I shook my head back and forth and couldn't bring myself to look up at him. He was nuts, this couldn't be the Edward that I was marrying. Edward was way to sophisticated and responsible to take me into this place to buy, lacy lingerie.
"Come on Bella, this will be fun," I glared up at him from under my hair as he pulled me into the pink nightmare by my elbow.
"Edward I can't do this, it's way to embarrassing, what if someone I know," He pressed a finger to my lips shutting me up for the time being. I went quiet as we stood in the middle of the store. My gaze started at his slender finger and traveled up until I met his gaze.
"I will protect you my love, I won't let anyone embarrass you," He slowly pulled his finger away letting me speak. I could have easily bit his finger to be able to talk some more, but every touch from him froze me at the spot making it impossible to think about anything but him.
A warm muscular arm snaked it's way around my waist pulling me closer to his side. I was his and he was going to show me off to the world.
"We will only pick out a few I promise, we won't be long," He smiled as we walked through the store looking for articles of skimpy, revealing clothing for me.
"I like this one Edward, do you want to come in and see it?" I wondered idly if I should have asked him that. I unlocked the door with a loud click that echoed through the dressing room and Edward quickly slipped in. I stood there looking at myself in the mirror deciphering whether or not to get it. "What do you think Edward?" I asked looking at him in the mirror.
Edward looked rather stunned. I turned nervously to him. "Do you not like it?" I asked taking my raw bottom lip in between my teeth and biting on it ever so slightly.
Edward just stood there looking at me. "You don't like it," I turned away from him and grinned because I knew that look on his face. He loved it.
"No, Bella. I love it, really I do, it's just I've never seen you wear something like that before, it makes you look really beautiful," I watched his eyes glide over my body again and I couldn't help but blush.
"I want this one then, and only this one, I don't really like any of the other ones," I said looking through the other pieces of clothing.
"Okay Bella, I'll get you this one then, but we aren't using it until after the wedding," That sounded fine to me. It was like a wedding gift then.
We bought our present and left the store. "Edward can we go home now, I mean I've had a lot of fun, but I want to get back to my mother and little Edward," I said looking up at him with my cute little face and a sweet little smile.
Edward grinned and I knew he couldn't resist the look on my face. "Okay Bella, I got what I wanted for a few hours. We can go home," As we walked back to the car at a normal human pace, his arm was wrapped around mine and his hand was on the small of my back. We got into the Volvo placing the bags in the back seat. Edward sat in the drivers seat looking at me, just sitting there staring at me with a love look in his eyes.
"Are you going to look at me all day, or are we going to get home," I teased feeling little uncomfortable under his gaze. Edward leaned over in his seat and took my face in his hands. His eyes fell shut as our lips connected silently together. We were in the parking lot in his car making out. I felt like a human again, a human teenager. Sadly though, our kiss was interrupted by the buzz of a cell phone in Edward's pocket.
He pulled away slowly as a sigh slipped past my lips. I leaned back against the seat and looked over at the car next to us, to see a group of little kids peering through the drivers seat window. I felt like blushing and I turned to Edward.
"They just saw all of that, Edward," I spoke to him. It was a text so he wasn't talking. He just smiled as he quickly pressed the buttons on his cell phone and closed it tossing it in the back seat and crushing his lips against mine. This was so sudden and unexpected. I knew that those kids were still watching us.
Edward peeled his lips away for a split second and glanced up and out the window.
I frowned at him. "Edward what are you doing?" I growled crossing my arms over my chest.
"They want a show, I'll give them a show," Edward's voice was very husky and filled with lust.
His lips were at my neck kissing passionately. I was trying to push him away, this wasn't something that those little kids should be seeing. What if their mother came out and saw us. My mind went fuzzy when Edward's hand unbuttoned the top of my jeans and his hand slipped in. I gasped and wriggled uncomfortably in the seat. His mouth was back on mine, and this time he was being very demanding and rough. He forced his tongue inside my mouth, licking the roof of my mouth causing a moan to slip out. He growled once more and thrust two fingers deep inside my body. He pulled his mouth away before he did this, he did this on purpose just so that I would gasp and moan out loud.
I grabbed hold of the back of his head and tangled my fingers in his hair. Edward continued to pump inside of me. I still couldn't believe that he was doing this in front of those children. Edward, I guess just wanted to prove to everyone just what he could do to me and that I was his.
I came on Edward's hand and gripped his hair while I came down from the heights of pleasure.
I readjusted things down bellow as Edward pulled his fingers from the confinements of my pants. I thought he was all done being perverted, but he then stuck his sticky fingers into his mouth and sucked long and hard. He grinned and I was afraid to look back at the children, I bet they had terrified expressions on their faces, but when I turned back and looked at the three, they were all smiling. I guess I should have expected that much from four little boys. The three in the other car and the one sitting right next to me.
"Edward, they are to young to even know what that just was, what if they see that on t.v and watch it because they think it okay because they saw us doing it," Edward put the Volvo in gear and drove out of the parking lot.
"Don't worry Bella, you worry way to much, he played with my hair as he drove quickly down the highway.
His phone rang this time instead of a text and he turned to me. "Could you get that love?" He asked and I had no problem reaching back and grabbing his phone and looked to see who had called. It was Alice.
I picked it up for him as well.
"Hey Alice, it's me Bella," I said with a smile. I hadn't talked to my sister in ages.
"Oh hi Bella, nice little move that Edward pulled didn't he," Edward grinned, but he stayed quiet as he kept driving.
"Yeah, it was a nice move indeed," I was throwing daggers at Edward right now and he knew it, that's why he was smiling. "Something that you wanted then Alice?" I asked her with a smile looking out at the scenery that was moving by so quickly that it looked like a bunch of blurs at the time being.
"Yes, I'll tell you, then you can pass it on to Edward, It's Esme, Carlisle says that the change is going more quickly than most. She will be back to her old Esme self in hour or two, so if you want to be there when she wakes up, you and Edward better get your butts back here, and no stops Bella, make sure Edward doesn't get to you like he did in the parking lot," Alice warned me. I wasn't sure if I wasn't going to be able to carry that out if Edward pulled another fast one, he was good at distracting me.
"Okay, thank you for the call Alice, we will be home as soon as possible," I closed the phone and turned to a smiling Edward.
"What are you smiling about?" I asked him seriously. He shook his head back and forth.
"It's nothing, it was just funny how Alice put it as stops, it's just your so beautiful and I can't keep my hands off of you," he placed a warm comforting hand on my legs and rubbing it up and down slowly. It was a love rub. It wasn't anything sexual, he just wanted to show me that he loved me.
I smiled and placed my hand down on top of his. He turned his hand over and our hands clasped together as we drove back to the Cullen house hold.
When we arrived, both Edward and I used our speed to head up to the room in which Esme was confined.
"How is she doing?" I asked hovering over my mother, she seemed like she was still in pain, but it was slowly starting to go away.
"She's doing just fine, she should start to wake up pretty soon, your mother is going to live and it's all thanks to you Bella. Oh you two, when Esme wakes up, get Charlie's and Renee's room ready. They are going to be staying here for a while, you know for the wedding's," Carlisle told both Edward and I.
I leaned up against Edward as we stood in the room looking down at my mother. She was going to wake up real soon, I could feel it.
Edward had both of his arms wrapped around me as my head rest on his shoulder.
We stood like that for about 10 minutes.
"Okay everyone, she's waking up," Alice pronounced. We all crowded around her bed waiting for her to open her eyes.
Carlisle placed a hand on her face and brushed away some of her hair from her face. "Esme, honey. We are all here waiting for you to open your eyes. So if you can hear me, please open your eyes," Carlisle whispered to his soon to be wife.
It felt like we were all holding our breath.
Carlisle was right about everyone being here. Rosalie and Emmett where here, little Edward was sitting in my arms waiting for his grandmother to wake up. Alice and Jasper were here, and Edward was behind me.
"What's he thinking Edward?" I asked my lover.
He whispered back into my ear keeping a tight hold on my body. "He's thinking that he wants his grandma to hold him," Little Edward looked up at Edward. Edward nodded his head and smiled slightly and I sighed and closed my eyes so happy to have my family here with me.
Then a noise brought me back from my little world. "What, what's going on?" It was my mother all right, but her voice was more angelic and beautiful. I did notice that her physical appearance had changed, just a little bit though. She was very pale, like the rest of us and there just weren't words to explain how beautiful she was.
We all smiled as we moved in closer to my mother. I saw her eyes look around at everyone. They were red just like mine. It was weird to think that I looked like this too.
"Hello, Esme. It's good to have you back, how do you feel?" Edward asked my mother.
My mothers eye's locked with Edwards and she looked down at me and then the little one in my arms.
"I feel just fine, better than I have in a long time. Is this yours and Bella's son?" My mother asked. It looked like she couldn't help but stare at the child in my arms.
"Yes mother, this is little Edward, Edward's and I's child," I moved closer to my mother, the others stepped back.
Little Edward squirmed in my arms and he reached for Esme. He was so needy. I laughed as my mother looked at him. "Would you like to hold him?" I asked her. She looked up into my eyes and opened her arms up for little Edward.
I placed him gently in her cool marble like arms. Little Edward stared up at her. The room was silent.
"He's so big, I can't believe that you gave birth to the little beauty," My mother said wiggling her finger in front of his face. He giggled and grabbed hold of it and put it in his mouth.
Edward wrapped his arm around my shoulder. "Bella, thank you. I know that I shouldn't have asked you to do what you did, that must have been terrible for you, you could have easily killed me, but you didn't you had the strength, I thank you for that," She looked down at little Edward again and bounced him in her arms.
"He's so sweet, he's got your eyes Bella, but I'm sorry to say, but he's got Edward's good looks," She smiled up at us again and Edward laughed.
"He does have his father good looks," I grinned looking up at Edward. He pulled me into a quick kiss. He rubbed his hand on my shoulder lovingly.
"Come on everyone, let's get out of here to let Esme and Carlisle have some time alone," Alice started ushering people out of the room.
"It's good to have you back mom,"I smiled leaving the room with my family in my arms and at my side.
"Oh my goodness Bella, this is beautiful I love the Brides maid's dress. It's perfect and I already know what the wedding dress is, you guys picked out the right dress. When are the other two going to be here?" Alice asked holding up the brides maid dress in front of her body and looking at herself in the mirror. She could already picture herself in it on the wedding day.
"um, the lady said in about a week, and I'm thinking that's when the wedding is going to be," Alice quickly turned around and looked at me with wide eyes and a great big expression on her face. She had an idea. I could see it in her eyes. Edward stood beside me with a smile playing on his lips, he was nodding his head, probably in agreement to whatever Alice had created in her mind. Edward had put little Edward back in Rosalie's arms because that was one of little Edward's favorite spots.
"What's on your mind Alice?" I asked her while placing my hands on my hips.
She came up to me and placed both of her hands on my shoulders.
"I was thinking, that maybe both you and and Edward and Carlisle and Esme could have your wedding together," Alice said with that same wide smile.
I didn't see this coming. That was something totally unexpected. Was that even possible. I mean there would be a lot of arguments on like decorations and stuff. "Really, what brought this on?" I asked her thinking about this idea. It would get both weddings out of the way.
"I don't know, I just saw it in my mind, I think it would be so much easier if we had both of the weddings at the same time, it would be fun and I don't know why we wouldn't be able to do it," Alice was excited about this idea.
I rolled my eyes, but when I looked at Edward he grinned and rubbed my sides up and down. He didn't seem to mind this idea.
"Okay, we'll have both wedding's next week, but that means that we have to get a lot done, I mean I don't even have my dress yet, and it needs to match the brides maid dresses, and we need to get my mothers dress. The guys need their suits, we need flowers and decorations, rings. There is just so much to get, I don't know," I said thinking of the cost of everything.
"Don't worry, were going to go shopping later today after Carlisle takes your mom out hunting," Alice said then I thought about little Edward, he needed to hunt as well.
"Edward, why don't take little Edward out hunting with Carlisle and Esme, you need to spend some alone time your boy, man him up a bit," I patted his chest and he grinned.
"Yeah sure, I don't mind. We'll be back in about an hour or so, love you Bella," He pushed my hair back and pressed a kiss to my forehead. He was gone then.
"Okay Bella, do want to wear a cream colored dress like what your mother is going to wear, or do you want a white one?" Alice asked me as we took a seat. I thought about it for a moment and knew that I wanted a white one. It was tradition.
So Alice and I talked over wedding plans and waited until Esme and Carlisle and both of the Edward's came home from their hunting trip. (I'm going to be lazy and skip through the whole shopping trip because it's not a very important part of the story)
The whole family got back from our trip to the mall. We had to take little Edward along with us because we couldn't leave him home alone, the time was 6:45 pm. Charlie and Renee would be arriving at seven tonight.
The shopping went really well, at least that's what I thought we got all the dresses ordered and the suits and they would all hopefully be in by next Tuesday. The wedding was planned for Friday.
Edward and I were in the guest bedroom putting the sheets on the bed, getting ready for Charlie and Renee.
"Edward, I want you to tell me one thing, and be completely honest with me. Do you really love Edward?" I asked stopping what I was doing with the sheet in my hand. "I mean, sometimes it seems that you don't even want him around, like you want to get rid of him, it just seems like you don't care about our child," I looked down at the floor and felt this sadness wash over me. The room went quiet and I felt Edward right in front of me.
He placed a finger or two under my chin to lift my head to meet his gaze. His beautiful topaz eyes stung into mine. "Why would you ever think something like that Bella?" He asked in a cold whisper.
I gulped and felt my body grow weak under his stare and under his touch. "I don't know it just seems like you don't care about him is all," He was making this very difficult to think and talk straight.
"Bella, you and Edward are the two most important things to me in this world. If I ever lost either of you I don't know what I would do," Edward's hand brushed across my cheek.
"Yes but why is it that you seem to pay more attention to me than him?" I asked. Edward dipped his head down and whispered into my ear.
My eyes grew wide. There I felt my body grow weak and this time because I wasn't holding on to anything, my knees gave out on me and I almost fell before Edward caught me. "That's why love," We finished the bed and he left me sitting there on the edge of it. What he had said left me stunned and weak.
I guessed that was a pretty good reason why he was paying more attention to me.
"Come on Bella, let's go greet Charlie and Renee, they haven't seen you in a while and you have to show Renee our baby, she will die," Edward helped me off the bed and we went down to the living room where everyone was gathered. Little Edward was in his crib. "I'll go get Edward," I spoke to Edward heading off in the opposite direction.
I
went into Edward's bedroom and saw little Edward in his crib sound
asleep. I didn't want to wake him up, but he needed to meet the rest
of my family.
"Hey little one, time to get up and meet the
rest of the family," I placed one arm in the crib and brushed back
some of his hair with my soft gentle fingers. He was so warm.
Compared to touching Edward, he was really hot. A human would have
thought he had a fever, but I wasn't a human anymore.
His eyes cracked open and his beautiful brown honey eyes peered up at me. "Hi," I spoke to him with a smile. He smiled back up at me and his stretched out his arms for me to pick him up.
I grabbed him around the waist and cuddled him in my arms. The little Edward yawned and snuggled into chest. It would seem that he was still sleepy.
As I walked through the halls I could hear conversation taking place down in the living room. They were here and the Cullen's were making good small talk.
I started down the stairs and the whole living room went silent.
"Bella, is that really you," I kept looking down at my sleeping son in my arms. I knew it was Renee who said that to me. My hearing was excellent and I could pick out her sweet innocent human voice out of everyone.
I made it down the last step, Charlie and Renee made their way closer to me. I finally looked up at my aunt and uncle. They had surprised looks on their faces.
"Is this your child Bella?" Renee asked looking up at me.
I slowly nodded my head. I wasn't going to lye to her and tell her that this child was Rosalie's or Alice. I was not afraid to admit he was mine.
"Yes, he's my child and his name is Edward Jr." That was the first time that I had put Jr. behind his name. I just normally called him little Edward, but I called him Jr. because there as an Edward Sr.
Renee looked up and around the room, but she didn't have to look far because Edward came and stood beside me. "I am the father," He spoke in a clear velvety voice.
Edward wasn't ashamed of being the father he loved me and anything that came out of me.
"Can I hold him?" Renee asked looking down at the little child in my arms.
I looked up at Edward wondering if it was okay to give this half vampire child to my human aunt.
He slowly nodded his head knowing that it was going to be okay, he had just went hunting, so he wouldn't be thirsty.
I
handed little Edward over to Renee and she took him in her arms. I
watched him as he opened his eyes and look up at my aunt.
"Hello
there little one, good afternoon," Renee seemed to love him, just
like everyone else in the house hold.
He was perfect. I grinned and leaned my head on Edward's shoulder. He pulled me into a hug and I was so happy right now, nothing could ruin this moment.
Charlie came to Renee and wrapped an arm around her shoulder and looked down at little Edward.
A smile appeared under his black mustache. I was so happy to know that everyone liked him.
"What's he thinking?" I asked Edward in a whisper that I was sure everyone else wouldn't be able to hear.
"He's thinking that he loves his family and that he wants to play with Charlie's hair under his nose," Edward grinned and pressed a kiss to my forehead and I laughed at that. Little Edward laughed as well from hearing what Edward was thinking.
"He likes to laugh a lot,"I told them.
Renee walked over to the couch with Edward in her arms. She was attached to him.
"Can I hold him, hun?" Charlie asked sitting next to Renee on the couch. She passed little Edward over to my Uncle Charlie.
He held him and looked into Edward's big chocolate brown eyes. "He's got your eyes Bella," Charlie said with a smile. Little Edward brought his hand up and touched the hair. Both Edward and I chuckled. Renee and Charlie looked at both of us and we looked away for a moment. They didn't know that Edward was able to read minds nor did they know that we were all vampires. They didn't need to know, it was mostly a close family matter.
"Come with us, we will show you two to your bedroom, it is what you will be staying in for a while," Esme said with a smile.
I would agree that she looked a lot better and you would never have thought that she would have had cancer.
"Wow Esme, did you do something with your hair or something is different about you, you look great," Renee started to follow her sister up the steps and Charlie stayed down on the couch with the child in his arms.
I kept a pretty good distance away from him, I still didn't trust myself. I had hunted recently, but I still didn't trust myself completely yet.
"He's beautiful Bella," Charlie stood up and was coming towards me with our baby.
Edward came to Charlie just to be safe and took little Edward in his arms and pulled the baby to his shoulder. Little Edward looked at me from over Edward's shoulder and he giggled as I made cute little faces at him with Edward and Charlie spoke to one another.
I waved and covered my face and he would stop giggling, then I'd uncover my face and he'd be laughing again.
Edward turned around and looked at me with a cute fatherly smile.
"What are you two doing back there?" Edward pulled his son up in the air by the waist and tossed him in the air.
Little Edward got a kick out of that and I warmed up a little bit on the inside to see that Edward was getting along with son. Edward brought our son back down it his arms and he was trying to crawl out of his fathers arms and get to me.
"Here you take the little giggle box, he loves you more," Edward was teasing I could tell by the sound of his voice. I took little Edward off of Edward's shoulder and pulled him closer to me.
"We don't like mean old daddy do we," I said tickling him on the stomach. He laughed even harder and it made me feel really good inside. I was getting along with my son so well and so was Edward.
Edward and Charlie went to the couch and talked some more, probably about being a father, like Charlie knew anything like that.
Rosalie was sitting on top of Emmett watching t.v, not really watching, more like flipping through channels. Alice had come down with Jasper and they were sitting on the floor in a love embrace while Jasper played with Alice's hair.
They were such a cute couple.
I took a deep breath and thought, wow the wedding is next Friday. This was going to be a pretty big day for me and Edward. I could handle it. I was ready to be a part of this family.
A/N: Long Chapter, so yeah. Well anyways this story is going to be over with pretty soon, the next chapter with probably be the last one, unless any of you guys can think of an idea that would help continue this story because I can't, lol, so I got this new idea like just last night and I'll give you the summery and I want to know what you think of it. I also would like to know what I should call it. Please review to tell me what you think it should be called and what you think of the idea. It might not be up for a few weeks or so, cuz I got a bunch of other projects going on right now. Thanks again. With all my love.
Story idea
Bella has a one night stand with Jacob. He got her drunk and Bella is a wreck, she couldn't believe he tricked her into something like that she wakes up to an empty bed. She can't remember what happens, but 9 months later she has a little baby girl. To support this little girl Bella works two jobs. One at her fathers hard wear store and her own little book store.
Bella takes her little daughter Lilly to preschool and so does Edward he's got a little girl, Samantha. Jacob comes back wanting to be with Bella again. Edward and Bella are best friends (or so it seems) Jacob doesn't take this friendship so well and he wants Bella all to himself. How do they deal with it kind of thing going on there you know.
I don't know it's a work in progress I guess. Okay, should the title be "Complicated Love Story" Or should the title be "Or So it Seems"
