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Chapter 37: Definitions
Logan sighed happily as he snuggled into Kendall with a smile on his face. They were laying together on Kendall's bed facing one another. They has just made up for their fight from that day. He was glad they weren't fighting anymore. He really hated fighting with Kendall. He
"What are you thinking about," Kendall asked as he drew lazy patterns on Logan's bare stomach of his slight baby bump.
"Us," Logan said happily.
"Look I am sorry I got mad," Kendall apologized.
"I know Ken," Logan said smiling. He looked up at Kendall. "look I know you wanted me to graduate at semester, but I didn't want to. I want to finish my senior year with you. I want to do this right," he said.
"I get it," Kendall said.
"You're really not upset about this?" Logan asked.
"Yes," Kendall said, "you were right you can make your own decisions," he said as he pressed a kiss to Logan's forehead. Logan smiled at that and leaned further into Kendall.
"Maybe we should get dressed," Logan suggested.
"Do we have to?" Kendall asked pouting lightly. Logan laughed and nodded his head. "Can't we just lay here for a bit?" he asked.
"No what if you're mother comes home," Logan said.
"She won't be home until five," Kendall said wrapping his arms around Logan tightly. He felt the small bump of Logan's stomach press against his stomach and smiled.
"Come on let's get dressed and we can lay down after that," Logan said. He walked over to his clothes on the floor and grabbed them. He started to get dressed. He looked over at Kendall who was watching him. "Come on get dressed," he said laughing. Kendall sighed and got out of his bed. He got dressed and turned in time to see Logan sit down on his bed. Kendall walked over to him and sat down next to him.
"I love you so much," Kendall said.
"I know and I love you too," Logan said smiling.
"So we're good then?" Kendall asked.
"More than good," Logan said smiling at Kendall. They sat in silence together before Logan spoke again. "Ken," Logan said.
"What?" Kendall asked looked at Logan.
"When are we gonna get married?" Logan asked, "I want a summer wedding," he said.
"This summer?" Kendall asked.
"Why not?" Logan asked, "after the baby is born we could have the wedding and just get married," he said.
"I agree," Kendall said, "I mean it won't be legal but when we go off to Columbia we can get married in New York," he said.
"That is so perfect," Logan said, "that way we can get an married couples apartment and we'll have to see if they have a daycare system of something for our baby," Logan said looking down at his stomach. Kendall smiled and pulled Logan to him. Kendall laid back on his bed and pulled Logan with him until they were laying together.
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Camille moved about her room getting ready for her date with Ryder. They were only going to a movie, but she didn't want to mess this up. She kind of liked Ryder. She was getting ready and stopped when he heard the door bell. She heard James yell that he had it. Camille walked out of her room and made her way down the stairs and saw James talking to Carlos and Kendall as they walked to the living room together.
"What are you doing here?" Camille asked.
"Relax, I am not here to see you," Carlos said waving her off earning a glare from Camille. Kendall shook his head and walked to the living room. "I'm here to hang out with Logan, James, and Kendall. You know, they are still my friends," he added.
"Yeah but why here?" Camille asked looking at James for an answer.
"Logan doesn't want to leave the house because he doesn't like the way he looks right now," James said, "Yeah, so go finish getting ready for your date," he said waving her off. Camille rolled her eyes and walked away. She wasn't happy that Carlos was over, but she'd get over it. She'd have to deal with him being around still. He was friends with her brothers after all. She wasn't going to make them choose over her and Carlos. They could still be friends with Carlos if they wanted to be.
Camille reached her room and finished getting ready. Ryder would be over soon to pick her up. She grabbed her jacket from her closet and walked down the stairs as there was a knock at the door. She walked to the door and opened it. She smiled when she saw Ryder.
"Hey," Ryder said smiling, "you ready to go?" he asked.
"Yeah," Camille said looking over her shoulder as she heard footsteps behind her. She saw Logan walking down the hall.
"Want me to let mom and dad know that you left?" Logan asked as he stopped in the doorway to the kitchen.
"Yes please," Camille said.
"Kay go have fun," Logan said. Camille nodded and left. She followed Ryder out to his car.
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Logan walked back into the living room with four cans of sodas in his arms. He was thinking about Camille and Ryder. That was still so odd to him and weird. It was unnatural. Ryder was like his step brother and Camille was his sister. That had to be like a incest on some level. Logan sighed and shook his head. That didn't bother him so much as Carlos and Camille's break up did. He entered the living room. He handed each person a soda.
"Camille left with Ryder," Logan said casually. He didn't know why he felt the need to talk about it.
"What does she see in him?" James asked shaking his head. He agreed with Logan that it was odd that Camille and Ryder were together.
"I honestly have no idea," Logan said shaking his head. He walked over to the couch and sat down next to Kendall. He looked over at Carlos who hadn't said a word yet about Camille going on a date.
"Logan I don't care we broke up," Carlos said.
"She broke up with you," Logan said.
"She's free to date whoever she wants," Carlos said shrugging.
"You're calm about this," Kendall said looking at Carlos shocked.
"We're not together anymore. It was her choice not mine and she can date whoever she wants. It's not my fault the guy's an idiot," Carlos said shrugging.
"There it is," Logan said smiling.
"I am not jealous if that's what you're implying," Carlos said, "I mean yeah I'm hurt that we broke up, but I'll get over it," he said.
The four fell silent and continued to watch movies. Everyone knew Carlos wasn't happy about Camille dating while Carlos wasn't. They knew Carlos still wasn't over Camille and that this was going to be hard. Camille and Carlos weren't really talking to one another, and when they were it was mean harsh comments. They both seemed to hate one another now.
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Camille and Ryder were sitting in the theater waiting for the movie to start. They had bought a popcorn to share and drinks and some candy.
"So," Ryder said looking over at Camille. "You're awfully quiet," he said.
"Sorry, I'm just a little distracted," Camille said waving her hand.
"What's on your mind?"
"Before you showed up Carlos showed up to hang out with the guys."
"You're still not completely over him are you?"
"I thought I was, but maybe I'm not."
"I get it. This is that part where you say that, you just want to be friends right?" Ryder said looking away from Camille.
"No, I mean he hurt me and I need to move on. I want to give you a chance."
"Don't pity me."
"I'm not."
"Really?" Ryder asked disbelievingly.
"I like you," Camille said smiling at Ryder.
"Really now?" Ryder asked. Camille laughed and nodded her head. "Good cause I like you Camille," he said smiling. The movie started and they stopped talking and watched.
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Logan looked up at Kendall. He was reclining against the blonde on the couch. James was sitting on the floor since Logan had kicked him off the couch and Carlos was sitting on the arm chair. Logan sighed as he relaxed into Kendall. He was just over six month pregnant now and he was starting to show more, but not so much.
In fact Katie was showing more than Logan. Logan found that weird, but didn't question it. He was glad that he wasn't showing so much. It would make things easier for him in the long run.
"Logie," Kendall whispered softly.
"Yeah," Logan said looking at Kendall again.
"Can you get up for a second, I need to use the bathroom," Kendall said. Logan sat up and scooted forward so Kendall could get up. He left the room and James looked up at Logan.
"So how are your plans going?" James asked.
"Horrible," Logan said as he fell back onto the couch.
"What plans?" Carlos asked.
"Nothing," Logan sighed.
"You'll get over this," James said laughing. Logan kicked James in the shoulder.
"What are you talking about?" Carlos asked again.
"Nothing," Logan said shaking his head. James opened his mouth to speak but Logan glared at him shutting him up. Carlos knew better than to question him. Logan was crazy hormonal. Kendall returned to the room ad everyone was quiet. Kendall slid in behind Logan again.
"Why do I feel like I missed something," Kendall asked.
"It's nothing," Logan said as he relaxed into Kendall. Kendall shrugged it off and turned his attention to the movie.
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Camille followed Ryder out of the theater and to his car. They had had a great time watching the movie and making fun of the characters.
"That was great," Camille said as she got into the car.
"I know," Ryder said laughing. They sat in silence for a bit as Ryder drove Camille home. "Can I ask you something," Ryder asked after awhile.
"What?" Camille asked looking over at Ryder as he pulled into her driveway. He put his car in park and turned to look at her.
"I know we've only been on like two dates and all," Ryder started, "but would you like to be my girlfriend?" he asked.
"How can I say no to that accent?" Camille asked smiling.
"Is that a yes then?" Ryder asked.
"What can I say I'm a sucker for a Texan accent," Camille said smiling, "but yes that is a yes," she said.
"Cool," Ryder said smiling. He leaned over and gave Camille a simple peck on the lips.
"I should go," Camille said. Ryder nodded his head. Camille got out of the car and headed inside. She walked down the hallway to the living room when she heard the TV still on. She saw Kendall and Logan passed out on the couch. James was sitting against the couch sleeping and Carlos was in the arm chair sleeping as well. Camille turned the lights on and walked over to the TV and turned it off.
"We were watching that," Carlos mumbled.
"Yeah because watching TV with your eyes closed is the newest trend," Camille said.
"What time is it?" Carlos asked.
"Time for you to get a watch," Camille said. She turned and walked over to James and shook his shoulder. "James it's late," she said. James sat up and yawned.
"Shut up," Logan mumbled as he rolled into the back of the couch.
"Come on Logan Kendall has to get home," Camille said placing a hand on Logan's shoulder. Logan just groaned and slowly sat up. He didn't look happy. He looked at Kendall who had woken up as well.
"Come on Logie, you'll see me tomorrow morning," Kendall said smiling as he sat up. Logan continued to pout. Kendall sighed and pressed a kiss to Logan's forehead. Logan sighed and stood up.
"Can you at least help me up the stairs," Logan asked. Things were getting hard for him and he needed help with the simplest things. Kendall nodded his head.
"Hurry up Kendall, you're my ride," Carlos said. Camille just made her way up stairs to her room.
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Logan was sitting in the hallway with Kendall, Carlos, James, Dak and Jett. Katie, Jo, and Stephanie were off with Camille since she was refusing to even sit with Carlos now. Logan was getting annoyed with Camille and Carlos right now. He knew they had broken up and everything, but that was over a month ago and they needed to grow up. They were spitting everyone up.
Logan stopped to think for a moment. Was it like this when he and Kendall broke up. Sure Logan told them to go hang out with Kendall, but did he and Kendall make them choose sides. Logan wasn't sure what had happened within that week. He barely remembered it. It was history now.
The bell rang and everybody made their way to their homerooms.
Kendall and Logan walked hand in hand. They didn't care what people thought of them. Kendall had gotten even more protective as of late. He would snap at anybody who looked at them the wrong way. Logan didn't mind it at first, but now he wished Kendall would relax a bit, though he knew why Kendall was on the edge. They had not had sex in some time. Kendall was scared of hurting the baby even if Logan assured him it was fine. Logan had been trying to get Kendall to have sex for almost a month now and he was getting frustrated. Hands and mouths could only work for so long.
"Something wrong?" Kendall asked looking over at Logan.
"No," Logan said shaking his head. He couldn't tell Kendall here what his problem was. He was going to have to get the blonde alone and seduce him. That was easier said than done though.
"You sure you're ok, you're being awfully quiet," Kendall said looking at Logan suspiciously.
"I'm fine Ken, just a little tired," Logan said knowing Kendall would buy it. He hadn't been sleeping well a night ever since the baby decided to become active at night. Ever since he had first felt the baby move it hadn't really stopped. They would start moving at the most in opportune times too.
"Not sleeping well?" Kendall asked. Logan nodded his head.
The rest of the morning Logan spent scheming ways to get Kendall to sleep with him. He was only six going on seven months pregnant. He had done research and found out having sex was dangerous to the baby. He needed to get Kendall to see that and just fuck him. That was all Logan needed really. He just wanted to feel Kendall inside him again.
By the time lunch rolled around Logan couldn't stop thinking about sex. He knew it was the hormones that was driving him crazy. He really hated this. He sighed and looked at his lunch table. It was split again. James and Katie were off with Camille along with Jo and Stephanie as well, leaving Kendall, Carlos, Dak, and Jett with him.
"Logan are you ok?" Carlos asked him, "you're staring off into space," he said.
"Sorry my mind is elsewhere," Logan said shaking his head. He really couldn't focus on anything.
"You ok?" Kendall asked putting an arm around Logan.
"I'm fine," Logan said smiling softly. He tried to have a conversation with the guys, but he couldn't focus on anything. He really hated that all he could think about was sex. He knew none of the guys would understand his situation. Hell no one would understand his situation, except one person.
Ok I know it has been a long time. I will finish this though. I jsut have a lot of other storeis going on and I pushed this one aside. I will do my best to work on it more. I have an idea what I want to do with this now though. I've got some more ideas for it. Anyways review and make me smile.
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