Okay, so my inspiration for this story has worn thin. Chapter 42 was almost the last chapter. But last second I went through and rewrote it so as to finish the story properly. I will finish this fic if it kills me! Which it might, actually. Having a hard day today.

Anywho, on with the show!

Disclaimer- Es ist nein mein geschitche

Chapter 34

"We just wanted to talk to you about something." Gil said and Jasmin could only sit on the corner of her bed, a little worried over what was happening. Gil had asked her to come and talk with him, but when he got here, Roderich and Ivan were there as well.

"What's going on?" Jasmin shifted uncomfortably and looked over at Ivan, who looked over at Gil with a smile. Gil nodded and looked up at Jasmin with a smile that she wasn't expecting to see.

"We don't want to fight anymore. We're all heartbroken whenever we see you with someone else, so we've discussed it, and we've come to a decision about how to keep all of us happy in the situation." Gil looked at her, and could see she was shaking with fear. "We're going to be here for you together. No more fighting, no more worry. We all love you, and seeing you trying to dance around us when you're with someone else is killing us, so... we're going to try and do this as a...bigger relationship."

"The only ones here who haven't already done anything with the others are myself and Gil with you, as well as Ivan and myself, so out of all of the ways it could go, we've already done half of them. We decided it's better to keep you from being stressed out, and instead of seeing each other as rivals, it could be as lovers." Roderich said, watching her face for a response.

"Are... you serious?" Jasmin asked and Ivan nodded.

"Da, we don't want to see the look you had on your face after Roderich helped with your injuries again. You looked like you wanted to cry that we'd seen the two of you together. We all love you." Ivan said softly.

"Yeah, and it's not like they don't know what they're doing." Gil blushed bright, causing a giggle from Jasmin. "It's pointless for the three of us to hate each other when for most of us there's always been a little attraction anyways, right? So we go poly."

"And... you're all okay with this?" Jasmin asked, more curious than anything. She'd gotten married on a BDSM stage in a goth club. Poly was far from the worst that could happen, as long as they weren't jealous at all.

Jealousy would always be the worst thing that could happen. It would always break a relationship.

"Yup!" Gil nodded, and the other two did as well. "We got rings and everything. Look." They each held out their right hand, showing off a stack of rings on each of their ring fingers. She realized each guy had a specific color and she looked over the rings, curious.

Roderich was purple, Gil was blue, Ivan was clear. "They're beautiful." Jasmin nearly whispered. Silver stackable bands with small stones of the color placed all of the way around.

"I'm glad you think so." Roderich smiled at her and held out a small velvet box. "We got them for you as well."

Jasmin opened the box and looked at the rings. Hers seemed to be made slightly thinner, so as not to take up too much of her finger. She pulled them out and slid them on one at a time and said the name of the person as she slid it on and stood, kissing them lightly. "Thank you. I know this may sound weird, but I'm just really happy to know you guys won't be fighting." She sat back down, each of the guys smiling at her. "But I'm not really sure if you guys are being honest, or just trying to make me feel better. Gil! Ivan!" They each sat up at attention at the commanding tone she'd used, and Roderich knew what was coming, remembering this from Germany. "Kiss and make up!"

Ivan grinned and didn't even give Gil enough time to register what had been said. He had him pinned down and kissed him passionately, running his hands up Gil's chest and grasping to his neck. When Ivan pulled up, Jasmin could see surprise in Gil's eyes, but no disappointment.

Good god, they were being serious!

She had to control her thoughts immediately. The situation was too new for her to try them out as a foursome, and she wanted her first time with each of them to be alone.

She couldn't get turned on yet! She took a couple of deep breaths, heard Roderich chuckle and calmed down. "Can't blame you, it was kind of hot." Roderich said with a smile that was alone almost too much for her.

"Damn you." She laughed.

That night, just after she'd gotten dressed, she heard a knock at the door and was surprised to see Gil standing there. "We were worried about you. Since Roderich was here last night, they sent me up to keep you comfortable." He said with a blush and Jasmin shook her head.

"What, is Ivan going to be coming up tomorrow?"

"Yeah." Gil said with a blush and Jasmin sighed, a smile unable to be broken from her face.

Nothing happened, but she had to admit, it was really nice to have him there with her. She hadn't realized how lonely the fighting had made her.

She was surprised when Ludwig, on the second day asked her to come to the board and give everyone her opinion on what was taking place, on what could be done and how to remedy situations. She gave her honest opinion and was surprised when the affected parties all agreed to follow her recommendations. When she looked surprised over to Gil, he gave the one answer she already knew, but wasn't expecting in the situation. "You're the world, who else would they listen to?"

This was when she realized how important she really was.

She needed to do this not only for herself, but for everyone. She belonged to everyone.

And somehow it made her feel better.

That night she slept beside Ivan, and honestly, she didn't even want to start anything with him. She just wanted the warmth he offered, which he was happy to offer her. He admitted he was going to be meeting her in Estonia instead of Eduard, and she could only chuckle at the plan the two had come up with.

She couldn't stop crying, but for the first time since she'd gotten there, there was no sadness in her tears. There was no fear, no worry.

She was finally happy again.

The last day of the meeting was weird for her. She was given two reports to finish before the next meeting, and nodded. She now felt she was totally included, and wouldn't skip out on her responsibilities, but had heard from China something she wasn't expecting.

"You shouldn't choose to be with Gilbert. Prussia is gone. There's no reason he's still even here."

"You're wrong." She said without even thinking, but she knew. Too many head cannons told her exactly what Gilbert was. "Gilbert will always live, as long as there are humans. Gilbert isn't a country anymore, he's the memory of what happens when the countries fight. He's the memory of World War 2, and for the people today, that's one of the strongest memories they must never forget." She said this with enough conviction to startle China.

"Do you really believe that? That he turned from a country to a memory?"

"Do you remember when World War 2 ended? When Prussia dissolved? The fear he's lived through every day since then? Do you have any idea how much he suffers? The reason is so simple. He's suffering with memories so they're remembered instead of repeated." She said and watched as China thought about this.

"But that doesn't make sense. He's always drunk and happy."

"He's always happy because he drinks. He drinks so much because he can never forget." She nearly whispered and China stilled. Her words made sense to him.

"If you knew this, why didn't he?" China asked and Jasmin smiled sadly.

"There are some things better not suffered through." She said and walked away.

China was suddenly pissed off at himself for insulting her that first night instead of fighting for her as well. He'd heard he had this girl to thank for Hyung Soo sitting down with him and having a long conversation about what he wanted, even though his government wouldn't allow it.

He finally had his little brother back, and it seemed he was fighting to get Yong Soo to forgive him as well. This girl was a miracle.

That night Jasmin and Roderich left the hotel. They didn't bother with a plane and drove for about an hour to a larger city. Roderich pulled into the fenced in yard and Jasmin looked around with wide eyes. "It's beautiful!" She said, looking at the area. It was a large mansion on the side of a mountain. She could see statues and fountains, gardens and a large gazebo.

"It's my home. I'd rather have a smaller, nicer house than some huge mansion that looks like a hotel." He said and Jasmin giggled.

"It's still a huge mansion, you realize." She watched as he turned to her with a smile and nodded.

They came up to the house and drove into a garage and Jasmin jumped out, looking around. She started going for her bag and Roderich grabbed her hand, turning her away from the car and looked at the woman by the door with a smile. She nodded and headed to the car, surprising Jasmin.

"A maid?"

"Of course. Three maids, a butler, a chef and two gardeners. Even if I'm not here, my home needs to be tended, and I'm not leaving it in the hands of anyone I don't trust. Feel privileged, I won't let Gil in my house, and he's family." He turned to her and took in her light laugh. "I needed to hear that." He smiled and Jasmin could only blush at the tone.

"Here, let me show you around."

The tour of the house wasn't nearly as long as she thought it would be. The house was amazing. It had a large library, an amazing kitchen, a living room, family room, meeting room as well as a ballroom. There were three bedrooms, five bathrooms and after the end of the hall, the last room was the swimming pool.

"Your house is amazing." Jasmin looked around. In the entry way, just inside the front door there was a beautiful fountain with a very unusual looking flower. Jasmin walked up to it, watching as the water flowed down the curled petals and stared.

"Edelweiss?" She asked and Roderich turned to her, a little surprised.

"How did you know?" He watched as her eyes took in the appearance of the flower.

"It's the national flower of Austria. I just didn't know what it looked like." She looked down as koi swam in the pool and turned back to Roderich with surprise. "I'm not joking, your house is amazing. I've never seen anything like it."

"I'm glad you approve." He bowed low and the maid from before came up and whispered to Roderich, who turned to her with a blush before turning back to Jasmin. "I guess there was some water damage while we were away. Would it be alright for you to stay in my room with me?"

"Yeah, that would be fine." She bowed her head, but he could tell she was blushing as brightly as he was.

Roderich offered his arm and she took it with a smile as they walked up the stairs, back to the bedrooms. "Before bed, I'd like to stop by the other rooms and find out how bad they are. I'll take you to the bedroom to change."

"Actually, I'm curious to see." She said and he turned to her with a nod.

"Wondering if I'm making it up so you'll stay with me?" He watched as she cocked her head to the side, glancing up at him. It took his breath away when she looked like that.

"No, but you just pointed out the rooms earlier, I didn't get to see them. I'm curious."

"Alright." He smiled and led her to the first room.

He opened the door and a mildew smell hit them immediately. Jasmin covered her nose and mouth with her sleeve, looking at a large host of dehumidifiers in the room. Roderich's eyes widened at the crack in the roof and his jaw dropped. " A little more than water damage, I'd say."

"It was struck by lightening." Jasmin said and Roderich turned to her, trying to figure out how she might know when she hadn't even stepped into the room. She noticed his look and pointed. "Scorch marks on the walls. The veining is the electric wiring in the room. Might want to make sure your bedroom electricity is safe." She said and Roderich nodded.

He walked into the room, seeing a statue and his eyes narrowed, lifting it and he carried it into the hallway before closing the door. He went to the other room and opened the doorway, seeing worse scorching and finding the bed burned.

He closed the door and turned to the last bedroom, his own and put his hand on her shoulder. "I'll check the wiring really quickly, you stay out here just in case." He said softly and went into the room. He was back out quickly and smiled. "It's fine. Let's get you inside."

He brought her into the room and she stilled, surprised. A fountain of a fish offered a nice ambient sound. The room had cream colored walls with gold vines and red carpet, giving the room a warm feel. All of the furniture was red with gold. A small chandelier hung from the ceiling, and though it wasn't very bright, the crystals refracted it, making the room seem brighter.

"Somehow, this whole house seems more extravagant than I was expecting from you." Jasmin turned to Roderich, who was looking through a dresser and pulled out a few items before turning to her.

"I may not be way too extravagant while I'm out, but I like to feel comfortable when I'm home. The bathroom is yours to use, I'll use the one down the hall. Go ahead and get a bath in. I know it's been a long weekend for you." He stepped forward and gently pressed his lips to hers before giving her a brilliant smile and heading out.

By the time Jasmin was out of the bath and dressed Roderich was back in the room and looking out of the window with a far away look in his eyes. He turned to her with a smile and she couldn't help but take in the look of him.

His hair was still wet from the bath and it was slicked back in a way that looked a little too similar to Ludwig. His eyes, though usually fairly intense, seemed softer than she was used to and he waved her over to stand beside him. She walked over, her long black nightgown brushed the floor and covered her hands, but was low cut, showing off her shoulders. She looked out the window, seeing one of the most amazing views she'd ever seen. "I'm not sure this is such a good idea after all." His hand reached out and caressed her cheek before sliding down her neck. "I'm not sure I can trust myself with you." He leaned down and wrapped his arms around her, softly kissing her and Jasmin felt her head swim. He carefully lifted her and carried her over to the bed and laid her down, laying beside her. He pulled the blanket up and pulled her over, resting her head on his chest.

"Gute Nacht, Mein Herzenswunsch."

"Gute Nacht." She whispered and watched as his eyes closed.

They were both asleep almost instantly.

Jasmin woke the next morning to sunlight streaming in from the window. She looked up, seeing Roderich holding her, still asleep. She couldn't help but smile. He was so beautiful. His dark hair had dried into the hairstyle she was used to, and she realized he must always go to sleep with his hair wet. She closed her eyes and listened to his heart beat in his chest. She could hear the light sound and couldn't help but smile, but her movements were enough to rouse him. His eyes slowly opened and he looked down, surprised for a moment before a beautiful smile graced him. "Guten morgen."

"Guten morgen." She didn't move and just laid there, looking up at his eyes. Roderich rolled over to his side and moved his hands to her cheeks and gave a gentle kiss. He ran his fingers over her cheek and looked into her eyes and she realized he was considering something. "What are you thinking?"

"I had plans set up for today, but honestly, I'm trying to decide whether I want to get out of this bed right now. You're entirely too tempting for me." He leaned down and kissed her again. He pulled her forward til she was pressed tightly against him, and for the first time his kiss turned from gentle to strong. Jasmin's head spun as his tongue caressed hers, his fingers danced down her neck. Roderich let out a light groan as his hand moved down her chest and stilled just above her waist. He moved her to her back and leaned over her, his lips made their way down her neck and he slid the nightgown down to her waist, pinning her arms against her sides. She was embarrassed at being seen like this, but he didn't seem to mind as his lips trailed farther down and he took a pink peak between his teeth, giving a gentle bite. Jasmin gasped, feeling her cheeks burn. His eyes shifted up, seeing her nibble her bottom lip, her cheeks burning pink with her arms trapped at her sides. He grinned mischievously as his hand slowly lifted her nightgown, and slid up from her calf. His lips started working again at her chest as his hand slowly inched towards her hip. When he'd gotten that high, he sat her up and slid the material over her head, but pushed her back down so her arms were still trapped, this time in the bodice of the material, instead of just the neckline. She couldn't move her arms at all.

"Mein Gott, you're beautiful." His hands moved over every exposed inch of her skin and she gasped at the feeling. When his hands started removing her underwear she gasped and he stilled, worried he was going too fast.

"You first! You're still completely dressed!" She turned brighter red and Roderich could see her trying to cover her mouth. So she was in one of those moods!

His smile turned dark, but ecstatic as he watched her. Jasmin's eyes widened as she realized something. He was one of the German brothers, of course he would have some dominant traits, and it looked like she'd just found them. "You have to beg me." His smile was amazing. Jasmin could only stare in shock and wonder at him. His hand slowly inched up her thigh and she gasped, writhing under his gaze until his fingers ran under the inside edge of her underwear. Jasmin let out a light, airy moan and Roderich was fairly certain he'd never been so turned on in his life. He let the top of his finger run over her and was surprised to find how wet she already was.

"Please.." She nearly whispered and Roderich's grin grew wider.

"What? I couldn't hear you." His finger ran over her again and she gasped, arching her back a little at the touch.

"Please!" She gasped out and Roderich sat up, pulling off his shirt and sliding his pajama pants to his knees. There was nothing else on beneath them, so she was able to see that he was just as into things as she was. He ran his fingers under the sides of her underwear and slid them slowly down her legs, placing one over each of his shoulders, but making it so she couldn't sit up. He turned his head and slowly kissed down each of her thighs, causing Jasmin's back to arch enough that a few times the only part that was still on the bed was her shoulders. He'd ended out sliding her back down to the bed before running his tongue over her, erupting a shaky gasp from her. Her whole body reacted and Roderich wrapped his hands over her hips to keep her from moving too much. His eyes watched her face over her chest as her breasts heaved through her heavy panting, her lip was bitten, she'd open her mouth to gasp and opened her eyes. She saw him watching her and turned her head to the side to try and hide it, but he'd start working harder on her so she forgot why she was hiding her face and turned back towards Roderich. It was only a few minutes til her panting got worse and she started gasping in air. "I'm... I can't hold it... Roderich!" She called and he pulled back.

"Not yet. Hold it in." He grinned and continued as Jasmin started trying to alter her breathing, trying her best to hold it back. Gasps turned into moans, her hands were no longer fighting the nightgown, but she gripped tightly enough to the bed to turn her knuckles white.

"I can't! Please!" She started begging, and he could tell she was trying to keep her voice down again. He lifted his head to watch her as he slowly ran a finger over her.

"You can't what? When you have someone in this situation over you, what do you call them?"

He had honestly been expecting her to call out his name. He had his heart set on her calling out his name.

He almost couldn't hold back after her next words.

"I can't hold back! Master, please!"

"Go ahead." As his fingers ran over her she shook. He could feel her shaking under his hand, and loved the look of her in this state.

"Now, I'll take you." He looked into her eyes for any uncertainty, and could only smile when he found none. As his hands and lips slowly made their way up her body she stilled, her eyes widening.

"Be careful!" She panted out and he looked up at her confused. "My scar..."

"Does it hurt?" He asked, suddenly scared he'd been injuring her.

"No..." She panted, but as his lips started working on her chest again, she lost the ability to speak. His lips crashed against hers as he slowly slid into her.

It was a lot easier than it had been with Ivan, but it was still really tight. He was panting himself, but was able to go in on the first try. He was afraid of how that would have ended if she hadn't already been so turned on.

"I tried to warn you." She panted out and he turned to her surprised for a moment before reclaiming her lips and pushing again into her. Jasmin was already close as he grasped her behind her back and lifted her onto his lap, his legs tucked beneath him. She was finally able to free her arms and threw them around his neck, kissing him with every bit of strength wasn't already gone. She knew she wasn't going to last too long, and from the sounds he made, he wouldn't either. She kissed down his neck and as she felt herself getting too far in, she bit down. The slight pain with her sudden tightening was too much. He felt his nails against her skin as he pushed harder into her, releasing.

She'd felt her whole body contract at the sensation and her teeth released him, her hands pulled him as tightly to her as possible. "Roderich!" It was just whispered, but it was the most amazing sound he'd ever heard.

He softly pulled himself away from her and looked into her eyes. He smiled softly and lifted her chin, claiming a soft kiss before looking at her, naked, seated in his lap. He could still feel her contracting around him.

"Guten morgen, Mein Herzenswunsch." He smiled and brushed her hair away from her face.

"Guten Morgen, meine Master."

That was a title he would never be able to turn down.

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Jaßmin