So I had this crazy idea: What if Alex and Liv admitted their feelings to eachother when Alex came to say goodbye that night?

Chapter 35:

What could have been:

"What do you think is going on here?"Eliot asked Liv.

"I have no idea but we're about find out."Liv said poiting a black svu.

"Hey guys."Alex said getting off the car.

"Alex!You're supposed to be dead, we're going to your funeral tomorrow, I notified your parents myself."Olivia said unable to restrain her tears.

"I know and you have to go , I'm very sorry but I woke in the hospital and the marshalsl told me I was dead, officially dead,but I wanted to say goodbye."

"They're putting you in the WWP?"Eliot asked.

"Yes, I'm so sorry."Alex whispered going back in the car.

"Don't go, I love you."Liv screamed.

"You what?"Alex asked getting off the car again.

"I love you Alexandra, I'm in love with you, I've always been, I just had issues admitting it to myself, but you died, in my arms you bled out and I couldn't save you and I spent the past 2 days realizing my feelings for you and beating myself up for not telling you before."Liv confessed.

"Oh Liv, I love you too, I always have I just couldn't accept it either, for political reasons, or because I wasn't raised thinking being gay was ok."Alex confessed as well.

"Then take me with you, I won't loose you again, I won't survive it this time."Liv said grabbing her by her hips.

"I can't ask you to give up your life, your career for me, to live afraid for you life."ALex stated with regret.

"Life without you isn't life it's barely survival, I don't care about my carreer."

"How about Eliot?"

"Eliot can you understand?"Liv asked her partner.

"Liv, I love you like a sister, I can't live my life without you in it, but I can see how much you love each other and I have to desire of watching you being miserable for the rest of your life."Eliot replied taker Liv in his arms.

"Thanx partner please say goodbye to Fin and Much for me."

"I will."Eliot promised unable to hold his tears.

"Captain, I don't know where to start, ever since I joined the unit you acted more like a father then a boss to me. You always understand my motivations to do this job and you also knew that being a woman would make things harder for me but you never treated me any different, thank you."

"You don't have to thank me, you're the best female detective, I 've ever worked with, I know I will miss you, but this job almost took everything away from us, our famillies, our sanity, don't loose your chance."Don Cragen said holding her thight.

"It's a done deal, I'm going with you."Liv said to Alex.

"Oh Liv I love you."Alex said kissing her her for the first time.

"Let's go ladies, detective I hope you understand what you're doing, if you choose to join Alex in the program there is no coming back."The marshall said.

"I know what I'm doing now please take me home so I can grab a few things and then take me into the program with Alex."

Liv knew what this meant. She would never see Eliot or the guys ever she would be with Alex and it was all that matter.

So at first I wanted to write a full chapter describing their lives in the program but I thought it would be a good idea to integrate this memories in other chapters, it would be like flashbacks expect they would be fake, what do you think?