Dreams rarely make sense,
but this one did.
Maybe because it was my first night on Planet Earth,
I was back on the Ark.
At first, I thought nothing of it, until my cell-door opened and the outside was a curtain of glowing blue goo.
The same luminescent color that had amazed me the night before.
It was an enormous blob of the jelly stuff and the edges of the metal door showed it was going to squeeze it's way through any moment. Instead of panic, I feel peace, and I step up the glowing blob, it's pulsing now, and when I look through I see there is other things too.
Humanoid things,
as well as serpent looking things.
One of the creatures gives me its hand.
It isn't a human hand, but it isn't animalistic either.
The scaly hand mimics that of an intelligent being and it beckons me forward with a finger curl motion.
I should bring myself away from it, but my peaceful mind thinks nothing of it.
I take it, and it pulls me in hard.
Now, I am in my old room. Not my cell, but my old room, the one where I was a little girl and…
"What are you doing Nia?" My father is there, of course he would be.
His presence makes me feel like a helpless little girl,
he acts on it by grasping my arm, digging his nails into my flesh, and it hurts so bad, "didn't I say you had to finish your work before you play."
I don't plead with him, I am too afraid.
He begins unbuckling his belt and that is when I run.
I don't get far,
he throws me on the bed, and he comes on top of me, "stop, stop, stop, stop, please," now he makes me cry.
"Too late for that hunny," he says and now his underwear is coming off. I shut my eyes, hating what comes next with a passion to burn a thousand luminescent forests.
Suddenly, my father is gone. I don't miss him.
I open my hurting eyes, and I am not on the Ark.
I am at the drop ship,
and the doors are opening, just for me.
There is no one around, which is weird, Bellamy should be here, maybe he was behind me, and I grew upset to see he wasn't.
Didn't everyone make it? I look out into the bright world as the drop shit doors fell, and see... dark desolation.
The earth is burnt. Red embers fly in the wind and the ground is filled with burnt bodies of the 100. The sky is filled with lightening, ominous dark grey clouds roll as far as the eye could see, and the earth erupts in molten rock that shoots up from the crevices of the mass dead. The gruesome sight sends my heart into a panic the likes I have never felt.
It gets worse, from the sky, the clouds open for a huge metallic space station. The Ark has returned, crashing to the earth, and everyone on board is obliterated. The crash landing sends a billowing mass clouds that engulf everything, and they are coming straight for me.
I can't breath now,
and when I open my mouth,
all my fears come rushing out.