Rosalie, Emmett, Jasper and Alice had shown up, I bet that they had phoned the others- I suspect that I had reined their long lunch trip and by sure my mother and father are bound to be having heart attacks- they must be on there hurried way back.

I hardly gave them looks or even spoke to any of them, they all gave me hugs and asked if I were OK? The only words which I spoke were "Yes I'm fine", they all fluttered around then. Emmett made booming jokes on the car and my driving- his usual self but I feel that he was also trying to lighten up the mood- Rosalie and Alice 'dealt' with the girl, Alice had her mobile glued to her ear- I think she was talking to Carlisle, but I could be around her anymore nor could I see what they would do.

I didn't know if they would get rid of the 'evidence' but would that mean burning that innocent girl with the shatted vampire? or would they report that they had found her and then a huge investigation would go to find the killer of the 'hit and run'.

As I walked to Rosalie's car I could see all of their eyes on me, Jacob was hanging on me- but it was comforting- he never left my side but he knew that it was time not to speak but to let me be alone with my thoughts. His large hand stroked my back and his other grasped my hand occasionally squeezing it to remind me that he was here.

Rosalie had tried to come up to me to hand me her mobile, I heard her say that it was my parents and they were on there way back but wanted to speak to me. But to be honest I couldn't even try to talk to them, I refused to take the phone and she stalked off slightly annoyed because she was left to tell them that I didn't want to talk.

I was trying so hard to be my normal self but it was difficult, I felt that everything had built up. Not just this but the pain from the present but also from last year, I thought I was over the 'trauma' you could call it but really I was just realizing that I had just swept the stuff 'under the rug' and the 'dust mites' under that rug were bursting their way out and I am feeling everything now. At least there was one last worry- Jake had turned back, when I looked at his knees I was glad to see that his grazes had vanished- so thank god for immortality- I couldn't hurt him anymore at least.

Jasper seemed more quiet than me, he was the only one out of them who looked at me more carefully- no doubt reading my feelings, I could see the slight not pain but slight sadness behind his eyes. I tried so hard to try to conceal my feeling but they kept bubbling up to the surface.

Me and Jacob were now sat alone on the back seat of Rose's car, I wanted to sleep. It felt like this night had taken forever, a endless night. I looked up into his eyes, they were watching me as usual. I forced a slight smile across my face and his hand which was rested over my shoulders moved as his finger made small circles on my chin and then moved up to me cheek. He placed his warm hand over my cheek and I buried my face into his hand for a moment and then moved my lips up to touch his, he tilted his face down and lightly pressed his moist lips against mine. The usual warm sparks were there but something felt off, it was like I was numb all over and not getting the full effect- the sparks should be raging waves of passion and my heart should be pounding in my ears, but it wasn't.

Im not saying that I didn't love Jacob anymore, of course I did, he was the only piece of my soul which was living. I fear though that the rest of me was dying inside. Our kiss ended, he continued stroking my face in silence. I then moved so that I could bury my face into his bare warm chest, I closed my eyes and spoke very quietly "Love you" and then drifted into sleepy unconsciousness.

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Jacobs POV

"I love you too" I whispered back. My hand wrapped around behind her pulling her closer towards me, her soft hair tickled my bare chest, Soft breath sounds began to escape her chest. I think that she had fallen asleep, I gently picked up her hand and placed it to my face, I saw two dominant faces the 'leech' and the girl, I hate that she feels this big pang of guilt. It hurts me so much to see her in pain like this.

Of course I am upset with myself because I am a protector. I am meant to protect the innocents from monsters and I had failed myself, but I am able to clearly see that that poor girl was a lost cause. She was dead before we were even able to save her. I also don't want to get involved in how these lee......Cullen's deal with this 'situation'. It had only been a hour or so since I was holding Ness in my arms, rocking her back and forth, but now I was holding her safe and sound.

I feel my worries about her frailness has disappeared a little, she healed quiet fast tonight so that is certainly reassuring. But she has such a angelic soul that this incident which was clearly not her fault is on her conscious. Even though I love my life, I just wish that it could be a little easier. If me and Ness were human, no wolves, no vampires, no killer siblings or volturi, or evil. Just us. It would be easier, but in this life I can spent eternity with her and even that it not enough time.

My love for her is such a strange thing, its a flame that burns uncontrollably for her. A light that she can only turn off and on and she can only be guided by the glow it gives off. I nessled my head into her hair taking in a deep breath- he hair smells floral with a hint of lime shampoo so mouth watering.

Emmett and that Blondie one I saw had taken the girl and out her in the jeep, by the time the two of them were zooming off Alice and Jasper had gotten in to this car and were now dodging through the streets towards Forks. At first the car was silent, but then Jasper broke the silence. "I can't handle it anymore. The pain, sadness, grief, guilt which is radiating off her is unbearable. I've tried my best to give her the scene of happiness even if it is just for a while....but her feelings are so strong. So dominant....I just...." He trailed off and I saw that Alice one grasp his hand so lovingly but secretly. Ugh I couldn't look anymore.

I rested my head on top of Nessie's and closed my eyes, but then Alice spoke and I think that she was speaking to me. "Jacob." She said in a very quiet quick voice. "You told us very little on the phone. I was just wondering if you could explain what exactly happened?"

We were now entering Forks so I spoke fast. I told them about the crash, and what caused it. The fact that Ness was really hurt, but then healed before my eyes before fighting the nomad, then my quick transformation after seeing that dirty blood sucker bite my Ness and then the painful memories of the words that had left Nessie's mouth about her being a killer. By the time I was finished we were blurring past the tree's of the Cullens drive.

Both Alice and Jasper sat very silent, they had not said a word yet since I started talking but also not now that I had finished. Maybe that was the end of the conversation- thats all they wanted...

I went to pick Nessie up when she woke up and refused to be picked up, but then yet again as I along with Alice and Jasper- I could see the jeep in the garage and hear Rose and Emmett talking inside, there was no sign of the others being here yet-she refused to go into the house saying that she wanted to go to her room.

I had to bite my tongue in agony when I saw how lifeless her eyes looked, like she was lost in them......I walked with her hand in hand towards the cottage. Silent as if they weren't there Alice and Jasper followed, I suppose they weren't going to leave her side, they must have been as worried as me. But when we got to the door of the cottage Nessie turned to me, reached up and put her soft full lips to mine and kissed me, my heart bulged out of my chest- my usual reaction to this- and then when she pulled her lips away she out her hand on my chest and spoke for the first time since before the car journey.

"You should go home and get some rest" She said in a softened voice. I couldn't leave her not tonight. I just wanted to hold her in my arms....

"Ness I....." She cut me off with her now pleading eyes.

"Please" Even though I didn't want to, I had to do as she asked. I gave her a quick hug and a kiss on the forehead and I stalked away from the house with an acking pain deep in my chest. Sleep well and be safe my love.

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Renesmee's POV

It ripped through me to see Jacobs face like that, but even though how much I wanted to lye in his arms I wouldn't be much company right now. I just wanted to be alone. I just wanted to block the world out, unfortunately Jake and all.

I shuved my way into the cottage and walked straight to my room, I walked in and turned around to face Jasper and Alice who had followed me into the house and were now angling themselves towards my bedroom.

"Let me be alone.....please" and with that I shut the door and collapsed on my bed face down and the memories of tonight came flooding back as I took 'Lucy's' locket out of my pocket and stared at it for a moment before putting it on around my neck. I forced my head into my pillow and let out a quiet scream, I didn't care who heard me......

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Hey I hoped you liked this......? What did u think of Jakes POV?? thanks xxxx