out a gasp when I feel a delicate hand cupping me through my jeans, rubbing me. Rachel places butterflies kisses along my neck before sucking on that spot behind my neck that drives me wild that I didn't notice my pants being unbuckled as the diva drops down to her knees, coming face to face with the bulge in my boxers.
She looks up at me with a wink, pulling my boxers down to my ankles freeing me from my confinements then swallowing all eight and half inch in one go that I nearly came right then and there. True to her words, that her mouth has more than talent than just singing as the tip of my cock hits the back of her throat before letting me go, licking my balls then sucking on one of them following with taking my length back in her mouth. It takes once of willpower not to start fucking her face but Rachel wasn't making it easy on me when she starts humming 'Defying Gravity' before my orgasm sneaks up on me, painting her throat with my cum. This girl is gonna be the death of me. The diva tucks me back into my pants behind standing up and kissing me on the lips as she turns to head out of the janitors' closest before I grab her by hand as she looks at me with a confused look.
"I wanna return the favor" I said breathlessly.
"Another time, promise" Rachel said kissing me on the lips once again.
"You've done this before?" I asked raising an eyebrow.
"No, I haven't but I'm anything but prepared as I'm thorough in everything that I pout my mind to" Rachel said winking.
Best girlfriend ever!
I found myself wondering in the music shop alone since Santana was at the police station working and I hate that everything is resting on her shoulders but she says that she doesn't mind, that it's because she wants to take care of me. I want to be able to provide for our child as well and Santana as well because I care about her so much as I don't want her to feel like she has to do everything herself, that we're going to be fifty/fifty in this relationship is why I've been talking to the store owner Mr. Sato about allowing to work for him after school. The old Colonel was against hiring me but his wife on the other hand, likes me well enough as she's here sitting in front of the counter and she's one of the few people in town that didn't have anything against me and my Fathers. I start tomorrow after Glee practice when someone comes up behind me, covering my eyes.
"Guess who?"
"What do you want, Jesse?" I asked rolling my eyes.
"How'd you that it was me?" Jesse asked moving around to face me.
"You come here as frequently as I do"
"You're right so where's your pitbull girlfriend? Does she know that you're here with me?" Jesse asked raising an smug eyebrow.
"I take offense that you're referring to my girlfriend to vicious dog who aren't v as vicious as people would believe them to be and I would very much appreciate it that you cease from making such comments in my presence" I said glaring him down. "And to answer your question, yes she does know that we have been trying our hands at a friendship"
"And she doesn't have a problem with it, considering that you and I used to date" Jesse said gesturing between us.
"She's a little… suspicious about your intention considering you threw unborn baby chicks on my head and was using me at the time" I said giving him a pointed look. "But I assured her that I believe in second chances but I no longer believe in third chances and once you betray again, there's no going back"
"Understood… so how is your mediocre Glee club doing? Still got that Finn guy on the team?" Jesse inquires.
"We're not mediocre and yes Finn is still on the team" I said flipping through some old records.
"You know that he's only holding you back. He's a liability with his inability to grasp basic choreography. It's like someone woke him up from a year long nap" Jesse laughs.
"Look Jesse, I'm team captain of my Glee club and yes Finn has trouble with learning choreography but at least he puts in the effort of trying to get better. I will not stand here and allow you to belittle him in front of me" I said jabbing my finger into his chest. "If we're going to be friends then I need to start acting like a decent person because despite some people might think I think that you could be a good friend"
Jesse sighs, running his hand through his hair before turning his attention back to the records as we hang out taking about our dreams and discussing Broadway musicals until Mrs. Sato tells us that the store was closing. The would-be actor walks me home and like a gentleman places his jacket on my shoulders when I start shivering before leaving when we reached my front door and I honestly hope that we can be friends but I guess only time can tell.
~Nicole The Dragon Rider signing off
End of ch. 37