so here is Chapter 34 thank you all so much for the reviews really are great to see please enjoy :-D
It's been two days since Christian went into his meltdown he hasn't spoken to anyone just stares, we have made excuses to everyone including Ro's she knows it's bad but not the full extent of the problem it's not that we don't trust her it's just I'm sure Christian would be pissed if we told her about the state he is in. Grace, Elliot and Kate have moved in literally they refuse to leave us no matter how long it takes
"Taylor what are you doing?" I ask as he helps Gail in with the grocery shopping "that's not going to help your back!"
"I'm fine honestly" he replies with a reassuring smile
"Taylor you are a pain in my ass" I grin at him
"Makes a change then" he grins back
"The press still parked out?"
"Yes the fucking scavengers" Taylor hisses it's a very rare occasion I hear him swear "I'm getting tempted to run them all over" he shakes his head
"I almost did yesterday" Kate says "they wouldn't get out of the way so a revved the car they soon bolted" she giggles
We sit chatting while Gail puts everything away the conversation is the same it has been the past couple of days, us discussing Christian to see if we have seen any change in him. We are disrupted by Gail dropping a jar
"What what's wrong Gail?" I ask her concerned she says nothing but points behind us, we all turn round to see Christian standing there
"Christian!" I gasp I'm sure I'm about to have heart failure, he walks fast towards me
"I'm sorry baby I love you both I'm sorry" he says wrapping me in his arms I hear the sighs of relief flood the kitchen
"Oh thank god" I cry into his chest
"About fucking time bro I was beginning to think I needed to find someone else to wind up" Elliot says patting him on the back
"Christian do you remember anything from the last few days?" Grace asks him
"Not really mom" he replies still holding me tight
"Oh darling you have had us all worried"
"I'm sorry mom"
"Don't be I'm just glad you're talking again" she smiles at him "I'm just going to phone your father won't be long"
"Come on Kate let's leave them too it" Elliot tells her
"Hold on I need to say something first" Kate says to Elliot
"No more shit Kate" he tells her with a stern look
"I just want to say I didn't mean what I said to you the other night I was just angry I really am sorry Christian" she says so sincere
"Thank you Kate but don't apologise for telling the truth I needed to hear it"
"Come on lets go see where my mom is" holding Kate's hand and leading her out of the kitchen
I look up at Christian through the tears leaning up as he leans down kissing me I wrap my arms around his neck and deepen the kiss not wanting to break this bond we have I've missed his lips and his wandering hands worshiping my body, when we do pull apart we are both breathless
"Welcome back to us Mr Grey" I smile the first genuine smile in days
"Are you both ok?" he asks rubbing his hand on my tummy
"yes we are now daddy is back on planet earth although we do need to talk and Mr Grey you are going to talk to me because I never want to go through the last few days again" I tell him stroking his cheek
"I don't even know where to start Ana"
"Anything will do right now Christian" he takes a deep breath
"with everything that was happening I felt so out of control, I didn't know what to do then that report on the news just pushed me over the edge I needed to get rid of the frustration so I went into my office and just attacked everything I could get my hands on everything was going in slow motion I picked up the computer and threw it baby I didn't see you till it was already out of my hands I saw Taylor step in front of you and Sawyer pull you back and all I thought was I could of harmed you and our baby and I couldn't forgive myself I wanted to say something to you but nothing would come out of my mouth" he pauses to wipe away both his and my tears I didn't even know I was crying he looks at me wondering if he should continue so I nod for him to do so
"the past couple of days I heard you Ana I heard all of you I just didn't know what to say I was scared to hold you all I could see was this image in my head of the computer hitting you and you being in pain, then I had other images of you burning in the car I was petrified to close my eyes but then this morning I started having another image one I never thought I would ever see let along think of….it was Christmas and we were there together happy watching our children open their presents and I knew that I needed to hold you in my arms and well here I am" he smiles down at me
"Christian I'm not going anywhere no matter what, I plan to grow old and grey with you I love you" I lean up and kiss him passionately
We pull apart hearing a sniffle from the doorway
"I'm sorry I didn't mean to I just came to tell you your father is on his way" Grace explains " I didn't hear much I promise just about Christmas"
"That's ok mom" he says holding out an arm to her she quickly moves over hugging us both
"Good god bro can't leave you along for 5 minutes and your making girls cry" he grins
"Only happy tears Elliot" Grace admonishes him
"Well this sure is a pleasant sight to walk into" Flynn smiles "nice to finally see you back with the living Christian don't worry I've charged you for the visits" he winks
"Wouldn't expect anything less John" Christian smirks back at him
"Yes your lack of talking perfect excuse to charge through the roof certainly pays for the holiday Rhian wants" he chuckles
"Don't get your hopes up John think I may have found a new therapist" he says looking down at me making me giggle
"Oh I do love that sound Mrs Grey" he whispers kissing my head
"Well how about we go and have a little chat Christian" and even I know this isn't a request
"If we must" he grumbles "I'll be back soon baby I love you both"
And we watch them leave towards Christian's office
"Does this mean we have to move back out?" Elliot asks pouting
"You still here?" I smirk raising my brow
"Oh you're funny" he grins making a bee line for me
"Don't even think about it!" I point
"As if I would…..oh wait I would" he laughs wrapping his arms around me lifting me up spinning me round making me scream
"Elliot seriously put me down"
"Nope"
"Elliot!"
"Sorry Ana can't hear you" he says continuing to spin me round
"Elliot when you do finally put me down I will hurt you" I giggle
"You won't and you know it" he chuckles
"Arghhh Elliot you're so annoying" I laugh "Kate seriously stops giving him happy pills clearly he taking too many"
"Elliot put her down" Grace laughs
"look I need to get this out the way now won't be able to in a couple months when she is huge and fat" he tells his mom
"Elliot Grey wash your mouth out" I say slapping his back
"Well isn't this nice" I hear Carrick then briefly see him as I'm spun around "son you're going to have to put her down"
"Why dad"
"Because I think she is about to be sick"
"What! Shit!" he says putting me down and I burst into laughter
"Thank you Carrick"
"Spoil sport" he pouts to his dad
"So where is he? Is he ok?" Carrick asks looking for Christian
"He is speaking with Flynn in his study" I reply
"So what happened" Carrick asks
"Which version you want dad the long or short?"
"The short" he replies
"Gail dropped a jar in shock we turned round Christian was stood there 1 minute next he had Ana in his arms"
"That was short maybe a little longer" Carrick tells him
"Ok fine… Gail dropped a jar in shock we turned round Christian was stood there 1 minute next he had Ana in his arms and he was talking…. Better?"
"Not really son" he says chucking
"Then ask him yourself" he nods over to Christians direction
"Christian how are you feeling"
"I'm ok dad" he tells him before turning to me "was you screaming?"
"No she wasn't and if she was whatever she tells you its lies! Lies I tell you!" Elliot tells him making his way around back so the kitchen island is between him and Christian
"Elliot what did you do?" Christian asks him looking completely impassive
"Now why do you automatically think it was me….which it wasn't"
"Ok if you're not going to tell me…mom what he do?" he asks Grace as I try to stop myself from laughing
"He picked her up spinning her round and wouldn't put her down darling"
"Mom! You really would sell my soul to the devil"
"Not the devil darling just your brother" she smiles
"That's worse!" he exclaims rolling his eyes mockingly
I and Kate look at them then each other
"Before you two start beating your chests lets place bets" Kate says to everyone
"Fifty dollars on Christian" I shout giddily as Christian walks to me placing his arms over my shoulders his chin on my head
"Me too" Carrick says
"Me three" Grace follows
"Oh god can't at least one of you put money on Elliot? Otherwise it means I have too"
"Kate who's side you on" Elliot says trying to sound disgusted
"The profitable one" she laughs
"What we betting on" Asks Mia as her and Ethan walk in followed by Gail and Taylor
"Who's going win Christian or Elliot" Kate tells her
"How much?"
"50 dollars"
"Put mine on Christian" Mia tells her
"And mine sis" Ethan smirks
"Ours too" Taylor says
"Really now I'm insulted" Elliot says folding his arms and tapping his foot
"Argh fine 50 dollars on the weakling" Kate huffs
"Don't force yourself will you" Elliot pouts
"I did try not too but someone had too" she grins at him and he sticks his tongue out at her in reply
"So how is this going to work" Ethan asks the two of them
"Arm wrestle I think" Carrick clearing a space on the kitchen island "that way no one will get hurt"
"Except Elliot's pride" Mia giggles
"Can I just ask something? Why are they doing this?" Ethan turns and asks me
"Elliot won't stop picking me up and spinning me round and somehow it lead to this" I tell him
"Right then son's take your seats let's get this over with" Christian lets go of me and takes his seat as does Elliot "you both know the rules?"
"Yes" they say in unison
"Good on three then…one…two…..three" we are all cheering
"Come on Elliot at least try" Christian teases him
"I thought I'd go lightly on you bro you know how it is" he replies
"Oh this is lightly? Why didn't you tell me" he smirks
"Come on baby" I shout
"You tired yet Elliot?" Christian asks and I know he is doing this on purpose
"No not at all you?" Elliot is now red in the face and sweat has started to make an appearance
"I'm perfectly fine….Ana baby will you get me a glass of wine please" he asks so casual
"Coming right up" I grin making my way to the fridge "Anyone else?"
"I'll have one"
,"me too"
"And me"
"Sure why not"
"Mia you can't drink nice try though" Christian says still holding ground in the arm wrestle
Getting the glasses I fill them then hand them out leaving Christians till last
"Here you go baby" I smile handing him the glass of wine to which he places on the table
"Before you go Mrs Grey" he reaches up placing his now free hand behind my head and pulls me in for a deep kiss I'm blushing but don't care
"You have got to be fucking kidding me" Elliot shouts as we pull apart making me giggle
"Elliot just let me know when you want this to end and it will" Christian smirks "actually you know what I want to kiss my wife again" and with that he slams Elliot's hand down and wins the arm wrestle
"I let you win didn't want them all feeling sorry for you" Elliot tells him
"Yeah sure you did Elliot you owe me 50 dollars" Kate says
"Think it's time we all went, now Christian is on the mend" Carrick calls out getting everyone's attention
"No please stay for dinner at least" Christian asks them
"Only if you're sure darling" Grace smiles
"Please do I can't thank you enough for being here with me the last 2 days" I tell them which is true they have been my rock
"That's settled then come on let's get out of here so Gail can work her magic" Christian Beams a megawatt smile to everyone